First Sight Chapter 23 The Emperor's Heart
It's miserable, this man won't want anything to me, I think of the pleasures of the boudoir that the girls told me about when I was in the Drunken Flower Pavilion, and the situation is very similar to the current situation.
I covered my face with my hands and peeked at him through the gap between my fingers, and I was terrified, but my mouth was still hard
"Han Qi, when you grow up, you have to learn to restrain yourself."
After finishing speaking, I realized that my voice was trembling.
Han Qi didn't laugh angrily, sat on the couch and leaned over to look at me
"So you've seen quite a few men?"
I really heard his words a little foggy.
"Not much, just five or six." I replied.
I have seen only five or six people who should be considered to know, and I probably didn't expect that my serious answer to him would make him angry.
Han Qi lay down sideways and squeezed me inside, such a small couch was forced to stuff two people.
"You have your own bed and can't sleep, why do you come to rob me?"
I was indignant.
"Is there one? His Highness doesn't remember. ”
He said with a look of course. I have to say that Han Qi is really heavy, no matter how much I try to push him down, he doesn't move, and lies on the bed steadily.
A rollover, I was imprisoned by him in his arms, no matter how I could break free, his warm voice sounded from my ears, wet and warm sprinkled on my neck, I felt that his arms were very hot, and my hot face began to burn red.
"Don't move."
Originally, it was just a blush, but this sentence directly made me red all the way to the root of my ears, and I got rid of a boiled crab alive, and the night was very warm, and he hugged me and slept all night, unable to move at all.
When I woke up in the morning, Han Qi was no longer there, and I still fell asleep in the position of being held by him, and I only felt sore.
The maid in front of the door bit her ear
"Our Highness really spoils the princess."
"Yes, yesterday, His Royal Highness couldn't find the princess, he must have panicked, and turned the house up and down. Who knew that as soon as our princess came back, Her Royal Highness immediately became angry, laughing and sleeping together. ”
I spit out a sip of tea from my mouth, where is Han Qi spoiling me, it is clearly punishing me in disguise, he makes everyone think that he likes me very much, but only I know how he treats me.
When I tried to sneak out again, I was really guarded. Not only are there twice as many soldiers patrolling the atrium, but the place guarding the door is even more heavily guarded, so tightly sealed and impermeable that even a fly will not want to escape.
I secretly accused Han Qi of being clever, because whenever someone saw me approaching the exit, some of the guards would invite me back to the room, and I would argue with them as I walked, muttering to me.
"The most poisonous man's heart!" I want to cry without tears.
Those soldiers, as soon as they tied me back to the room with their front feet, walked towards the main hall where Han Qi was.
But that day, it wasn't until the evening that I saw Han Qi's figure. He was drunk, and that was the second time I had seen him drink, and his face was as red as a cherry, and his eyes were misty, and he was leaning crookedly against the door of the temple, panting.
At that time, I thought he must have pretended to be drunk and begged for my forgiveness. I turned a blind eye to it, and played with the clay dolls that I had begged for at the market with Youqing.
When the maid saw this, her face was nervous, and she hurriedly wanted to step forward to help him, I said
"Ignore him, I'll see how long he can pretend."
Han Qi leaned against the door in a daze, dressed in a dark robe, the four-clawed python embroidered with gold silk thread on the clothes shone brightly in the moonlight, he looked at me, his dark eyes were like a pool of stagnant water, lifeless.
"You all get out!"
His cold voice came from not far away, because of the drinking, his voice was a little hoarse, as if he had cried, which was heartbreaking, but the momentum was not inferior to any moment he had ever had.
All the maids, the attendants, were stunned, and before I could speak, they all withdrew, their steps like the wind, as if a tiger was chasing after them.
"You go out too!"
Han Qi pointed at Youqing and said coldly. Youqing didn't move, I didn't know why Han Qi came today, and I was afraid that he would anger Youqing, so I whispered to Youqing
"Youqing, go down first, I'm fine."
I smiled at her, and Youqing was silent for a long time before nodding.
Seeing that there was only me and him left in the room, Han Qi strode up to me, and before I could react, he took my hand and galloped towards the courtyard, and the mud doll in his hand accidentally fell to the ground.
I tried to slow him down, but he ignored my voice, and it wasn't as gentle as it was yesterday. It was just tough, cold, that pulled me to the stone bench in the middle of the court.
I sat down with him, and he sat down beside me, and ordered a great deal of wine to be served, and he did not make a sound, but kept drinking.
Under the locust tree, the shadow of the moon is swaying, his face is as delicate as ever, under the moonlight, his lips are shining with a little silver light, and under the starry sky, the corners of his eyes are slightly moist.
"Han Qi, don't drink it."
I yelled loudly, a feeling of sadness that surged from within, and my body couldn't help but wrap my arms around his left hand, trying to stop him.
His eyes were covered with bright red bloodshots, as if they had just been filtered through a pool of blood, and he looked up at me, but he smiled slightly, and the smile was heartbreaking and distressing.
"Why are you crying?"
His right hand, which he put down the cup, gently brushed my cheek and wiped the tears from my eyes, just as he comforted me softly when he didn't give me candy seeds when he was a child.
I looked at him, obviously sad to the extreme, but I couldn't help but smile on his face, and the slight redness on his neck, which was shocking.
"Luo'er, I will only have you in the future."
His cold hand brushed my cheeks, but those tears fell from my eyes without a hitch. I seem to be able to feel his feelings, I can feel his pain now, but I can't feel what is going on in his heart.
After a long time, his eyes gradually blurred, and the moment he closed his eyes, two strands of gold and silver tears flowed down from his eyes, silently falling on his jaw, merging into one.
As he lay in my arms, I only felt his body tremble slightly, and a strong smell of wine emanated from his body, soaking the entire night sky.
Through the outer shirt, it is clearly visible that the layers of blood stains in the middle coat almost stained the entire middle coat, and the dark clothes are mixed with blood and blended together, and the smell of wine on the body has long covered the smell of blood around the body.
I sobbed in exchange for Han Qi's inner servant and neighbor, no matter how I asked him, he didn't say a word, as if this was such a shocking secret that needed to be guarded to the death.
Zilin hung his head, no matter who forced him, he would only say one word
"The princess forgives her sins, but the neighbors can't say it."
After that, I ordered someone to transport Han Qi back to the room, but he cried and refused to go back, and there were words in his mouth
"Mother, I will never disobey you again......"
He said with tears in his eyes, but as if he had been trained, he never fell. When he got to the couch, he was already asleep, and I only knew that Han Qi had returned to the palace today, but I didn't know what had happened today.
Since that night, everyone has not said a word about Han Qi, as if that night's incident was a dream of mine, Han Qi has never come to me, I am not allowed to leave the house, I have not seen anyone, even the imperial doctor has not been able to approach the palace, only the attendant who delivers food every day has entered and exited three times, and no one dares to enter......
A month later, I only heard news from the palace, and in the history books, there were only a few words left, summarizing the life of Concubine Xi.
"In the summer of the sixteenth year of Yinguo, Concubine Xi poisoned the imperial heir and committed suicide in fear of crime."
At that time, I realized that the heart of an emperor could be so ruthless......
Since that day, when I saw Han Qi again, it was already when the army set out to attack the Qi Kingdom. I pretended to be a soldier and mingled in the attendants, and I saw the smug look on the prince's face from a distance, and looked at Han Qi who was facing him alone.
The most affectionate emperor in the world, dressed in gorgeous clothes, with a large number of troops in front of him, mighty and majestic, at this moment, he nodded with a smile, and acted calmly, as if it was not his wife who died a few months ago, but a person who had nothing to do with him.
A low long whistle sounded, followed by thousands of long whistles, the sergeants on both sides of the army beat the war drums, and all the soldiers took the farewell wine brought by the guards, drank it all, and then the crisp sound resounded in the sky, and all the porcelain bowls were shattered in response.
They roared and raised their spears in their hands, imposing. The emperor stood on the high city wall, looking down on thousands of soldiers, but in my eyes, he only saw thousands of ants, and the right to kill and take away......
There are no women among the soldiers in the battle, and it is not easy for Han Qi to take me, so Youqing did not accompany him, and only brought Qin Yu mixed in the army ranks.
The princes of the right age in the palace need to accompany them, and even if they don't go into battle shirtless, they need to be accompanied by their peers. It was about the grandest battle in the history of the Yin State, and the Yin State almost tried its best to destroy the Qi State.
I was uneasy, sitting in the carriage and looking at Han Qi a little nervously, he was silent and calm. Outside the carriage, the prince rode to the carriage and said coldly
"After the third brother fell seriously ill, his body was so weak that he couldn't even ride a horse, so he had to recuperate."
There was clearly ridicule and teasing in his tone, whoever could bear it, I thought that Han Qi would go back angrily, after all, Han Qi would never show weakness.
I only heard Han Qi cough lightly twice, and deliberately pretended to be sick
"Thank you eldest brother for your concern, this expedition, the third brother is afraid that he will not be able to help, and he will have to rely on the eldest brother to protect him."
The prince was immediately overjoyed when he heard this, and his tone was still full of arrogance, and he glanced at him
"Third brother, don't worry, you just need to recuperate with peace of mind, and let the people who have the ability to do the war. The third brother only needs to guard the barracks, and the eldest brother will be at ease......"
I looked at Han Qi indignantly, I don't understand why he is so tolerant, this prince clearly didn't take him seriously, Han Qi didn't ride a horse because he brought me, why look down on people!