"Xiao Tan Xiang, you are so interesting" Wu Ye'er named and said: "Sometimes I really envy you, you are carefree all day long, and you live happily, and you don't feel troubled." ”

"How do you know I'm not troubled. Zifei knows the joy of fish. Tan Xiang said seriously: "Actually, Xiao Ye'er, I envy you, if I can be you, I will be truly carefree for the rest of my life." ”

"Nonsense, what are you envying me for?" Wu Ye'er glanced at Tan Xiang: "You want money and wealth, and you want status and status." If you still envy me, it's greed. ”

Tan Xiang took another sip of wine and said with a smirk: "I just want to make my own decisions about marriage." I really don't have to worry about food and clothing, and I have someone to serve me in my daily life, but I still feel that I can't help myself. In fact, it is better to be born in a common people's family, and she is as free as little Rosie. ”

"Why envy me? I envy you. Little Rosie, who was drinking with her head covered, said weakly.

"Because you're free, you're not tied down." Everyone nodded. Wu Ye'er said again: "Little Liu Jing and eldest sister Zheng Li were both born in a scholarly family, and they will not be able to escape that sentence in the future, the words of the matchmaker of their parents." Xiao Tan Xiang, not to mention, the princess of the prosperous era, the troubled times are a diplomatic tool. And I have heavy worries that you don't know about. ”

Rosie shook her head, "No, civilians aren't as good as you think. I have seen many civilians being oppressed by the powerful, unable to make decisions about marriage and innocence, and selling their sons and daughters if they encounter a famine. If it weren't for everyone's help me, I would be no different from those bullied civilians. ”

Wu Ye'er was stunned for a moment: "Maybe we are all too greedy, how can anyone in the world have no troubles." ”

Zheng Li stood up and attracted everyone's attention and said, "Let me say a few more words." I think everyone has their own troubles. But the world doesn't work according to our will, so many things won't be as good as we want them to be. Whether it is born in a transcendent Wu clan, or an imperial family, an official family, or a commoner family, we may not be able to avoid troubles. Therefore, if we have troubles, we have to solve them, what sisters do, isn't it just to be blessed and enjoy hardships together. If any of us had a problem, it wouldn't be so serious for us to bear it with her. Of course, it's best to solve your troubles. With wealth, everyone can't forget the love of the past, help if you can, and don't fall into the well if you can't help. I don't have any requirements as an eldest sister, I just hope that everyone will be good and don't kill each other. ”

He Yan nodded approvingly: "If something unpleasant happens to the forces behind everyone in the future, I also hope to sit down and talk about it like now." ”

Tan Xiang pondered and said: "Xiao Hezi, I have forgotten you, the one who has the least trouble should be you, you are the only heir of the He family, and it will definitely not be difficult for you." ”

He Yan rolled her eyes and said, "This is your superficiality." No matter how rich you are, you don't have the right to do good, our He family is like the royal treasury, every time something happens, we want to donate. If we don't donate, we will have our property confiscated in the name of treason. Whoever this kind of thing falls on is angry. ”

Liu Jing exclaimed: "So that's the case, I think the royal family is too weird." If many corrupt officials are not arrested, they will use the name of righteousness to loot money. ”

"You can't say that either. The royal family pays attention to balance, if you look at the He family, a family's money is almost comparable to the treasury, and the entire Wu Kingdom is almost the property of the He family. If it is not weakened, one day the He family wants to support a man-made rebellion and use heavy money to recruit troops and horses, then it will shake the foundation of the country. And the He family's money can't be used up, and it won't affect their lives. Tan Xiang retorted

He Yan said: "You can't say that. There is no excuse for the crime you want to add, that is, your royal family is too suspicious, and you think about everything so darkly. Didn't our He family give enough money? Besides, your royal family can't do good things, raising so many corrupt officials, and even dare to eat the money for disaster relief, what else do they dare not do? ”

Wu Ye'er stopped and said, "Have you forgotten what Sister Zheng Li said? It is because everyone thinks from their own position that there will be one tragedy after another. Because there is no understanding of hatred and resentment. ”

As soon as Wu Ye'er finished speaking, Tan Xiang and He Yan didn't speak anymore, and it was a long time before Luo Qian said: "Everyone is right, I just hope that when everyone is angry, they can calm down and think about it, in addition to our own position, we are still sisters." ”

They are all teenage girls, no one has experienced strong winds and waves, and everyone just subconsciously wants to defend their position, and they don't think too much about it. After this incident, Wu Ye'er naturally remembered Qi Zhi and her position, and when she returned home, she was thinking about whether there would be any conflict between her identity and Qi Zhi, so it caused the current situation, whether there was something she didn't expect. Should she give him another chance to explain? Is it your own will? Could it be his own fault, love is about giving to each other, and he didn't tell him about his senior brother in advance, and it's normal that he can't accept it. If it were him, he would have had another woman, and he must have been angry. And he gave up Li Bing for himself, what a firm love he was. Love doesn't need to be so clear, he goes further, just take a step back, there is no need to worry about some trivial things for a long time.

Qi Zhi must also love her, but he is not good at expressing love and communicating with others, so he should be more tolerant.

Maybe she's stupid in terms of love, so she didn't think it through. But she vaguely felt that this kind of thing was not absolutely equal. If she loves Qi Zhi with all her heart, then Qi Zhi will definitely not love herself with all her heart. Or he ignores Qi Zhiai, his fanaticism for his love. Isn't that like three plus seven, or seven plus three, all equal ten? But it's not the same truth, two people who love each other, maybe six plus six, completely breaking the boundary of ten. She doesn't know, she doesn't understand, and the good thing now is that she will definitely die, and by that time all complex emotions will disappear. So now it's so messy, you can not be held accountable.

She doesn't know what love should look like, but since it is maintained by the two of them, she likes everything.

So she shouted out all her troubles: "It doesn't matter what it looks like, the old lady raised it," I just like it, old lady.

Several sisters hooked their shoulders and went back to the dormitory, the other sisters were drunk and lying on the bed, Wu Ye'er still felt quite energetic, because of Qi Zhi's affairs in the past few days, her emotions have been high, but she doesn't like this kind of emotion to keep bothering herself, no matter what the ending is, you have to get a clear ending first.

Just when they were all asleep, Wu Ye'er walked up to them one by one to help them cover the quilt, and then stood at the door and waved to them: "I'll help you get some sobering soup, you can sleep well, you must wait for me to come back, and when I wake you up, you can have warm soup to drink." ”

With the mentality of taking care of some children to take care of their mothers, Wu Ye'er gently closed the door, brought the silver, and prepared to find the kitchen to help him make sobering soup.

As soon as she was halfway there, she saw Qi Zhi, who stopped in front of her like a ghost, like a wall, and didn't let her go.

Even if he didn't speak for a while, Qi Zhi still acted like nothing had happened, and he said with his mother-in-law: "Why are you drinking again, looking at your appearance, you know that you have drunk a lot, didn't you promise me to drink less?" ”

Wu Ye'er smiled better than a flower: "Then why don't you stop me while I'm drinking?" ”

He just looked at her, and then touched her cheek in a daze.

She began to pretend to be strong again, saying, "Can that trouble let me go?" Even if no one cares about my bad problems, I'll face those troubles on my own. ”

Qi Zhi's punishment was to hug her so hard and kiss her that she couldn't beat his chest with her little hands, and she couldn't leave him quietly. She felt that she was about to die in his arms, and the lack of oxygen even brought her satisfaction, and that's it, that was enough.

Qi Zhi hugged Wu Ye'er and leaned against the shade of the big tree, letting Wu Ye'er lie in her arms like a cat, and he asked her in confusion: "Why is a person so strong when he meets another person?" ”

Wu Ye'er responded: "Maybe it's because he met someone who really loves him, so he can let go of all his strength and never have to fight alone." ”

The two were speechless for a long time, and finally Wu Ye'er climbed on his neck and asked in a low voice, "Can I tell you about me and my senior brother?" ”

Qi Zhi touched her hair: "Actually, I wanted to know your attitude towards him and his relationship yesterday, but now that I see you and feel your heart, I don't want to worry about it so much." ”

It is her responsibility to confess the past, so she wants to make it clear: "My senior brother and I have known each other since childhood, and we are childhood sweethearts. I have a very good relationship with him, just like my brother and sister...... Then he told me that he had faked his death. I also thought about my relationship with my senior brother, and I felt that I was more affectionate with him. And you're different, Qiqi, I like you, and I love you. So don't be angry with my brother either, okay? ”

He raised his hand to touch her head, and when she shrunk into his arms because she was comfortable, he whispered, "Okay, since your brother takes care of you so much, I will repay him in the future." ”

Wu Ye'er was amused and tickled under his neck.

After making trouble for a long time, he said: "Ye'er, I don't seem to have told you about my mother, I think it is necessary for me to be honest with you." You may have looked into it, but I'll say it again. ”

Wu Ye'er nodded her head: "Okay, the way you talk is so good, say more." ”

Qi Zhi said: My mother, a woman with a little beauty, naively thought that by entering the palace, with the rewards of the mothers, the whole family could live a happy life. My father, you know, a cold-blooded emperor. irresponsibly let my mother, who had no background, become a talent, and let her conceive me. He obviously knew the danger of the harem, and he also knew how a woman with no family to rely on would be treated if she became pregnant with a prince, but he still did what he wanted, he didn't consider Eniang's feelings, not at all. There were also faithful servants who told her to drain the child in her womb, but she did not want to do anything, and she said that no matter how much pain she suffered, she would let the child be born safely.

For a woman who has been treated unfairly in the harem, children are her only concern. For E-Niang, my life is even more important than hers. So no matter what kind of treatment I suffer, I don't hate Eniang, it's not her who is wrong, but the entire harem system.

I've been serving other people's lives since I was sensible, and I know that it's hard for her, so I won't tell her if I've been wronged. In fact, at that time, I had an opportunity to change my fate, as long as I nodded and agreed, I would become the adopted son of the concubine, and I would become a prince with a backer and a prince who could participate in the throne. But I refused, and I know how difficult it is for her. She always knelt on the ground regardless of her dignity, just to be able to look at me, and then said: "Xiao Qi, when I saw you, I felt that the hardships I suffered were not in vain, you must work hard, you must work harder than all the princes, you are also the emperor's child, you are no worse than anyone else." ”

She is a woman in a cold palace, she has nothing to do with it, and the only thing she can rely on is to beg others shamelessly. Every time she wanted to see me, she would climb over the wall despite falling and hurting, and if she was caught, she would beg the guards to guard the door. Really, she was heartfelt for me, and I was her only hope. Every time I'm working for another girl, she'll show up and take all my work away. Later, I was afraid that my mother would blame her, so I begged her not to come. But she would always come to see me once a day, and if she didn't find me, she wouldn't be at peace all day. She was crazy in the eyes of others, and she always told me that I was her only hope, the only thing she couldn't back down, and if something happened to me, she would fight those people.

She wants me to be a talent, better than all other children, so she will always work hard for me. People are always prejudiced, and the teachers in the palace don't want to see me, and even look bored when they see me. She didn't know where she heard about it, so she didn't come to me, so she went straight to my teacher one by one, and waited until she found it. He bit him without saying a word, hit him with his hands, kicked with his feet, and bit him with his mouth, and the master at that time was covered in blood, and for the first time he didn't dare to treat me differently obviously. Later, she found me covered in scars and told me gently: "Xiao Qi, don't be afraid, E-Niang will work hard for you and anyone, E-Niang will always die in front of you, so if you have something unhappy, you must tell E-Niang, although E-Niang has no ability, but I will not let anyone bully you." "For the first time, I felt that I was in such pain, and I also understood what it was, and the pain in your body was in my heart.

She is almost undignified to do what she thinks is good for me, just like an ordinary woman's love for her children. At that time, I was at the stage of changing my voice, and I also needed a lot of nutrients to grow taller. So, while I was resting, she would sneak into the dining room and bring out a bowl of chicken, and she would still take the food they had to clean up when the cook found her. She has no ability, and she can only pick out the best places to bring to me among the things that the ladies disdain to eat. The cook laughed at her, the lady laughed at her, and in the end everyone laughed at her, and in this way she became a joke in the palace. Anyone has the right to taunt her and make fun of her, but I can't. I know that this is her love for me, love that does not need to be reciprocated, everything she does is for me, I am all her hopes, so I have to work hard, I have to work harder than anyone else, I want to become stronger, stronger than them, one day I will bring her out of the cold palace openly, and tell the world loudly that this is the best Eniang in the world.

Ye'er, I don't say this to make you do anything for me. Because this is the calamity I am destined to cross, and this is the threshold that I must cross. I know my goals very well and I know that my ambitions can be achieved, but your love scares me. I can bear the darkness alone, but I don't want you to carry it with me, at least, let me finish the hardships I deserve, and leave you a good road.

Wu Ye'er has the impression that Qi Zhi has always been a taciturn person, she has never seen him say so much, his past is an experience that she can't empathize with, she can only tell him her heart with never giving up: "The abyss ahead, I promise you, your future will definitely shock the galaxy." ”

He played with her hair with his hand: "Ye'er, borrow your auspicious words." ”

"If you know that you can change your mistakes, you are a good boy, and I want to compensate me." Wu Ye'er reproached.

Qi Zhi suddenly smiled and said in a relaxed tone, "I'm sorry, Ye'er, I apologize to you." Whatever you ask, I will try to meet you. ”

"Okay, I'll reluctantly accept your apology, although your apology must not be sincere." She rolled her eyes.

"Then I apologize?"

She said, "Forget it, Qiqi, promise me one thing." ”

He didn't ask anything, and nodded firmly.

"I want to build a mausoleum in the Valley of Flowers, and whoever of us dies first will be buried there."

"yes, okay."

"Gotta make it look good."

She closed her eyes, tilted her head, and the tears flowed back into her eyes. She always felt that her death was near, that the time was too short, and that she wanted to leave him a child, so that at least he would have someone to accompany him when he was alone. I can't wait long, the future can't be changed for a long time, the two of them are destined to be like epiphany, love blooms and withers quickly.