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"You can see and understand, and of course I won't be far behind. He Yan and I naturally know the feelings best. Now that she's away from home, neither of us has to face a choice, right, everyone will feel better. I'm different from you, I'm in the world, and I'm only a hundred years at most in this life, and I'm thinking about what to do so much, and when that time comes, I'll be buried in the ground. Besides, is it all good now? In my life, it's as simple as settling down. ”

"Yes, for a lifetime, but because it's a lifetime, I have to think more carefully. Are you happy? You know it yourself. Wu Ye'er is not afraid of what she says, if the closest people have to think twice about what they say, then they will really drift apart.

Tan Xiang looked at the clouds far away in the sky: "Happy, how can people always think about their own happiness." There are so many unfortunate people in the world, how can I monopolize all the happiness? I'm fine now, he respects me and I do my duty as a wife. I don't have to work every day, I can play when I want, I can sleep when I want, I don't have to fight for a few mouthfuls of food like the disaster victims, and I don't have to think about tomorrow's livelihood. In that case, why can't it be satisfied? I guess I think I'm happy. Xiao Ye'er, I'm pregnant, and I can finally repay his kindness. ”

When Wu Ye'er heard this, it was no wonder that it was not a taste, she was happy that Tan Xiang could see it so thoroughly, but what was sad was that she could see it so thoroughly. Maybe growing up is a mixture of joy and sorrow, there are always people looking forward to your growth, but how does he know, people, a turn will mature: "That's good, I'm happy for you, I can also be her elder, so have you told others about this?" Want to celebrate for you? ”

Tan Xiang smiled and nodded: "Yes, I'll tell you." I'm going to give birth secretly and surprise him. I'm afraid that I'll die when I give birth, so I'd better be safe. Don't let others rejoice. ”

Wu Ye'er was so familiar with Tan Xiang, she felt that Tan Xiang's smile had no connotation, and it was completely a forced smile: "Little Tan Xiang, promise me to grow old together." ”

Tan Xiang smiled and said, "Then don't you wish me immortality, it's impossible to grow old together." Maybe I'll have to rely on you when I'm old. ”

"Hum chirp." Wu Ye'er laughed: "When you can't walk, remember to buy a cane, and then I'll serve you again." Grandma. ”

"Ye'er, he sent a letter the day before yesterday, saying that he was coming to me." Tan Xiang suddenly said faintly.

"That person is not a good thing, there is no turning back after doing a lot of things, Xiao Tan Xiang, don't be stupid, you are a mother now, pregnant with a child, not for your own reputation, but also for the future of the child."

"But, Ye'er...... He said he was coming to me. ”

Ye Er said with a black face: "If he wants to come to you, he will come to you, you should also cut off the relationship with him, he must have come premeditated this time, you don't want to be used by him." It must be yes, he wants to ruin you, no kindness. ”

Tan Xiang lowered his eyes and said: "But he just said that he wanted to break off the relationship, and after so long, I can't remember his appearance." What does he look like? What is the sound like? Has anything changed recently? Is it fat, or thin? I don't know all this. But I also understand that many things have to be settled eventually. ”

"Little Tan Xiang, you should cherish your current family. What kind of person is he, haven't we understood it all these years? He doesn't deserve you, he's just a big bear who only bullies the weaker ones. If I had done something like him, I would have to wipe my neck and commit suicide, who has such a thick skin and is still living in this world. That's really shameless, it's shameless! By the way, what do you think he meant? You should know him better than I do. ”

"I think he should have come this time for a purpose. He's done bad things to a lesser or lesser extent, and I have a good relationship with you, so he should have come here for you. I'm just the nexus. ”

Ye Er was furious: "Let him roll as far as he wants, such a shameless person is rare." For me to see him, I'm going to have to give him some color. Xiao Tan Xiang, you can send someone to intercept it now, let him go back halfway, and save our eyes from coming here. ”

Tan Xiang wrapped her clothes tightly, as if she had made up her mind: "No, I won't do that, I think I still have to see her myself." I may be crazy, so let him come, see him for the last time in my life, let me see him without regrets. ”

Ye Er didn't understand it, that kind of behavior was too stupid, and people would laugh at it when she said it: "Why? Why don't you see him? No, your relationship is much better, and I can't let him get in the way of your relationship. Even if you're going to be alone for the rest of your life, you can't go see him. You should understand what kind of person he is, he is not a man, not at that time, and even more so in the future. He became unrecognizable and died of disgust. You're pregnant, and I won't allow you to spoil yourself like that. ”

Tan Xiang understands, she understands all these truths, but she is unwilling: "I just want to die completely once, I don't plan to forgive her, what I want to forgive is the one who didn't understand anything at the beginning." I'm not giving her a chance, but giving Mink a chance to see him clearly. There are still too many external factors influencing the parting and parting without saying goodbye. I always feel that if I had a different result, would everything have been different? It's okay to see him, let me completely die, and I will never have any entanglement with him in the future. How's that, okay? Just say goodbye, there will be no entanglements in the future, the bridge will return to the bridge, and the road will return to the road. ”

Ye Er was confused, she was also made dead by love, how did Tan Xiang become like this. Little Rosie is very normal, she met someone who loved her at the age of marriage leave. He Yan is also very open-minded, and her vision is on the level of the world. Why can't Tan Xiang, who looked down on everything in the past, be able to see it? She used to be so open because Tan Xiang was like nothing in the world could be difficult for her. Even if she encounters danger, she will stand up bravely.

Tan Xiang lowered her head for a long time, and poked her head out again with tears, the tears gave Ye Er a feeling of heavy rain, so much suffering had come over at the beginning, and she couldn't hold on for so long this time? Just cry shamelessly? Why do you cry? The original parting was not like this: "I never thought of this, who wants this." I don't really have any other ideas, I just want to see each other. After so many years, I also want to open it, and I have children. I've forgotten everything, but I can't fool myself, I really can't. What was rolling in my head was his appearance, and I felt my calm heart beating again. You should understand how happy it feels to be, as if a dead thing has been given the meaning of life, and has become extraordinary, everything is extraordinary. Even if he was wrong before, those memories are real, I loved him, it's true. So I'm going to listen to the voice of my heart, Ye'er, do you understand? I should respect my current husband, but he is the one I have loved! Ye'er, I don't have as long a lifespan as you, so I have to be very cautious every step of the way. Die while my heart is still ...... And take advantage of him to have some feelings for me, let me go. Even if the road ahead is long, I am not afraid. Just this time, after I came back, I was a good wife and mother, a good wife, and a good mother until I died of old age. I'm sure you know what I mean. ”

Tan Xiang's mind Wu Ye'er knows a little bit about it, she has liked that person since she was a child, and she is very good to her. gave her hope when she was at her weakest and helpless, and always accompanied her. Ye'er didn't know Tan Xiang's suffering. But she can't change it, she can't escape, she can't escape, and she still has children. She was afraid that there was still a glimmer of hope in her heart, and she was afraid that the man was not as good as she thought, so her last shred of hope would be dashed. She said, Ye'er is so good, she finally came to me, she has always been the simple girl she was at the beginning, and she has been waiting for him. She had always been afraid, not afraid of his betrayal, afraid that even one day she would never hear his voice again. How terrible that is. The pillars of the spirit have been destroyed from beginning to end.

Tan Xiang said: "Maybe I've settled down like this all my life." No matter what it was like in the past, no matter what it will be like in the future, after borrowing that letter, Peng Pan's memory hit my heart, and that feeling of blood made me know that the things I had been thinking about were false, life was casual, I couldn't live for many years, I wanted to be happy, I had to be happy, I had to see him, it was that simple. It turns out that what I've been sticking to all this time is a bit ridiculous. I think I'm right, why do I care about the right and wrong of things, I should be like this is like this, is it that what I like hurts me, I can't like it anymore? That's what I like, and I should like it. ”

"I think I have the right to decide whether or not I can like something, love it. Now I just want to look at him, that's all. ”

Tan Xiang has been waiting for a long time to finally come true, her wishes have come true, she often likes to argue about whether it is worth it, whether it is worth it, but now, she has gained a lot of things and lost a lot of things, but she doesn't care, because she knows what she wants.