He leaned sideways, his left hand resting lightly on her waist, very quiet. Jiang Chengjia quietly turned around and stared at him, a little distracted. After not seeing her for many days, Ning Nanwu seemed to be a lot haggard, thinking that it was because there were many things to deal with in this county town that she was so tired.

Thinking of this, she relived the night she had quarreled with him in her mind, and the guilt in her heart came naturally. It was she who didn't know the truth, but she righteously accused Ning Nanwei of his mistakes and belittled him to nothing.

She lowered her eyes, a little depressed, and paused for a moment, ready to get up, but she was afraid of waking up the person who was sleeping deeply on her side. So he gently and carefully raised his left hand on his waist, and was about to put it down, when he saw a scab in the center of his left palm, and a scarlet scar from the palm to the bottom, his heart trembled.

Jiang Chengjia couldn't remember when he was injured, thinking that he was accidentally injured during the war in Linhe. Looking at this extremely long scar, she became even more sad. These days, she's patronizing and angry with him, and nothing else.

She carefully touched the scar on his palm, tears in her eyes. With such deep scars and scabs, it must have been very painful when he was injured. Jiang Chengjia was very annoyed, complaining that she had been fighting with him for so long because of anger and preconceived ideas, and felt that he was unreasonable, but now it seemed that she was even more unreasonable and too paranoid.

She was stunned, not noticing that the person beside her gradually woke up.

Ning Nan slept this sleep was the most stable and comfortable in the past half a month, woke up slowly, and when he opened his eyes, he saw the little girl beside him grabbing his left hand, staring at the scar on his palm. He smiled, squeezed the little girl's side, and whispered in her ear, "Awake?" ”

Jiang Chengjia's mind was full of chaotic thoughts, and he unconsciously thought of it, and suddenly his question came from his ears, and then he woke up and looked at him a little sluggishly.

He gently raised the corners of his mouth and asked softly, "Are you still uncomfortable?" ”

Jiang Chengjia shook his head obediently and did not speak.

"Does the wound on your back still hurt?" He asked.

The little girl looked at him with slightly moist eyes. The light in the gauze tent was too dim, Ning Nanwu didn't notice the hot tears in her eyes, and gently rubbed her head and said, "Why don't you speak?" ”

Jiang Chengjia became emotional, and was a little reluctant to speak, but he still responded to him and said, "It doesn't hurt." ”

Ning Nan looked at her cowering in the corner, as if she didn't dare to approach him, as if she was worried about something. His face darkened a little, thinking about the big quarrel more than ten days ago, and his heart was quite uncomfortable. He slowed down, his face was still stiff, and somehow he felt a little aggrieved in his heart, and muttered in a low voice: "Come here." ”

He opened his arms to her, his tone closer to command.

I thought that this little girl would definitely go against him again like before, but I didn't expect her to move towards him very obediently, lay down in his arms, and a pair of slender arms gently wrapped around his waist.

Ning Nan was a little unexpected, and he was stunned and spread his arms motionless. Smelling the scent of medicine on her body, he settled down, hugged her carefully, and then sighed softly.

It is really rare for him to see her so well-behaved, in the past two months, his relationship with her has been good and bad, sometimes cold and sometimes hot, so Jiang Chengjia's attitude towards him has also changed.

"Last night, it rained so hard, why did you run out?" Ning Nan asked softly in a low voice, and the magnetic voice was full of temperature. Warmly flowed into Jiang Chengjia's heart.

Her face turned red, a little embarrassed, and she didn't know where to speak. I can't say... Because she knew the truth yesterday, she felt that she had no opinion at all, listening to the wind and rain, only recognizing what she saw with her own eyes, being deceived by illusions, unwilling to find out the truth, and unwilling to believe him, so she felt guilty and unbearable, and couldn't wait to see him, want to explain to him, and apologize to him?

She didn't know how to say this kind of thing to him, and she wasn't too embarrassed to say it. I always feel that the words are very stiff and sour.

"It's just... I wanted to find Qianshan, so I went out for a trip, and who knew that it would rain and meet you? After a long time, she thought of a lame reason to explain.

Ning Nanwei knew that she was talking nonsense, obviously she was standing on the gravel road to his study last night, which was completely in two directions from the West Courtyard. She should have wanted to go to him last night, but now she hides that she doesn't want to tell the truth, and she still blames him.

"Next time you go out, check the weather, don't get drenched in the rain like yesterday and have a high fever. If neither I nor Qianshan are with you, who will take care of you? Ning Nan followed her words and didn't want to ask anything more, so she whispered.

"Hmm. Got it. Jiang Chengjia replied in a low voice.

He asked a question today, and the little girl answered obediently, but she was surprisingly docile. This couldn't help but make Ning Nan ask with some curiosity: "Why don't you quarrel with me today?" "Dogs

Jiang Chengjia had a sour nose and buried his face in his chest and was silent.

Ning Nan lowered his head to look at her, and saw that her eyes were tightly closed, her thick eyelashes were trembling violently, and a tear welled up from the corner of her eye, sliding down her cheek.

Seeing her crying, Ning Nan was worried that she had no master, and coaxed in a panic: "Why did you cry suddenly?" ”

The little girl remained silent, and a cold cold gradually spread from the bottom of his heart, and he endured the loss, and his face gradually turned gray: "Are you still blaming me?" Mother blames me too... Do you blame me too? Know... I had to do this... When I've arranged everything and when it's all over, I'll explain it to you, okay? I promise you, I'll tell you what happened..."

He finally couldn't help it, and said these words unconsciously, and after waking up, he was stunned, and kept asking himself what he was talking about? Obviously, he had promised Lu Xun and Zhou Yuanmo, and even explained to Uncle Ji that he would not go to her in the future, would not set foot in the North Courtyard, would not listen to her news, and would never delay his progress because of anyone before the revenge was avenged.

But now, not only is he in the North Courtyard, but he is also so greedy to hug Jiang Chengjia, so he doesn't count to say this, he subconsciously doesn't want her to misunderstand him, and a desire arises in his heart, maybe he can let go of everything now, stay with her, and live a warm life that only exists in his imagination.

These thoughts crossed his mind one by one with great clarity, making his heart agitate. But when he flashed the scene of Lu Yu's execution in his mind, learned the news that General Yue Lao had died without a body, and saw that more than 10,000 soldiers of the Chang Meng Army who stayed in the capital and were framed were pierced through the body with spears and died like a tragic scene, those thoughts of giving up hatred and living a stable life immediately disappeared.

He quietly let go of her, the smile on his lips turning bitter.

"If you... You really don't want to see me, and you don't have to be so silent... You blame me... I know. That's it... I'll just go. He slowly stood up and prepared for his stay.

As soon as he got up, Jiang Chengjia hugged him from behind without thinking, and muttered to himself, "I'm sorry." ”

The thin arms tightly wrapped around his waist, making Ning Nan look worried, his face changed slightly, and he suddenly lifted a breath in his heart, and frowned a little puzzled: "I'm sorry what?" ”

"It's nothing..."Jiang Chengjia realized his gaffe and hid the past indiscriminately.

Ning Nan was a little disappointed, more helpless.

"Zhaoyuan, can you accompany me for breakfast?" She racked her brains to keep him, but she didn't know what excuse to make, so she made up a clumsy reason and said, "I don't have much appetite these days..."

He listened with some tears and laughs: "What? I'll eat with you, and you'll have an appetite? ”

Jiang Chengjia wanted to reconcile, but he was afraid that Ning Nan would be angry with himself and refused, so he trembled and coaxed: "If you accompany me, I will have an appetite." ”

This faint and unheard volume scratched his heart, and for no reason there was a sense of joy, and a heart that had just been baptized by the memory of the fiasco softened into a puddle at this moment. He turned around without saying a word, scooped up Jiang Chengjia who was lying on his stomach behind him, and hugged him into his arms, and when he looked down, he saw her staring at him with an expectant face, but she didn't dare to force her little eyes, so she could only sigh and say, "Okay." I'll accompany you to breakfast. ”

There was helplessness in this helpless tone, full of pampering, and he didn't even notice it.

Seeing that he agreed, Jiang Chengjia's heart jumped up, sat up from his arms, kissed him the cheek, jumped off the bed happily like a child, found his shoes, changed his clothes randomly, and ran out happily.

"What are you going to do?" Ning Nan was worried about her running out, and immediately worried that she had pulled the wound on her back, so she asked urgently.

Jiang Chengjia said without looking back: "I'm going to make breakfast, I haven't been to the East Kitchen for a long time." ”

Looking at her bouncing figure, Ning Nan was also a little puzzled when she sat in the room, this little girl was obviously still angry with herself, why did she want him to stay like this now?

He was confused, and the unknown sweetness in his heart became clearer.

Ning Nan frowned slightly, and he was also confused about the feeling in his heart. Since marrying Jiang's daughter, his feelings for her are more like looking for the only warmth in the shadows, and he seems to rely on her as a family member, but he always reminds himself that he can't give up his previous struggles and efforts because of such a momentary comfort. Now, he seems to regard Jiang Chengjia more as an existence like Uncle Ji and Aunt Biyun, and is greedy for her care for him. is obviously doting and loving her like a sister, but there is more strange feelings in his heart.

He had never been exposed to such delicate feelings, so naturally he couldn't understand them. Could it be that as Zhou Yuanmo said, he was confused by the beauty of the Jiang family's daughter, so he couldn't even figure out these questions now?