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Anna saw Yang Fan's inner entanglement, and she also knew Yang Fan, so she wanted to say something that could attract Yang Fan's attention to ease his current nervous state.

Anna gently held Yang Fan's hand and said softly: "Yang Fan, in fact, I have always felt that Lu Zhengwei said something strange to you, he said, 'Although it has been confirmed that there are problems in the company you work for, and many of the leaders have committed crimes, this does not prove the innocence of your family.

I don't quite understand what he means, and it doesn't seem to make sense. Even if it is as he said, there is a possibility that someone else is involved in this matter, and it needs to be investigated. But now that it has been proven that your family was used and framed, they can restore your identity as long as they control your actions. ”

Yang Fan shrugged his shoulders, looked like he didn't care very much, and smiled slightly: "It's very simple, he just wants to use me!" There is no need for such a small role as my father and I to pay so much attention to the top of the government.

They just learned about my current identity and the fact that I was tracking down genetic weapons, they didn't want me to return to Huaxia to live a normal life for the time being, they wanted to investigate the truth about genetic weapons through me.

In addition, there are some high-level executives of the original biological company and those involved in the case who are on the run, and they know that I will do everything I can to find those people, so they are even more reluctant to return to my adoptive mother now. ”

Anna smiled faintly, and then asked, "Since you want all of this, but I don't think you really care?" Aren't you the most unacceptable of being manipulated and taken advantage of? ”

"They're different."

Yang Fan looked at Anna and said: "'The people do not fight with the officials' is an ancient Chinese motto. Lu Zhengwei and they represent the military and government in China, and they do not do things purely for profit like businessmen.

It's possible that they have more intelligence than we have, and if they feel that I have to be on the front line, then I don't have any chance of quitting. Since that's the case, then I might as well take the initiative to cooperate. That way, they can be nicer to my mom.

He said 'I'm not just trying harder', which is probably implying that my sister is also connected to him, so that he can keep me in check. ”

Yang Fan turned his body to Anna's side and continued: "Actually, Huaxia has always been a very closed country, from ancient times to the present, it has always been like living on an isolated island, and it has never been conquered by outsiders.

The control of the state is only replaced between different ethnic groups in China, and the culture promoted by China emphasizes 'loyalty, filial piety, benevolence and righteousness', which seems to be a virtue, but it also forms the 'servility' of the entire ethnic group to a certain extent.

I don't like any of this, and I'm not willing to bow to power unless it's something I approve of. I can't evaluate what Lu Zhengwei and they did, and in fact, I don't have the qualifications and ability to do so.

But they represent China, and they must also be for the safety of the Chinese people, and if I need to take on some of these responsibilities, I will definitely not be able to shirk. If my adoptive father were alive, he would do the same. ”

Anna looked at Yang Fan, in fact, she was also disappointed in Ukraine, she understood Yang Fan's feelings at the moment, and she could also understand the loss in his heart.

The motherland and family were originally a person's strongest dependence, but for the two of them, it became the most profound pain.

Anna smiled and asked, "Yang Fan, I want to ask a very stupid question." You...... Do you still love your motherland? ”

Yang Fan shook his head and said, "I don't know. For Huaxia, I am neither blindly disgusted by many angry youths, but also not overly dependent.

I don't know if I love it, but I know what to do, what not to do, what to do, and what to never do. ”

He raised Anna's hand to his mouth and kissed it lightly, looked into Anna's eyes, and said, "I think that should be called responsibility, or it may be love."

Because I know very well what it feels like to love someone, if you really love someone, you won't care about right or wrong, and you won't be entangled in whether giving and getting are equal. If you care about that, it's not love. ”

Anna pulled Yang Fan's hand to her chest, smiled and asked, "By the way, aren't you working in the capital?" Why is your home on the waterfront? ”

Yang Fan smiled and said, "My adoptive father and adoptive mother are both from Binhai, and my adoptive father used to work in a state-owned pharmaceutical factory in Binhai. Later, the group acquired the pharmaceutical factory and moved the entire factory to the capital.

Our house in Beijing was arranged by the group, just for temporary residence, and we also had to pay rent, and our family did not have a hukou in Beijing.

So...... That's why they were able to lure my adoptive father and me to help them transport the samples on the condition of hukou. ”

When it comes to household registration, the scene of him and his adoptive father meeting Li Shipeng at the group headquarters in the past appeared in front of him again. Thinking of Li Shipeng's treacherous villain face and Mao Yunfei's treacherous appearance, Yang Fan couldn't help but feel sick in his heart.

Anna felt that Yang Fan's heart knot was too heavy, and it could not be calmed down in a short period of time at all, just like herself.

So she didn't speak anymore, just held Yang Fan's hand tightly, all she could do was to accompany him to face everything that would happen next.

By the time the plane landed at the Marina Airport, it was already dark.

This was deliberately arranged by Evan, he just wanted Yang Fan to meet Liu Wen in the safest situation, and evening was the best time.

Out of the airport, Anna and Yang Fan took a taxi to the hotel.

The driver is a middle-aged man who is very talkative. He first praised Anna for her beauty, and then enthusiastically introduced the famous attractions and characteristic culture of the coastal area, and counted the characteristics of each attraction and whether it was worth the money to visit.

Yang Fan has not spoken the Binhai dialect much since he was a child, but he has not heard his hometown dialect for 4 years, and he has always complained that the Binhai dialect is unpleasant, but at this time it sounds so pleasant.

He didn't interrupt the driver, and let him talk for half an hour, Yang Fan and Anna just echoed with interest.

When they arrived at the hotel, Yang Fan and Anna simply cleaned up.

Yang Fan looked at the time and said, "My mother walks in the park next to my house every night, and we can catch up now." ”

"Alright, let's go!"

The hotel was very close to Yang Fan's home, and Yang Fan took Anna's hand and walked in the direction of his house.

Just walked through an intersection, Yang Fan pointed to a building in front of him and said, "Anna, that's my home." The 11th floor, where I grew up. ”

Yang Fan was very excited, and he held Anna's hand and unconsciously got up.

Anna didn't mind, just said lightly, "Let's go!" If Auntie had gone back early, then our trip would have been in vain. ”

"Okay."

Yang Fan agreed, took Anna's hand, his steps quickened, and his heartbeat accelerated.

His mood at the moment is indescribable even to himself, excitement, anticipation, worry, anxiety, fear and everything.

He has only one thought now, this only opportunity to meet his adoptive mother, and he must not miss it.

Soon, the two came to a park next to the community.

The park is small in size, with trees and greenery of varying heights surrounding a recreational area. Many children laugh and play here, and parents and older children are next to them. Some elderly people are moving on some fitness equipment, while more people are sitting and chatting in twos and threes, everything seems so leisurely.

Yang Fan used to be very disgusted with this "elderly" lifestyle, and felt that it was too leisurely and a waste of life.

But now he feels that this is life, the life of ordinary people, the life he was unwilling to choose before, but now he has no chance to choose.

Yang Fan hid behind a tree and was always looking for traces of his adoptive mother, he didn't want to be recognized by the people around him, let alone be seen by his adoptive mother.

Suddenly, Yang Fan heard movement behind him, and he subconsciously turned his head suddenly!

Although Yang Fan didn't make any movements of his hands and feet, there was an invisible murderous aura all over his body.

He noticed a young woman standing across from her, with a baby in her arms. The woman was startled by Yang Fan's actions, and took a few steps back with the baby in her arms with a panicked face, her face pale, looking at him and Anna.

Anna hurriedly pulled Yang Fan, Yang Fan also recovered suddenly, and hurriedly said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”

The woman was still full of fear, nodded to Yang Fan, and immediately left with the child.

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Anna pulled Yang Fan to another place and comforted, "It's okay, Yang Fan." Your PTSD test result is normal, you were just too nervous! ”

Yang Fan nodded and said, "I know, I know." ”

He was indeed too nervous, and he did not have obvious post-war stress disorder, which was due to his strong heart and Thomas's enlightenment.

Today, he just wanted to see his adoptive mother too much, and he was too afraid to see her, which put him in a state of tension similar to that of the battle.

Yang Fan was adjusting his state by running the breathing method taught by his adoptive father.

Suddenly, a familiar voice came to his ears, the voice he had been listening to for nearly 20 years, the voice of his adoptive mother.

He cautiously walked to the back of a tree, looked in the direction of the sound, and saw two middle-aged women sitting on a stone bench chatting first, and one of them was his adoptive mother Liu Wen, whom he had been thinking about day and night.

The other person looked very familiar, but Yang Fan couldn't name it.

Yang Fan felt that he was trembling all over, but he wanted to see his adoptive mother so much, even if it was just to see more clearly.

Yang Fan slowly walked forward a few steps until he could clearly see his adoptive mother's face.

He found that his adoptive mother had not changed much in appearance except for a few more strands of gray hair on her sideburns, but her temperament and mental state were not as good as before.

In Yang Fan's impression, his adoptive mother is a very capable woman. Although she doesn't compete directly with her adoptive father, she seems to follow their father and son in everything. But the adoptive mother is very assertive, and she does things very simply, and she has been working hard for this family, but her heart is full of gratitude and hope.

The current adoptive mother seemed very tired, without any energy, just mechanically responding to the woman opposite, nodding from time to time, occasionally barely squeezing out a stiff smile.

Yang Fan learned from Thomas that if a person has no concern and hope in his heart, he will not have spirit on the outside, and his adoptive mother is like this now.

Yang Fan seems to be able to see her usual solitary appearance from her adoptive mother, and without her adoptive father, Yang Yan and her own family, her adoptive mother's heart is dead.

Yang Fan had thought of countless pictures of reuniting with his adoptive mother, and he had rehearsed them in his heart countless times, but when he really saw his adoptive mother herself, everything had no effect, and tears flowed uncontrollably.

He was very grateful to the woman who couldn't be named, at least she didn't let Yang Fan see the lonely figure of his adoptive mother. In that case, Yang Fan may collapse directly.

He also knew that there was no essential difference, even if there were people around his adoptive mother to chat with, her heart was still lonely, because those people could not enter her heart.

But at least this is a kind of anesthesia to my own guilt, or a temporary escape.

Anna grabbed Yang Fan's arm, stayed by his side, and looked at Liu Wen who was close at hand with him.

Soon, Liu Wen and the woman both stood up, and after saying goodbye, they each walked towards their homes.

Yang Fan and Anna quietly followed Liu Wen, and when they saw Liu Wen enter the elevator, they immediately ran to the elevator room, but all the elevators were going up.

Yang Fan slapped the wall hard, immediately turned around and ran into the stairwell, running up the stairs like crazy.

Anna followed behind Yang Fan, she knew that Yang Fan wanted to see his adoptive mother one last time, and this was his last chance.

The two reached the 11th floor before the elevator, Anna's breath was a little chaotic, but Yang Fan's breathing was steady.

He squeezed Anna's hand tightly and looked back at her, who shook her head slightly, signaling that there was no problem.

The two stood at the exit of the stairwell, Yang Fan staring intently at the door of 1101, his hands trembling all the time.

The elevator opened, and Liu Wen walked out of the elevator, she took out the key from her pocket and prepared to open the door.

She probably never imagined that while she was repeating the actions she would do every day, her son, who had been thinking about her, was secretly watching her behind her.

Yang Fan's tears flowed again, but he didn't dare to cry, even blinking his eyes. All he wanted now was that the door to the house was out of order and his adoptive mother wouldn't open it, so he could see her a little longer.

But his hope was only in vain, Liu Wen quickly opened the door, and closed the door again after entering.

Yang Fan walked out of the stairwell and walked step by step to his door, a place he was all too familiar with.

He gently touched the door of his home, feeling the warmth he had not felt for a long time. He knew he couldn't stay too long. He was afraid that he would be recognized, and that he would cause trouble for his adoptive mother, so he could only leave ruthlessly.

The moment he turned around, Yang Fan really regretted it.

He hated everything he had done before, and he fully realized how much guilt and emotion Han Long's kneeling at the Loei airport contained, but he didn't even have such a chance.

Anna came over and grabbed him by the arm and led him towards the stairwell.

When he passed by the door of his neighbor's house, he was surprised to find a note for sale on the door of the neighbor's house opposite.

It reads, "Due to personal reasons, I want to leave the beach as soon as possible, and I am now renting a three-bedroom apartment, and those who are interested should be contacted." ”

Below is a list of phone numbers.

Yang Fan remembered that their neighbor's family was not a local, and it was thought that they were going back to their hometown and wanted to sell the house.

Yang Fan took a picture of the note with his mobile phone and took Anna back to the hotel.

That night, Yang Fan and Anna didn't talk much.

Anna just hugged Yang Fan tightly, she knew that what Yang Fan needed most at the moment was her company, just companionship.

Early the next morning, the two packed their luggage and came to Binhai Airport, and after all the check-in procedures, it was about 8:30, half an hour before the plane got up.

Yang Fan and Anna were resting in the waiting hall, Yang Fan hesitated, but still dialed Evan's phone.

Evan said on the other end of the phone, "Hi, Yang Fan. Is everything going well? You should be about to board by now, right? ”

"Yes, we're already in the departure hall and everything is going well!"

Yang Fan paused, and said with a little embarrassment: "Evan, there is something I want to ask you to help with." ”

"What's the matter? You say. Evan could hear that Yang Fan's tone was a little anxious.

Yang Fan said: "Last time you told me that you could send a T3 person to Binhai to take care of my adoptive mother?" ”

"yes, I mean, didn't you say you don't need it yet?" Evan asked.

"Evan, I need it now."

Yang Fan continued: "My neighbor wants to sell their house, and I want to ask you to find a way to buy it and arrange for a reliable person to live next door to my house, so that I can take care of my adoptive mother." ”

Evan thought for a moment and said, "Yes! It just so happens that I have a suitable candidate here, a girl who has always wanted to study in Huaxia. So, I'll help him choose a university by the sea, which happens to live next door to your house. As for the house, this shouldn't be difficult. ”

"Alright, alright, thank you Evany."

Yang Fan said gratefully: "I will pay for the money to buy the house and all the expenses of that girl." ”

"Oh, none of that is a problem. Okay, I'll make the arrangements, and we'll talk about it when you get back to base. Evan said.

After hanging up the phone, Yang Fan seemed to relax a lot.

Although he can't stay with his adoptive mother, arranging a reliable person to help him take care of his adoptive mother is also a compromise, and he can often know the living conditions of his adoptive mother through that person.

After getting on the plane, Yang Fan's mood calmed down a lot. More of his attention was on Anna, and he never let go of Anna's hand all the way.

Because he knew that once he returned to the base, Anna would be the rational and cold robin again.

Anna also knows Yang Fan's intentions, this is their real life. In the face of this kind of thing, everyone is doing the same, since it can't be changed, don't mention it.

Binhai is Yang Fan's home, and he always fantasized about being able to leave home and go to a distant place to experience a more colorful world. But now, home has become a fantasy, and he finally understands where he wants to go.