Chapter 144: Moving the Nest
"Having said that, Sister Guan, after so many years, you haven't been willing to move your nest, why do you suddenly want to move now?" Shu Yan asked Tian Guandao.
"Like you said, Yan'er, after so many years, it's time for me to get up and move. As the saying goes, 'When a tree dies, a man lives'! Maybe I can live according to my own wishes, just like you, so that I can live a true self, and live a self that I really want to live! Tian Guan responded to Shu Yan more and more excitedly.
When Shu Yan heard this, she immediately expressed her agreement to Tian Guan and said, "That's what I'm saying, Sister Guan, it's time for you to really live for yourself." Although you go to the imperial capital, if I want to see you again, and then I want to talk to you about my heart, it will not be as convenient as before; But I still unconditionally support you to change your environment and life. β
"Yan'er, I know, just as I am willing to put myself in your shoes to understand you, you always give me full understanding at the first time. It's just that it's easy to change the environment, but it's not easy to change the way of living; It's easier said than done now, but when it comes to actually doing it, I'm afraid it's even harder! Tian Guan said to Shu Yan in a worried way.
When Shu Yan heard this, he immediately persuaded Tian Guandao: "Sister Guan, I know that you have a strong nature, and you have lived a small half of your life in a competitive manner; But we don't compare with others, let's compare with ourselves, of course, whether we compare with others or with ourselves, Sister Guan, you are good enough, successful enough, and it's time for you to let yourself relax a little, and then think about your life's events. β
"Don't worry, Yan'er, the garment shops in the imperial capital are different from the Qianjie Cloth Village in this Fuling City, there are many tailors there, so I can naturally relax. As for lifelong events, it's still up to fate! Tian Guan comforted Shu Yan and said.
"Sister Guan, I knew you would say that. From the first day I met you, whenever I mentioned to you the events of your life, you would prevaricate me on the grounds of 'listening to fate.' Shu Yan disclosed Tian Guandao.
"Sister Yan'er, I'm not prevaricating you, 'listening to fate' is really my heartfelt thoughts." Tian Guan explained earnestly to Shu Yan.
"Okay, Sister Guan, you still have to make your own decisions about your life's affairs; So, you just need to know it yourself, and you don't need to explain it to me anymore. You just have to remember that no matter what decision you make, don't compromise and don't give in to yourself. At this moment, when I was talking to you, I suddenly remembered that my young master had said something similar to me five months ago. Shu Yan told Tian Guandao.
After bidding farewell to Tian Guan, Shu Yan inadvertently remembered that half a month ago, Zhong Daxuan inexplicably asked her about the Guliang clan.
Thinking of this, Shu Yan, who was faintly uneasy in her heart, and was used to breaking her heart for others, couldn't be quiet for a moment.
So, after lunchtime on this day, Shu Yan took advantage of Yu Yin's usual routine to go to the illusion house to disturb the empty space of hundreds of miles deep, successfully avoided Yu Yin's ears and eyes, entered the Fish Tears Pavilion, and then visited Zhong Daxuan, who was in the outer room of the main house.
Because Shu Yan really can't figure out the fickle Yu Yin, will he suddenly turn around and return to the Fish Tears Xuan; Therefore, Shu Yan's time to visit Zhong Daxuan this time is extremely limited.
So, in order to save time for politeness, Shu Yan followed Zhong Daxuan's hospitality, and obediently sat down on the round bench in the outer room of the main room of Yutear Xuan, she immediately stopped Zhong Daxuan from preparing to make tea for her, and then went straight to the point and asked Zhong Daxuan again and again: "Zhong Gongzi, don't be in a hurry first, you answer me first, have there been any inevitable conflicts between you and my young master recently?" Or is there a gap that can't be ignored? β
When Zhong Daxuan heard this, he replied confusedly and asked Shu Yan: "No, Second Grandma Shu, but why did you suddenly ask such a question?" β
"Because half a month ago, you asked me about the Guliang clan! Although I don't know much about the Guliang clan, naturally I can't help you much; But every time I think about it, I suddenly feel like a fish in my throat and a man's back. Because I am afraid that the friendship between you and my young master will be greatly or lessly impacted because of this; After all, in my opinion, your friendship is precious and needs to be maintained. Shu Yan replied earnestly.
However, as soon as Shu Yan said this, the uneasy in his heart was immediately replaced by Zhong Daxuan.
I only heard Zhong Daxuan suspicious and vigilantly asked Shu Yan: "Second Grandma Shu, do you already know something?" β
When Shu Yan heard this, he reacted, it turned out that his leisure worries and honesty were unjustifiably suspected and speculated by others because they were out of place.
So, Shu Yan, who had a clear conscience, explained to Zhong Daxuan unhurriedly and unhurriedly: "Zhong Gongzi, it doesn't matter if I already know something, the important thing is that I know how to protect myself; So whatever I already know, whether what I know is known or not, I will never say it, I will rot it in my stomach for the rest of my life. As for Zhong Gongzi, what you should really worry about and worry about is not my purpose and scheme, but the precious friendship between you and my young master that needs to be maintained. β
Zhong Daxuan, who has a pure character, is naturally convinced of the words spoken by Shu Yan, who also has a high temperament; Fortunately, Shu Yan is also worthy of being trusted.
So, I only heard Zhong Daxuan follow Shu Yan's words, and said to Shu Yan: "Second Grandma Shu, then do you know that a truly valuable friendship never needs to be deliberately painstakingly maintained. β
"Zhong Gongzi, what you said is not right. You must know that no matter how valuable the friendship is, it cannot be easily ignored; And the more valuable the friendship, the more you need to maintain it with your heart. Because only if we do not ignore it, can we cherish it; Only by maintaining it can we cherish it. Shu Yan admonished Zhong Daxuan earnestly.
"Second Grandma Shu, I know that the reason why you are persuading me at this moment is completely out of sincerity and kindness; And I also know that Second Grandma Shu is undoubtedly a bright person, so I will definitely not say secret words to you again. I know everything, and I try to ignore everything I know, and I firmly believe that I have the power to do it, so please also wait and see me with me, Grandma Shuer! Zhong Daxuan said to Shu Yan confidently.
"Zhong Gongzi, do you know how hard and difficult it is to be with someone who is very different from you and very different from you? Of course, this is only secondary! The most important thing is that you have to worry about it all the time, in case one day he realizes the gap and has no choice but to put you down. Shu Yan reminded Zhong Daxuan purposefully.
"Second Grandma Shu, what if I just use him as a spiritual support? How about filling the void in my heart? Zhong Daxuan asked Shu Yan again and again.
"Zhong Gongzi, you regard him as your support; Have you ever wondered who will support him? Shu Yan asked Zhong Daxuan rhetorically.
"Tune! As he said, music is the driving force of his life! Zhong Daxuan replied assumedly.
"But what if one day, with him, you go against the music?" Shu Yan asked Zhong Daxuan.
"Will there be a day? Take 10,000 steps back, even if that day does come, it will be better than the long-lasting blankness of my brain and the long-term emptiness of my heart! I have deeply experienced the pain of being alone and helpless, so I cherish all that he has given me now. When he reawakened the hope that had been imprisoned in my heart, I felt that it was already an additional gift, and that any other eventuality was a rarity for me. Zhong Daxuan responded to Shu Yan truthfully.
"Zhong Gongzi, until this moment, I realized that you who have been in this Jinhong Water Heart Fort and by my young master's side for more than half a year are no longer the naΓ―ve and wooden Zhong Daxuan when you first entered this Jinhong Water Heart Fort. And now Zhong Gongzi, under the young master's words and deeds, ears and eyes, you already have a sensitivity and shrewdness that you didn't have before. Shu Yan bluntly pointed out his discovery to Zhong Daxuan.
"Second Grandma Shu, about your discovery and my change, I think maybe it's because when you love someone deep into your bone marrow, your words and deeds will involuntarily bring some of his feelings!" Zhong Daxuan said stupidly.
When Shu Yan heard this, he said to Zhong Daxuan worriedly: "Maybe, Zhong Gongzi, I hope that after you get along with the young master for a long time, your body will not suddenly carry some young master's innate fragility and confusion one day in the future." β
"Regarding this, you can rest assured, Second Grandma Shu, Yu Yin will compose a new repertoire every time he is dazed and in tears; Or rather, every time he is moved, he will have a new acuity; And I don't know I have the ability, let alone the talent. Zhong Daxuan said ashamedly.
The next day, the sixteenth year of Kunqian, April 19.
In the Heavenly Empire's Fuling City, on Jinhong Street, in the backyard of the main house of Shuixin Fort, when Yu Yin was about to go to the Transformational Residence as usual to disturb and visit the Hundred Miles Deep, Zhong Daxuan, who was suddenly on a whim, decided to accompany Yu Yin to the Illusion Center.
You must know that on weekdays, even if Yu Yin drives eight horses or even eighty horses to pull Zhong Daxuan together, Zhong Daxuan may not obediently follow Yu Yin to the center of the transformation; And today, Zhong Daxuan took the initiative to accompany Yu Yin to the Illusion House to do the work that had nothing to say and deliberately annoyed people.