149:Affection is hard to trust (1)

Liangshan is a very smart child, he remembered it after listening to it once, and when he saw that Nalan Jinxiu still had endless instructions, he couldn't help but say: "I know what to do, don't worry, don't worry, go back quickly! ”

Nalan Jinxiu silently endured his dislike and returned to his courtyard. Seeing that Mu Li had returned, he was standing at the door and looking at both sides of the road, looking like he was waiting for someone.

"How about having dinner today?" asked Nalan Jinxiu.

He nodded, then shook his head again and whispered, "It's not delicious." ”

"What's the matter?, the banquet is not good?" Nalan Jinxiu also felt that he had asked too much. Before, everyone had a problem eating, but yesterday my brother asked people to go to the grain store in Pingcheng to buy a batch of grain, and everyone could be considered to have it. said that it was a banquet, but in fact, it was just that everyone had a meal together, so naturally there was nothing to eat.

What Mu Li said was not delicious, but he didn't mean it. He felt that the county lord was not there, and no matter how delicious it was, it would not taste good, because it was fragrant when he watched the county lord eat. Nalan Jinxiu didn't feel it just now, but now she felt hungry, and she asked Mu Li if she had brought anything to eat.

Mu Li actually took out an oiled paper bag from his chest, which contained a few pieces of dried fruit. Nalan Jinxiu took it and ate it, and found that it was sweet and sour. She felt that this inconspicuous dried fruit tasted good, so she raised her head and asked Mu Li, "What is this? Where did you get it?"

"It was on the table just now, and I heard from the villagers that this is the autumn time, and the wild apricots caught from the mountains are dried, which can be appetizing and consumed. ”

"I'm dying of hunger, and you're going to give me an appetizer?"

"That'...... The subordinate went to find something to eat. ”

"Go to my brother's, he probably has something to eat. ”

"Okay, my subordinates will pass. ”

Nalan Jinxiu said that the more she ate, the more hungry she became, but her mouth didn't stop. She ate the dried fruit while waiting for Mu Li to come back from foraging. Thinking that the matter of Fuhe Village has finally come to an end, they will probably leave for Chiyang City in a day or two. The Lin Yuan Zheng and his party should also leave to return to Jinling.

Jinling, unknowingly, she has been away from there for more than two months. The climate there is much warmer than that in northern Xinjiang, and now that summer is approaching, I am afraid that the whole city has been flowered with red willows and green, and it is beautiful.

Every summer in Jinling, it has to be hot for a while, and it is easy to cause heat, and I don't know if the third brother will take care of himself? Long Yi and Ji Xiaobai are both men, and they are both so-so personalities, and they don't know how to take care of people.

Nalan Jinxiu laughed self-deprecatingly when she thought of this. He is an upstart in the imperial court, and he is a quasi-concubine, so naturally there are more people who want to take care of him, and she is thinking about what others are doing? He is afraid that he is drunk and gentle, and he has the nine princesses by his side, and he probably doesn't even remember who she is, but she is just her own passion.

Nalan Jinxiu's guess was right, Lin Qingyang came over to resign the next morning. Because Xu Jince decided to go to Pingcheng first, saying that he was going to meet the county order for a while, and they were ready to leave after breakfast. When Lin Qingyang arrived, Nalan Jinxiu was squatting under the eaves, teasing Mu Li's newly caught turtle to play, one person and one turtle, having a lot of fun.

Lin Qingyang stood at the door and looked at her, the little girl was really much thinner than when she was in Jinling. Although he has grown taller, he is still too slender after all, his cheeks are smaller, and his dark eyes look bigger. He sighed lowly, if Huai Jin saw her like this, she would probably be distressed.

As soon as Nalan Jinxiu looked up, she saw Lin Qingyang, she also guessed his intention, walked up to him, and asked with a smile: "Old Lin, are you here to say goodbye to me?"

"Haha, the old man is here to say goodbye to you. Northern Xinjiang and Jinling Mountain are far away, and I have lived to this age again, and I may never have the opportunity to see each other again. ”

Although his tone was heroic, it still hooked up Nalan Jinxiu's sadness. Jinling City, after all, is her hometown, born and raised in Si, it is impossible to say that she doesn't miss it. But what if she misses it? There are already people there, and she can't go back.

"You girl is also stubborn enough, the old man will say a word to you, you will test the medicine yourself, and you are not afraid of mistakes. ”

"I don't blame you for that, I think even if I think it through, I might end up doing it myself. After all, the drug reacts to your own body, and you will be more sure when you start. ”

Lin Qingyang wised his white beard again, and said with a smile: "In the future, the world will be your young people's, and they all say that the heart of the doctor is the heart of the parents, if you have this mentality, you will definitely be extraordinary in the future." ”

Nalan Jinxiu laughed twice and squeezed him: "If you don't admit defeat, you can't do it!"

"Convincing. ”

"It's a long way, so let's go slower on the way back!"

"That's not up to me, the saint is still waiting for me to go back to my life. ”

"How is Lin Yu doing, the medical hall is doing well. ”

"It's a joke to you, my medical skills were taught by me, and I didn't follow you for a long time, but now it's all about the medical hall. I wanted her to enter the palace as a medical woman, but she was unwilling, saying that there were many rules in the palace, so it was better to treat the people freely. ”

Nalan Jinxiu was relieved of Lin Yu, she smiled: "Lin Yu will inevitably become a generation of famous doctors, and congratulations to you for having such an outstanding granddaughter." ”

Lin Qingyang laughed when he heard this, and said, "I knew that you were a poison-eyed person, and I couldn't hide this from you." ”

"You didn't plan to hide it from me in the first place, why didn't you let Lin Yu use a pseudonym or something. ”

"I didn't let her go to a place like the night market, but Huaijin wanted to find a competent person to share your worries. He didn't want to choose a man, so I could only endure the pain and cut my love and put Lin Yu in the night market to go wild. ”

Nalan Jinxiu's originally smiling face suddenly stiffened. The sadness and homesickness are pressed in her heart, and she can still act, but when it comes to the third brother, she can't go on. She lowered her head, and only raised it again after a long time, this process was so long that Lin Qingyang thought that he couldn't wait for her to ask.

She said, "He's okay!"

Lin Qingyang wanted to say something good, but his eyes were most afraid of worrying, and if it went on like this, he was afraid that it wouldn't take long to be wasted. But he couldn't bear to say that if such a fact were told to her, she would probably be sad! Huai Jin couldn't see her sad, and why shouldn't he? After living for a long time, people's hearts will become soft, and they can't see others sad and sad.

"It's good, it's just getting busier. You know, he's such a personality that he has to do everything himself. ”

"After you go back, persuade him more, the government of Ningguo is not something he can manage alone, and his body is important. ”

"Well, I'll bring him back with him as it is. ”

Nalan Jinxiu shook her head: "Don't tell him he said it." ”

"If you are worried in your heart, why are you afraid that he will know?"

"Knowing some things will add to the troubles, and it is better not to know anything. If people live too clearly, they will not be at peace. ”

Lin Qingyang felt that she had changed a lot, just a few months, but she was much more stable and negative. If it had been before, she would probably have said that people should be clear when they live, so what is the meaning of living in a muddle? It seems that the matter of the marriage given by the Holy God really makes her sad.

Lin Qingyang took out a bag of things from his sleeve and handed it to Nalan Jinxiu, with a somewhat treasure-like tone: "This is a water lingzhi, it is hard to find, give it to you." ”

In the eyes of those who practice medicine, the most precious thing in this world is none other than medicinal materials, and Nalan Jinxiu naturally knows the preciousness of water reishi. She wanted to hand the paper bag back to Lin Qingyang, but when she saw that he didn't accept it, she said, "You might as well keep such a valuable thing for yourself!"

"The old man has been an imperial doctor for most of his life, and there are a lot of good things, so he doesn't care about this one. Water Ganoderma lucidum is the most warm tonic, you take a little bit each time and mash it, add it to the decoction, it is good for your body. ”

Nalan Jinxiu still didn't accept it, "I'm a doctor, and I usually know how to maintain it the most, so you still leave it to those who need it." ”

Lin Qingyang saw that he couldn't refuse, so he had to magnify his move: "Huai Jin said that you hurt a lot when you were a child, and he was afraid that no one would stare at you, and you yourself were sloppy and didn't know how to recuperate." So I told me that I must leave you a prescription when I come this time. Although the old man is not good at gynecology, he also shows the ladies in the palace, if you use this water Ganoderma lucidum, it will definitely be fine. ”

Nalan Jinxiu still took back the hand that was stretched out in the air and thanked him.

Lin Qingyang sighed: "The climate in northern Xinjiang is not very good, it is not suitable for raising your body, your body is weak and cold, you still have to pay more attention in the future." ”

"I know. ”

"The old man has said everything he should say, and it's time to go. Lin Qingyang didn't say any more greetings, turned around and left.

Nalan Jinxiu stood behind him, her eyes suddenly became hot, and she said in a hoarse voice, "Old Lin, take care all the way." ”

Lin Qingyang didn't stop, he only waved his hand with his back to her. Nalan Jinxiu looked at his back in a daze, he had never missed the person in Jinling City like he did now. She lowered her head, and her tears were like beads of broken threads, and she couldn't stop it.

When Mu Li came back from Xu Jince, he saw her standing in the courtyard, crying like a child. He strode over and asked anxiously, "County Lord, what's wrong with you?"

Nalan Jinxiu didn't answer, her own thoughts, there was no one to complain about, her sadness, her thoughts, could only be pressed on her chest by herself. She thought that with the passage of time, she would die out one day, but she did not expect that it would take root and sprout.

She can't forget, and she doesn't want to.

She suddenly understood why the third brother didn't explain to her at that time, because she couldn't change anything, and no amount of explanation would seem pale, and it would leave a glimmer of hope in her heart. She would keep telling herself that the third brother was forced, and marrying the princess was not his willingness. If she keeps thinking like that, she will never be able to let go, which is nothing more than torture for her.