Chapter 458: Justification
Pursing his lips, the county lord's tone was very disdainful, "If he doesn't have me in his heart, or if he is half-hearted, and his colleague who likes me still hooks up with him, I don't want to use my power to blackmail." Twisted melons are not sweet, I still understand this truth. If you are ruthless, I will take a break, entangled, like a resentful woman, I can't do this kind of thing. ”
These words let Su Zhenzhen know that the county lord must have a mind, otherwise how could he have such an idea. "Then how can the lord of the county be willing to get married? You can't be alone for the rest of your life, even if others don't say it, the princess and I should feel sorry for you. Su Zhenzhen asked softly.
The county lord leaned on Su Zhenzhen's shoulder and muttered, "I know, my identity is here, and it is impossible to be willful. When I reach the age, I will definitely get married, but if I want to marry, I will only marry the person I like. I want to be happy with each other, a couple for the rest of my life, and join hands in the world to share a white head. Su Zhenzhen lowered her head and laughed softly when she listened.
The county lord is still young, and there are some things that you can only know how rare they are if you have experienced them. A lifetime and a couple, it is easy to say, and it is plain to say that it is white head in hand with the world. But the most difficult thing in the world is precisely this simple and plain.
Knowing that she couldn't make the county lord lose confidence in marriage at a young age, Su Zhenzhen only changed the topic and said: "When I take you to get married, I will personally design the wedding dress for you, and you will definitely be the most beautiful bride in the capital." "In the end, the county lord is a woman who has not left the boudoir, talking about these things, she still blushed, and said coquettishly: "This is what you said, don't be troublesome and complain to me when the time comes." ”
Pinching the county lord's cheek, Su Zhenzhen smiled and said, "You will take advantage of it, and you will say everything in advance." Okay, aren't you waiting for me to dig a pit for a long time? The county lord broke Su Zhenzhen's hand, "Hmph, who will dig a hole for you with this kind of thing." ”
The two talked all the way, and they didn't eat at noon, but only took some snacks and tea to satisfy their hunger, so naturally they couldn't fill their stomachs. After falling off the sedan chair, the county lord ran to the princess's mansion and went straight to the lobby. "Qishuang, is the meal ready?" Seeing that the county lord was panting, Qishuang hurriedly rushed up to help her sit down and give her relief.
"When the county lord called Cuizhu to report, he started to prepare, and now it's almost over." Saying that, Qishuang took the teacup brought by the little maid, opened the lid and handed it to the county lord: "The county lord might as well take a sip of tea first to moisten his throat." The county lord covered his stomach and shouted: "Don't, take it away quickly, I feel uncomfortable looking at it, and I'm about to drink a pot along the way." Let's hurry up and serve the food, starvation. ”
It just so happened that as soon as Su Zhenzhen stepped into the door, she saw the county lord looking very hungry, and she couldn't stand up straight with a smile, "Qishuang went to help serve the food, don't starve the county lord." Qishuang didn't dare to laugh, only bent the corners of her mouth in response, and went to serve the food. The county lord glared at Su Zhenzhen, "If you're not hungry, don't move your chopsticks when you eat food." ”
"I don't laugh anymore, I don't laugh anymore, this is my house, why don't you allow anyone to eat?" Vera raised her eyebrows. The county lord knew that Su Zhenzhen was teasing her, so he didn't want her to succeed. "What's wrong with your house, I'm not leaving. A few days ago, he told me to come and live, but he hasn't said a word until now. I'm staying with you today. ”
In a few words, the dishes were all ready. Six meat and six vegetarian Mo said that it looked tempting, and the taste alone was mouth-watering. Winter melon cup, crispy chicken, squirrel osmanthus fish, fried quail with three fresh bamboo shoots, the county lord couldn't even speak until the end. Su Zhenzhen advised her to eat less, but she didn't listen. In the end, I could only look at the new fruits after the meal, as before, and all the fruits were distributed by Su Zhenzhen to the subordinates.
While walking by the lake after dinner, the county lord kept muttering, "You are really, I don't know how many to leave for me." Su Zhenzhen was angry and funny, "Why didn't you listen when I told you to eat less?" Eat too much of these cold ones, and some of them are good for you at night. The county lord knew that he was at a loss, "Isn't that your kitchen cooking too delicious, I will stay here for a few more days, and it won't be like this when I'm used to eating." ”
Su Zhenzhen didn't know what the county lord was thinking, so she called Qi Shuang with a smile and said, "You sent someone to the palace to report, and said that I would ask the county lord to stay in the princess's mansion for a few days." The county lord was very happy, and after taking a walk, he took Su Zhenzhen to take a nap. The two of them have been running around for a long time today, and they have been tired and sad, they have eaten and drunk enough, and they slept until the afternoon.
It wasn't until Qishuang saw that it was not early, and she was afraid that it would not be good for the two of them to sleep for a long time, so she woke up Su Zhenzhen. Su Zhenzhen was together, and the county lord also woke up. Because the county lord had eaten too much at noon, Su Zhenzhen planned to make some pastries in the evening, add some fruits, and eat less. Naturally, the county lord had no opinion.
After freshening up, it was already dark, and the county lord sat on the swing under the grape trellis in the yard, watching the green grapes hanging on the vines, and he was in a very happy mood. Swinging slowly, looking at the stars as promised, the bright moon shining, and the county lord humming a little tune.
Over there, Su Zhenzhen also took a bath, holding a plate of lychee manna cake in her hand, followed by Qishuang and Linyue with kumquat, bayberry, new coconut and a pot of pear blossom wine. The two of them set the plates and stepped back. After eating the lychee nectar cake, Su Zhenzhen and the county lord began to drink each other.
"I had a heart for the bright moon, but the bright moon shines on the ditch." Somehow, the county lord began to chant poetry. "How can the county lord be sentimental?" Su Zhenzhen asked curiously. The county lord only shook his head and looked at Yu Pei in a daze.
Su Zhenzhen saw that the county lord refused to speak, she was not in a hurry, and she felt that the relationship between herself and the county lord, she couldn't help but tell herself, but the county lord might not be able to say it for some reason, or because she was a little shy, so it was a little difficult to speak.
Su Zhenzhen knew that this was the county lord when he thought of his sweetheart, he would inevitably be shy, thinking that at the beginning, he had such a side, the yearning for love, the desire for the feelings of the opposite sex, and the pursuit of sincerity at that time.
Although she didn't want to talk about herself anymore, she couldn't help but be curious about the person the county lord liked, and wondered in her heart what kind of person could win the favor of the county lord, and when did they know each other, why she had such a close relationship with the county lord, she still didn't know, it can be seen that these two people are hidden deep enough.
The more I thought about it, the more curious I became, and I wanted to know what kind of man the county lord was in love with.
Although Su Zhenzhen longed to know in her heart, her face was still silent, "County Lord, then what kind of husband do you want to find?" Isn't there a type you like, do you like to be responsible, or like to bring you happiness, why don't you tell me, when I meet a good candidate, recommend it to you, if it can be done, you have to give me a red envelope! ”
When the county lord heard this, his face couldn't help but be a little anxious, and he spoke more eagerly, "Oh, it's not what you think, in fact, I actually have a man I like, but that person, I can't say it well, I am too different from his background, this opinion, I'm afraid it's like a chasm, it's difficult to cross!" ”
The county lord said this, Su Zhenzhen couldn't help but frown when she heard it, thinking about what the county lord said, it should be the identity gap, isn't the man she likes not the prince and grandson? Su Zhenzhen guessed in her heart as she listened to the county lord continue.
Seeing Su Zhenzhen pondering, the county lord knew that Su Zhenzhen should have guessed that the man she liked was not a nobleman, but a commoner.
The county lord thought for a while, and then opened his mouth and said: "Zhen Zhen, in fact, I am also very distressed, I like that person's personality very much, and it is really good to me, but, in my opinion, I don't want to put this rare feeling aside, but, because of my identity, I have not been able to say what is in my heart to him, for fear that after he learns my identity, he will have something strange in his heart."
Speaking of this, the county lord paused and glanced at Su Zhenzhen, now Su Zhenzhen should be able to understand that ordinary Baixin looks at her differently than before, and the concept of respect and inferiority in her bones at that time, as she thought in her heart, Su Zhenzhen After being canonized as a princess, this feeling was very deep in her heart.
Usually Su Zhenzhen walks on the road, she doesn't feel uncomfortable, now walking on the street, always hugging her around, and there is a row of guards to protect her, she can't tell, whether the identity of this princess is good or not, in short, now, no matter whether her heart should not change, other people's views of her will not be half of what it used to be.
Seeing that Su Zhenzhen didn't speak, the county lord smiled, "However, I thought about it, he shouldn't have an estrangement from me because I am the county lord, so I won't be afraid that he will know my identity later, and then I have been getting along like this, but after all, my family background is a trench!" ”
At this moment, Su Zhenzhen instantly understood the troubles in the county lord's heart, she didn't know what to say, the door was unbreakable in today's world, except for inviting the county lord to drink, she couldn't think of any other way to comfort her.
The two drank together, and the maid waited aside, watching the two talk, but she could not interject, as a slave, she generally knew what to listen to and what not to hear, and even if she heard something that she should not hear, she ran out of the other ear in an instant, but she didn't know anything.
At night, the atmosphere is a little dreary and indescribably depressing.
The grape trellis is erected under the vast clear light of the moon, and the white moonlight sprinkles on the ground, paving the gloomy steps with a layer of warm color, which seems to be silver light, fanning the breeze from time to time, accompanied by the bright moon, slowly blowing towards the dark night sky.
Look closely, it turns out that it is not the stars blinking, but a moth flying to the sky, those two bright little eyes, is the moonlight as the only harbor, this is the desperate moth to the fire, as everyone knows, the flame it wants to chase has never been in the world, only in the sky.
The moon is like this, so are people, the moonlight is vast, hanging in the sky, but unpredictable, only dare to look up with his eyes, never reach out to touch, for fear of disturbing the immortals in the sky, so what about the world.
The eyes of the kings and grandchildren of the world have never stopped on the common people, and those who can enter the eyes of the law are either from a prominent family background or with a respected status.
Nowadays, this world is not allowed to deviate from the scriptures, the county lord likes the common people, although she can let go of her figure, but the world only sees, who can let go of a royal relative, a dignified county lord in the palace and the hairy boy to marry, just think about it, unless that day, it can really be civilized, allowing ordinary people to sit on an equal footing with nobles, but, from ancient times to the present, there is no precedent.
Su Zhenzhen couldn't help but sigh, even if the county lord didn't care so much, but what would her parents and her friends think of her, not everyone was like herself, and could accept many things that the world did not allow.
She was also anxious for the county lord in her heart, "Perhaps, if the county lord can give up his relatives and friends, and wander the world with that person from now on, he will definitely be able to have a lover and eventually become a family member, but this price is too great, and in case that person just does not show his fangs, in case the county lord is deceived by his superficial illusion, in case, wouldn't it be a bitter self in the end!" ”
Yes, things are never as simple as imagined, who knows what the nature of the person the county lord has taken a fancy to, or can the county lord really be able to drop everything and follow that person to elope.