Volume I: Chapter 77 Motivation
"Okay, Yan'er, since you've spoken, then I'll just say it! I am now a lieutenant, and there is no shortage of outstanding women around me, but do you know why I have been delayed in marrying? That's because there are very few women who are lucky enough to be in my eyes, and you happen to be one of them. Cheng Qilu said to Shu Yan straight to the point.
"General Cheng, in this way, my Shu Yan is really fortunate for three lives!" Shu Yan said sneeringly.
However, Cheng Qilu, who was rough-branched, couldn't hear the ridicule contained in Shu Yan's words at all.
So, I could only hear Cheng Qilu continue to tell Shu Yan about his heartfelt feelings: "Yan'er, don't say that you and I meet again in this Jinhong Water Heart Castle, it is the fate of heaven; Just to say that in the rear of the battlefield, I always appeared around you from time to time, trying to get your attention. But neither now nor in the past, you have never looked at me squarely; Anyway, I'm also an iron-clad man! How can you be so contemptuous? ”
"I'm sorry, General Cheng, it's not that I haven't looked at you with my eyes, but I only have him in my eyes and only him in my heart. The reason why I always fail to notice you is not because I despise you; It's because he's there, and he's got my full attention. Shu Yan explained to Cheng Qilu.
"He? Mo Lao Qi? Cheng Qilu asked Shu Yan.
"Not bad." Shu Yan replied categorically.
"If it's Mo Laoqi, then you don't have to be sorry, Yan'er, because those things are all in the past, and they have long passed. Now that Mo Laoqi is gone, it's time for you to take a new look at the people around you. Cheng Qilu suggested to Shu Yan.
"yes, it's time for me to take a fresh look at the people around me." Shu Yan said to himself with something else.
"That's it, Yan'er, as long as you agree to marry me, you don't have to worry about the disparity between your and my identities and the difference in portals. I think that before the queen mother got married, didn't you always be her personal maid? Niangniang has also said many times that you are like sisters, so if I go and ask her to accept you as a sister-in-law, I think she will gladly agree, and then we can be married in a logical way. Cheng Qilu was full of interest and whimsical and planned with Shu Yan.
"General Cheng, I think you will be mistaken! I've never been worried about the disparity in status, the difference in portals, and of course I don't need to worry, let alone be given to me by others. Because here in my Shu Yan, the fit of the heart is more important than anything else. Shu Yan said to Cheng Qilu simply and decisively.
As soon as Shu Yan's words came out, it was tantamount to indirectly announcing that Cheng Qilu's outpouring was fruitless; However, although Cheng Qi and Lu Fangcai's words were nonsense, these marginal words backfired and awakened Shu Yan's long-paralyzed heart.
Therefore, when the intoxicating sunset reflected Shu Yan's lonely figure, Shu Yan asked himself unprecedentedly: "Fifteen years, fifteen years, what are you still struggling to hold onto?" ”
So, with this question, Shu Yan found the only person she wanted to find and the only person she could find at this moment.
On this day, when the sun was completely hidden and the sunset naturally ceased to exist, on the sandwich road in the backyard of Jinhong Shuixin Fort, I could only hear Shu Yan say to Baili Wei straight to the point: "Second master, I have something to ask you." ”
"Shu Yan actually took the initiative to ask me, but unfortunately, I didn't pay attention this morning to see if the sun was rising in the west." Bai Liwei was flattered and said to Shu Yan poorly.
"Be serious, second master." Shu Yan still said to Bai Liwei with a blank face.
"Okay, Yan'er, you ask." Bai Liwei said, and instantly returned to a serious appearance.
Seeing this, Shu Yan suddenly felt funny in her heart, and at the same time, she didn't know how many times she realized that in front of Baili Wei, she always relaxed naturally.
You must know that life is short, and there are not many days to go, so why bother with yourself, it is best to be happy.
"Second master, in the past, or now, and what I just want to ask you is, where am you where I am?" Shu Yan asked Bai Liwei inexplicably.
Although Shu Yan's question is undoubtedly vague and has something to say, fortunately, Bai Liwei has already understood it.
So, I only heard Baili Wei answer truthfully: "At first, when I found out that I was in love with you, you already loved you in my heart, and I could only hide in secret, secretly love you, and love what you love; Later, the person you love is gone, and there is no return, but I still dare not stand up and love you openly, because I know that he is still lingering in your heart. ”
What Cheng Qilu asked Shu Yan was, "You haven't even looked at me with a straight eye, how do you know that I'm not as good as him"; At this moment, Bai Liwei's answer is, "I can only hide in secret, secretly love you, and love what you love"; Their respective cultivation can be seen.
"When Third Master Mo was here, I closed my eyes every night with anticipation, looking forward to seeing him tomorrow morning when I opened my eyes; Later, the third master left, as you said, he never returned, and I lost the motivation to open my eyes; Until one day, the young master who looked like the third master appeared, and I began to have expectations again, but this expectation was clearly full of struggles. Shu Yan confided to Bai Liwei coldly.
Hearing this, instead of being surprised, Baili sighed to Shu Yan with envy on his face: "If one day, I can also bring you expectations and become the driving force for you to open your eyes, how good it would be!" ”
"Second master, you are the master of this family, and I, Shu Yan, am just a housekeeper, you don't have to talk to me in such a condescending tone." Shu Yan reminded Baili Weidao.
When Baili heard this, he asked Shu Yan again and again: "Yan'er, how can you think so?" We are all people living in this world, and there is no distinction between high and low, so how can we say that we are condescending to the noble? What's more, in the face of love, each of us is humble. ”
When Shu Yan heard this, he wanted to tell Baili Wei about his heartfelt intestines: "Second master, in fact, I want to say ......"
Baili Wei immediately interrupted Shu Yan's words and said to Shu Yan: "Yan'er, you don't have to be embarrassed, I never need your response. I'm used to being by your side, and it makes me feel very happy. If you don't marry one day, I'll keep you one day; If you don't marry for a year, I'll keep you for a year; If you don't marry for the rest of your life, I will keep you for the rest of your life. If you do not marry in the afterlife, then I will keep you for the rest of your life. ”
"Second master, don't interrupt me again, listen to me. Although you will never be the motivation for me to open my eyes, I hope that in the days to come, whenever I open my eyes, the first person I see will be you, if you still want to. Shu Yan said to Bai Liwei what she had not finished speaking.
"Of course I do, Yan'er, but you don't have to force yourself and wronged yourself in order to take care of my feelings. Maybe I used to be sad about this, but now I feel extremely happy and satisfied as long as I can see you every day. Therefore, you must not make a choice that you regret on impulse because of a momentary emotion. Bai Liwei calmly and rationally mentioned Shu Yandao.
"Second master, I am indeed moved, but it is not temporary, because you have a charm that moves me for a lifetime, which I have only recently discovered. Therefore, my choice was made willingly, not reluctantly, nor aggrieved, but nothing more. Shu Yan said to Bai Liwei with some reason in excitement.
When he heard this, he immediately squatted in place for three moments, and he, who had always been sensitive and fragile, actually buried his head and cried at this time.
Seeing this, Shu Yan also squatted down, like coaxing a child, and gently hugged the whimpering Baili Wei into his arms, and then asked Bai Li Wei softly: "Second master, do you know why I didn't marry for a long time?" ”
"Why?" Bai Liwei still buried his head, and asked Shu Yan in a slightly crying voice.
"Because you don't marry, how can I marry?" Shu Yan said the most serious words to Bai Liwei while talking and laughing.
"Then if I marry, will you definitely marry?" Bai Liwei raised his head slightly, choked up and asked Shu Yandao.
"That depends on who you marry." Shu Yan responded to Baili Weidao.
At this moment, Bai Liwei had completely raised his head, and he continued to ask Shu Yan with a red face from crying: "Then what if I say, I will marry you?" ”
"Marry whom?" Shu Yan asked Bai Liwei again for confirmation.
"Marry you - Shu Yan!" Baili replied categorically.
"Then I'll get married!" Shu Yanwan said with a smile.
Although Bai Liwei, who is now begging to marry Shu Yan, is ridiculous and snuggled in Shu Yan's arms like a child, so that together with this mutual confession that he was late or should not have come, it became ridiculous; But one day, Baili Wei will show his responsibility as a man, and he will stand in front of his beloved woman to shelter her from the wind and rain, and hide the sky and the sun.
However, Zhong Daxuan, who was leaning against the rockery and sitting on the ground at this moment, was clearly not very interested in the affectionate scene in front of him. He has always been half a beat slower than others, but his thoughts at this moment are still stuck on the dialogue between Fang Cai Baili and Shu Yan.
I could only hear Zhong Daxuan thinking about it, and asked Yu Yin in a low voice: "Yu Yin, what is your motivation to open your eyes every day?" ”
Zhong Daxuan's cold question made Yu Yin stunned for a while.
Fortunately, Yu Yin's reaction has always been half a beat faster than others, and after a while, Yu Yin responded in a sober whisper: "When I woke up from a dream, it was the rhythm that gave me a reason to open my eyes; It's the tone of voice that keeps my eyes from being hollow. The music gives me a track of my life and proves that I really existed. What about you? Brother Xu, what prompted you to open your eyes every day? ”