Chapter 125: Sui Ya
When Song Tingyu returned to the imperial capital alone, it was still daylight, so he found a teahouse, found an inconspicuous corner in the hall, and sat down.
He sat down until nightfall.
Because Min Yan was alive, he was often summoned to the palace.
Yes, after Song Tingyu went down at night, he came to Sui Ya's current dormitory unconsciously.
Before leaving, I still have to see Sui Ya after all.
There are some things that Song Tingyu feels that she still needs to know.
Shou'an Palace, the lights in Sui Ya's bedroom are still on.
Song Tingyu knocked down all the people in this palace at a very fast speed, counted the number of people, and determined that it was worthy of the number of people Sui Ya was making now.
Only then did he straighten out his clothes that were not too messy, and pushed open the door of the dormitory.
When Song Tingyu entered, Sui Ya was sitting on the main seat in a daze. When I saw him, I didn't feel much surprised.
"Song Qing is so generous, I'm afraid that no one in this world can compare to Song Qing's affection."
"The Queen Mother has won the award." Song Tingyu took care of himself and found a seat for himself to sit down.
Fu said lightly: "It's just a city, tens of thousands of people, as long as it can make you ruined, let alone that, it's this country, and the mourning family can afford to pay for it." ”
Song Tingyu sighed a little: "Come to think of it, I don't have the courage to do it. ”
"Song Qing came today, if you only say this to the mourning family, it will really disappoint your efforts to go around the imperial capital."
"I've always forgotten a little lately, but I also vaguely remember that when Chu Cheng married Cheng Ji and you married Min Yan, I told you clearly."
"Song Tingyu is not a good person, when there is not much sympathy, don't rely on you to have a seven-trick exquisite heart, so you come to challenge my bottom line and hurt her and her family."
Song Tingyu paused, and then said: "If it weren't for the face of the first emperor this time, do you think I, Song Tingyu, would be so merciful, and it would be settled like this?" ”
"Chu Cheng is really a good life, this person is dead, and Song Qing is seeking justice for her." Sui Ya sneered.
"Your life is also very good, Ayan would rather die than give you what you want, and I have never exposed you, I will not have the courage to take poison every day." Song Tingyu ignored Sui Ya's sarcasm and said lightly.
"What are you talking about?" Sui Ya's face finally changed.
"From the first day you were poisoned, Ayan knew about it, but he never exposed you, only you."
"This affection, such recklessness, such nonsense, even the Youwang of Zhou Shi can't compare."
"But you have always been obsessed with Cheng Qi, a person who has never belonged to you, and I have never seen how he treated you."
Song Tingyu glanced at her: "But you can rest assured, I have been repeatedly told by Ayan that no one else in this world will know about this matter except for you and me." ”
"How so?" Sui Ya muttered to herself, looking unacceptable, her eyes were scattered and sad: "How can this be? ”
"I thought I was stealthy enough, I didn't want to hurt him."
Sui Ya said very resentfully: "But I hate Cheng Ji so much, but he wants to have a deep friendship with the Cheng family." ”
"So you killed him?"
"Sui Ya, even if you forget the friendship between the five of us walking the rivers and lakes together, you can rationally take into account his feelings for your husband."
"Ask yourself, how did he treat you when you entered the palace to marry him as his wife?"
"I'm afraid that you will be sad, carefully protect the wounds in your heart, clear the three thousand beauties in the palace for you, and only guard you to the end."
"Because you often play chess with me late at night, have you ever known half of his sadness?"
"How much can you see the friendship he loves you?"
"Sui Ya, I'm not worth it for Min Yan."
Song Tingyu's voice was not excited, but flat, as if he had already said it many times.
It's just that I don't know which sentence touched Sui Ya's sensitive nerves, Sui Ya stood up very angrily and swept all the ornaments on the low table to the ground.
Sui Ya pointed at Song Tingyu with red eyes and said: "Why do you accuse me, if it weren't for me, he Min Yan would be able to become the emperor, wishful thinking, he wouldn't have dreamed of it." ”
"The rebellion of the six sons, sure enough, has your handiwork." Song Tingyu said lightly.
"You keep saying that Min Yan likes me?" Sui Ya suddenly laughed wildly: "Does he like me?" ”
"Huh? Did Min Yan himself figure out who he liked? ”
"Like Suiya? Which Suiya? ”
"Which? You're all one person after all, is there a difference? "Song Tingyu's old god is here.
"Is there a difference? How can there be no difference. ”
"I was born to protect her, but she can't survive if she doesn't fight herself, who is to blame?"
"Song Tingyu, I, Sui Ya, never be a stand-in!"
"If he really doesn't like you, he won't think about your safety before he dies."
"Why do you think he never saw you again, but to show everyone that you had nothing to do with his death."
"His hands were clean all his life, but in the end, he added many lives for you."
"If it weren't for the fact that he valued your life more than anyone else, what would he do?"
"You lied to me!"
Although Sui Ya said this, she also knew very well in her heart that there was no need for Song Tingyu to lie to her.
"You were born in darkness, but you are the one who treats you with sincerity."
"It's a pity that I was let down."
"As for these words today, it doesn't matter whether you believe them or not." Song Tingyu has no joy or sorrow.
After all, Min Yan is dead, and no matter what happens, he will not come back.
"I always thought that it was only because of that Sui Ya that he looked at me differently." Suiya wants to cry or not.
"I'm not that Suiya, and I won't be as weak as her."
Sui Ya stood up and looked deeply shocked: "I'm different from that Sui Ya, after that Sui Ya left, I inherited her memory." ”
"What is related to Min Yan has nothing to do with Min Yan."
"Min Yan's eyes when she looks at her are different from the way she looks at me, that Sui Ya is stupid, no matter how others bully her, she won't sue."
"Every day, I smile with crooked eyebrows and eyes, and I look carefree."
Sui Ya touched the corners of her eyes, only to see that her fingertips were moist, and she said without a god in her eyes: "About everyone likes that kind of girl, right?" There is no scheming, and the smile is warm. ”
It seems to be able to remove the tiredness of the day.
Sui Ya tilted her head and didn't let the tears in her eyes flow: "It's her character that is bullied to the point that she can't survive." ”
"The darkness of her heart made me."
"I killed many people to save the lives of both of us!"
"I killed many people so that no one would dare to bully us again!"
"I have tried my best and used many means to ensure that we are no longer limited by others."
"Obviously, I did all this, but no one in this world knows my existence, even she herself doesn't know my existence."
"How can I tolerate it?" Sui Ya looked at the candlelight coldly.
"Fortunately, she became weaker and weaker later, and was gradually replaced by me."
"But since I took my place, Min Yan has never looked at me with Sui Ya's eyes?"
Sui Ya said as she spoke, tears gradually flowed: "You said he loves me? What exactly does he love about this skin? Or is it that Suiya? ”
"Or am I just the sustenance of his feelings for Sui Ya?"
"I've worked so hard to live until now, Song Tingyu, why should I trust someone who doesn't know who I love at all?"
Song Tingyu didn't speak, and only said after a long time: "The person he loves is you, and you are the one when he marries you." ”
"When he knew Suiya's situation and your origin, he was very remorseful."
"Thinking that everything is his fault, so from the moment he knew, he decided to make amends to you with his life."
"When did he find out?" Sui Ya was stunned.
"Very early, before he returned to the imperial capital."
"Why do you think Min Yan's mother would suddenly let you develop a relationship with Min Yan? That's just a reason for Min Yan to take you away from Sui Mansion above board. ”
"Do you think he really didn't know you were using him when you married him?"
"He hasn't accepted concubines all these years, and if he withstands all the pressure alone, is it really just compensation?"
"Suiya, what kind of sincerity do you want?"
"Ayan, in this life, I have never calculated others, nor have I ever careless of human life, but in order to prevent you from being exposed to the slightest risk of poisoning him, I even calculated what happened after my death."
"He has given you all the tenderness of his life, isn't that enough?"
"Then he still stopped me from killing Cheng Ji?"
"He can give you his life, that's what he willingly does, but he can't watch you do something wrong."
Song Tingyu frowned: "You don't care about the world, but Ayan can't watch the Min Dynasty get into chaos." ”
"If the Cheng family really falls, the consequences are not something that the royal family can easily bear."
The Cheng family is not a Chu family.
In terms of heritage and antiquity, the Chu people are naturally superior, which is also recognized by the history books.
But the Chu people are like a paradise, a fairyland on earth, which ordinary people have only heard of but have never seen.
The people of the Chu people are almost isolated from the world, but the Cheng family is the opposite.
Every time the Cheng family has children who become adults, they are bound to experience it themselves before they become adults.
The Cheng family will not prohibit the juniors from selling their academic results, and they don't even mind teaching people other than the Cheng family some small institutions that can support their families.
And these seemingly inconspicuous small measures have created the reputation of the Cheng family today.
If the royal family really moved the Cheng family for no reason, not only the people of southern Fujian were unwilling, but also the people of northern Xinjiang were unwilling.
Even the military generals of the court will not be willing.
The Cheng family in southern Fujian guards the northern frontier, and it is more or less inevitable that they will have friendships with the military generals of the DPRK and China.
And the military generals in the court, there are many who have been favored by the Cheng family.
And these, just look at the current situation of the royal family.