Chapter 41 Because of regrets, you can feel good
"Okay." Shen Zhimeng still responded to his words obediently, and even held him with the hand he was holding.
Probably after walking forward for a while, Yun Shen stopped, and with a little strength in his hand, he pulled the person down beside him, "It's here, you see, it's beautiful!" ”
Because Shen Zhimeng's time to go up the mountain is not too late, there are more trees on the mountain, so the back mountain of this will be when the sun is sprinkled all over the place, after Shen Zhimeng stood firmly, what caught his eyes was a large piece of shimmering and shaky things, and after taking a closer look, he found that it was the effect of the light shining on the flowers. In addition, there is often a wind blowing in the back mountain, so there is a constant fluctuation of light.
"It's really beautiful, Yunshen, thank you, I've never seen such a beautiful place!" Shen Zhimeng spoke slowly, and there was no previous emotion in his tone, which was slowly replaced by shock.
Yun Shen was about to say that this was nothing, but when he turned his head, he saw Shen Zhimeng seriously looking at the side face in front of him, and then he remembered in hindsight that the little girl in front of him had been watched by her family since she was a child, and she had almost never gone out, and the scene she had seen now was nothing more than that, thinking of this, Yun Shen only felt a little distressed in her heart for the little girl beside her, because of her poor health, the little girl should have tried many things, so she would be so happy when she held the little rabbit, so when I see the back mountain, these scenes that are just some beautiful for me will have a shocking feeling......
"It's okay, if you have a chance in the future, I'll take you to see better places!" Yun Shen slowly spoke, and said from the bottom of his heart, "Aren't you able to go out now, when the time comes, you will come to me, and I will take you to see the great rivers and mountains in the world, although I always stay on this mountain now, but I have followed the master all over the great rivers and mountains before!" ”
"That's great!" Shen Zhimeng heard Yun Shen's words, and his tone was full of envy, "I hope I can go with you to see it then, but I don't know, can my own body wait until that time!" Since I was a child, my family has told me that my health is not good, so I have to be obedient, this can't be done, that can't be touched, you think, how can children obediently listen to these words, so they put away those things later, I can't find them, no matter how I cry, I still never see those things again... Later, I got used to these kinds of days, and they put back the things that I couldn't touch, and I didn't have the heart to pay attention to those things. Many times, a favorite thing, if you pass the favorite point, you can't get it, you don't want it anymore, just like my body, I have especially hoped that I can be healthy since I was a child, although I haven't been sick, but I know that I am different from others, others can do, I can't, and later, when I get used to this kind of day, I feel that if I am not healthy, I will not be healthy, and I can live as long as I can, as long as my family can be well. ”
Yun Shen didn't expect Shen Zhimeng to suddenly say these things to himself, after listening to it, he only felt that his whole person couldn't breathe, Shen Zhimeng was just a ten-year-old girl, but her understanding of life and death had long surpassed many people, and her sanity and soberness made people feel distressed.
"Ah Meng, do you know, a Buddha once said, 'Sitting is also Zen, walking is also Zen, a flower is a world, a leaf is coming, spring flowers are green, autumn is a leaf drifting, infinite like the heart is at ease, silent movement and static body are natural'. Many times, the things we care about, maybe it's appearance, maybe it's money, maybe it's the future, but these are not the most important things, everyone's fate is different, and the Buddha won't make everyone's fate the same, but the only thing that coincides is that the Buddha gave everyone exactly the same original intention, but some people let the original heart be dusty, and some people killed the original intention at the first time, of course, some people have been keeping this gift from the Buddha, so these things you sigh about, It's just the Buddha's ordeal with you, as long as you can stick to your original intention, in the end, the tribulation will blossom. Yun Shen plucked a paragraph as he spoke, and handed it to Shen Zhimeng: "In the end, the flower nourished by your ordeal will bloom like this flower, and it will bloom into its most beautiful appearance." ”
"But you still took it off!" Shen Zhimeng took the flower and opened his mouth puzzled.
Yun Shen smiled and said, "I pluck this flower, this is the ordeal of this flower, but the flowers nourished by your ordeal are different, except for yourself, no one can pluck them." Saying that, Yun Shen turned the topic to something else, "Ah Meng, do you know why this world is called the world in the Buddhist scriptures?" ”
Shen Zhimeng shook his head: "It's hard to be that the previous Buddha got his name like this?" ”
"What you represent is regret, no regrets, no matter how much happiness you have, you won't experience happiness, so ah, behind many things, you think is a bad thing, it is where the world makes people feel happy. Think about it, if you were a healthy person now, and no one in your family would restrain you, would you still feel this kind of care that is present all the time? You don't, if you really get to that situation, you just think it's bondage! Only with regrets, can we feel the beauty of this world, there is no regret, relatively, all the beauty will only be a bondage! ”
Shen Zhimeng nodded as if he didn't understand, and then asked, "You mean to say that my body is a kind of regret, but it is precisely because of this regret that I can feel more beautiful, right?" ”
"That's what it means." Yun Shen looked at her and touched his hair lovingly, "I told you no, I had a sister before, if she is still with me now, she should be about the same age as you, but now I don't know if she is alive or dead, and I don't know where she is now, at the beginning, I also felt very uncomfortable, I also felt that this world is too unfair, but then after Master told me these words, I suddenly figured out this matter, I can't find my sister, but in the process of my travel with Master, I've helped a lot of people, and I was thinking, if my sister was still around, would I be doing these things for her? If my sister is no longer alive, is she guiding me to do these things? Thinking about it this way, I feel that no matter if my sister is not by my side, I can feel the warmth of this world, and I can also bring warmth to this world. ”
"That is what I said, but what if one day we have to get rid of this red dust too?" Shen Zhimeng opened his mouth and said, "Before we have time to feel the warmth of this world, are we leaving?" ”
Then that's what I'm going to say to you in the second half of the sentence, that every heart is born lonely and broken, and most of us spend our lives with this kind of flaw, because when we meet the other half who can make it complete, we either miss it by negligence or have lost the right to have it. Although we want to feel the warmth, but if it's too late, then it can only be too late, mutilated or lonely, are the normal state of life, maybe you come to the world to walk only more than ten years, others come to the world to experience a few decades of the situation, even if the length of the world is different, in the end, people's hearts are mostly lonely and incomplete, this is probably a different way to the same end! Yun Shen quietly continued to say his words, his tone was full of calmness, "Ah Meng, what you think is that you are leaving the red dust, indeed, your heart is lonely and broken, but have you thought about your relatives who left in the world, and if you lose your loved ones, their hearts will be able to be fulfilled and they will not be lonely?" What can really make you stay longer in this world is not your lifespan, but your heart, how far your heart goes, how far you can go, if your heart is long gone, then even if you are alive, you are only alive as a walking corpse! ”
After Yun Shen finished speaking, he was not in a hurry for Shen Zhimeng to reply to him, but pulled Shen Zhimeng to walk in the other direction, the road was very flat, there was hardly any gravel, but in the back, Shen Zhimeng used twelve points of energy to keep himself from falling.
"Look at this flower, do you think it's beautiful?" Yun Shen stopped in one place, pointed to the only different one in a large cluster of flowers, and asked.
Shen Zhimeng looked in the direction he pointed, the flower was very small, white, and it looked vibrant, but in a large cluster of flowers taller than it, it looked extremely weird, "It's okay, it's not particularly beautiful." ”
"Do you think this flower is still necessary?" Yun Shen then asked.
"Of course there is, since this flower blooms here, it is its own choice, why is there no need for it to exist!" Shen Zhimeng spoke a little excitedly.
Yun Shen nodded, and then said, "Then do you know where this flower was at the beginning?" ”
Shen Zhimeng shook his head.
"In the beginning, it was only left in the same place where you first stood, and then after years of hard work, the flower found this place, that is, the path you just walked, the seed of the flower also walked, and finally took root here." Yun Shen paused deliberately as he spoke, and then looked at Shen Zhimeng's words and said, "So, Ah Meng, you have to know that nothing is easy, even if it's just a flower!" ”