Chapter 161: Leaving Home

Therefore, at this moment, Yu Yin feels that he is not going home, but leaving home, leaving this "home" where he has lived for nearly a year, and leaving all the people in this family who care about him and love him; Of course, at the same time, he also has to leave his beloved family, his eldest brother, Zhong Daxuan, and this is undoubtedly the most important, and the most difficult to let go, the most unavoidable.

For all these reasons, Yu Yin stayed awake all night before leaving.

It wasn't until the fifth watch of this day that Yu Yin, whose mind was still clear, finally got up from the bed that was already full of his breath, and then walked towards the outhouse with affection.

And the bed placed in the main room of the Fish Tears Pavilion is now full of Yu Yin's breath, in the past, sixteen years ago, or longer, it was filled with the breath of the former owner of the Fish Tears Pavilion.

However, the only bed placed in the main room of the Fish Tears Pavilion was strikingly similar to the two breaths that were permeated in the past and now, and even identical.

You know, the breath can't be seen, it can't be touched, it's all by smell, it's all by feeling, it's all intuition; Of course, it can also be all by illusion; If not, if the breath can be similar, how can it be exactly the same?

At this moment, Yu Yin, who walked into the outhouse of the main room of the Fish Tears Pavilion, naturally walked to Zhong Daxuan's bed before going out, and naturally walked to Zhong Daxuan, who was sleeping on the bed in the outhouse.

However, in fact, Zhong Daxuan was not asleep, in fact, he clearly knew that Yu Yin was walking towards him; But he didn't dare to open his eyes, because he was afraid that as soon as he opened his eyes, Yu Yin would immediately turn around and leave.

So, Zhong Daxuan, who wanted to keep Yu Yin for a while longer, had to continue to pretend to be asleep; Even if he couldn't open his eyes and look at Yu Yin in front of him during the moment when he was trying his best to keep Yu Yin more, he still wanted to keep Yu Yin for a while more without regrets.

Because Zhong Daxuan, who couldn't see Yu Yin with his eyes closed, could clearly feel Yu Yin's existence, and it was by his side.

As for whether Zhong Daxuan can still feel Yu Yin's existence if he is further away, it is obvious that Zhong Daxuan does not have much confidence in this; What's more, thousands of miles away, Zhong Daxuan didn't dare to have the slightest confidence at all; Or rather, there is no confidence at all.

And Yu Yin, who has the right to open his eyes at this moment, can wantonly look directly at Zhong Daxuan, who has no right to open his eyes.

So, I saw Yu Yin sitting quietly at the end of the bed at this moment, staring at Zhong Daxuan's face without saying a word, thinking: I probably can't get enough of this face in my life!

That person, that face, I can't get enough of it in my life - Yu Yin's state of mind at this moment is just like Shu Yan in Shu Yan's dream on the night before she got married, just like Shu Yan in her dreams day and night.

And Zhong Daxuan, who was pretending to be asleep at this moment, thought: Just continue to pretend to be asleep! Although I can't see his face, it's a happy thing to feel his breath quietly!

Yu Yin looked at Zhong Daxuan, who pretended to be asleep, and after reading for a long time, he quietly placed the two pre-written codexes next to Zhong Daxuan's pillow; Then he reluctantly got up and walked towards the door with difficulty.

And from Zhong Daxuan's bed to the door, this originally short distance of more than a dozen steps, Yu Yin felt that he had walked for a long time, so long that he wanted to turn back countless times, but he held back countless times.

However, at the moment when Yu Yin was about to open the door and go out, he still couldn't hold back, and finally involuntarily glanced back at Zhong Daxuan, who was still pretending to be asleep.

After that, Yu Yin finally made up her mind to open the door and go.

Even so, Yu Yin's action of opening the door was still so cautious, for fear of making a little noise and disturbing Zhong Daxuan, who he thought was sleeping. Even if it was only an insignificant one, he couldn't bear Zhong Daxuan to get out of the dream and return to reality in fright.

In this way, Zhong Daxuan was once again left behind; Only this time, not ruthlessly.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Zhong Daxuan, whose eyes were still closed, knew that Yu Yin had left, left the main house, left the Fish Tears Xuan, left the backyard, left Shuixin Fort, left the main house, left Jinhong Street, left the South Gate, left Fuling City, left the Heavenly Empire, and left the Sifang Pass; Of course, the most important thing is that he left him, left him Zhong Daxuan, if not forever, at least temporarily.

In fact, if Zhong Daxuan pretended to sleep in order to keep Yu Yin for a while longer, then at the moment when Yu Yin opened the door and came out and decided to leave, Zhong Daxuan could get up immediately and catch up with Yu Yin; However, Zhong Daxuan did not do this.

Because even if Zhong Daxuan really catches up with Yu Yin, what can he do? Is it the voice of "cherish goodbye"? Or do you want to stop Yu Yin's departure? And it is clear that the former is not necessary, and the latter is meaningless.

That being the case, it is better to simply do nothing and pretend to be asleep all the time, just like the way Zhong Da Xuan chose to say goodbye at this moment, although this choice was not voluntary, although this choice was full of helplessness.

At this moment, Zhong Daxuan, who opened his eyes and looked at the roof directly above the bed with empty eyes, thought: The reason why I have been delaying and refusing to reveal the truth is that I am afraid that he will leave quietly! But what should come will come after all.

As everyone knows, Yu Yin's decision to return to his hometown was made before his identity as the prince of Qi was punctured by Gongsun Xianye; And the reason why he left quietly was not because his true identity was ruthlessly exposed, but because the light of the exit called him strongly.

I saw Zhong Daxuan get up from the bed with a lonely expression, and picked up the two codexes that Yu Yin had placed next to his pillow with a heavy heart, and with both anticipation and sentimentality, he quietly leaned on the head of the bed, focusing on the two handwritten codex of Yu Yin that he was holding in his hand.

I saw that the envelopes of the two codex were written with five big characters, one of which read: Baili Yuan personally opened; The other letter reads: Zhong Daxuan personally opened.

Seeing this, Zhong Daxuan put aside the codex with the five big characters "Baili Yuan personally opened" on the envelope; And the codex with the five big characters "Zhong Daxuan personally opened" on the envelope, carefully opened it and read it carefully.

Zhong Daxuan knew that the handwriting on this letterhead was Yu Yin's handwriting.

Brother Da Xu:

Forgive me for not saying goodbye, and I "don't say goodbye" because I am afraid that once I have solemnly said goodbye, I will never see each other again; As for "farewell", as for today's farewell, it is to see each other more calmly and openly in the future.

Therefore do not ask me where I want to go, nor what I want to do; You just have to remember that the parallel things that I want to go to are all about removing the obstacles that prevent you and me from getting along and being open to each other.

I know you like to hear my "Musician's Heart" the most; Therefore, when I return, I will definitely play this piece for you again, and I will also play this piece of "The Voice of the Musician" for you alone in the town near the Nether Mountain of the Celestial Empire, in the westernmost room on the second floor of the inn where you and I have stayed.

In addition, after I return, we will return to the place where we first met, the Celestial Empire, at the foot of the Netherworld, to relive our old dreams and our original state of mind.

So, wait for me, you must wait for me, not only in the Celestial Empire Fuling City, not only in the Jinhong Water Heart Fort, but also at the exit.

If you want to ask me when I will return, then I can only tell you: "The glow of the sun at dusk is ...... when I have returned."

At the end of the codex, it is signed "Yu Yin".

At dusk, I came back - for some reason, when Zhong Daxuan read this sentence left on Yu Yin's codex, his eyes couldn't help but be sour, and at the same time, his heart couldn't help but ache faintly.

And at this moment, Zhong Daxuan's involuntary and uncontrollable mood and performance can't help but remind people of the feeling when Yu Yin first learned about Bailimo's situation from Shu Yan's mouth last year - his eyes hurt and his heart hurt.

At this moment, Zhong Daxuan's eyes are painful and his heart aches, but he also believes and looks forward to the day when Yu Yin will fulfill his promise in the codex and revisit the old place with him and relive the old dream.

As everyone knows, the past is the past, and revisiting it can't find the original temperature; And if you want to feel the original temperature again, you can only touch in memories and lose in dreams.

Zhong Daxuan, who was waiting to read Yu Yin's codex, tried his best to calm down his complicated emotions, only to see him immediately jump up from the bed under him, and pick up the codex that had just been put aside, that is, the codex with the five big characters "Baili Yuan personally opened" on the envelope, and then rushed out of the Fish Tears Xuan, and rushed straight towards the Vientiane Hall in the front yard of the fort.

Because Zhong Daxuan, who has lived in this Jinhong Water Heart Fort for nearly a year, knows that at this hour, Baili Yuan must be in the Vientiane Hall where he is going; Because more often than not, that's what it is.

And Zhong Daxuan, who was anxious to present the codex left by Yu Yin to Baili Yuan, rushed out quickly despite being entrusted by others, so that he didn't even have time to wash his face after getting up; But he still didn't forget to put the codex that Yu Yin had left him that he had already read, carefully put it back in the envelope, and carried it into his arms like a treasure, and carefully stored it in his heart.

After a while, when Zhong Daxuan, who was anxious, rushed all the way from the Fish Tears Pavilion in the backyard of Jinhong Shuixin Fort to the Vientiane Hall in the front yard, sure enough, Baili Yuan had already arrived in the Vientiane Hall early as usual.

However, since it was still early, Baili Yuan must have just arrived in this Vientiane Hall, and at this moment, he was sitting upright on his exclusive seat, enjoying his first ancient tree tea of the day as usual.