War is inevitable and inevitable.

All of us know this, and we can't say that we are afraid of death when we wear this uniform, and what am I uncomfortable with?

Li Xiaoben shouldn't be damned, the one who died should be me, I really think so.

Li Xiao, an assault from our special forces commando, his military quality is absolutely excellent, his value is absolutely immeasurable, maybe one day in the future he will save a lot of hostages, including you and my relatives, friends, lovers.

And today he sacrificed his life in order to save me, he is only twenty-one years old, I heard Yang Yuan say that he still has a girlfriend at home who is waiting for him to retire from the army, Li Xiao also thought that he could marry his girlfriend who had been waiting for him for four years when he went back, and after speaking, he was full of happy smiles, not mixed with anything else, and a happy smile can really infect other people's smiles.

And now, he died in such a cold mountain area to save me from several bullets, and we will not be able to bring him back to China in a short time.

How can we not feel bad?

I realized that I was a little impulsive just now, so I stood up and said to Yang Yuan, "I'm sorry, Team Leader Yang. ”

He shook his head, his eyes full of sadness, how could he feel better than me? He picked people one by one, and he knew better than me how much suffering he had suffered along the way, but he just looked at the ground sadly, and then looked at the scenery in the distance, without saying a word.

We stayed wordless by Li Xiao's side until five o'clock in the morning, and Yang Yuan stood in place until five o'clock in the morning, during which the magpie wanted to persuade him, but was pulled by Xiao Wu.

"You let him stay on his own for a while."

When the sky began to brighten a little, we collected our lost mood, Ercheng said hello, we carried Li Xiao to an inconspicuous place, and then stacked stones into a small pile of stones.

"Li Xiao! You grieve first, stay here, and let the brothers take you home when they go back! Ercheng squatted on the ground and shouted loudly at the pile of stones.

The magpie and Xiao Wu were silent behind us, Yang Yuan didn't come over, and the grandson must still be standing in that place in a daze.

Now that the sky is bright, we have to go, I got up and walked over to talk to Yang Yuan about it.

When I walked up the slope, I saw Yang Yuan sitting on a stone and lighting a cigarette in a daze, his helmet was unoff, staring at the scenery in the distance, and then smoking his crumpled cigarette one by one.

I walked over and sat next to him.

"It's dawn, we have to go."

Yang Yuan ignored me, took out the high-level topographic map from his bag, roughly calculated it, and then made a mark on the topographic map with a pen, I saw that it was where we were now, and he marked Li Xiao's direction.

He put away the map: "Chenzi, if I die, remember to take the map back, otherwise I and Li Xiao's bodies won't be able to be brought back at that time, and we will lie in this place where birds don't." ”

I didn't understand the sentence: "What are you talking about, you promised to take us back." ”

"But I can't even fucking take care of Li Xiao!"

He roared out, as if he had suppressed his emotions all night, hysterically.

"What are you doing with yourself? He died to save me, what does it have to do with you! ”

"That's right! It's fucking to save you, if I knew you were still alive and kicking up and down, I wouldn't have let him come to you! ”

I couldn't pick up this sentence, and I was speechless for a while.

Yang Yuan quickly calmed down, and after a while, he said: "One person was killed, and all of them were injured to varying degrees, and I deserve to be the team leader~"

After finishing speaking, he handed over an armband: "The reconnaissance unit of the enemy military has had several cross-border joint exercises with us before, and this time ten people came, and three ran away, but they didn't catch up, and if it continues like this, their special forces should leave." ”

I took the armband, which clearly marked the name of the enemy's unit, and in the center of the armband there was a pattern of a rattlesnake, a rattlesnake reconnaissance unit, which was a bit impressive.

I threw the sign on the ground: "I'm waiting for their special forces, Wang Li's death, I just want to ask for an explanation." ”

Yang Yuan stood up and said to me: "There are too many of their special forces, and they may not be dispatched." ”

"Team Leader Yang." Xiao Wu shouted.

Yang Yuan waved his hand, stood up and turned to look at them, he walked over and looked at them one by one.

"As a special soldier, I don't want to reiterate some enlightenment, the road ahead, each of us must be ready to die, and don't carry out the task with emotions, Xiao Wu, wipe your tears."

When he walked in front of the magpie, Yang Yuan stopped: "Magpie"

"Huh?" The magpie's eyes are also very red, her appearance seems to be more embarrassed than ours, after all, she is a woman, she can suffer the same hardships with us, I really admire this woman from the bottom of my heart.

"You're from the Security Service, and if something happens to you I don't know how to explain it, you now have the option to leave on your own."

We all paused for a moment and looked at Yang Yuan, Yang Yuan's expression didn't look like a joke, and now was not the time to joke.

I know for sure that if the magpie really leaves us, she will definitely try her best to go back safely, as a member of the Security Bureau, her methods and expertise are not special operations, there is no need to follow us to play with her life.

"Team Leader Yang, are you entertaining me? My task is to cooperate with your military operations, you have already lost one person, you don't have enough firepower, you don't have enough manpower, I just make up for it, is there any problem? ”

The magpie was holding Li Xiao's 95 short protrusion, and her expression was very serious, which also indicated her position at this time.

"Well, I thank you on behalf of everyone present."

I stood up and walked over, Yang Yuan nodded at me, and then began his pre-war mobilization.

"Brothers! From now on, the enemy still has not given up the encirclement and pursuit of us, and the means behind it are all at their best, and I hope that each of you will protect your own safety! I'm your team leader, and I promised to bring you all back! Don't make it hard for me. ”

"Yes!!" Everyone nodded heavily.

Yang Yuan shouted: "Check the equipment on the spot!" Set off in five minutes! His voice was hoarse, but also full of strong strength, this shout, it seemed to contain a lot of emotions, sadness, helplessness, loneliness, and it also fully showed that this man had nothing to do.

And in fact, who could be in such a place, what better way to do it? No, what can the three stinkers do with Zhuge Liang, what can our only five remaining people do with Zhuge Liang?

This is not the primitive warrior slashing of ancient wars, this is modern high-tech modern warfare, what can we rely on on the territory of other countries? We had to rely on our legs and get out of here step by step.

"So you're still missing them?" The platoon commander said to me.

I put the empty bottle on the ground: "Every day I think about it, every day I remember it." ”

It's already one o'clock in the morning, and the food stalls have left a lot, and there are almost only me and the platoon leader left at the table.

I looked at the platoon commander dressed in a very casual outfit and asked, "You are no longer a soldier, what are you doing here?" ”

"Oh, I'll run business for a company."

I smoked a cigarette and laughed: "The second lieutenant platoon commander who graduated from the military academy is now running business, which is really condescending." ”

He snorted and said, "What kind of work is not to do, don't call me platoon commander in the future, I'm older than you, it's better to call me Brother Zhao, it looks kind." ”

I shook my head: "You were my platoon commander one day, and you have been my platoon commander all your life. ”

"Hey, whatever you want, you bastard, I haven't seen you for a few years, and you've become rich."

I laughed, "It's inevitable that I haven't exercised for too long." ”

The platoon commander's expression was slow and serious: "I heard that you, after retiring, saw a psychiatrist, how are you now?" ”

"Do you want to hear the truth or a lie?"

"Of course it's true!"

I leaned back in my chair: "It's useless, it's useless, until now I'm sometimes like a psychopath, my girlfriend is afraid of me, and I've been having conflicts all this time." ”

The platoon commander laughed: "Good boy, I have a girlfriend, when will I get married?" ”

I waved my hand: "There is nothing to do with the eight characters." ”

We stayed in the corner of the city until two o'clock in the morning, and the whole food stall was left with me and the platoon leader, and the owner of the food stall only looked at the pile of beer at the foot of our table in surprise, and he also knew that we were two veterans catching up, so even though the other shops were closed, he didn't speak.

I also knew that I couldn't make it difficult for my boss, so I struggled to get up and staggered to settle the bill, which cost me half a month's salary, but I didn't care, happy, never happy.

The platoon commander has already begun to have a big tongue, and he doesn't listen to what he is talking about.

The owner of the food stall is a man in his thirties, and I often come here to drink by myself, and he knows me.

"I'm sorry boss, I'm delaying your closing."

The boss smiled and said, "Look at what you said, what is this?" As he spoke, he brought over two bottles of drinks: "I also served as a soldier, this one, I will send you an anti-hangover." ”

Seeing this, the platoon commander suddenly stood upright, snapped a military salute, and the boss also returned a salute when he saw this.

It is the feeling that almost all retired soldiers have, and the boss helped me to help the platoon commander get a taxi and helped me pay the fare.

He thought I was drunk, but I always remembered.

When I arrived at the house I rented here, I staggered upstairs with the platoon leader, then walked to the door and started knocking.

It was my girlfriend who opened the door, and I'll talk about her later, staring at me with an angry face, it's nothing more than that set of where have you been, coming back so late, all the smell of alcohol and other things that all women will question at the first time.

I ignored her, helped the platoon commander in and put it on the sofa, and now she didn't do it anymore, and immediately asked who it was and brought it home.

I happened to be in a bad mood at the time, and she kept chattering, so I yelled at her: "Get out! ”

She froze in place, then burst into tears.

Then he walked briskly to the bedroom and began to pack his things.

I was sitting on the floor on the couch unconscious platoon commander, and I didn't know what I was thinking.

In just ten minutes, she packed his clothes, packed them in a suitcase, sobbed, and walked out through the living room with a quick walk through the door, without looking at me.

I sat on the ground in a daze, and sometimes I thought, what a jerk I am.