Seeing that Xiao Shu was just drooping with a little face full of unhappiness, but she didn't say a word, Qin E was also secretly guessing, could this little girl be worried about the future?

"Are you worried that Scholar Li will not be able to gain fame when the time comes, and the emperor will not be able to speak...... And Li Shusheng said in front of your parents that he would not pester you again in the future, so you are so worried? ”

Qin E thought about it according to her own thoughts, and said it leisurely, and finally saw it at this time, Xiao Shu sighed lightly with a melancholy face.

"That's one of the reasons, but that's for another time!"

Xiao Shu sighed deeply as she spoke, and slowly glanced at Li Shusheng, who was also speechless next to her.

Li Shusheng is wooden by nature, he can't say a lot of nice words, and sometimes, he can't even notice Xiao Shu's emotions are wrong, just like at this moment, Li Shusheng just lowered his head blankly, as if he was like a wooden man, and his ears didn't hear what was going on outside the window.

"Sister-in-law, do you think I'm doing something wrong? I used to be such a well-behaved and sensible child, I never rushed to my parents, and my parents always praised me for being well-behaved and sensible, and regarded me as the pride of the family. But today I confronted my parents because of this incident, and I ......"

"Silly girl, how can you say that!"

Qin E thought that Xiao Shu was starting to doubt herself now, so she couldn't listen to it anymore, and directly interrupted Xiao Shu's words.

"Shu'er, although filial piety comes first, but you should not forget that you are originally an independent personality, you have the right to pursue your own happiness, if your parents' arrangement makes you feel dissatisfied, you should stand up bravely and have the courage to pursue your own happiness! Only you can take responsibility for the rest of your life, you know? ”

Qin E said, looking at Xiao Changxiu, who was still chatting happily with everyone next to him, his face was heavy, and he continued: "I may give an inappropriate example, such as me and your brother. Actually, I didn't like your brother very much at first, and there were so many obstructive voices, but when I found that those doubts were getting bigger and bigger, I wanted to fight more and more. I wondered, why should someone else decide my life, why should I let people who have nothing to do with me dictate my life? They don't qualify! ”

"So it's the same for you!"

Qin E patted Xiao Shu's hand heavily: "Do you understand what I mean!" To pursue the happiness you want, this is the most affirmative and courageous act! ”

"I know...... I also think I'm very brave, I didn't think before, I would confront my parents in front of so many people, including when I was saying those words, I felt so happy, I felt very happy and happy, I finally didn't have to suppress and hide anymore...... But ......"

As Xiao Shu spoke, she suddenly began to choke a little, and her voice gradually turned into whimpering and sobbing.

The guests at the banquet were still talking, Qin E didn't want everyone to notice Xiao Shu's gaffe, and more importantly, being watched and looked at by everyone's eyes should make Xiao Shu feel even more uncomfortable!

So Qin E quietly pulled Xiao Shu and walked outside first, and arrived in the pavilion next to her, at this time everyone was eating, and there was no one outside.

Even if Xiao Shu really wants to vent, she can cry here.

Qin E handed her handkerchief to Xiao Shu, slowly squatted down beside Xiao Shu, raised her head, and looked at Xiao Shu with a slight smile.

"Shu'er, why are you crying so sadly? Why did I feel good at first, but suddenly I cried like this again? ”

"I ...... Sister-in-law! ”

Xiao Shu breathed a sigh of relief, but found that she didn't seem to have the courage to say it, so she hugged Qin E directly and began to cry bitterly.

"Sister-in-law, in fact, I know that I am not a very bold person, and I am not brave at all. However, I am willing to work hard for Li Shusheng, and I am willing to work hard for my own happiness, but ...... Just when I said to everyone, as long as I don't die in this life and this life, I will not marry him, but I saw Li Shusheng's eyes hesitant...... I wondered if I was wishful thinking, if I was thinking too much about myself......

The louder Xiao Shu cried, the louder she became, and the sound gradually became uncontrollable, full of tearing pain.

"Perhaps, in Li Shusheng's thoughts, there is no future about me at all, and what he said today is just because of the emperor's face, so he ......"

That's right.

Xiao Shu suddenly remembered.

Once upon a time, I also mentioned that I wanted to spend my life with Li Shusheng, traveling in the mountains and rivers, and I asked in a half-joking and half-serious tone, when will Li Shusheng marry him?

Cautiously with some temptation, and afraid that she would be rejected, Xiao Shu felt how sad and sweet she was at that time.

But in exchange for Li Shuchang's long silence, the forbearance and restraint expression, the tightly pursed lips, and the deep and inexhaustible eyes made Xiao Shu unable to figure it out.

Xiao Shu was so afraid of being rejected, seeing that Li Shusheng didn't answer him immediately, so he immediately found a step for himself to go down. On the surface, he was still smiling, but his heart was broken thousands of times.

Because, in Xiao Shu's mind, but in countless sleepless nights, she fantasized about what it would be like for her and Li Shusheng to get married? What will happen when you live a small life together in the future? How many babies will they have? Then wait until the child is older......

These are things that Xiao Shu has planned many times in her heart, and every time she thinks about it, she feels warm and sweet, as if it is a blank in Li Shusheng's mind, and even, when she hears Xiao Shu say this, she will feel very surprised.

"Shu'er, don't think so! I think that Li Shusheng is indeed a little more wooden, maybe he really didn't expect so much...... Besides, your eldest brother wasn't much better than that Li Shusheng before! But, aren't you and your brother getting along well now? So, sometimes, don't worry about gains and losses, think too much! ”

Qin E said and stretched out her hand and gently brushed Xiao Shu's broken hair.

She was crying so much just now, her little face was red from crying, if she waited for this to go out, how bad it would be to be seen!

"But ......"

Xiao Shu sobbed again, and wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Qin E's gentle gentleness.

"Alright! Didn't you also hear what the emperor said? Just wait until the imperial examination is over this year, and we'll see! ”