The Crown Prince Chapter 39 I don't know what the song means when I hear it for the first time
The evening breeze at night was slightly cool, and the wine brewed by the farmhouse wine shop slightly stained the whole Yinzhou City, and the candlelight was as cold as the sun in winter, which was longer than any night before.
Since I woke up, Liu Sinan has long since disappeared, and I looked for her in the room in a daze, but only a letter was left on the desk.
I wasn't going to open it, but my name was written on the cover.
I was slightly stunned, if I remember correctly, this should be Liu Sinan's handwriting, her handwriting is very beautiful.
Different from the rough and wild of the man's pen, there is more delicate and tenderness, and I carefully read the content of the letter.
But the tears fell silently on the letterhead, for the letter was nothing but a farewell letter......
I rushed out of the house like crazy, but my heart was extremely sad, she lied to me, she clearly said that she would assassinate me tomorrow.
At this time, the sky was already clear, and if she had been assassinated last night, I was afraid that she would be ...... at this moment
I did not dare to think further, my mind was blank, and I only hurriedly snatched the horses in the market, and did not heed the neighing of the groom, so I galloped to the general's palace.
The sky was drizzling and the streets were full of pedestrians, and I only felt that the rain was piercing my skin like a silver needle, and I whimpered in pain.
I swung my whip at the horse's back, and drove the horse with all my might, and the animal raised its front hooves in terror and roared angrily.
Pedestrians on the street avoided me, and some even cursed, and when the street vendors saw me from afar, they were all slow and confused, for fear of hurting themselves.
'Splendid flowers, Kunlun Maoling, Penglai Pond Road, but I don't see the beauty of the east wall, living in the empty valley, six seasons of remnant spring, deserving of the hand of the son, the wild goose has passed, it has long been a thing, and it is not enough----------- Liu Sinan Book'
The letter was held in his arms, and these words were repeated silently in his mind, and the drizzle couldn't help but smudge the ink, but dozens of meters outside the general's mansion, all of them were sad.
Yu Linwei had already surrounded the left and right sides of the mansion, and all the merchants and travelers stopped here.
Before he got off the horse, he was stopped by a burly, vicious-looking Yu Linwei, who was not dressed in armor as usual, and he had to act like this because of the suddenness of the incident.
Hearing the screams of exhaustion in the house, my hoarse voice seemed to vomit out all the lungs in my body, I leaned on the white gray wall on the side and asked him in a trembling voice
"General's Mansion...... What happened? ”
He didn't want to talk to me with a calm face, but frowned impatiently and urged
"Let's go, this isn't the place for people like you."
I was stunned, and then realized that I was still dressed in men's clothes, and no wonder he didn't recognize me.
I stood still, let him push me, and gently removed the bun on my head with my right hand, and thousands of green silk poured down like splashed ink.
My face was pale, my lips were bloodless, and I looked up to see the man's stunned eyes, and I stood there in a daze, and spoke lightly
"Can you let me in?"
He reacted very quickly and immediately leaned over
"Princess."
I silently walked around his huge body and went straight inside, except for Yu Linwei on both sides of the street, which was as silent as a pool of dead holes.
The closer I got, the more hoarse the man's cry became, and when I reached the gate of the General's Mansion, I could no longer hold back the tears in my eyes, and finally gushed down.
All the doors of the General's Mansion were open, and along the central axis through the atrium, in the main hall, the man who knelt on the ground, dressed in coarse clothes, hissed and cried out with exhaustion.
Green silk covered his face, and the blood and tears that flowed from his eyes were raw, and his face was as pale as ash, his face was haggard, and his silver hair was flying all over the sky.
The short knife wound that pierced into the chest deviated from his heart, and the woman in his arms, with her black hair scattered, her eyes closed, her red clothes were dazzling, blood gushed out under her lips, and the afterglow in the corners of her eyes was gone......
And the woman in Tsing Yi standing beside them also had tears flashing at this moment, her face was incredulous, she was locked by several attendants around her, she couldn't move, she could only look at Shen Yuzhi's side face, and cried loudly.
I only felt a chill in my heart, and I walked forward in disbelief, and several maids saw it and wanted to help me, so I waved my hand to signal that I didn't have to, and walked forward with a breath.
The wind blew, but it couldn't set off a wave, looking at the words, there was a dead silence, I knelt down and sat down, tears slowly dripping onto Liu Sinan's cheeks.
When I touch her body, it seems that there is still warmth, as if she is still by my side, as if all this is just a dream, as long as I wake up, she will return to my side,
also told me the story of the past, and wanted to tell me how much she loved Shen Yuzhi.
Shen Yuzhi was not surprised when he noticed my arrival, and the green silk covering his eyes slowly slid down, revealing a pair of closed eyes and hot blood and tears.
I hate this man, if it weren't for him, how could Sinan be like this, I saw his eyes clearly, and he was actually slowly opening them at the moment.
He rubbed Liu Sinan's cheek, trying to see her face clearly, I saw his eyes slowly turning, I saw his eyes gradually regain their light, I saw the bloodshot in his eyes, I saw his eyes that finally began to be painful......
He roared and laughed with all his might, his eyes filled with endless sorrow, and his mouth cried out her name
"Sinan, wake up...... I can see you, I can finally remember what you look like, I can stay with you for the rest of my life, I can marry you, wake up, wake up......"
He buried his head in Liu Sinan's arms, kept shaking her body, he closed his eyes to feel her temperature, but the woman he liked, the person he admired, could never come back......
"Shen Yuzhi, I don't understand, why do you want to marry someone else......"
I asked him with tears in my eyes, I knew I shouldn't have asked him this at this time, but if it weren't for him, Liu Sinan wouldn't have died.
So I'm going to kill him, I want him to die with her, so that Sinan on Huangquan Road will at least have someone to keep him company.
Before that, I asked him to tell me why she loved him so much......
Shen Yuzhi shook his head silently and said in a trembling voice
"Do you think I don't love her? Do you think I'm willing to marry Zhao Paner? Do you think I don't know that the person I married that day was not Sinan? ”
He looked into my eyes and smiled bitterly, and Zhao Paner on the side looked at him in shock, with tears on his face.
I woke up suddenly, remembering that Sinan had told me that in the village where she and Shen Yuzhi went, there was a person named Zhao Paner.
It was this Zhao Paner who poisoned Shen Yu and threatened him to marry her, so Shen Yuzhi had to marry Zhao Paner in order to cure the poison on his body, but he didn't expect that it would drive Sinan to a dead end.
"Last night, he came to the house to assassinate me, using the short knife I also gave her, deliberately provoking me and leading me to kill her, but how could I bear it, so I had to lie that I had a heart and wanted to provoke her to leave
But she had taken the poison before she came, she wanted to kill me, I didn't refuse, her life was given by her, but when she was carrying the knife, the blade deviated from the heart by three points.
She spat blood from her mouth and died in my arms, do you know how much heartache I have, you don't know, because you haven't loved someone at all, you don't know at all!!"
He roared, roaring at me with a hideous face, as if all the people in this world had betrayed him, and he slowly picked up the short knife on the side, and there were still traces of Liu Sinan's bright red blood on it.
I was shocked and tried to stop him, but he had already stabbed the blade into his heart completely, and there was a roar in my ears, Zhao Pan'er screamed loudly, and blood sprayed on my face.
Warm, fishy, sweet, painful, all the emotions came to his heart at once, Shen Yuzhi slowly leaned over, hugged Liu Sinan, his eyes were full of tenderness, and he looked at her with a smile
It's like Liu Sinan smiled like that when he missed him, I know that he was very happy, at least at that moment he was happy......
I didn't speak, I just felt my whole head roar.
I saw Zhao Pan'er roaring and crawling to Shen Yuzhi's side, seeing all the attendants and maidservants kneeling down in unison, and seeing the scene of Shen Yuzhi's parents fainting on the spot when they arrived, and the picture of them snuggling up to each other.
I got up slowly and walked out of the general's mansion silently, covered in blood, the rain sprinkled on my body, but I couldn't feel the temperature.
I just left the house, I had a pain in my shoulder, and I was knocked unconscious, in fact, that's fine, at least it's beautiful in my dreams......
After that day, my whole body seemed to be wrapped in a lingering haze, not talking to anyone, not wanting to eat anything.
Han Qi often came to my temple to see me, but I didn't want to cry, I just wanted to sit quietly. There was a panic in the house, and I knew that Han Qi was looking for a famous doctor to see me, but there was no improvement.
I don't know what kind of state of mind I was in at that time, I was not sad or happy, I was not hurt or hurt.
Therefore, my wedding banquet with Han Qi was postponed for three months, and he still went back and forth in the temple every day, making me laugh and coaxing me with honey candy, as patiently as he did when I first met......
I just feel that for a few months, I feel as if I am living in a dream, and all the people in the dream are wonderful, they will not be sick, they will not be sad, they will not die.
"Zhao Pan'er is dead."
Han Qi said to me warmly, as if I would be happy when I said this, but he just tried everything to make me show my face.
I only nodded slightly, and he leaned over and hugged me, blaming himself for not being by my side that day.
"Han Qi, you've always known about them, haven't you?"
When I asked him, he was stunned, a little excited to talk to him, and when he heard the question, he looked sad.
"Let's stop thinking about it, okay?"
How did I forget that he was such a cold person, and the bones of ten thousand corpses could not move him, let alone just two people who died.
"You know Shen Yuzhi's plan, why didn't you tell me?"
I roared, and Han Qi was about to speak, but Lu Peipei walked in from outside the door and saluted gently
"Your Highness has her own difficulties, why should the princess embarrass Your Highness......"
After saying that, he ordered someone to put the two objects on the table, and said slowly
"I heard that my sister was unwell, so I came to visit, this is the thousand-year-old He Shou Wu purchased by my father at a high price......"
"No need, I'm fine, you can take it."
I spoke. Lu Peipei was slightly stunned and said
"Your Royal Highness, I see that the princess is always bored in the room and her condition has not improved, why don't you choose a day and go to the Buddha Temple to worship the Buddha, maybe you can also get results?"