"So by hope, do you mean me?" After listening to Li Yan's story, Qu Xiaotang couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable. I didn't expect Li Yan, who seemed to care about nothing, to have such a side.

"Yes, when I saw you at that time, I didn't know why, but I felt that there was an inexplicable power that appeared on me, the power that constantly symbolizes hope." After Li Yan recalled the past, the whole person was a lot haggard.

Qu Xiaotang couldn't help but ask, "So you left the temple later?" ”

Later, Li Tie and Jing Cheng couldn't sit still, and I didn't look like a joke, and finally caught their attention. Li Tie and the people of the dark team came to the temple to take me back. After returning to Guicheng, he persuaded me again and asked me to forgive them. But now there is no hatred in my heart, you know, there is still hope and thoughts for them, there will be feelings of love and hate. But now I don't have any feelings for them like a stranger. Brother Sui Feng's affairs have been with me for almost three years, and I have always been overwhelmed. But I couldn't do anything. Because I can't protect myself now. Li Yan smiled self-deprecatingly.

"Why didn't you tell me these things earlier? Li Yan, it's not your fault in the first place. Qu Xiaotang's eyes turned a little red.

Li Yan shook his head: "No, it's all because of me. If I had been able to put down Brother Sui Feng in time at that time, we wouldn't have suffered those things, and maybe in the end, Brother Sui Feng wouldn't have died. But now, it's too late. There has never been a regret medicine for us in this world, and all we can do is to become a pawn at the mercy of others. ”

"It's not like that. We will not become a pawn at the mercy of others, even if people all over the world are stopping you, but as long as you don't give up, no one can let you admit defeat! So Li Yan, do you still want to watch Li Tie and Jing Cheng pay the price? Qu Xiaotang asked tentatively.

"Why, why not? For the past three years, I have been thinking about sending them to prison with my own hands. I want them to pay for their actions, and I want them to say they regret what they did wrong. But I couldn't do it, so I sent them in with my own hands. Sister Xiaotang, you should be able to understand what I mean, right? Li Yan smiled bitterly.

Qu Xiaotang nodded: "Of course I know what you mean." Li Yan, you can rest assured. These things are in my hands, and I will never let them continue to do those hurtful things. After so many years of human life, it has long been enough for them to pay the price they deserve! ”

"Sister Xiaotang, in fact, sometimes I envy you. Even if you and Xie Jingshuo are not together, you will always be close to each other. As long as we love each other, there is nothing that cannot be solved. It's a pity that I realized it too late at the beginning, and I was anxious for that moment, so it became what it is now. No matter how much I regret it, I can't change it. Li Yan looked at Qu Xiaotang self-deprecatingly.

"Li Yan, the past is all in the past. Now you have to learn to look forward, and we will always be there for you no matter what. If you're not happy, feel free to come to me. As long as I, Qu Xiaotang, am here, I will help you. Qu Xiaotang patted his chest and promised.

Li Yan smiled gratefully: "I know that Sister Xiaotang, you have always been kind-hearted, but I don't have any ideas and requirements now." If I had known you and Xie Jingshuo three years ago, maybe I wouldn't be where I am now. At that time, I was isolated and helpless, and the whole world was against me. In the end, I lost badly. But today, three years later, I don't want to watch Sister Xiaotang lose. No matter what, you have to do your best. If there's anything you need my help with, just bring it up. After so many years of grievances and grievances, it is time for a break. ”

"Li Yan, you can rest assured. With us here this time, we won't hurt you. Li Yi, we will definitely catch it. Qu Xiaotang swore and promised to make a peace banquet.

Li Yan chuckled, "Of course I believe you. Sister Xiaotang, during the two years I was in the temple, I actually thought about leaving this world. But every time I close my eyes, Brother Sui Feng will appear in front of me. He made me live well and made me happy. I...... I don't know what the meaning of my life is, but I want to see them pay for their actions, and that's the only value of my life. ”

"You have to live for yourself. Li Yan, you are no longer what you were three years ago. Now you are a reborn you, and you have to learn to face everything in the world with a smile. Even if there are a lot of unfairness, a lot of things that make you feel sad, you have to persevere. If you think about what Sui Feng said to you, I don't think he wants you to give up on yourself like this. He wants you to live well and face everything with a smile. I know that my persuasion now, for you, may not matter. But I still want to say that love and existence are all given to me, and no one can give them to you. If you think about what you haven't done before, and you continue to do it with his heart's desire, I think that meaning and value will be extraordinary. Qu Xiaotang persuaded him.

When Li Yan heard Qu Xiaotang's words, he was stunned for a moment.

She never seemed to think about it, so much so that she gave up on herself all day, feeling that everything was meaningless.

But looking back now, she and Sui Feng still have a lot of unfulfilled wishes.

And although Sui Feng left her forever, this does not mean that these wishes cannot be continued.

She wants to take Sui Feng's love and continue to walk unswervingly.

"Thank you, Sister Xiaotang, I think I should understand what you mean, and I also know what to do in the future. But until those wishes are fulfilled, I will fight side by side with you. As long as we work hard, we will be able to bring the truth to the public. When the time comes, I will slowly realize my wish and that of Brother Sui Feng. Li Yan looked at Qu Xiaotang with a sudden realization.

Qu Xiaotang smiled and nodded: "It's good that you can think about it, in fact, I don't want to see you sad." Li Yan, there are many more beautiful things in this world, waiting for you to dig slowly. Until then, you must take heart and we will work together to get things done. ”

"Don't worry, Sister Xiaotang, I will definitely do my best to help you. By the way, there is one more thing, I know that you must be haunted by Xie Jingshuo's matter now, but I want to tell you, no matter what, please believe him. Li Yan looked at Qu Xiaotang seriously.

Qu Xiaotang was obviously very puzzled by what Li Yan said: "What do you mean by this?" Do you know something? ”

"No matter what I know, please remember what I said, Sister Xiaotang." After Li Yan finished speaking, he stood up.

Qu Xiaotang raised his head and looked at her: "I understand what you mean, thank you, Li Yan." ”

"That's what I'm supposed to do. If it's okay, I'll go first. If there's anything you need me to help with, just text me and I'll get back to you. Li Yan explained to Qu Xiaotang.

After seeing Qu Xiaotang nodding, Li Yan opened the door and walked out.

The empty streets, at the moment are very quiet.

Li Yan was walking on the road, and suddenly in an instant, tears fell unprepared. She hurriedly raised her hand to wipe it, but felt a painful tearing sensation coming from her heart.

She closed her eyes, clutching her heart at a loss.

When she opened her eyes again, there seemed to be a smiling boy on the other side of the road, reaching out to her.

That's what Sui Feng looks like.

It is also an eternal memory in her heart.

Goodbye, the boy she loves the most.