"Don't worry, Zhao Fu is very measured, and Qian Hui and Yue Chong are taking care of and reminding them in private." Ji Xianzhi responded.

Ning Nan groaned and muttered, moved his muscles and bones slightly, only to feel that his back hurt again at the end of the day.

Ji Xianzhi saw that he was tired, so the words on his lips stopped and did not ask.

Ning Nanwu inadvertently looked up and saw his appearance of wanting to speak and stopped, so he asked in a deep voice, "Uncle Ji... If you have something to say, just say it... What do you and I have to hide? ”

The middle-aged man hesitated a little, and after thinking twice, he asked, "My lord... Today's Mrs. Xiang... What happened when I went to the restaurant? ”

At the mention of this, the young man who was leaning on the front of the case changed his face slightly: "She doesn't believe me, she wants to see what I've been doing these days, and it's hard to say that she's here to check on me... simply said that Zhou Yuanmo invited her over... It's also ridiculously tight. Yuan Mo didn't know about this at all, but he was forced to cover up for her and persuade me for her.

Today... She is of some use, Sister Jun was born with the appearance of a standard Jiangnan. Meng Disaster happened to like this type, and when he saw her, he felt like he had lost his soul, and stared at her in a daze the whole time... He ignored the conditions put forward by Yuan Mo several times and agreed in a daze. After drinking some more wine, the whole person was delirious and was about to pounce on Sister Jun, and I was very angry when I stopped her. ”

Ning Nan sneered, and after a while, he suddenly quieted down, staring at the purse hanging from his waist, and said with some sadness: "Uncle Ji... You didn't see Yushuang's expression today, as if she was like when she was a child, she was used to being by my side in everything, never abandoning me. Her eyes were full of affection... It seems to be very affectionate to me. But I know she's just trying to take advantage of me... It's just to achieve her purpose. Now that my father is fighting with His Majesty, my father has the upper hand, and he is privately training troops in the vassal country, and he is wantonly seizing power, so he must be doing great things in a short time... If that day really comes, even if there is a capable person like Jiang Chengyi by His Majesty's side, he will not be able to defeat his father's strong soldiers.

She thought that if my father could really overthrow the current political dynasty, then as long as I succeeded in fighting for the throne, I would be able to ascend to the throne of the emperor, and she would be by my side at that time, the mother of the world, a worthy queen. If I hadn't seen her face clearly... I'm afraid I'm going to feel pity for her... Desperate for her goals. It's just that... It's ridiculous that I couldn't even see through her half a point in the past. ”

He smiled bitterly, with a sad look on his face, and said very sadly: "But sometimes, I really want to ask her, is it... Those memories of the past are all the result of her patience for the sake of her family and her own glory and wealth? ”

Ji Xianzhi looked at his sad appearance, and a trace of touch and pain rose in his heart and said: "Lord... As you said, these are old things. ”

"That's it..."Ning Nan suppressed the strong unwillingness and astringency in his heart, squeezed out a very ugly smile and said: "... I'm today... Cool Aluo's appointment... Is she angry? ”

Ji Xianzhi said helplessly: "How can the female monarch not be angry." But Bi Yun said... The female monarch talked and laughed with his wife in the afternoon, and no matter how much she complained and was angry with the male monarch in her heart, she was afraid that she would fade away at the moment. ”

Ning Nan lowered her eyes and said, "Mother... I really like Arlo. I... I do like her. ”

Listening to him mutter, Ji Xianzhi sighed: "Yes... Who doesn't like a female monarch with such a lively and strong temperament? Although... The lady has done a lot of things without you... But the circumstances are different, how much can she control herself? The elder brother is the faction of the Son of Heaven, but the husband is the son of King Huai. Naturally, she wanted to use the safest way to protect both parties... Thus... There were so many misunderstandings with the lord. ”

Ning Nan calmed down and said, "Uncle Ji... There's something I haven't told you all this time. Ah Luo..."

He paused for a few moments, then picked up the conversation and said softly, "It's the little girl who saved me from the mouth of the white-eyed wolf king back then." ”

Ji Xianzhi's eyes widened in surprise, and he stood in disbelief: "How can it be so coincidental?" The female monarch was actually your life-saving benefactor in the Western Desert back then? ”

Ning Nan smiled and said, "Yes... She was my lifesaver. This little girl is not simple, after separating from me, she remembered me... In the capital, I designed her and forced her to marry into my house. Who knows... She designed me too..."

Ji Xianzhi frowned and said, "The lord's words... What is the meaning? Lady she also designed you? 518 Chinese Net

"Jiang Chengjia... From the very beginning, I knew that I was a young man who almost died in the mouth of the white-eyed wolf king..."Ning Nan said in a low voice, with a hint of pampering in his eyes.

"She's very smart, and... It's elusive. He sighed.

"It's true that I'm with her because... The reason for her father and her brother is a little uncomfortable and unwilling. But that's not the real reason for the feud between the two of us. Like her mother, she doesn't want me to rehabilitate my teacher... Push yourself to a dead end. Ning Nan thought of Jiang Chengjia's stubborn little face, and sighed helplessly, "You know... What did she say to me? ”

Ji Xianzhi was silent, sitting on the side and bowing his head to listen to him.

She said. I am not afraid that I am the son of a minister, I do not believe that I am a wicked person, and I do not believe that I will give up the peace and well-being of the innocent people in the world because of personal grievances. Ning Nan sighed, "Once upon a time... I think the same as her, I am inspired to serve the country, and I want to make the land of Dawei free from thieves and thieves, and free from war. Let the people live and work in peace and contentment, and the market will prosper. ”

"But... I've changed... Obsessed with this thing, once you get into it, you can't get out. Thirteen years have passed, and I have never been able to get rid of the scene of my mother being humiliated in front of me, and I have never forgotten... My teacher splattered his veil with blood in front of me and was beheaded. It's like demons haunt me day and night, and no matter how much I struggle, I can't get rid of it. Ning Nan closed his eyes, looked back at the roof beam, and said bitterly.

And she's still as good as she was when she was a child. Kind, brave, alert, and lively. She is so full of sunshine and sincerity... With me who lives in hell all day long... I'm not on the same road anymore..."

"There's a ditch between me and her that can't be crossed... I am no longer the little boy who was full of enthusiasm and wanted to serve the country and the people like Lu Fuzi, who was full of courage, and who ruled the enemy by force like the old general, and served the country loyally. The way of the world... Loyal people are cornered. My hands were stained with blood because of it. But she is still the same person she was back then, she has not changed, and she is still so innocent. This is the river that can never be filled between us. She couldn't understand why I was paranoid... Even I can't understand it myself... Why am I so paranoid? ”

"Uncle Ji... I don't like it, but I can't go back, even... I can't let go anymore. Ning Nan babbled worriedly, recalling those dark long faces, and in front of the dark and hazy eyes, two hot tears slipped down from the closed eyes.

"I can't forget.... The feeling of killing someone with a blade in hand for the first time. I can't forget the cold, lonely and desperate despair of being abandoned by my father and crawling out of the pile of dead. No one is not afraid of death. Maybe... Lu Fuzi, who died generously back then... Before dying... They are also desperate and afraid. Can... In order to repay the emperor's grandfather's kindness and the foundation of the Ning family's ancestors, he still closed his eyes and accepted death.

What a dark and suffocating dynasty it is... There are faint tyrants like the first emperor... will force the loyal and righteous to go to the guillotine. There are people in power like His Majesty and My Father who do not care about the lives of the people in order to seize power. This power-hungry court... How many loyal ministers have been worn out of their fighting spirit... In the end, he became a puppet enslaved by power. ”

After he said this, he exhaled deeply, and the pain in his heart was cold to the bone.

It's not that he's reluctant to let go, it's that he's letting go, and even... Can't survive in this cruel dynasty.

He didn't want to be a traitor, but he was forced to embark on this road, indifferently watching the innocent people he once wanted to protect die in front of him, just... In order to live, in order to fulfill his wish, he had to keep going.

In his life, he has only two wishes, one is to protect the safety and success of his beloved, and the other is to take revenge on his teacher. If so, then... Even if the time comes, the world wants him to bury the innocent who died... It's not impossible.

Ji Xianzhi was sad to the bone. Over the years, he has watched, watched, and witnessed the defeat of the prosperous Great Wei Dynasty after repeated rebellions and rebellions, clan bloodsheds, battles for imperial power, and even battles for feudal power, and warlord melees... It's already full of holes. Loyal ministers have no way out, and traitors are everywhere. How can such a sight not be chilling?

Ning Nan stretched out his legs, sat loosely cross-legged, and slowly leaned on the cushion behind him, sleepy, but his heart was pounding, and he felt that his head was very heavy when he closed his eyes, but he didn't feel sleepy at all.

Ji Xianzhi looked at his pale cheeks, sighed quietly, got up slowly, took a blanket for him, and gently covered him. Then he quietly left the study.

As soon as he stepped out of the threshold, he saw Jiang Chengjia standing in front of the door with the food box at some point, motionless, his eyes were red, and he seemed to have cried.

Ji Xian was startled, subconsciously glanced into the house, and hurriedly closed the door carefully. The heart fluttered and beat the drums, I don't know how many conversations Jiang Chengjia heard. He was a little angry and glanced at the dozen or so elite guards surrounding the steps of the room, wondering why they didn't stop him?