Chapter 192: Looking for Dad
"Uh-huh, I see. I'm going to talk to my mom tomorrow morning, so let's get here tonight. Sister, you rest early. Qu Xiaoyan said with concern.
Qu Xiaotang nodded: "Okay, I'll have a good rest." You go back first. ”
"Hmm." After Qu Xiaoyan finished speaking, he left Qu Xiaotang's room.
Thinking of what Qu Xiaoyan just said, Qu Xiaotang also had some insights of his own in his heart. She packed up her things on the table, took off her shoes and went to bed.
The next day, Qu Xiaoyan guarded the door of Qu Weisi's room.
When Qu Weisi pushed open the door and walked out, Qu Xiaoyan knelt down in front of her: "Mom, I'm sorry." ”
"What, what, I'm sorry? Early in the morning, which one are you going to give me? Qu Weisi hurriedly pulled Qu Xiaoyan up.
"Mom, I want to find my dad." Qu Xiaoyan spoke straight.
Qu was stunned for a moment: "You ...... Say what? ”
"I said, I'm going to find my dad's whereabouts. Mom, I don't want to wait any longer. Qu Xiaoyan said seriously.
Qu Weisi was angry, and reached out and slapped Qu Xiaoyan: "Don't give me an inch!" Qu Xiaoyan, I worked hard to bring you up, not to let you find a white-eyed wolf who hasn't been home for more than 20 years! If you have to go to that person, don't enter the door of my Qu family. ”
"Mom, Dad is not a white-eyed wolf, Dad just can't find his way home for the time being. I know you have a problem with Dad, but I'm just trying to get an answer. I don't want my life to be so confused that I don't even know who my father is. Qu Xiaoyan pleaded.
"Qu Xiaoyan! What the hell do you think? If your father really cared about this family, he would have come back a long time ago, why has there been no news of him for so many years? What if he had children with someone else, if he didn't like this family at all, and knew the truth? Qu worriedly asked.
Qu Xiaoyan shook her head: "Mom, I don't want you to live in prejudice against your father all the time. That's why I decided to find a truth to dispel the resentment in your heart. ”
"Do you think I haven't sent anyone to find him for so many years? Qu Xiaoyan, I care more about your father than you do. For so long, I never gave up looking for his traces. But you also have to understand a truth, if you don't want to be found by the person, you will not leave the news to you to find. Qu Weisi sighed.
"No, I don't believe Dad is such a person. Mom, if even you think so, then why is the belief we have been struggling to support all these years? Yes, I can see that you have feelings for your father. You never gave up the slightest opportunity to find your father, but in the end, because it was not as you wanted, you completely denied the love between your father and you? Mom, that's not right. Qu Xiaoyan said.
Qu Weisi was a little funny: "Love? Do you know what love is? If you love someone, you will never let her suffer, and you will do your best to protect this family. But as long as your father has the slightest love for us, we will never depend on each other for so many years. Does he have love for us? Xiaoyan, it's time for you to see the sinister of this world clearly. Don't always live in your beautiful family fantasy, my mother told you that if it weren't for your grandparents and uncles over the years, I really couldn't pull you up. ”
"I know, I know all of this. I am grateful to them, and I know your hard work, Mom. But I'm just asking for an answer now, Mom, I mean, no matter what Dad is like, at least I know he's okay, and I can come back with a peace of mind. I'm not trying to do anything, and I'm not going to embarrass you. Qu Xiaoyan said seriously.
"Xiaoyan, it's not that my mother won't give it. You...... What if something happens? Besides, the world is big, where are you going to find your father? Qu worried's tone softened.
Qu Xiaoyan bit her lip: "I have already checked some information, whether I can find it this time or not, at least I have worked hard, and I will not regret it." Mom, I hope you can support me, just as you were willing to let me go and study art. I am so grateful to you and I am so grateful that I have such a good mom. ”
"Xiaoyan......" Qu Weisi was so surprised by his words that he was almost speechless.
"Mom, I won't forget you just because I said I was going to find Dad. For so many years, you are a woman, taking care of me with hard work, and giving me the best things in the world, how can I be the kind of white-eyed wolf who eats and runs. But Mom, I just want to have the right to know who my father is. I know you feel sorry for me, but what I want is never a very good little boy who is protected by you, but a big man who can stand up to the sky and protect everyone. Qu Xiaoyan said what she thought seriously.
Qu Weisi looked at the tall boy in front of him, and seemed to have grown a lot in an instant. She used to want him to grow up quickly and be a person who stands up to the sky. But now I can't wait for him to go back to his childhood, to his childhood when he could snuggle up to him.
"Xiaoyan, it's not that my mother disagrees. If you have to go, your mother will not stop you. But have you really figured it out? If you don't find your father in the end, will you keep looking? Qu asked worriedly.
Qu Xiaoyan lowered his head and thought seriously for a long time.
"Mom, I think I should. In my life, I haven't done anything consistent. Only painting and my father, I will always stick to it. I'm not alone on this road. Mom, I still have you. Because I know that you will always support me. I will also work hard to be a son that you can be proud of. Qu Xiaoyan looked at Qu Weisi's eyes and said firmly.
"Well, now that you've made up your mind, what else can I say? Xiaoyan, mom is the only child in her life. I definitely hope that you can be safe, no matter whether you can do anything big or not, as long as you are by your mother's side and be a filial child, you will always be the son that your mother is proud of. Qu said worriedly.
Qu Xiaoyan stepped forward and hugged Qu Weisi with emotion: "Mom, I love you." ”
"I love you too, Xiaoyan." Qu Yousi patted Qu Xiaoyan's back.