Chapter 11: Self-deprecation
After thinking about it, Xi'er didn't dare to delay any longer, only to see him holding his hands on the soft ground, getting up with difficulty, letting the rotten fallen leaves stain his clothes, meditating on the spot like that, regathering the qi that was scattered around his body by the impact, and letting the qi protect the injured internal organs as much as possible, and repairing it little by little...
Unlike usual, this time the recovery process was difficult and long, and the wounds left by the Dark Moon Evil Tiger were by no means comparable to those of the demon beasts of the same realm, let alone overnight!
In just a moment's effort, dense beads of sweat appeared on his skin, and after a while, Xi'er was already sweating like rain, and it was only now that Xi'er truly recognized the terrifying power of the Dark Moon Evil Tiger!
A faint wisp of light smoke slowly floated from Xi'er's body, which was formed by the heat generated by the heat generated by the rapid operation of the qi in his body, and the sweat on his body was formed, from a distance, it looked like a Daoist immortal, smoky, but only he knew how painful this long process was!
Finally, after an hour of pranayama, Xi'er has temporarily suppressed his injuries, after the matter of the Dark Moon Evil Tiger, he didn't dare to linger longer, and after seeing that he could act normally, he immediately got up and left this place of right and wrong, he didn't want to meet a second master who was killed halfway!
In Xi'er's memory, there was a small town about forty miles back, that is, where he set off in the morning, and now what he had to do was to rush back as soon as possible, recover from his injuries before setting off, and he must not drag his injured body on this dangerous road!
As for going forward, he didn't know how far he would have to go before he could meet a post town or something, and he didn't want to take that risk!
I saw Xi'er slightly lucky, stepped out, walked through the side of the road, and rushed back along the road, which originally only took ten minutes away, but this time it was enough for him to walk for an hour!
When he arrived at the town, he was already sweating profusely, and his face was still pale, and with a pant breath, he did not hesitate and went straight to the inn to heal!
Since sunset, Xi'er's qi has been running rapidly without stopping, and it was not until the evening of the next day that he slowly opened his eyes, let out a long breath, and sighed slightly: "It's finally recovered!"
After a day and a night of pranayama, Xi'er's qi has recovered seven or eight times out of ten, and the injury is not serious, and it is estimated that it will be completely recovered in one night.
For cultivators, the best way to cultivate is to experience a battle of life and death, which is also the best and fastest way to improve their strength, there is no one, after fighting to the death with the Dark Moon Evil Tiger, Xi'er's cultivation has obviously improved a little, but at this time, he can't beat a little spirit...
"Mother, when will Xi'er avenge you!" Xi'er looked out of the window that opened at some point with a sad face, and a residual sunset was quietly falling, inexplicably putting a heavy shackle on Xi'er's heart.
"Hey... Let's go eat something first!" Xi'er shook her head and sighed.
After a day and a night of pranayama, Xi'er's stomach was already empty, and I saw him slowly get up and walk towards the door with some light steps.
"Guest officer, wake you up, what do you need, just give the order!" The shopkeeper's voice was very loud, and before Xi'er could walk down the stairs, he greeted him with a smile on his face.
Xi'er was stunned for a moment, and then smiled awkwardly, his current mind was not on this at all, so he didn't pay attention to it, and said casually: "Meat dishes, just serve them!"
"Okay, the meat dishes are on as long as you want!" the shopkeeper turned around and shouted to the back kitchen according to Xi'er's original words.
Xi'er didn't listen to what the shopkeeper was shouting at all, she looked preoccupied, and found a vacant seat at random and sat down.
At this time, Xi'er's heart can be said to be overturned, difficult to calm down, constantly recalling the picture of fighting with the Dark Moon Evil Tiger, every move and style are clearly recorded in his mind, he analyzes every action and every detail between himself and the Dark Moon Evil Tiger, but because the gap between the two sides is too big, there is no result for reference, and he can't help but make his inner self-blame and guilt deeper!
Xi'er has always cultivated and grown up under Xiao Yun's care, and has never let Xiao Yun worry too much, thinking that he has done a good job, until he met the Dark Moon Evil Tiger, he deeply realized his shortcomings!
In the past, whether it was when he and Xiao Yun improved in battle, or when he went to the forest to hunt demon beasts and returned victoriously, he was excited every time and felt proud of his progress.
But this time, if it weren't for the thunder decision given to him by Xiao Yun, let alone avenge his mother, even he himself would be violent corpse wilderness, what kind of hatred and hatred, protect his confidant!
Thinking about it, Xi'er subconsciously clenched his fists, his bones contracted together and made a rattling sound, his clenched teeth made him tremble slightly, and he kept complaining about his incompetence!
If he has enough ability, his mother will not leave him, if he has enough ability, he will not beg on the streets, if he has enough ability, he will not almost die in the claws of the tiger, everything is that he is too incompetent, and he can't even protect the people close to him, what kind of man is he!
Suddenly, he remembered Ling'er again, in the past ten years, Ling'er's situation was even worse than him!
Originally, she was the first person among her peers, as early as ten years ago, when Xi'er was still begging along the street, Ling'er already had the cultivation of the first order of foundation building, but ten years have passed, and she is like being forgotten by God, and her cultivation has been slow and stagnant!
This situation is a huge blow to Ling'er, she agreed that her mother was killed by her, and this is the retribution for her killing her mother, no matter how others persuade her, it has never made her have the slightest relief, but made her even more inferior!
Now, Xi'er's cultivation has reached the realm of Yudan, but Ling'er's cultivation is only the third level of foundation building, which greatly increases Ling'er's sense of pressure and inferiority.
Therefore, Xi'er once made an oath that he would use his life to protect Ling'er in this life, and never let her suffer the slightest injury and grievance, but now he can't even guarantee his own life, how can he fulfill his promise to Ling'er!
"Hehe... It's ridiculous..."
At this moment, Xi'er smiled, with an extraordinarily sarcastic smile, complaining about his incompetence all the time, not only could he not avenge his mother, but he couldn't even fulfill his promise to Ling'er, and the most ridiculous thing was that he didn't even know where his mother's murderer was...!
However, even if he knew, what could he do, with his current cultivation in the Dan Realm, I am afraid that he would not even be able to hurt a single hair of other people, and he would still talk about revenge?
Xiao Yun has a sentence that says very well: "The weak have no right to speak, and if you don't work hard, you won't even have the right to live in the future!"
At that time, Xi'er didn't understand the meaning of the words, but now, he finally understood that Xiao Yun was not alarmist, on the contrary, this was the most sincere and sincere words!
Before she knew it, Xi'er's face was already covered with tears, ticking and falling on the table, which was especially conspicuous in the inn with few people.
"Guest officer, what's wrong with you, why are you crying?" the shopkeeper walked over with Xi'er's food and asked with a puzzled expression.
"It's nothing, it's just a yawn..."Xi'er quickly wiped the tears from her face, sniffed, and muttered a casual reply.
"Hit... You can shed so many tears when you yawn......" The shopkeeper looked at Xi'er in shock, and the corners of his mouth twitched a few times involuntarily.
Xi'er realized that the tears on the table had become a piece, and she didn't know what to say for a while, so she was silent.
"The dish is here, let's put it here..."Xi'er diverted the topic in a low voice, and said to the shopkeeper.
"Yes, yes, I forgot about this stubble, this is your dish..."The shopkeeper suddenly came back to his senses, put down the food in his hand with a little apology, and looked at Xi'er, who was particularly sentimental, and didn't know what to say, so he simply left silently.
Xi'er looked at the hot food on the table, although he was hungry and had already put his chest on his back, but he didn't have a trace of appetite, he ate absentmindedly, and in the eyes of the shopkeeper on the side, he thought that the food was not right or not done!
After eating, Xi'er ignored the whispers of the shopkeeper on the side, and went straight back to the house, lying flat on the neat bed, his head was blank, and he didn't know how long it took before he fell asleep deeply...