I probably didn't have any fate with him by birth, he was the destined son of heaven in the imperial city, and I was just an ordinary woman.

What I wanted was always just him alone, an ordinary life, and what he asked for was a right from beginning to end......

I met my father twice in my life, once when I was three years old, and once when I was married when I was five years old.

In the thirteenth year of the Qi Kingdom, when the soldiers were strong and strong, it was rumored that Si Tiantai had admonished his father

"Your Majesty, if the child in the womb of the Li family is the prince, he will inevitably bow down one person and stretch ten thousand people, but the saint can do it, it is for the prince.

If she is a princess, the Qi Kingdom will inevitably turn to ashes after a hundred years. ”

As soon as these words came out, the emperor was furious, and he had already given birth to twelve daughters, seven of whom died before and after.

The prince refused to be born for a long time, if he has no more sons, the future throne will be worried, and his world will be worried.

I am the twelfth daughter of the first year of Qi Guo, Chen Luo.

I was designated as an ominous person in the year I was born, and my father had never come to see me and my mother since I was born, and I was probably the most unfavored princess in this palace.

Since I was born, I have carried the head of the Heavenly Evil Lone Star.

The only one in this world who loves me is my mother.

When I was five years old, my father summoned me for the first time, and at that time I still did not know my father's dislike for me, but that my father was busy with the affairs of the court and China all day, and had no time to pay attention to me.

I thought this was the case, and when I heard my father summoning me, my surprise jumped on my face.

I miss my father, I miss it very much, but my mother taught me that as a royal child, I should put state affairs first, and the harem is respected by my father and the emperor.

Therefore I never begged the eunuch to take me to my father.

But when he summoned me, I had every reason to come near him, to see my father, and to see the king of this land.

My mother tied two bun-sized buns for me, and I was impatient, like a tiger that had been hungry for thirty years, eager to eat an elephant to satisfy its hunger.

The concubine smiled, her slender fingers brushed my hair, squatted down and dressed me carelessly, her eyes glistening with gold, as if tears were passing through.

I don't understand that the little hand holding the face of the mother concubine and wiping the tears from her eyes for her may be out of distress for the mother concubine, or maybe the poor mother has not received the pity of her father for many years.

Douda's tears overflowed from his eyes, but his mouth was vaguely muttered with tears

"Why is the mother concubine crying, when Luo'er sees her father today, she must ask her father to see her mother more."

My mother is a strong person, I have never seen her cry for anything in the past six years, even if she has not seen her father for six years, she has never shed a single tear, even if she is blinded every day, she has never cried silently.

The concubine ran her fingers across the corners of my eyes, wiped away my tears, patted my head and said to me

"Don't cry, my father is still waiting for you."

She is a taciturn person, she does not express her emotions, and she knows a lot of things, but she does not reveal them at all.

That night I saw my father, he was leaning on the couch, his eyes closed, and I saw him two years ago with a lot of gray hair on his head, he was probably waiting for me?

The grievances in my heart suddenly wanted to tell him that I thought about him more, and I was already thinking about how to tell my father about my grievances and thoughts on the way here, but when I saw him, I was trying to be a princess of the country.

"Luo'er greets her father"

This is the second time I've greeted him, the man I've only seen once.

He didn't say much, and he didn't tell me tactfully

"Luo'er, I have chosen a good family for you, you will marry in a few days."

I was stunned, but my brain didn't react, and suddenly there was silence in the room, and even the slaves who brought tea and water stopped moving, and time seemed to stand still in that second.

When I came to my senses in the next second, all the female officers and insiders in the room knelt down, leaving me alone to stand in place.

Yes, my mother told me that the national strength of the Qi State is not as good as before, and since the founding of the founding emperor, the Qi State has always adhered to the policy of peace with its neighbors to quell the war.

Take this opportunity to recuperate and recharge.

At that time, I didn't know what it meant to be close to each other, and my mother said that it was to send the princess to a far, far away place to enjoy the mountains and rivers.

Probably believing this statement, I am not averse to the family, just because I have never stepped out of the palace gate, but when I was five years old, I learned that I could go out to play.

The joy of expectation is greater than reluctance, and at that time, I should not have expected that this farewell would be a farewell.

I wondered why everyone knelt down, and some of them didn't even dare to raise their heads.

Isn't it just getting married, why can't I do what the eldest princess does?

When my father sat up straight, I felt that something was wrong, and I was still young at that time.

I don't know how to marry and funeral at all, and I move small steps, wanting to be close to my father, not the emperor of Daqi.

Closer, closer, pulling the wide dragon pattern sleeve robe, the body is attached, and the side face is on Daddy's leg, he did not refuse, no matter what Daddy does, it is good for me.

"Daddy, will you and your mother accompany me?"

I knew he wouldn't, but I didn't know where I got the courage to ask him, my voice was very low, I was afraid, for fear that this high-ranking Ninety-Five Supreme would be furious.

Because this is the first time I have spoken to him as a child.

"Get all up!"

His voice was not loud, but it was enough to deter everyone, and the maids of the inner palace stood up neatly, but no one dared to raise their heads.

They were probably very afraid of Daddy, but I never knew what Daddy's personality was, and I still believed that he liked me, even if only a little.

"You only need to remember one thing on this trip, you are married to the third prince of Yinguo, and when you get there, you will no longer be the daughter of my Qi Kingdom, but a princess to be married."

He said word by word, sonorous and clear, which I will never forget in my life. It was then that I realized that my father, like all the other palace people, hated me and regarded me as a disaster.

It was then that we learned that the king of this country had a heart as hard as a rock......

The wedding was scheduled for a month later, and I have no memory of how sad I was at that time, except that I knelt all night outside the main hall.

I just begged my father to allow me to take my mother with me.

I don't understand why I'm the only one allowed to go when it's for fun.

My father was furious that night, and I had never seen him so angry, and I curled up in fear.

When my father ordered me to be thrown out of the palace, I knew that maybe I was different from the others.

My father may have never liked me, never treated me like any other sister, and never treated my mother like any other lady.

It was very cold that night, the floor was very cold and cold, I felt my body resisting, I thought that with my efforts, even if I couldn't take my mother away, I could give my mother a chance, a chance for my father to go and see my mother.

I don't know how long I last long, but I remember that after that I lost consciousness, and no one dared to come forward to help me, and no one dared to send me back to my mother's palace.

When I woke up, it had been two nights, and that was the second time I had seen my mother weeping, beside my bed, holding a white porcelain bowl with a decoction in her hand.

"Mother, does Daddy hate Luo'er?"

It was the first thing I said when I woke up, and my voice seemed to be stuck in my throat, and it was a very hard and heavy sentence for me.

"No, Luo'er, Daddy loves you, and Mom loves you"

When my mother saw that I was awake, she hugged me tightly and locked me tightly in his arms.

"Daddy said that I want to marry the prince of Yin, but why don't you allow my mother to join me."

probably the more he talked, the more aggrieved he became, and the tiredness in his eyes was not contained after all.

At that time, I was too young, and my mother talked to me so much, and I fell asleep in her arms, unable to remember anything, and did not know anything.

In the autumn of that year, I had a serious illness, and many palace people avoided me while my mother was away, for fear that I would eat them.

They didn't want to talk to me, even the nurse disappeared, I slept in a daze for more than half a month, and my father didn't come to see me, all the time, not ......