farewell
"Huh? Why? Liu Jing lowered her head and said, "Didn't you make this rebellion Ye'er?" Why did you have to take refuge when the arrow was ready? Is that your person? ”
Wu Ye'er's words did not have a beginning or an end, which made Liu Jing fall into a daze, and Wu Ye'er had to explain seriously: "It's someone I know, but I haven't been involved in this matter, and I don't know a lot of things." When Liu Jing heard this, her heartbeat was also up and down: "That Ye'er, look, do I need to take refuge with you?" When you say that, I don't know the bottom of my heart. Liu Jing stood up as she spoke.
Liu Jing pulled Wu Ye'er and returned home: "Ye'er, where is it safe?" I'm going to visit little Rosie with my whole family for a while, she's far away enough, and then I'll come back when the palace is over. Besides, we are all civil officials, so there should be no need to trouble us. ”
Wu Ye'er also agreed: "It's not very good, be careful to sail the 10,000-year-old ship, it just so happens that you also tell Xiao Rosie about the situation, among all the sisters, then you and Xiao Rosie The two officials will be involved, as long as the two of you are safe, I will rest assured." ”
"Mmmm, then I'll be ready to leave now, Xiao Ye'er, you should also leave quickly." Liu Jing said goodbye to Wu Ye'er and was ready to pack up and leave.
Wu Ye'er was completely relieved now, and walked in the direction of Qi Zhi with a little song, she stopped and stopped, and she didn't know what she was afraid of in her heart, until she stood in front of his door, she mustered up the courage to push in.
Wu Ye'er pushed the door and saw him with his back to him, as if he was slowly sipping tea, and on the table next to him was a pair of well-made armor and sharp swords.
Qi Zhi looked back at her in surprise when he heard her hurried footsteps: "Ye'er, are you here like this?" His initial indifference was broken, and his expression fluctuated more: "Ye'er, are you looking for me for something?" ”
"It's nothing, I just miss you, so I'm going to see you." She smiled lightly, trying to make her expression the same as usual: "Qiqi, you can fulfill your long-cherished wish tonight, congratulations." ”
Wu Ye'er looked at him and avoided herself, she didn't pay attention to it, turned her head and touched his armor, and said with a light smile: "I heard Li Bing say that you want to marry her to be the queen of the main room, and then she can also be merciful to let me be small, so that I can follow her and serve you." Do I want to accept it, you say? Or do you want me to accept it? ”
Qi Zhi froze suddenly, the tea bowl in his hand fell to the ground and shattered, he hugged Wu Ye'er and hugged him tightly: "I'm sorry, Ye'er, I'm sorry for you for this matter, but are you willing to believe me?" ”
Wu Ye'er let him hold him, without saying a word, in the independent private mansion, there was no one else except the two of them, and now, the sound of quiet breathing could be heard clearly.
After a long time, he slowly let go of Wu Ye'er, lifted her chin, and forcibly made her eyes meet his own: "Ye'er, you can beat me and scold me, but I don't allow you to ignore me."
"Okay, so what do you want me to say? Some things are done, and you either never let me find out or you don't do them. Because the way you explain it to yourself is really ugly. She laughed inexplicably, but there was no lack of contempt in it.
Just when she was halfway through her speech, Qi Zhi felt that his heart hurt and he couldn't breathe, he thought that he had made all the possibilities and preparations he said, but at this time he was still not as strong as he imagined: "Yes, I promised Li Bing, but I am using her, even if I ascend the throne, I will give her the title of queen at most I will never touch her for the rest of my life, and besides, I will find a good time to drive her away." Ye'er, I love you alone from beginning to end. ”
"Utilization? Drive away? Qi Qi, no, Qi Zhi, I don't believe you anymore, you can say such things in the face of a stupid woman who gives her all her heart and soul to you. How can I be sure you're not lying to me? She broke free from his hand and took a step back, still so beautiful and moving. And Qi Zhi just clenched his fists, and he suddenly didn't have the courage to touch her.
Wu Ye'er kept a certain distance from him, and with a friendly attitude towards ordinary people, she asked politely: "So, Qi Zhi, why did you choose Li Bing?" ”
"I thought about it for a long time, as long as I chose Li Bing, although the process would be a lot dirtier, the result would be good for everyone."
"Because Li Bing can give you great help? So you gave up on me and chose Li Bing. That's right, it's actually fair, just like two chips with different weights, Li Bing is the most important, so she won. Wu Ye'er's tears flowed silently.
This was the last time she cried for him, and from the moment she cried, the two of them had no relationship anymore, and she didn't want such a result, but God told her that this was good for everyone.
"Ye'er, I can't afford to wait, my life is only a few decades, if I miss this opportunity, I don't know how long the next success will be."
Although he knew in his heart that Qi Zhi was right, it was also because of his weight in his heart, which was not so important.
"I understand everything, I understand everything. This is indeed a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, and if you don't go for it, you may not succeed in your lifetime. But I'm still a woman, and I want you to see me more than anything else, or confess everything you think to me. Lovers need to be loyal, what you don't do right, I don't do right. So, we don't have each other in our lives. ”
He resisted the urge to leave her behind by force, if he did so, it would no longer be related, and all his desires turned into a plea in the end: "Ye'er, is it too late now?" If I give up everything now to go with you, will you still be willing to forgive me? Didn't you say you were going to take me to the Witch Clan? We'll go now, shall we? ”
"What if I say it's too late? I don't need you to turn back, you just keep moving forward, and along the way, you will meet people who are better than me. ”
Qi Zhi put Wu Ye'er's hand on his chest: "Do you feel it?" You know, if you say a word of forgiveness to me, I can go with you without anything. ”
"It's useless to say more, I won't change my decision. Do you remember what you used to be? Calm and arrogant, why are you like this now, it looks so pitiful. ”
"Don't you know who changed me? If I hadn't met you, I would still be the same person I used to be. It's you, it's you who changed me, so you can't be so cruel to leave me. ”
When it comes to this, is she still unwilling to forgive herself for her small mistakes? If the result is clear and cannot be changed, then is it necessary to plead?
When Wu Ye'er turned around to leave, Qi Zhi finally gave up his dignity and face, and he willingly knelt down for the first time: "Ye'er, don't go, I'll cut off relations with them immediately, and then go with you, you wait for me, I will solve everything." ”
She only left him with a back: "No need, live your own life, don't be ashamed of your decisions." ”
When Qi Zhi finally came to his senses, Wu Ye'er had already gone, and he slammed his fist on the ground: "Ye'er, I'm sorry." ”
In the golden autumn season of September, the sky was gloomy, and the wind blew the yellowed fallen leaves, which inadvertently fell in front of her, just like Wu Ye'er's lonely heart at this time.
Wu Ye'er looked at the sun that was not shining: "How cold, how empty, what should I do now?" ”
This is the fate she carries, a fate that no one knows, so she can only endure the pain, and the pain can only be eaten alone, just like she brought disaster to Qi Zhi, she also has to suffer the same pain.
Wu Ye'er picked up the dry fallen leaves: "Your end is witnessed by me, so what about my end?" ”
She gently returned the fallen leaves to the autumn wind: "The sins of heaven are forgivable, but you can't live for your own sins." ”
After that conversation, Wu Ye'er hid far away, in these days when she lived alone, Wu Ye'er had gone from surprise to numbness to dirty things, and she had enough courage to face those greedy and lustful eyes, how naked and undisguised it was.
It can be said mercilessly that she is like standing out from the crowd, detached and elegant, more noble and free than Liuyun, and has never stopped in one place for a moment.
She still lives well without him, and he won't be bad without him. She travels around, eats and drinks well, and occasionally kills bullies who bully men and women in one place. She felt like she didn't know what to do, so she continued to travel for answers. In the process of traveling, she feels that the world is strange, but in the dark there is its own arrangement, passers-by seem to have their own things to do, but if you are careful, you will find that there are threads implicated in them, and then they are constructed into a huge spider web. If one of the threads breaks, another root will take its place, so the world will not change too much because of the survival of one person. There is always some love that dies and comes alive, they always think that the sky will fall apart without each other, and life will not be able to go on, but the next day, it is still time to eat and drink, or to continue to live. Therefore, Wu Ye'er called love the second life, born and dependent on the first life, but beyond the first life.
There will always be a day when the sadness of her savings will overflow, she will go to the restaurant alone to drink, and as soon as the wine is served, she will not return home regardless of whether she is drunk or not. How interesting it is in the restaurant, they are all the same people, if you listen carefully, you will find a lot of stories. Look at the woman in that corner, her husband was dragged by the government to build a palace, his husband was already frail and sick, his physical ailments and his hard work day and night caused him to die prematurely, and his death made a wife a widow and two children into a single-parent family. Even though he did give his life for the kingdom, after his death, not a single compassionate payment was given to his family. The self-blame for not being able to support her children, and the pain of being harassed by her neighbors after not having a husband, made her almost miserable, as long as someone reached out to help, she could change a family on the verge of extinction and give them the desire to live, and finally, she gave all her money and what she could give to the woman and walked away.
Wu Ye'er didn't know herself, when did she want to end this trip, but it was the day of a whim, she casually picked up the baggage, picked up the sword of self-defense, and walked to the Wu Clan. When she walked on the road, she didn't dare to go too fast, she was afraid that time would not pass much at all, and she was even more afraid that she would forget her original intention because of loneliness.
The extraterrestrial things in the Wu clan were not as extraordinary as she thought, with the power of the gods. Since it was given to him as a gift by his senior brother, it was placed here by Wu Ye'er, and the precipitation of the years on the meteorite and the vicissitudes of time made Wu Ye'er feel very kind.
Wu Ye'er once invited the best blacksmith to use this incredible behemoth, but the best blacksmith in the world who can turn decay into magic has said that they are blacksmiths in their family era, and they don't know how many kinds of iron they have seen, and they have a clear grasp of their characteristics. But he asserted that he could not forge this extraterrestrial thing, which had a soul in it, and that it would be happy, and that it would grieve, and that it would be angry, and perhaps only by communicating with it and obtaining its consent could it willingly take on other forms.
Seeing this alien object, Wu Ye'er remembered the legend of the Wangfu Stone, as if in the Qin Dynasty, there was a woman, her husband was arrested by the official to repair the Great Wall, and never came back, so she often stood on the top of the mountain and looked north, missing her husband in the distance, and over time, it became a stone, that is, the Wangfu Stone that has been handed down to this day. Love is not to convey love to a person every day, but after a long time without a response, it becomes an iron-hearted stone.
Wu Ye'er wanted to move this huge extraterrestrial thing to a place with an open line of sight, this drudgery, not only had to be tired half to death every day, but also had no pay. But Wu Ye'er is willing, she thinks what if this extraterrestrial thing also has a person she loves? She hid it in the room, and it couldn't be seen.
Wu Ye'er felt that this was not a meaningless thing, so she got up early and greedy for darkness, and finally pushed the things outside the sky little by little to a place where she could greet the sun.
When the sun shone, Wu Ye'er leaned on something outside the sky, and vaguely heard a voice thanking her: "Thank you, kind man." ”
She pressed her ear to the stone, refusing to let go of a movement, and finally returned in vain.
"It's been a long time alone, and I've hallucinated. I actually think that a stone can speak, and I am really sick. ”
Wu Ye'er laughed self-deprecating as she spoke, however, in this place where there was no one, beside a stone that she temporarily felt had a soul, twenty-year-old Ye'er couldn't cry silently.
Blind......
Heaven is a good reincarnation, and the sky forgives whom. Wu Ye'er passed five levels and cut six generals, easily won the township test, and passed the test again in one go, and stopped here, and then the palace test above was about to see the emperor. The reason why she chose the exam was very simple, one was to learn about the latest situation of the Wu Kingdom by being an official, the emperor had changed, and the surrounding countries must have small moves. The second is to be idle and bored, so I will contribute to the witch kingdom by the way, and kill time.
In the past, she still laughed at the bitter Rosie and Liu Jing, feeling that being an official was as easy as sleeping, but now that she is a new official, she knows what it means to be troubled. First of all, male and female officials don't treat each other well, what is a woman, she should be three and four virtues, she should stay at home with children, and she typically looks down on women, and she is so angry that Wu Yeer hears it. She walked out of the Wu clan before, thinking that she had nothing to do and went to take the exam, but she didn't expect to be surrounded by a group of people dressed festively the next day, reminding her that she could take office? She wondered if she had been found by Qi Zhi, otherwise it was obvious that she didn't understand the world. After taking office, she followed a dog-headed military advisor and listened to him talk about the knowledge of being an official for almost half a month, and then he threw off his sleeves and left with confidence, leaving himself alone in the yamen to learn and use? According to the previous Wu system, the current Wu system is too free, according to the previous system, the first thing is to select the best, and the parents of the family are big officials, or give the examiner benefits, so they will be given special care. If you have nothing, you have to endure the tedious waiting, even if you have completed all the processes, the person who reminds you to take office will go to your house in a few days, and the time depends entirely on the mood of others. Besides, they also use a pseudonym called Xue Buran, and they don't know their identity at all.
Just when Wu Ye'er first took office, the officials in the yamen and the new master all felt that Wu Ye'er came in by relying on a relationship, and he would not be a vase at all, and he would definitely make a mess of the yamen in a few days, and then left in disgrace, leaving a lot of messes for them to clean up. Wu Ye'er really didn't adapt to this kind of life at first, and she always wanted to give up. But she looks soft and easy to bully on the surface, but she still looks down on people a little in her heart, a group of them with low status can do it, how can she be worse than them. They don't agree with her, they think she's a vase, and she's going to fight back against them with real actions. Let them see if there are any women in the world who are both beautiful and talented.
She agreed with the first thought of being an official, which was to bring some help to the grassroots people, but it was a beautiful idea, but it was a mess to do, and Wu Ye'er didn't know if she had more than enough heart and strength, or if she unilaterally thought everything was too simple. However, it is still inexplicable to enter the yamen, hasn't the emperor of this generation completely separated the female officials from the male officials? Why is she still a little unique? It's just unlucky, well, especially in a bunch of macho men, and her arrival is to suffer for herself.