Chapter 467: I Can't Live Long
Cai Wenxi cried slightly, Zhao Hexuan had no grievances and sadness in his heart, although he didn't know why Cai Wenxi suddenly pushed him out, but Zhao Hexuan saw Cai Wenxi like this, only full of distress for her, Zhao Hexuan saw Cai Wenxi crying, but Cai Wenxi shed tears for him, this is the first time.
"I'm not stupid, the clan career is still wanted, but now there is something more important, Wen Xi, in fact, there is one thing I have never told you, before setting off with you to rot, I asked my father for advice, and my father gave me a death order, I must bring his daughter-in-law back to Zhao Mansion with his approval, otherwise I will not recognize my son.
My father died, I need to keep filial piety for three years, I shouldn't continue to pester you, I can't delay your life events, but I can't let go, I want to take your hand to my father's grave, tell my father, I am still his son, like my father and mother, a couple for life. ”
Cai Wenxi's cold hands were held, covered by Zhao Hexuan's warm palms, but they were still cold, the tears in Cai Wenxi's eyes finally flowed, and the last tear slipped down her cheeks, and in an instant, it was the same temperature as the sea breeze, and the coldness hit the back of Zhao Hexuan's hand.
Cai Wenxi finally raised her head, the two tear stains on her face flashed slightly in the sunset, and the red eyes that looked at Zhao Hexuan could not see any hope at all.
"Do you know why I deliberately hurt you, hide from you, and even leave quietly, I'm helping you and myself, I won't live long."
The afterglow on their faces became weaker and weaker, and most of their faces were hidden in the shadows, but they could still clearly see Zhao Hexuan's unnatural expression, and they didn't believe it, those eyes fell on Cai Wenxi's face that had obviously accepted his fate, and the emotions in his eyes were slowly diverse and complicated.
"Wen Xi, what are you talking about, you just haven't completely raised your body yet, why do you have such negative thoughts, you are only twenty-one now, and there are still decades of life waiting for you, and you are just told to throw it away, Shou Gong will be angry when he hears it."
"When I was corrupt, I exchanged my ten-year life span for the method of cracking the double world, and I saw the final outcome of all the chosen ones who could see the two worlds, and they all died badly.
You told me a long time ago that palpitations will break your life, in the orchard of my county lord's mansion, the imperial doctor who treated me before also said, quietly and tactfully told my father and mother, my life span is shortened is an inevitable trend, but my ear power is too good, and the timing is also coincidental, by the way, when I am in a no-man's land, I am still poisoned, and the internal force is integrated, I don't know what the consequences will be, how long do you think I can live. ”
Cai Wenxi said word by word, indifferent, talking and laughing, ridiculously bitter.
The shops along the street lit candles, slightly illuminating most of their faces hidden in the shadows, Zhao Hexuan was still holding Cai Wenxi's hand, but this time, it was not cold in his hands, but eroded by the coldness in his hands.
Zhao Hexuan stiffened and did not move, looking at Cai Wenxi in a daze, unable to react for a while, from Cai Wenxi's first sentence Zhao Hexuan couldn't think, Cai Wenxi had lost ten years of life, ten years, it seemed to be a flick of his fingers, but it was not at all.
Zhao Hexuan couldn't answer Cai Wenxi's question, the piles were stacked together, he really couldn't say that Cai Wenxi could still live a hundred years, but he wouldn't believe that Cai Wenxi's life would be short, he couldn't allow it.
With a sudden change in his eyes, he was firm and serious, and let go of Cai Wenxi's hands to hold her shoulders again, as if to force Cai Wenxi to come out of negativity.
"Wen Xi, it's only ten years of life, it's only a few years of life, the poison of the no-man's land has been hit for a long time and it's fine, maybe it's gone, what can't be a good death, how can you predict what hasn't happened yet, Wenxi, don't you have to think about that, you're still alive at the moment, aren't you, it's enough for you to be alive."
Zhao Hexuan's emotions failed to infect Cai Wenxi, the smile on the corner of Cai Wenxi's mouth became bigger and more bitter, not breaking free of Zhao Hexuan's hand, but making Zhao Hexuan let go of himself.
"It's not you who will die soon, how do you understand, I have also fought against this unfair destiny, but what about the result, in the end, looking back, I found that everything is my choice, I planted the cause with my own hands, and now, come to taste the fruit, so be it, I don't want to die in front of the people who care about me, and use up the cracks that I have gained in exchange for ten precious years, and wait for black and white impermanence to claim my life alone.
Let it go, there will always be other people living in your heart, the most said in the playbook, love, the most fragile and, people, money, time, countless, broken love, simply ruthless to the point of jaw-dropping, wait for me to bury the loess and then let you put it down, it is better to stop the loss in time while everything is not yet out of control. ”
Cai Wenxi's indifferent voice was mixed in the sea breeze, and he always felt that the blowing sea breeze was colder, Zhao Hexuan loosened his hands on Cai Wenxi's arms, slowly put them down, stared at Cai Wenxi, his thick eyebrows frowned slightly, and invisibly distanced himself, Cai Wenxi was too calm, too objective, as if he had no emotion for Zhao Hexuan, aren't they happy with each other, there should be lovers who shouldn't be like this, the current Zhao Hexuan is like an unrequited lover.
Cai Wenxi, who was blown by the sea breeze, was stiff, so cold that it was like a piece of ice, and if she didn't walk, she might not be able to walk, so she finally mobilized her legs and feet to turn around and leave, just turned to the side, and listened to Zhao Hexuan's voice, she was also indifferent, and asked Cai Wenxi so seriously.
"Are you pleased with me?"
Cai Wenxi guessed that Zhao Hexuan would persuade her again, and then keep her, either angry or hurt, but she didn't guess that Zhao Hexuan would suddenly ask this, and she was stunned directly, she hurt Zhao Hexuan better, she didn't want to hurt him again against her will, but she didn't want Zhao Hexuan to spend her mind on her, a person who couldn't accompany him to the end of his life, pursed her lips, didn't speak, and just walked on.
The skirt was first bitten by the miscellaneous mushrooms that had been quietly sandwiched between them, and firmly pulled to prevent Cai Wenxi from leaving, and then, the arm was also held by Zhao Hexuan's raised hand, Cai Wenxi looked down at the miscellaneous mushrooms, looked up at Zhao Hexuan, and frowned slightly and clearly didn't understand what this person and a dog were going to do, she was the owner of the miscellaneous mushrooms, how could this little thing rebel in a few days.
"Wen Xi, I just ask you if you are still happy with me, if you still have me in your heart, I don't care how long you can live, I will do everything I can to save your life, even if we can't be white-headed together, it's pointless, I don't care about that, I only care if I can be with you."
Zhao Hexuan was a little excited, her eyes lit up and stared at Cai Wenxi, she was too serious and sincere, Cai Wenxi really couldn't stand Zhao Hexuan's affection, don't open her eyes and didn't dare to look at Zhao Hexuan, she would only feel more and more that she was a bad woman, Cai Wenxi regretted it for the first time, regretted that she met eight-year-old Zhao Hexuan when she was six years old, regretted that they became friends, regretted everything that followed, knew that today, she would not let it all start.
Between the pulls, Cai Wenxi's heartbeat was much faster, her mood was uncontrollable, the internal force was uncontrollable, the cold suddenly burst out, and the invisible internal force hit Zhao Hexuan's chest like an ice hockey, and the miscellaneous mushrooms biting Cai Wenxi's skirt at her feet were also affected, it should have been hurt, she screamed a few times and was extremely sharp, her claws fell back and retreated, Zhao Hexuan was caught off guard by Cai Wenxi's sudden internal force, and let go of Cai Wenxi's arms to cover her chest, with a painful face.
Cai Wenxi was also not much better, she didn't want to do it, but her internal force was uncontrollable, and she was very distressed when she heard the movements of the miscellaneous mushrooms obediently calling, but she had to leave in a hurry.
Their sudden movement shocked the surrounding people, and they all looked sideways and muttered secretly What's wrong? watched Zhao Hexuan obediently pull the miscellaneous mushrooms up and stop them in his arms, and then went to chase Cai Wenxi, who ran away in a hurry.
The boatman who could go out to sea to find the Divine Island did not find one, Zhao Hexuan found it again, Cai Wen Xi forcibly exercised his light skills and leaped up to the eaves to escape quickly, his legs hurt, and he stood stiff again, gritting his teeth and grinning with his teeth, but he had time to think about others, Zhao Hexuan was not at ease to chase after him, and Moying They would not chase after him.
Cai Wenxi's thought flashed and instantly became more annoying, muttering in her heart that she didn't leave anything when she left, and realized that Zhao Hexuan was chasing after her, and heard Zhao Hexuan occasionally call her name, Cai Wenxi was even more frightened, and allocated a little attention to sweep the surrounding Fangchang Street, they ran away one by one, and quickly ran over the people's houses, and the people all looked up at them with frightened eyes, and saw that some people ran away as if to inform the soldiers of the situation, and their hearts beat even more.
But it's bad, don't treat her as a villain, Zhao Hexuan always comes to call her name, don't let others recognize her, it's even more complete to provoke the strong water chestnut.
What to say, Cai Wenxi is a rare unlucky, as if she is getting farther and farther away from the dock and is going to the city, and there is a clear strong breath out of thin air in front of her, Cai Wenxi is instantly more nervous, and she is about to step forward, and a strong man suddenly sprang out of the alley between the houses in front of him and stopped in front of him, standing on the ridge of the roof with his waist crossed is simply a wall.
Cai Wenxi immediately raised her hand and touched the pouch under the cloak, and her fingers dexterously touched out the drug from the mezzanine of the pouch, don't blame her for making this decision, she really doesn't know how to make this successive changes, staring at the water chestnut powerhouse who is getting closer and closer in front of her, it is still a little familiar, no matter who it is for the time being, the strong man who is blocking the waist is still asking who you are, why you are chasing here, and stop quickly.
Cai Wenxi's hand that had unlocked the drug bag suddenly waved forward, and at the same time, she held her breathing speed without slowing down at all, and rushed straight past the strong man who was blocking the road, a bag of the drug was all raised on the strong man's face, and her eyes rolled to wonder if she should get rid of Zhao Hexuan here.
The body that was going to continue to move forward was crooked, as if he had also been drugged, and rolled under the eaves with the strong man who was really drugged, opened his eyes and peeked at Zhao Hexuan, who was chasing closely, and ran at full speed to reach out to pick her up, temporarily closed his eyes and listened instead, and silently said sorry to Zhao Hexuan in his heart.