"No one thought of this, and I can't blame you at all."

Ning Zhao finally looked at Jin Yuan, and then said: "I don't blame you, I know that you love me and treat me well, I can feel it after getting along for so long." ”

"But now that the matter is in front of us, we can't escape it." Ning Zhao admitted that she was emotionally selfish, she didn't want to suffer the same hurt again, and this person was still Jin Yuan.

Knowing Jin Yuan in two lives, he was smart and wise in his previous life, he was a strong opponent in her eyes, and he was also a rare confidant, but this life is much simpler, Jin Yuan is just her lifelong lover.

She knew that Jin Yuan would not betray her, but even if it was one ten-thousandth of an illusory one, Ning Zhao couldn't afford another blow.

So she selfishly made a good choice for herself, even if this choice would hurt Jin Yuan and hurt herself.

"Zhao." Jin Yuan licked his somewhat dry lower lip and said, "I will definitely take care of the marriage gift, but before that, I just ask us to be the same." ”

Saying that, Jin Yuan became a little excited, "This is not my fault, nor is it something I could have expected in advance, the emperor gave me such a big problem together." ”

"Ah Zhao, I also want to think of a good countermeasure to solve this matter, but because of you, I can't calm down, Ah Zhao, are you really so ruthless, can you bear to see me uncomfortable?"

In the final analysis, Jin Yuan is also innocent.

He would not accept the old emperor's marriage, but this matter is still considered in the long run, but Ning Zhao's attitude made Jin Yuan panic, he couldn't be quiet for a moment, how could he think of a countermeasure.

He was really worried, worried that he would not be able to solve this matter properly, but would lose Ning Zhao.

Jin Yuan also admitted that he was selfish, it was his Jin Yuan's in this life, he would not give those who coveted him a chance, nor would he let Ning Zhao escape from his side.

"I know." Ning Zhao's heart throbbed, and he closed his eyes tiredly, "I know it's not your fault, and I don't blame you, it's just that now my heart is very messy, I need time to calm down, Jin Yuan ......"

Since getting married, Ning Zhao rarely called Jin Yuan's name directly, but he was shouting, his expression was solemn, "You said that you want us to return to the Dao, but do you know that the matter of marriage is like a thorn in my heart, and the root is in your hand, and the point closer to it, the thorn will be pierced deeper." ”

"I said I don't blame you, but I really don't blame you, it's just the same, I also need time to be quiet, resisting the decree is a big deal, I don't want you to lose everything you have now because of this matter."

Jin Yuan's expression gradually dimmed, his eyes flashed with Ning Zhao's unfamiliar loneliness, facing such a gaze, Ning Zhao was distressed after all.

She sighed, closed her eyes, and then opened them, replaced them with a gentle gentleness unique to him, and said: "I will wait for you, wait for you to solve everything, you can be your own with peace of mind, although I can't go back to the past for the time being, but I am still here and will not leave." ”

"Just ......"

It's just that if the matter of marriage can't really be solved, then they ......

Without Ning Zhao to say it, Jin Yuan also knew what to say next, he decisively interrupted Ning Zhao and promised: "Okay! You wait for me, I will definitely solve this matter as soon as possible! ”

After speaking, before Ning Zhao could react, his lips were kissed, and Ning Zhao's heartbeat skipped a beat.

This kiss was different from the previous ones, with a strong possessiveness, and the sadness that the two of them knew well.

It lasted for a long time, Ning Zhao didn't struggle, Jin Yuan slowly let go of her against her forehead, and his voice was so low that he said, "I won't let you wait too long, I promise!" ”

Jin Yuan didn't stay in the medical hall for a long time, and came out of the account room and returned to Shangshu Mansion, Ning Zhao stood at the door and looked at Jin Yuan's back until he was completely submerged in the sea of people.

"Miss." The cicada called softly.

Ning Zhao retracted his gaze, smiled faintly at Qing Cicada, and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Qing Cicada quickly shook his head, and then remembered that Ning Zhao had almost nothing to eat at lunch, so he asked, "Is Miss hungry now?" You haven't eaten anything for lunch, and if you're hungry, I'll go out and buy you some. ”

Ning Zhao had no appetite, shook his head, returned to the consultation table and sat down, and said, "I'm not hungry, go be your own, don't worry about me." ”

Where is the cicada at ease, and there is an even more unassured person.

Meng Sui had just come back from the mansion, and he could see at a glance that something was wrong with Ning Zhao, and he went back to the mansion for dinner at noon, not knowing what happened to Jin Yuan.

I was too busy in the morning to ask questions, but now that there are fewer patients, he is free, so he took the initiative to care about two sentences, "Seeing that your face is not good today, what's wrong?" Is there something uncomfortable? ”

"If you're not feeling well, don't hide it, the master will show you." As he spoke, Meng Sui was about to reach out to Ning Zhao to take his pulse.

Ning Zhao didn't move, smiled helplessly at Meng Sui, and said, "It's just that I didn't have a good rest last night, master, I'm fine." ”

Meng Sui took the pulse, and he really didn't see anything wrong with Ning Zhao's body, so he immediately relieved his heart and nodded: "Yesterday's chrysanthemum banquet, you also brought it from early in the morning to late at night." ”

Saying that, Meng Sui sighed and sighed: "The big banquet in the palace is to toss people, but the chrysanthemum banquet is good, if you catch up with the sacrifice to the sky, you won't be able to sleep for several days." ”

Ning Zhao smiled, but he smiled very tiredly, and said, "Sacrificing the heavens has nothing to do with me. ”

"That's just as well."

Meng Sui nodded, looked at Ning Zhao's face again, and said, "If you are really uncomfortable, don't see a doctor, what if the doctor is not in good spirits, what if he makes a mistake for the patient?" ”

"If you're tired, go back early to rest, and in the future, don't come if you're not feeling well, there are so many doctors in the hospital now, and they're busy."

Meng Sui cared a few words and went back to his desk.

Ning Zhao did not disappoint Meng Sui, she was able to concentrate during the consultation, but let her forget those troubles for a while, and the whole afternoon passed quickly, until the hospital closed.

"Miss, let's go back." Qing Cicada stood beside Ning Zhao, looking at the already dark sky.

It's late autumn now, it's dark early, and it's already dark at the end of Shen Shi, but Ning Zhao doesn't want to go back to the house before dark, but at the moment, the medical hall is closed, and Ning Zhao still has no intention of going back.

Qing Cicada was very anxious, Liu Ji also came out of the account room, helped people clean up the medical hall, and when he was about to go back, he saw Ning Zhao and Qing Cicada still standing at the door and did not leave.

"Why haven't you gone back yet?" Liu Ji walked up to the two and asked.

As if she had seen a savior, Qing Cicada glanced at Liu Ji vigorously, and said, "Yes, Miss, it's getting dark, if I can't see you for dinner for a while, Aunt Dou should be worried." ”

Qing Cicada obediently did not mention Jin Yuan, but moved out Aunt Dou as a shield, and when she heard this, Liu Ji also said: "Yes, it is dark now, Aunt Dou must have been looking forward to the second master's return for a long time, let's not delay, let's go back quickly." ”