Chapter 137: Hate is also a kind of faith

Life in the Netherworld Valley is not bad, Chiyan changes the way every day to coax Xiaojiao to be happy, take her to see the unique chirping birds of the Netherworld Valley, take her to appreciate the world's most beautiful flowers, Nian Xiaojiao has to admit that the Netherworld Valley is the most beautiful scenery she has ever seen.

Putting these aside, Chi Yan's single-handed cooking skills are the best in the world, and the best restaurant that Nian Xiaojiao has ever played is not as good as Chi Yan. Chi Yan said that children who don't have a father's pain are in charge of the house early, and in order to make their mothers happy, they can only start from other places since they were young, such as this garden full of flowers, such as the cooking skills that are extremely good. Listening to it, Xiaojiao was also distressed for that stubborn little Chiyan, how could there be so many talents, but he just did too much.

In other words, at the moment when it is delicious and beautiful, Nian Xiaojiao probably feels that the life she longs for is nothing more than that. Just like the years when I was a child and Ge Po in the Jinliao Forest, I was so at ease. Birds, born to belong to the forest.

It's just that today's Nian Xiaojiao is no longer the fledgling bird of the past, she is an eagle, with her own territory, her own partners, and what she wants to protect, but she can't leave it behind.

Nian Xiaojiao was secretly looking for a way out while secretly looking for a way out with Chiyan Jun Lanxu and the snake. If Chiyan Junlan can bring in a living person as big as her, there must be a way to connect to the outside. She circled and circled along the cliff, not missing a single crack in the rock, and finding nothing. She trove trove traveled through every land in the Netherworld, trying to find a secret passage, but to no avail. With no internal strength, she tossed day by day until she was exhausted, and every day at ten ten, she dragged her feet as heavy as lead back to the courtyard. Chiyan Junlan felt that the most beautiful scene in the Netherworld Valley was Nian Xiaojiao, who came in the sunset, like an angel who had fallen into the mortal world, with a holy light, and embarked on the road home.

This scene seems familiar, just like when I was a child, I sat at the door, waiting for my mother who was working in the vegetable garden to return, and the sunset at that time was as bright as this, but my mother was a smiling angel, and when she came back, she was always enthusiastic about him, and Nian Xiaojiao must be a fallen angel, rushing out every day and returning in defeat.

Whether Nian Xiaojiao is indifferent or pouting, it is all a scene of its own. Since her mask was seen through by Chiyan Junlan, she didn't bother to cover it up anymore, and left her figure everywhere in the Netherworld Valley with this hundred flowers eclipsed.

And Chi Yan pretended not to see Nian Xiaojiao's anxiety.

On this day, Nian Xiaojiao still returned disappointed, and Chiyan Junlan took out a painting like a treasure.

"But what do you see?"

"A water lily."

Nian Xiaojiao raised her eyes listlessly and said without interest.

This is a picture of a lotus flower in ink, with different shades of ink, lining out elegant petals, beautiful lotus leaves, and smart water droplets.

On the shore, the beauty is very small, but it adds some reverie and artistic conception to the painting.

"Look again!"

Chiyan Junlan's eyes were full of anticipation.

"Well, that's a good drawing."

"What else?"

Nian Xiaojiao lay most of her body on the low table, and a cluster of tender yellow flowers and leaves rubbed on her back: "Chiyan, I'm so tired, I don't have time or mood to play with you." If you want to say it, you can say it, and if you don't want to say it, just let me be quiet. ”

Chiyan's star-like eyes gradually dimmed: "You annoy me? ”

Nian Xiaojiao wanted to say yes in her heart, but the man in front of her was her hope, her last hope to leave here, she got up and looked at Chiyan, and said against her will: "No, I'm just tired." ”

"It's good if you don't have it."

"Chiyan, what's the matter, you are willing to let me go."

"Probably, soon. When the great cause of the Immortal Venerable has been accomplished, we can go out of the valley. ”

"Chiyan, do you have faith?"

"Faith?"

"Hmm."

"If there is, it's my mother, but my mother, who died two months ago, has been gone since. But now ......"

Chi Yan looked at Nian Xiaojiao with a radiant expression, he wanted to ask, are you willing to be my faith? It's like he really wants to tell Nian Xiaojiao the origin of this lotus.

"Would you like to hear it, my faith?" Nian Xiaojiao asked.

Chi Yan put away the painting in his hand, tilted his head to look at Nian Xiaojiao, showing that he wanted to hear it, and encouraged Nian Xiaojiao to continue.

"I am a very ominous person, the people around me who love me, the people I cherish, one by one, have left me for various reasons. I don't have parents, brothers and sisters, or even a blood relative, I have a father-in-law, I have a mother-in-law, but in the end, they can't die well. Once, I thought that this was the way life was, with the endless hatred of my parents, with the eternal pursuit of the enemy, it was my life. ”

Nian Xiaojiao looked at Chi Yan steadily, fortunately, she saw a trace of emotion in Chi Yan's eyes, it seems......

"We're like that. Although my father is alive, it is better not to have ...... The source of my calamity came from my father. ”

"Then you should be able to understand my feelings a little. It's just that maybe God can't stand it anymore and starts to favor me a little. Later, I left Gushu City, where I grew up, and met Qing Yu, it turned out that two people can be so warm, she is a lonely killer, I am an orphan without roots, and the two of us are supporting all the way down.

Then I met a man who was wise, composed, and calm......"

"You, in love with him?"

Chi Yan asked a little unhappily.

"Huh! Love? It's a big joke, that thing shouldn't belong to me! I don't share heaven with him. Love is a faith, and so is hate. ”

Nian Xiaojiao's eyes had an unconcealable pain, and her frowning eyebrows showed her unwillingness and helplessness. How deep the love used to be, and how heavy the pain is now.

"That's good."

Chi Yan pretended not to understand Nian Xiaojiao's pain, at least, that man had lost the opportunity to have Nian Xiaojiao.

"Later, the Hanyu Immortal died to save the common people in order to seize the 10,000-year-old Yin Iron, but in my heart, she is my life-saving teacher, and I have the responsibility and obligation to carry the Hanyu faction she left behind. Now, my parents' bones are not cold, I have a great revenge that I have not avenged, I have a partner who is like a sister waiting, and I have a great cause that I cannot live up to. This is my faith, there is love and hate. ”

"Why are you telling me this?"

"Because, I'm trapped here, maybe, my sisters will die, my sect will be destroyed, and my enemies will laugh. I am not a saint, and I am not fearless in worrying about the world, but I want to protect my side of the world. Do what I can to protect it. ”

"Hey......!!!

"What are you laughing at?"

"When you asked me about my faith, I was a little confused. Now I think I found it. ”

"What is it?"

"You!"

Chi Yan pointed at Nian Xiaojiao, and said it categorically and from the bottom of his heart.

Nian Xiaojiao wanted to scoff, and finally turned into a white eye: "What nonsense are you talking about in broad daylight!" ”

"Look at the ruins of the walls on the edge of this hut. There used to be a room there that was my parents' room. Later, his parents fell out and built a house opposite, and every time he came back, he was silent, brought us some food, and then locked himself alone in the opposite house, stayed for one night, and then left in a hurry. Now I'm the only one left, I can't stand it, it's empty, it's all demolished, and this one is left. ”

"It's hard. You're having a hard time these days, aren't you? ”

In such a mood, Nian Xiaojiao also understands that the powerlessness of the departure of relatives will accompany her for a lifetime.

"I drank the strongest liquor, but I was still so sober. Until I got the task and robbed you. Once the best place to trap you, now it's the best place to protect you. What's more, I lack a partner. "What Chi Yan is most afraid of is being alone, lonely.

Nian Xiaojiao looked at Chi Yan with a firm look: "But, I want to go out!" ”

"Isn't it good here?"

Chi Yan's words were fragile, and he sincerely hoped that Nian Xiaojiao could let go of the obsession in his heart and stay in the Netherworld Valley with him.

"It's nice here, you're so good, and I appreciate your care. But if I don't go out again, I'm afraid...... It's late. ”

"It's a dead end to get out."

"If they don't go out, they will die."

"If you're worried about that girl named Qing Yu, I can make an exception and bring her in. She is near, looking for you. ”

"Can you bring her, the children of the almshouse? What about the Hanyu Pie? And what about the entire Senluo Palace, where the secret guards are all over the world? How many can fit in this Netherworld Valley? Chiyan, I beg you, you will let me go, I will remember you for the rest of my life. ”

Nian Xiaojiao asked one by one, because she was too anxious and too excited, and finally almost roared.

"Look to the west, where the flowers are most luxuriant, and where my mother is buried. People die like dust, go out, a dead end, the horror of the immortal is beyond your imagination. I've finally found my faith, and I can't let you out. ”

Chi Yan didn't look up at Nian Xiaojiao, he couldn't bear it, looking at her depressed expression. He looked at the place where the flowers were blooming in the sky, and looked away from this small courtyard, where the most beautiful flower in his heart was buried, his mother.

"Even if I hate you?"

Nian Xiaojiao almost collapsed, she did everything she could, but she couldn't escape. A deep powerlessness tormented her.

"Yes! Even if you hate me, I just want you to live. ”

Chi Yan has his own persistence and persistence, and he knows Immortal Venerable too well. Even if Nian Xiaojiao is a rare genius in 10,000 years, she is like an ant in front of the Immortal Venerable, and she can't shake the sky.

Previously, when he kidnapped her, he was on a mission with banter. Now, get along day and night. The girl in front of him, he has a different kind of feelings.

Nian Xiaojiao got up in despair, drooped her shoulders and walked to the room, her steps heavy, just like her mood at the moment.

The most terrible thing is not the immediate difficulties, but the lack of strength, but the lack of hope.

"Hey! You haven't eaten dinner yet. ”

"Get out!"

This night, Nian Xiaojiao was like a rag doll, lying on the bed, running around in the Netherworld Valley for days, her feet were sore, but these pains could not withstand the pain in her heart. She tugged at her heart tightly, how? How, exactly? Only then can there be a glimmer of hope to escape.

I really just want to fight with all my might.

Just ask, conscience without regrets.

She looked at the corner of the room, where Chi Yan had been on his temporary couch these days, because she had taken over his territory and his bed.

Now, the makeshift couch was empty, and the quilt was as neat as the day. Chi Yan didn't come in tonight.