"Wen You, Wang Yun is not small there! It seems that Dong Zhuo is not far from death. What is this feeling of watching half of your life's work disappear? ”

On Li Ru's mansion, Jia Xu asked half-funnely and half-tentatively.

Glancing at Jia Xu indifferently, Li Ru said calmly: "My hard work will not disappear, it will always be dormant, waiting for someone who is approved by me to come and take over." ”

"Wouldn't it be good for you to just say Yuan Shu? Now in the world except him, who can realize your ideals? ”

Jia Xu said tentatively again. He is very optimistic about Yuan Shuke, and the most important thing is that with Yuan Shu's current situation, if nothing else, at least there is no problem in separating one side.

Jia Xu, who has experienced many hardships in the past, is a very realistic person. His biggest goal in this life is to live well.

His best choice now is to defect to a powerful and rational prince like Yuan Shu, and be an invisible person with a high status and a low sense of existence.

Unlike Li Ru, who has a deep obsession with the poor family, Jia Xu's life is just for himself.

Li Ru glanced at Jia Xu and sighed softly: "Wenhe, your talent is far above mine, why do you care so much about the way to seek yourself?" ”

Jia Xu's face was stunned all the time, and then he said with some self-deprecation: "Maybe it's because I'm not even a poor child!" I, like ordinary people, this life is just to live a plain and peaceful life, not you ambitious children. ”

Remembering the past that was unbearable again, Jia Xu said in a rare low voice.

"It's not as lucky as you Wenyou, you can worship under a famous teacher since you were a child and become a descendant of the Zongheng family, my background is just the son of an ordinary person."

Jia Xu's voice gradually became gloomy: "Wen You, do you know what it's like to eat human flesh and soil?" ”

Hearing this, even Li Ru's hard heart trembled a little. Although he is a son of a poor family, there is still a big gap between him and ordinary people. Although he knew that Xiliang often had cannibalism, he had never experienced that kind of hellish scene since he was a child.

"That was more than 30 years ago, when I was just a child in an ordinary people's home. Coinciding with the great drought in Xiliang, almost no grain was harvested in various places, and bandits were rampant. ”

Jia Xu's eyes were scattered, as if he had seen the hellish scene again.

"At that time, the money and grain of the imperial court for disaster relief were all privately swallowed by those wealthy families, and there was not much real relief for the victims at all."

"My father was killed by bandits, and my mother took me around begging so that I could live."

"I've eaten dirt many times, and that's the only thing I can eat when I'm hungry. I couldn't digest it, but it made me feel like my stomach was full. ”

"But then, my mother also died, before me. Because every time she finds food, I eat it, and she always pretends to have eaten it. ”

"When I was dying, my mother asked me to eat her flesh after she died, before her body decomposed."

"The last words she left before she died were for me to live well."

Speaking of which, even Jia Xu, who has always been unfathomable and good at hiding, has experienced great fluctuations in his emotions.

Powerful spiritual power suddenly erupted and filled the entire room.

This terrifying aura made even Li Ru feel very palpitating.

Taking a deep breath, after Jia Xu calmed down his mood, he put away the spiritual power of the riot.

"Later, I ate my mother's corpse and wandered around with her last wishes, trying to absorb knowledge and live to this point."

Jia Xu stretched out his hands and looked at the palms of his hands blankly, as if there were still traces of blood from the past.

clenched his fists hard: "In this life, I am not for anything else, just to be able to live well." With such a little insight now, it is just to control your own destiny and live a better life. ”

Jia Xu confided in his heart without care, anyway, Li Ru was about to leave soon. Whether it is leaving forever or leaving with himself, it is destined that the two of them will say goodbye to this experience forever.

As a friend for many years, on the occasion of his death, Jia Xu finally told his story. Hidden for too long, he also needs someone who can listen to him.

Li Ru looked at Jia Xu in a daze. After a long time, he sighed: "No wonder! Among the five realms of strategists, the realm of seeking oneself, I am afraid that no one can compare with you. ”

At this moment, Li Ru deeply admired his long-time friend. To be able to reach this point today with a cloth body, peerless talent and amazing perseverance are indispensable.

I am also lucky, although my qualifications are outstanding, but I am really too bad compared to Jia Xu! If you have the qualifications of the other party, I am afraid you will not only have to pass on the master's seventy true successes.

Jia Xu didn't care about Li Ru's shock at that moment, and asked solemnly: "Wen You, are you really willing to disappear with Dong Zhuo like this?" Have you really given up on your ambitions? Are you really not willing to try again? ”

Li Ru was silent. Although he was outwardly distraught, he did not have the idea of starting anew. After all, half a lifetime's hard work has been dissipated like this, how can I be willing?

No matter what, he wants to live to see the day when Hanmen really rises.

"Wenhe, don't persuade me anymore, I'll leave everything in Liangzhou to you. After I leave, Li Yu and Guo Yan will obey you, and you will complete everything for me. You must help me take a look at the world and see the day when the children of the poor family rise. ”

Although Li Ru was struggling in his heart, he still gritted his teeth and said. After all, he still can't let go, he can't let go of Dong Zhuo, and he can't let go of his past self.

"Do you really think that Li Yu and Guo Yan will listen to me?"

Jia Xu said with a little disappointment.

"Yes. As long as Yuan Highway has come to that point, they will. ”

sighed lightly, but after all, he still failed to convince the other party. Jia Xu sighed: "Then can you do me and Yuan Highway another favor one last time?" ”

"What?"

"Kill the Emperor!"

Li Ru was stunned for a moment, and then reacted and said indifferently: "Okay, I will cooperate." ”

This kind of earth-shattering event seemed so plain in Li Ru's mouth, as if he had promised to go to tea tomorrow.

But think about it, this thing has already killed an emperor and the queen mother, and killing one more is not a big deal for Li Ru.

As long as he can implement his ambitions, Li Ru can not hesitate to sacrifice Liu Xie's head.

As soon as Jia Xu's words came out, Li Ru understood Yuan Shu's purpose. The evaluation of Yuan Shu in his heart has once again been raised to a small level, and this person has a long-term vision.