He sat cramped opposite An Miao, his eyes lowered, he didn't even dare to raise his head, he couldn't think about whether An Miao really wanted to ask, whether those lies could be told the same way.

It was An Miao, his sister, his only relative, and the savior who brought him out of the darkness with his own hands, but An Ruyang had no choice, An Miao still had Leshan Pharmacy, and there were other people around to take care of him, but his Linglong girl had nothing.

As if brainwashing, he said this countless times in his heart, and later, as if the truth was really so, he was silent on the other side of the table, An Miao did not interrupt him silently, her eyes were both kind and compassionate, as if she had understood his struggle.

In the end, An Ruyang still spoke, he slowly raised his head, showed a trembling smile to An Miao, his lips moved, and he muttered:

"Is it fun for my sister to go out and have fun?"

"I'm very happy, I can't be with Murong Che, what's not happy about me." An Miao hooked her lips and smiled, curled her fingertips and nodded on the table, and said softly: "It's you, why have you been so worried since you came back, can't you get out?" ”

"No, I'm just so happy that I don't know what to do."

He lowered his head again, hiding all his emotions, and his wandering gaze swayed and fell on An Miao's fingers in the palm of his hand, green onions, white and tender, without any trace of life left on his body, only a little residue of medicinal fragrance.

In contrast, Linglong's hands are much rougher, riding horses all year round, her palms are full of rough calluses, harder than An Ruyang, but they are unusually warm, and he never wants to let go when he holds it.

He also hopes that Linglong can have the same hands as An Miao and live a similar carefree life with her, instead of worrying about those messy things at a young age.

An Ruyang hopes that this peace is brought by him, as long as he can be with Linglong, he can give anything, and he may not want anything.

If An Miao knew that she could be evaluated as carefree, Bacheng really couldn't help but laugh out loud, this word didn't have much to do with her in that life, too precocious, but became a burden for a certain kind, Linglong at least has a good past, her father loves her, and she is also the little princess in the tribe.

What does An Miao have?

A big lady who wants her life at any time, a father who only dares to help, a sister who hates her to the point of gritting her teeth, and a lover who obviously likes it, but can't see each other for a long time.

When it comes to real relatives, there are blood ties, and An Miao has none in this world, and she has never even felt what it is like to be carefree.

An Ruyang stopped talking, An Miao sighed lightly, her fingertips dipped a little residual water in the cup, and gently sketched it on the table, "Ruyang, do you remember when you went to prison?" ”

An Ruyang nodded silently, a rare trace of warmth flashed in his eyes, and said: "Remember, I was scared to death at the time, and I thought that I couldn't get out of this life, and my legs were not good, if I really wanted to die somewhere, I would never be able to go back to the pharmacy." "536 Literature

"Of course I was very impressed."

An Miao hooked the corners of her lips and raised her hand, the lines drawn by the water on the table were disappearing little by little, An Ruyang leaned over to look, but the water marks were shallow, he only saw a vague outline, and it had disappeared completely.

It seemed to be a child on it, but he didn't dare to confirm it, and he didn't understand what An Miao meant.

She didn't explain, tilted her head and looked at Lu Ying for a while, and suddenly said: "Of course I want to, I want to make a way as soon as possible, I must not let you suffer more than half of it, you are my younger brother, let you be wronged for me, I feel very sad." ”

"Sister... This is what I want, you don't...."

"I'm a very emotional person, and I've always kept this friendship in my heart, so I've always hoped to protect you, so that the outside world doesn't hurt you again, I just didn't expect that my protection would end up like this in the end. Ruyang, I was wrong, I paid the price of doing something wrong, you are still young, it is better not to let yourself regret it. ”

What she said was quite dark, and for a moment, An Ruyang thought that he actually knew everything, his cold sweat instantly soaked his clothes, and he didn't dare to reply.

Looking at his appearance, An Miao knew that what she really wanted An Ruyang to know, he didn't understand it at all, and he went to the wrong room, but she had no choice, this was the last struggle, when it was useless, Ruyang had already been sentenced to death, and he couldn't be surnamed An.

"I'll give you a sum of money, if you want to leave the capital, just leave with the money, if you don't want to leave, I'll ask Lu Ying to find you a shop, learn something or get a position, whatever you like."

She was really tired, it seemed that when she got here, her last efforts were completely in vain, and the decisions she had made before were now more and more solid.

An Ruyang was stunned, and it took a long time to accept An Miao's meaning, he immediately panicked, stood up from the chair suddenly, looked at An Miao with wide eyes, and said blankly:

"Sister, are you trying to drive me away?"

"It's not that you can't stay here." An Miao raised her head, the emotions in her eyes cooled down a little, she paused word by word, and said seriously: "Do you remember what I said to you when I was in the Linglong tribe?" You're young enough to be fooled by momentary affection, but I think of course you saw that scene and knew that Ert was actually the one who let you go, how could you possibly stay with her? Ruyang, I don't believe that this is what I taught you, I am a doctor, and I care more about the weight of human life than anyone else, just because they are not exquisite, you can easily veto their traces? ”

An Ruyang was stupid by this question, of course he remembered what An Miao had said before, not only that, but even Erte was brought back and hung there to show the public.

But he didn't do anything, or did he not know how to do it?

As long as you believe in Linglong, Linglong will never lie to him, such a good girl, no matter what she does, there should be a reason, she is just to protect herself.

An Ruyang can only think so, he doesn't know what else can make him cross the hurdle in his heart.