Chapter 66: Deepest Love

When Chun Yunian woke up, it was already the afternoon of the fourth day, she opened her eyes, looked at the bright yellow tent, looked at it blankly for a while, and then tried to move her fingers, feeling that her limbs were still conscious, she suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, and called softly in a blink of an eye: "Nanxing ......"

"Nian'er, are you awake?"

When I raised my eyes, I saw Zhao Huan coming over with a surprised face, sitting on the edge of her bed, and said with a relieved smile: "But it scared me." ”

Chun Yunian looked at him stunned, and didn't know what to say for a while, "Nan...... What about the Southern Star? ”

"She's going back to get you a change of clothes, do you want to sit? I'll help you up. He whispered, looking at her with a tender face.

She nodded, saying that she wanted to get out of bed and take a walk, and Zhao Huan also responded one by one, while walking a few steps with her, she asked Ouyang Yu to be invited, and asked the imperial dining room to prepare food. The palace people brought hot water to wash Chun Yunian, and he took it all and waited carefully. Chun Yunian saw the whole process in his eyes, and did not refuse, but he didn't say yes either, until Ouyang Yu came, his face was not as stiff as just now.

After Ouyang Yu finished diagnosing his pulse, he breathed a long sigh of relief, and said to Zhao Huan with a smile: "The residual poison has been cleared, the minister will go back and prescribe the medicine, take the medicine on time at that time, and take good care in the future, Your Majesty does not need to worry too much." ”

Zhao Huan nodded, "So good, so good." ”

Ouyang Yu took the pulse pillow and got up, looked at Chun Yu Nian and said, "The injury is in the chest, don't be angry, the wound will hurt more if it is cracked." ”

Chun Yunian smiled faintly, "I know, thank you." ”

Ouyang Yu also smiled, bowed down and saluted the two of them, "The minister will retire first." ”

After the people left, Zhao Huan sat down in front of her bed, held her hand, and looked guilty and distressed, "I'm sorry." ”

Chun Yunian looked at him, only to see that his face was haggard, his hair was still a little messy, and he shouldn't have rested well, so he only felt helpless in his heart, shook his head and said softly: "It's okay." ”

He breathed a heavy sigh of relief, lowered his eyes and did not dare to look at her, but what he wanted to say was like a fish in his throat, so he did not speak. The two of them sat silently like this, and it was the palace people who brought the food that he looked at her and smiled: "Let's eat." ”

Because of the injury in the chest, he was unable to move, and he personally tasted every dish and fed her one by one, so he took care of it so thoughtfully, he was even worried that it was not to her taste, and asked her if she liked it every time he ate a dish.

She hooked the corners of her lips, looked at him and said, "Actually, it doesn't have to be like this, that knife should be regarded as revenge for your wife, and we don't owe each other from now on." ”

Hearing this, his hand froze, the hand holding the vegetables was retracted, and he raised his eyes to look at her and smiled bitterly: "I thought you were the person who understood me best in the world." ”

She smiled and said softly, "Now I find out that it's not." ”

Zhao Huan also laughed, put down the dishes and chopsticks, and sighed in a tone of emotion, "I understand why you want to kill her, because after Qi'er dies, I will definitely stop snubbing her because of guilt, and I will even have a fluke mentality and feel that maybe the next child will not be like Li'er." In this way, her existence is a great threat to you, not to mention that her father is eyeing the Chunyu clan in the court, how can you tolerate her? Banxia's death was just a fuse. ”

"Your Majesty understands the concubine," Chun Yu Nian said with a smile, "It's just that the concubine has chilled Your Majesty's heart, and she can't be Your Majesty's interpretation flower." ”

"Actually, after Qi'er died, I asked her if she deliberately designed to frame Chun Yu's family, after all, Qi'er was born stupid and couldn't achieve great things in the future, it was an unsightly scandal for her or for me. If Qi'er died, not only could she bring down the Chun Yu clan, but she could also get my mercy because of it, for the Nie clan, this was a unique good opportunity. I can only think like this, otherwise I really can't understand how a person as cautious as her could fight with the people of the Chun Yu clan over such a trivial matter. ”

"Aren't you beating me up because I said Zhao Xuan a fool?" Chun Yu Nian smiled, but he didn't care about the slap, "How can a mother want to hear others say that her son is stupid?" In addition, they are indeed suspected of committing crimes, and it is reasonable to fight. ”

Zhao Huan looked at her and smiled, held her hand, and said in a calm tone, "So, when I asked that sentence, she slapped me in anger, and she cried and said to me, 'Zhao Huan, I really misjudged you, you can't even take revenge for your son's death, and you even came to question me as a mother." It is said that tigers are poisonous and do not eat children, and you are not even as good as animals. I was very sober by that slap, and because of that slap I knew what she was thinking, she knew that I and her might not be able to have a healthy child, and Qi'er became the only connection between me and her, that is, her only sustenance, and when Qi'er died, she had nothing. She is not like you, Ah Nian'er, she is often accompanied by me, there is an interesting imperial doctor who plays chess and talks, and she can occasionally go back to the palace to relax, she has nothing, only that stupid son. ”

He said in a calm tone, unable to hear any emotion, but his eyes were full of sadness, "But before you killed her, you seemed to tell her that it was her ignorance that caused her to die." You know Nian'er, this is even more cruel than killing her. ”

Chun Yunian looked at him, only felt a faint pain in his heart, frowned and asked: "You tell me this to let me know that I was wrong, that I brutally killed a poor person, and let me go to her spirit to confess?" ”

"Not ......"

"Isn't it what?" She looked at him with a puzzled expression, "Ouyang Yu said to me just now, let me not be angry, the wound will open, what are you saying to me now, don't you want me to be angry?" I know that you are deeply affectionate, but I am also considered to be the one who is marrying eight people who carry a sedan chair into the palace? Could it be that you also want to wait for me to die and find someone to remember? By then, her face was full of tears.

"It's not like that, it's not like that." He took her into his arms and rolled up his sleeves to wipe her tears, "I just want you not to hold a grudge against her, and I don't want this to be a barrier between us." ”

"How can I not hold a grudge against her? She died of her son, and I died of my sister who shared my weal and woe, and I am not sad if she is sad? If she could kill me, do you think she would let me go? What is the barrier between us, do you think we can still be reconciled with each other? ”

As she spoke, she realized more and more that her heart was like a knife, but

still tried his best to endure it, for fear that the wound would tear, "Do you know how desperate I was when you hit me, but I kept telling myself that you are the emperor and you are forced to helpless." But I still can't help but feel distressed and uncomfortable, I closed my eyes, dreaming that I went to you and you told me to get out, saying that you don't want to see me in this life. When I came to attend the emperor's grandmother's birthday banquet last night, I was afraid that you would embarrass me in public, and I didn't even want to come, but I was like crazy, and I wanted to see if you were better off without me. I came, and you didn't even look at me, and I realized that you really couldn't ignore me if you didn't want to see it. I told myself that if I went back and missed you again, I would let the sky thunder, but before I could go back, I was stabbed. Zhao Huan, since we are destined to sleep in the same bed and have different dreams, let me hate you, lest I always have hope that you can take a step back for me. ”

"Don't be angry, Nian'er, don't be angry, it's me who is sorry for you, don't be angry." He put his arms around her and choked up in a choked tone, "Even if you can't reconcile, please stay by my side, I can't live without you." ”

It's not that he didn't want to let Chun Yunian fend for himself, but in the end, he still couldn't let go of his heart, but fortunately, the imperial doctor told him that her body was gradually recovering, and he was relieved. He wanted to see her, and in the name of the birthday banquet, he asked the people around the Empress Dowager to urge her several times. But when people came, they didn't dare to look at it, for fear that she would find the loneliness and longing in her eyes. But just last night, he almost lost her, and he really didn't dare to think what he would do if the knife was an inch deeper last night. So as soon as the results of today's interrogation were sent, he didn't look at it, and directly punished the person's nine clans.

Hearing this, Chun Yunian only felt a great sorrow in his heart, even if he had calculated him thousands of times in his heart, even the idea of killing himself as the queen mother and listening to the government had come up countless times. But when the assassin rushed out last night, she stood in front of him without hesitation. She is still afraid that he will die, that he will be injured, and that his country will fall into the hands of others. She thought that she was forced to love him, but she didn't know that her body and mind had already followed him with the surname Zhao.

Husbands and wives in the world are most helpless than this, they have to go their own way, they have to calculate each other, and even in the depths of their love, they feel that they are the bait of each other's step-by-step actions. tried his best to deceive himself that the other party didn't care, and let his fingers around his fingers turn into a hundred steels, thinking that he had been refined into a heart of iron, but as long as that person showed a little vulnerability, he would immediately collapse and collapse.

"What do I want to stay for, to be beaten and scolded by you? Or do you want to block those open guns and arrows? Zhao Huan, ask yourself, have I ever hurt you in the past two years? Have you ever done something sorry for you? Why are you doing this to me? As he spoke, he felt more and more angry, and reached out and hit him hard, "Why don't I hate her?" She killed her own son stupidly, why should I let my people be buried with her? You'd better let the people of the Nie clan walk around me in the future, otherwise you will offend me and I will kill his whole family. ”

Zhao Huan knew that she was angry, and he was afraid that she would hurt herself, so he responded to whatever she said, and as for killing Nie Gan's whole family, he also repeated that he would offend the emperor

After killing the whole family. Hearing this, Chun Yu Nian became even more angry and shouted, "I didn't joke with you." ”

"If you offend the queen, you should be punished as a bully, I didn't laugh." He hugged her and coaxed softly, "Don't be angry, baby, don't be angry, I will depend on you whatever you say in the future." ”

"Really?"

"Seriously."

"Okay, then you find a reason to kill Nie Gan, and I will let the Chunyu clan release power." She stood up and looked at him, her eyes burning and her tone resolute.

Knowing that she wasn't joking, he laughed instead, reaching out to hold her pale and somewhat stubborn little face, "Where will you put me if you do this?" This can't be done. ”

If he really promised her, he would become a shameless villain who was insidious and vicious.

"You don't joke."

"It's a big deal, and it's not a child's play."

"Then what you have said to me today is a lie." Chun Yunian looked at him, his eyes showing unwillingness and resentment.

Zhao Huan sighed, "Nian'er, although I am on the throne, I don't want to be a ruthless and unrighteous person. For the husband is involuntarily, I hope you will be considerate. Other than that, I say yes to them all. ”

Chun Yunian looked at him and let out a long sigh, only feeling tired and weak, "Then hug me." ”

He smiled, took her into his arms again, kissed her forehead and said, "Even if you want my heart, I will dig it up for you, I hope you are happy." ”

"Then will you beat me or scold me in the future?" She snorted, obviously holding a grudge.

"When you're ready, I'll let you beat and let you scold, and now I'm afraid of hurting you." He hugged her in his arms, sweeping away the emptiness and uneasiness of these months.

Chun Yunian smiled, "I have something to say if you bow your head." ”

Zhao Huan lowered her head as she said, she leaned into his ear and whispered, "Actually, I miss you a little." ”

His heart jumped suddenly, and a wave of ecstasy hit him in his heart, and he turned his face to kiss her on the lips, but he only cautiously tried to make him panic. He believes that no matter what Chun Yu Nian does in the future, as long as she is soft, he will definitely forgive her without any bottom line.

(End of chapter)

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