On the 30th, the day after the last, I looked at the number of votes, there may not be much of a miracle, it is estimated that we will stop at eleven, although I would love to be in the top ten, but there may still be a gap.

But for me, this is already a very good result, all the people who have supported me, bananas are here to express their gratitude, of course, suddenly said this, as if they were going to give up, of course not, the monthly pass still has to shout, the last twelve hours, everyone hurry up, so on.

And I'm writing this because of the support from everyone these days and all the time, and I saw a post in the book review section, and I have something I want to say - although it may be better to say it in the evening, but when I think about it, I can't help it, and before lunch, I'd better code it out.

The post in the book review area is "What do I want to reward bananas for", of course, we still understand it here as "what to support bananas", which says that bananas may be more sullen, even more arrogant, pursuing truth and despising the world, of course, not pursuing the truth. Actually, I want to talk about my thoughts about canvassing and these things for a long time.

For a long time, since I started writing my book, I have received a lot of kindness and support from many people, and there are many friends I am grateful for who have even been able to worry about my affairs as if they were their own. The preciousness of this kindness is indescribable to me.

I am an extremely clumsy and relatively introverted person, and there is a part of my outlook on life that is old-fashioned and old-fashioned, trying to follow the equivalent exchange, and having a strict self-consciousness of myself, which includes the kindness of others, which must not be taken by the initiative.

For example, if a moderator in the book review area wants to help, I usually give it to them, but if I want to say a request, I never dare to say, if there is something, there are often authors who propose to "ask you to do the sub-edition", I never ask for this, because I don't pay people, so why use people as workers. As a result, the sub-edition of the book review section was more enthusiastic about the book's results than myself, and I was grateful, but I didn't know how to express it.

Such as monthly passes, such as rewards, such as a lot of support, I probably have this kind of psychological barrier that is shy to speak, I write a book, since everyone has subscribed, it has completed the process of this equivalent exchange, as for more, everyone thinks I write well, vote for me to reward me, this is an affirmation of my seriousness, I can also take it with peace of mind, but I am afraid that my opening will cause some burden to everyone, or make the game of voting a burden, and eventually even destroy the reading sense of the book, This is where I want to click and stop.

In the middle of the month, a friend suggested to me something that might increase the monthly pass, but I was too troublesome to open a single chapter, so I was too lazy to run it.

As early as a long time ago, many people persuaded me how to do business, open Weibo, interact with fans, or even organize book friends to make some book friend groups, I know that many authors have run these, named Red League, Shenji Camp and the like, I don't want to do this, because I am just an ordinary person who writes books, living a life that is no different from others or even more poor and boring, with everyone's troubles or desires, why do I have a relationship with people like idols and fans?

Asking for more, or putting any burden on the reader, is undeserved, I've always thought so. But of course, I can also gradually see, perhaps because of my seriousness, because of everyone's liking, this book can gradually become a part of everyone, can become everyone's, can feel honored, I am very grateful, thank you for being so kind to me, so kind to this book.

What I want to say is that, thank you, thank you, I am extremely grateful in my heart for giving so much to this book, and I hope you can feel this.

I don't think I have much to do other than write well. There is a sentence in the post, saying that things gather people in groups, and presumably most of the readers of this book are also people with similar personalities, I think so.

In addition to writing books, I still want to be my ordinary person, the important thing for everyone is to read books happily, and if others agree that the results of the book can also make everyone feel sincerely happy or even honored, we will always fight.

Because most importantly: we're no longer a weekly!!

Well, after the last twelve hours, it is customary to ask for votes, and there are monthly passes, don't pinch it anymore, vote for it. ^_^ (To be continued......)