Drinking for the first time in her life, to pay tribute to the sunshine that she is about to bury with her own hands, maybe this is the only warmth in her life, just kill it tonight.

"Come on", Feng Chen stretched out his big hand to invite Lin Luo.

Lin Luo hesitated, but still put his hand in Feng Chen's hand.

Feng Chen smiled, took Lin Luo's hand, took Lin Luo, performed light skills, and flew directly to the roof of the inn.

Feng Chen gave Lin Luo a pot of warm wine, and then lay on the roof with his pillow hands and looked at the bright moon, and patted the position next to him, "Come on, let's watch together."

Lin Luo was not as shy as last time, he lay directly beside Feng Chen, just the last time he was closer to him, and there would be no chance in the future.

Because of the close distance, Lin Luo could even feel Feng Chen's breathing and heartbeat so sonorous and powerful.

"Lolo, can I call you that?" Feng Chen asked.

Lin Luo was stunned for a moment, and then replied: "Yes", after all, this is what someone has called her so affectionately since she was a child, which made her a little stunned for a while.

"Luo Luo, look at the moon tonight, is it much rounder than we saw before", Feng Chen asked.

"Well, it's indeed much more round than before," Lin Luo replied.

"Fifteen moons and sixteen rounds, this old saying is really true", Feng Chen said again.

"Hmm", Lin Luo didn't know how to pick up Feng Chen's words, so he replied with a hmm.

"Come on, drink", Feng Chen raised his wine jug to Lin Luo.

Lin Luo also raised his wine jug at Feng Chen, and then raised his head and took a big sip under Feng Chen's gaze.

"Ahem, it's so spicy", Lin Luo wiped his mouth.

"Hahahaha", Feng Chen couldn't help but laugh when he saw Lin Luo's appearance, "Where is someone who drinks a big sip for the first time, you are really brave, hahahaha"

Listening to Feng Chen's hearty smile, Lin Luo felt that he had been deceived, "You know that you didn't say it earlier, you deliberately wanted to see my jokes, right?" Lin Luo looked at Feng Chen with an aggrieved expression.

"Okay, okay, it's me who was wrong", Feng Chen hurriedly said, "The first time you drink, you have to take a sip to feel the stimulation of the wine, and then gradually try it according to the range you can accept."

Lin Luo listened to Feng Chen's words and tried it with disbelief, and found that it was really easy to use, "I feel like you know a lot of things", she admired Feng Chen.

Feng Chen shook his head and said, "It's just a drink, and I know what is so good to be proud of."

"And what do you think makes you proud?" Lin Luo asked Feng Chen.

Feng Chen replied: "In this world, the things that can make me proud have long been far away from me."

Feng Chen clearly remembers that when he was a child, his talent for spiritual cultivation was much higher than that of ordinary people, and whenever he made great progress, his father's and mother's praise of him was the most worthy of his pride, and it was also one of the few joys he had in his childhood.

Lin Luo looked at Feng Chen and drank a big sip of wine, making people feel that Feng Chen had infinite resentment in his heart at this moment, all of which were hidden in this sip of wine, and under the moonlight, his side face looked so melancholy and melancholy.

"Feng Gongzi is sad?" Feeling the sadness in Feng Chen's tone, Lin Luo couldn't help but ask.

"How can a heartless person be sad?" Feng Chen laughed at himself.

Somehow, Lin Luo always felt that Fengchen tonight gave people a bleak and desolate feeling, and in this boundless night, it made people feel very distressed.

"Don't talk about me, let's talk about you", Feng Chen said.

"Say me? What do I have to say", replied Lin Luo.

"Tell me how you got into Qinyueli?" Feng Chen said.

"Okay", Lin Luo agreed to Feng Chen, originally she planned not to mention these things to anyone for the rest of her life, because it was a pain that she would never forget for the rest of her life, but Feng Chen was going to die anyway, and it was also a good choice to complain to a person who was about to die.

I was born in a small village under the jurisdiction of Qin Yueli, where there is a patriarchal attitude, and not only that, but daughters are also regarded as unlucky, and they lose money, and if anyone gives birth to a daughter, it is a joke after tea and dinner in every family there.

My parents grew up in that village, and like everyone else in the village, they all had the idea of patriarchy, so from the time my mother was pregnant, my father and mother went to the temple every day to worship the Buddha and pray for a boy.

Interestingly, even the fortune teller invited by the family said that my mother's belly was a boy, and for this, my father specially rewarded the fortune teller.

In this way, my father and my mother had a very happy time, and my father even made my mother a great hero in the family, and all the dirty and tiring work in the family was borne by himself.

But the good times didn't last long, and soon I was born, and all the joy in the family was over.

The midwife who delivered me was also angry when she knew that my mother had given birth to a girl, and she angrily pointed at her father and yelled, "Didn't you say that you were pregnant with a boy?" How was a girl born? ”

Dad didn't expect this to be the case, so he could only bow his head helplessly and say in frustration: "I don't know either."

"You ruined my reputation for only picking up boys for many years", the midwife left very angrily, and didn't even ask for money for the birth.

When my mother recovered and knew that I was a girl, she was also very angry, and never fed me well, my father always complained about my mother, and my mother personally thought that she had given birth to a daughter, and she could only bear her father's bad temper and only sprinkle her resentment on me.

In this way, I grew up in the ridicule of the ignorant people in the village, and grew up in the fact that my father did not love my mother.

Until I was four years old, I went to the river with a little boy my age in the neighborhood, and I watched the little boy play very happily on the beach, digging sand and filling in the pits.

At that time, it should be out of jealousy, why, he was born with me a year, obviously grew up with me, I was the target of being pointed at the nose and scolded, and he was the stars and the moon in everyone's care, obviously the same is a child descended into this world, he can be comforted and protected by people to walk in the crowd openly, and I can only hide like a bed bug, never able to enter the eyes of others.

I really couldn't control the jealous demon in my heart, and when the waves came, I pushed the laughing little boy into the sea.

I was very happy to see the little boy struggling in the sea, but this happiness only lasted for a while, and after the happiness was endless fear.

As soon as I realized what I had done, I shouted loudly to the people in the village.

The adults heard my cry and immediately rushed to rescue the little boy I had pushed into the water.

Then they blamed me deeply, and even before my father and mother came, they attacked me, they called me a little slut, a loser, a waste and wanted to murder their children.

As a target, I was condemned by the crowd, and there was no way or words to resist them.

Soon, my father and mother came, I thought I had finally ushered in the dawn, but what I didn't expect was that my father came to me and gave me a slap without saying a word, that is, that slap, which plunged my life into darkness, and my mother's sincere apology made the parents of the little boy not hold me accountable, but before leaving, he still smacked me hard.

Later, my father and mother finally couldn't bear the cynicism of the people in the village, and decided to send me to a big family outside the village as a child daughter-in-law.

That's it, I became the maid of Qin Yueli, I am still very happy about this, the Lin family is very large, it is the big world in my narrow vision, I thought I was finally out of the village that made me disgusted and disgusted, but my happiness did not last long, because the people of the Lin family are not as benevolent and righteous as rumored, but treat people very harshly, especially the maids in the house.

What I remember the most is that Lin Mengyang and Lin Ruoyi always bullied our group of maids, throwing scorpions and centipedes into our necklines, and I still feel very disgusting, and the pavilion master and the pavilion master's wife don't pay attention to these things, because we are just maids, and in their eyes, life is very cheap.

It wasn't until Lin Mengyang bullied Lin Ruoyi that I gave up my life to protect Lin Ruoyi, and Lin Ruoyi took me as her companion maid, and my life was a little better, although I always had to accept Lin Ruoyi's various difficulties, but my life was really much better.

"This is my story, to this day, half of my life is spent in unwillingness, half in resentment, so I am determined to live a comfortable life in the future, and trample the people who have bullied me under my feet," Lin Luo said.

When Lin Luo said these words, she had unconsciously burst into tears, she wiped away her tears, and poured a big sip of wine in her mouth with her head up, as if she didn't care at all.

I thought that Feng Chen would say some sarcastic words that were beyond my strength, or I tried to make perfunctory words about you, but to Lin Luo's surprise, Feng Chen did not speak.

Lin Luo looked at Feng Chen suspiciously, but Feng Chen had already fallen asleep very peacefully.

In this endless night, the light of the moon is extraordinarily gentle.

Lin Luo looked carefully at Feng Chen, who was hit on his face by the moonlight, he slept peacefully, what he saw in the past was that he provoked his careless eyebrows, but at this time today, his eyebrows and eyes were full of calm and serenity, like a child.