"The moment I saw her parents, her parents didn't show much yet, and then casually asked about my life experience, but knowing that I was just a prodigal son in the rivers and lakes, her parents' faces immediately changed, especially her mother, who spoke very ugly, and even said that people in the rivers and lakes were born today, maybe they would die tomorrow, I won't let her live this kind of frightened life with you, and more importantly, what is your identity, you want to climb their baby daughter, it's just a toad who wants to eat swan meat." When Gao Yong said this, a touch of pain flashed in his eyes, and he didn't know whether to hate her mother's meanness, or to hate her reality, and not to judge that he was a toad based on the poverty in front of him.

"I looked at her and hoped she would say a nice word for me." When Gao Yong said this, a smear of dead ash flashed in his eyes, as if he poked at a scene that he was most unwilling to face in his heart.

"I thought she would stand up and say a few words, but she stood there without saying a word, as if she was an outsider who had nothing to do with this matter."

In this way, she doesn't have deep feelings for you, she is very smart, and she sees your feelings for her from the way you look at her, so she uses this emotion in your heart and uses your skills to escort her, but when you meet her again in Jingzhou Mansion, she is also very shocked, and she doesn't know how to face you at that time. However, she is very aware of the family's feelings towards outsiders, so she will say this, which is to use the family's sarcasm to you to make you retreat. Shen Yan glanced at Gao Yong, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, walked in front of Gao Yong, patted the other party gently, and said slowly.

"Seriously, it's better not to see each other than to see each other once." A touch of deep pain and memories appeared in Gao Yong's eyes, as if he felt that the meeting was a big mistake.

"You are running away from this idea, you should be grateful for that meeting, even if it made you see her true feelings for you, otherwise, you will sink deeper." Shen Yan shook his head slightly and said slowly.

"Your feelings for her are unrequited love, and in this way you have been tortured for eleven years, and if she plays with your emotions for a while longer, your life will be ruined."

"No, she's not supposed to be that." A trace of hesitation flashed in Gao Yong's eyes, and he struggled to say.

"Boss Gao, now that it's over, you don't need to deceive yourself anymore, she doesn't have any feelings for you, and you just have unrequited love for her, sober up, otherwise your life will really be like this." Shen Yan didn't want to break Gao Yong and fall into the illusion he had weaved, but as a brother, he should let Gao Yong have a clear understanding.

"Think about yourself, eleven years ago, your realm was almost the same as now, and now you have been stuck in a half-step innate, even I, a person who has only practiced martial arts for more than a month, has broken through the innate nature, how long do you want to deceive yourself, is it a lifetime."

"Brother Shen, you don't understand this emotion." A hint of hesitation flashed in Gao Yong's eyes.

"I don't understand, but I know one thing, if I were you, I would ask you face to face, what kind of feelings she has for you, whether she is using or has other difficulties, not that you are so decadent." A touch of ruthlessness flashed in Shen Yan's eyes, and he glanced at Gao Yong coldly.

"Boss Gao, do you think that if you join the Ouchi guard, you will be qualified to talk about marriage with her, no, even if you become the leader of the Ouchi guard, in her heart, or in the heart of her family, you are still just a martial artist, and there is no value to their family at all, unless you can disobey the emperor's order and use the position of the commander of the Ouchi guard to provide the necessary information for their family, even so, it is almost impossible for you to get close to her."

"Don't blame me for being very realistic, but Boss Gao, you haven't been aware of the relationship between you and her for so many years, as well as the family's mentality towards outsiders."

"Brother Shen, what you said is not realistic enough." Gao Yong sighed leisurely, knowing that what Shen Yan said was right, but he was unwilling to accept this reality. Although he is not a proud son of the sky, he can be regarded as a young man with a face in the rivers and lakes, but after meeting her, he has become so decadent, and he fantasizes that he can get a status that matches her by joining the inner guard, but he doesn't know that these are against his wishes.

It's not that Gao Yong doesn't understand this, it's just that he doesn't want to give up so easily, or he wants to use his actions to prove his worth and bring value to her and her family. However, as time goes by, this thought in Gao Yong's heart is getting weaker and weaker, and now, it is just a shell, a soulless shell.

"Brother Shen, you are bloody and sprinkling salt on my wounds, you want me to die and live in pain."

"Boss Gao, only by re-experiencing this pain can you really come out, I know, you have long understood the cause and effect relationship in your heart, but you are unwilling to give up, and you want to prove the value of your existence with actions." A faint smile appeared on the corner of Shen Yan's mouth, glanced at Gao Yong, and said slowly.

"Then let me tell you Boss Gao, you have been joining the Ouchi guard for nearly nine years, and you have made countless meritorious contributions in these nine years, but it will take at least ten years for you to reach the height you expect in your heart, and you can't make any mistakes in these ten years, otherwise, you will lose all your efforts. At the same time, you also have to try to make the top characters healthy, and once you change people, the attempt in your mind will be frustrated. ”

"Boss Gao, do you think that when you sit in that position and reach the height you want, she is still the same she was at the beginning, maybe it has long been a matter of fact, eleven years have passed, everything that should have happened has happened, and what should not have happened has happened, what you are doing now is just to prove your worth, however, the more you want to behave like this, the bigger your heart knot will be, and it will be more difficult to break through the innate nature." A calm look appeared on the corner of Shen Yan's mouth, and with a trace of sincerity on his face, he said slowly.

"Brother Shen, do you think that everyone will be like you, and you can achieve such great success in a month." Gao Yong listened to Shen Yan's words, a complicated look flashed in his eyes, and Shen Yan's words completely hit the most vulnerable part of himself, dissecting himself completely.