When Xu Wenlong heard this, he couldn't help but secretly praise: Good teacher, good teaching, I'd rather die than steal. It's just that...... It's just that why did she forget her teacher's words as soon as she got on the boat? By the way, he must be hungry, and a very hungry person can't do anything? It was because of hunger that she had the habit of petty theft, and it was precisely because she was hungry that she saved as much money as she could, just in case, whenever she had the opportunity. Thinking of this, he couldn't help but sigh softly, and his prejudice and wariness against Yu Wenli suddenly disappeared without a trace, replaced by deep sympathy and pity.

"The night in Uekyo is especially beautiful." Yu Wenli didn't know what Xu Wenlong was thinking, but she still recounted her past with sadness, "The crowds are surging, the lights are shining, shopping malls and shops of different styles abound, and the towering skyscrapers are like dazzling pearls." In particular, the snack bars and barbecue stalls on both sides of the street emit an enticing aroma that makes people salivate and can't move their feet. And those foods that I never ate before, and I couldn't look down on them, and my father didn't allow me to eat them. It is said that it is unclean and unhygienic, and it contains pigments or something. But why do you want to eat it so much tonight? Why do they keep sucking my eyes like magnets tonight, and I can't take them off my feet? I touched the more than 80 yuan in my pocket, and finally resisted the urge to buy a skewer of roast mutton to taste, and left the snack street with the greatest determination and came to a mall specializing in daily necessities.

After walking aimlessly in the mall for a long time, I suddenly noticed that there was a little girl selling goods in a shop, and she was very good at it with her hands and feet. I was immediately overjoyed as if I had found a life-saving straw, and I thought to myself, isn't it true that there is a strict rule that child labor cannot be used? Why can't she? Well, since she can do it, I should do it too, and we're about the same age anyway, and she's not much older than me. Besides, isn't it just collecting money and finding money to settle accounts? I was the best at math in school, and it definitely didn't bother me. Thinking of this, I ran into the store desperately, shouting for the boss. A man in his thirties came up to me and asked me what was wrong, and I quickly said that I wanted to come to the store to work and earn money. The boss laughed at first, then lowered his face and said that I was teasing him, and grabbed my arm and dragged it out. I got angry and pointed to the little girl and said to him, why can't I do it. The boss smiled and told me that it was his daughter who had come to the store to help. I was so frustrated that I left the shop in displeasure.

It was late at night, and I was hungry, and my stomach was rumbling badly, but I was reluctant to buy anything to eat, even a dollar of food. After walking around the mall, I came to a very large and bright square. There are still a lot of people in the square, and it is still very lively, there are singing, dancing, and selling

There are all kinds of toys and snacks, there are many older brothers and sisters holding hands and biting their ears and talking, and there is even an elderly beggar sitting on the ground begging for money. Looking at his ragged clothes and hands like dead tree bark, I immediately felt an inexplicable sadness, so I didn't care about his dirt and smell, and took out two five-yuan bills (I originally wanted to give twenty yuan, but I still didn't want to give it later.) Gently put it in his bowl, then lowered his head and left silently. However, the moment I turned around, an absurd thought popped into my head that even I couldn't imagine or believe: to beg, to beg in crowded places like that old man!

My God, the thought of the word "begging" makes me blush, my whole body is hot, and I feel like I've done something wrong, and I want to go headlong into the ground. Beg? How can you go to beg? So many people, especially so many people of the same age, what if they are seen by acquaintances? What should I do if I am especially seen by my classmates? Don't you want to shame people to death? Forget it, this method will never work.

After giving up on this idea, I felt much happier and more relaxed, and I didn't even feel hungry. Then I walked slowly, desperately trying to figure out how to get the money. Later, I thought of a lot of methods, but none of them were feasible, and after thinking about it, I thought it would be better to go to the store to apply for a job, but the result was either persuaded by the boss's kind words and persuasion, or I was scolded and scolded roughly. Anyway, I was discouraged and hopeless, and I had to go home in tears.

When I returned to my familiar and unfamiliar home, the cold and lonely home, I couldn't help crying again, very sad and sad. When I was tired of crying after crying for a long time, I found the remaining bread and milk in the refrigerator, ate a small half and drank a few small sips, and then carefully put it back, and then fell asleep on the bed.

I slept until noon the next day, and when I opened my eyes, I was surprised to find that my mother had returned, standing motionless by the bed and staring at me, and I didn't know when she came back, let alone how long she stared at me. I was overjoyed, and immediately got up and hugged her tightly, and wept and begged her not to leave me again. My mother also cried, but after a while she wiped away her tears and told me that she wanted me to forgive her, because her father was dead, and she had no choice but to do it. In the end, he told me that he had transferred me to another school, and the house had been rented, and that I would have to rely on myself in the future. She would buy me good food every week, and she didn't have time or convenience to accompany me to visit me. I was very desperate and angry when I heard this, and pushed her away violently, saying loudly that I didn't want her to send me to school, not to live in her rented house, and not to eat what she bought, as long as she gave me money, the money to buy plane tickets, I would go to the United States to find my father, and never wanted to see her again. My mother was also very angry, saying that my temper had not changed at all, and that I was still so strong, and that I had the ability

Don't trouble her anymore, don't drag her down anymore, it's better to earn your own money and support yourself. After saying that, he threw down a bag of food and left. I was stunned, even more scared, and I wanted to apologize to my mother, so much to beg her to forgive me, and not to leave me like this. But I couldn't do it, and I couldn't say it, so I could only grit my teeth and cry bitterly as I watched her go.

After my mother left, I was completely out of control, crying in the living room, beating my chest and smashing the rest of the furniture, grabbing the food she left behind and throwing it out the door, and finally collapsed on the bed and cried when I was exhausted and hungry.

It was dark, I cried enough, I was hungry, I didn't have any strength in my body, and there were many, many golden snakes shaking in front of me, and I felt hard to stand up. I wanted to eat the bread and milk left in the fridge, and I wanted to eat the food that I threw out the door in a fit of rage. But I controlled myself because I knew deep down that I really had to rely on myself for the rest of my life. If you can't fill your stomach today, what will you do in the future? How long can a little bit of food last? It's better to starve to death. So everything has to start today, everything has to start now, to earn money, to earn money to find Dad. But before that, you have to find a way to eat your stomach first. So I staggered to my feet, took one last look at the messy home, struggled to lock the door, didn't look at the food thrown on the ground, and staggered to the bustling street, and moved directly to the Xiyun Snack Street.

Xiyun Snack Street is full of people, lively and extraordinary, and the grilled, fried, fried fish, mutton and beef are fragrant for ten miles, which is very attractive. I slowly came to a shopper-less late-night food stand, swallowing the gushing saliva and gazing greedily at the steaming roast beef flipped in the chef's hand, eager to grab it and swallow it in one gulp. While I was pondering how I could eat without spending money, a young couple got up and left the table, leaving a few plates of meat that were less than half eaten and drove away. My heart moved, and without thinking about it, I ran forward, grabbed the barbecue crayfish on the plate, stuffed it into my mouth, and swallowed it before I could chew it. I know that my actions may have frightened everyone, including the boss and waiter, and I can also feel everyone's frightened eyes and whispered discussions, and even heard a young mother say to her son, "See, if you don't study hard, your mother won't want you, and in the future, you will be like that young lady, go outside to wander, go to the stall to pick up other people's leftovers to eat." I didn't dare to look up, let alone explain anything to them, so I ate desperately with tears in my eyes, eating quickly, gobbling up without knowing what to taste. After eating, he immediately lowered his head and ran away as if he was dead, and then found a place where there were few people, leaned softly against a lamppost, and cried with a sharply beating heart......