"You... Say what? Ning Nan was frustrated at first, but when she heard her say this, she looked at her in disbelief, as if she didn't believe what she said.

"I... If you can't overturn this unjust crime, I'm afraid that those dead heroic souls will not be able to settle down and die with peace of mind. Jiang Chengjia lowered his eyes and said lightly: "Actually... I didn't mean to stop you. ”

Jiang Chengjia does not object to Ning Nan's unjust rehabilitation, what she minds is... Ning Nan worried hurt too many innocent people in order to rehabilitate, on this road, he has already gone off the rails, regardless of the life and death of others, it seems that as long as he can bring down the Deng clan and let Deng Guozhong pay for his blood debts, he is willing to do anything, even if someone sacrifices, even if someone dies because of his heavy calculations, even if his hands are covered with blood, he doesn't care.

He was too paranoid about this matter, and Jiang Chengjia wanted to persuade him to let go. It's just that this has become a demon in his heart, and if he can't see that the culprits who created the unjust case back then get the punishment they deserve, he won't give up.

Just like back then, when he was still in the Nine Heavens, he rushed to the Heavenly Palace to seek justice for her, even if he destroyed the Fanhua Valley with a torch and caused chaos in the world, he didn't care.

In his heart, there are people in the world, and there is also her.

Between the world and her, he chose her without hesitation.

Jiang Chengjia took a deep breath and made up his mind. In this life, she has done too much for these Eight Desolations and Six Realms, and this Nine Continents Divine Land, and she is imprisoned in this shackle and cannot break free. Now, fate is unfair, she wants to fight hard, as if she chose her without hesitation, put her hand in his palm, and walk hand in hand with him.

No matter how the Book of Mandate of Heaven is written, she always thinks that maybe there will be a way to have both worlds in this world, or maybe with her efforts, she will not have to suffer the infamy of Jiuzhou to live, and she will not have to be inherited by the Mandate of Heaven because of the chaos in the world. Maybe he can gather his soul, restore his divine status, return to his hometown hand in hand with her, and never set foot in the mortal world again.

"Zhaoyuan." She thought about it a lot, and finally raised her eyes, looked at him, and said seriously, "I'm sad... I saw you lose your original intention and do something you didn't want to do. Tell me... When you first walked on this road alone... Have you ever thought that you would be like this now? ”

Ning Nan couldn't help but be stunned, and didn't know how to answer her for a while.

No one around him had ever asked him such a thing, and along the way, many people had told him that he had done wrong, that his way of rehabilitating himself was too bloody, that the path he wanted to take was too dark, and that the end he was going to reach was a cliff. But no one has ever asked him, what is your original intention?

Yes, what was his original intention?

He remembered that after Lu Fuzi's blood was splattered on the guillotine, he knelt in the ancestral hall for two days and two nights without eating or drinking. Uncle Cao Yong specially came from Longxi, kicked open a door, rushed into the locked ancestral hall, and hugged the thin man into his arms, just said softly: "Zhao'er, uncle is here." ”

Just such a sentence made him break down and cry.

He has jumped into icy pools, drunk strong poisons, and even committed suicide by slitting his wrists.

But he was pulled back from the ghost gate by Cao Yong again and again.

He deeply remembered that after his last attempt to give up his life and was rescued, when he woke up, the first words his uncle said: "You are dead, who will redress the grievances of Lu Fuzi and General Yue Qi, and who should the souls of the innocent scholars, children, and civilians who have died innocently shed blood in this unjust case to tell their suffering." Zhao'er, you are their only hope to wash away their grievances. Even if it's for them, you have to live. ”

Even if it's for them, you have to live.

Ning Nan's worried eyes revealed pain, and continued to recall those unbearable scenes.

He remembered that his skinny self leaned into his uncle's arms and asked, "How can I rehabilitate them alone, a child?" ”

Cao Yong gently patted him on the back and gently coaxed: "The things in this world... There are many that cannot be done. And knowing that it can't be done is brave. Men should be strong, brave and strategic, and strategic, and strategic. If you try, in the end you don't get results, maybe you won't regret it, but if you don't want to try, you cowardly choose to die... So... And then there was nothing. ”

"But uncle... If it's a behind-the-scenes plot... What if I can't fight it? ”

"Taoguang is obscure, the edge is converged, and the strength is quietly stored, which is what you need to do now."

"Uncle, can I really do it?"

"Yes, I'm sure you can. However, Zhaoyuan... You're going to promise your uncle... Don't go too far. ”

"The sword goes off the rails?"

"Well, don't get too attached to it, don't turn it into your inner demon. Don't end up being someone you hate. ”

"If you have a demon, you will become the person you hate?"

"Yes, the demons of the heart make people hateful."

"But... Uncle, if I am obsessed with this, what kind of annoying person will I become? ”

“....”

"Uncle asks you, do you hate the people behind the murder of Lu Fuzi?"

"Not only hate, but even hate, hate can't be cut with a thousand cuts."

"That's the kind of person you hate, even hate. Do you want to be like them? ”600

"I don't want to."

"So, Uncle wants you to be obsessed with this, to be the person you hated and hated in the first place. Promise my uncle, no matter what, don't go to a dead end, there is always a place in this world that can accommodate you. ”

"I remember, uncle, Zhao'er will never be like them, and she will not force herself to a dead end."

These sporadic fragments re-integrated into Ning Nanwei's mind, making him tremble his eyelashes, and his upper and lower jaws bit together, with a bitter and irrepressible feeling.

Never like them.

This sentence seems ironic to the oath he personally promised.

Isn't he the kind of person he hated and hated in the first place? Scheming, intrigue, intrigues, inconsistencies, disregard for life, cold-blooded and ruthless.

What is his original intention?

He remembered the scene when he met Lu Xun for the first time, and said: "I know that you are willing to follow me, just to rehabilitate the Lu, Yue, Lu, and Murong families. But I want you to remember that you are not allowed to make a move against innocent people, for every one of me here is a brother, and there is no distinction between master and servant. No one here can bully and insult innocent people. The old and weak women and children here have always been the first, and they are not allowed to be insulted. Since you are a descendant of the Lu family, you must also remember that the Lu family has been a scholarly family for generations, advocating the way of Confucianism and loving the people. If one day anyone here does something that insults the people, he will be killed. ”

To this day, Lu Xun also keeps in mind what he said.

In the Jianye Water Pavilion Zhouyi Palace and the Jingdu Guard Camp, there is a sentence from Meng Fuzi: worry about the worries of the people, and enjoy the happiness of the people.

That was the admonition that his uncle taught him.

But now, has he really done what his uncle wants him to do? Did he really avoid what his uncle said he had gone astray again?

It doesn't seem to be.

The wrong things he has done over the years have been weighed down on his heart, causing him to suffer from nightmares every day and night, and he is embarrassed.

It seems that he has really become the person he hates.

"I..." He thought for a long time, facing Jiang Chengjia, he could only spit out a word of me, and he couldn't speak anymore.

The little girl in front of him seemed to see through his heart, and dissected the sins and disgusts in his heart.

He fell silent, hugging her quietly and not speaking.

Jiang Chengjia gently held his cold sweating palm with his soft hands, rubbed the scar on his palm and said gently: "I am willing to listen to you say the pain in my heart, and I am willing to bear everything with you." Zhaoyuan, maybe you can share a little bit of the burden in your heart with me, and let me get closer to your life, okay? ”

Ning Nan looked at her worriedly. A warm current seemed to surround his body.

In her, he seemed to see Lu Fuzi's gentle expression back then.

The handsome and upright middle-aged man gave birth to his hands and said, "You don't have a teacher, in the future, I will be your teacher and your husband." ”

His loneliness and pain seemed to be alleviated in that moment.

His eyes were moist again, and in front of her, he was once again full of tears, lost and embarrassed.

Ning Nan trembled his eyelashes, and tears slipped out of the corners of his eyes.

Jiang Chengjia was suddenly a little frightened, knowing that his words might pierce his heart like a bayonet, making him feel painful.

So he raised his wrist sleeve, gently brushed away his tears, and whispered: "I may have a lot of misunderstandings about you, and even misjudged you, but... How can I believe you that you have never spoken to me of these things that you have done? I have a showdown with you today. I married into your house, not for the sake of others. It's just that I'm here for you wholeheartedly. Since I first met you when I was a child, I wanted to be with you for the rest of my life, watching you be happy and happy. Hand in hand, foam whitehead. ”

"No matter how unbearable I used to be... Would you like to spend your life with me? Ning Nan was worried that the tear bank had collapsed and flowed out like a flood.

Jiang Chengjia moved down from his lap, knelt on the couch, wrapped his arms around him tightly and whispered: "Yes, husband and wife will share honor and disgrace." If you are willing to return, I will wait quietly, and if you are not willing to give up, I will be with you. Once upon a time you went astray, alone with pain, anxiety and remorse. Now that you have me, don't be afraid, those gray and terrible things are gone, and I am with you. The three thousand worlds are prosperous, and they only want to get their hair to frost silver. ”

He stared at her, listening to what she said, and his heart was warm, as if the darkness, loneliness and pain that he had hidden in the corner had been swept away.

"The three thousand worlds are prosperous, and they only want to get to the frost silver." He muttered this, the corners of his mouth hooked slightly, turned his head and rubbed her hairy little head and said, "If we can stay together, we will never be separated." ”

With a hint of lightness and a hint of relief, he whispered this.

Jiang Chengjia looked at him with some excitement, and said with tears in his eyes: "You are... Do you believe me? ”