Luo Ning'an shouted at her, "Then why don't you stop him!"

Su Lixia didn't know what to say for a while, so she could only not speak, lowering her head and not daring to look at her.

Luo Ning'an hugged Feng Nanmo's head and slowly slid against the wall and sat on the ground.

She looked at the familiar face in her arms, her eyes were full of obsession, love, and pity, and she said slowly: "Xia Xia, do you know, when I was young, because I was timid, my mother died early, and I was always bullied by the children of those uncles and aunts, and I didn't dare to resist, my father was also very busy at the time, and he didn't take care of me, every time I went to talk to him about it, he always kicked me out very irritablely, and what else did he say, that was my nest useless, I was very wronged during that time, and no one confided in me, I don't dare to say to my father, my father, I have been very strict with me since I was a child, let me learn piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, no one can be left behind, and it must be the best one, as well as etiquette, he said, I am the eldest lady of the falling moon collar, is the face of the entire falling moon collar, I want to have the demeanor of everyone's lady, I can't embarrass him, in order to make my father happy, and in order to get a word of appreciation from my father, I practice very hard every day, but I don't know why, no matter how hard I try, I still can't make my father satisfied, he always says I, I was both aggrieved and afraid, I didn't dare to resist, before the day of testing the color of the talent phantom, I was very, very nervous, because this matter is not something I can change with hard work, the color of the talent phantom is destined by God, I am very afraid that my talent phantom color can not satisfy my father, because if I can't satisfy my father, what awaits me is the seclusion and punishment for an unknown amount of time, that night, I have not fallen asleep, until dawn, I slowly squinted for a while, the day of the test, You and Jun are also there, you are the first and second test, one is cyan, the other is white, I was particularly shocked, that day was also the first time I saw you, you smiled so brightly on the stage, I watched you throw yourself into your father's arms, there are so many people who like you, care about you, celebrate for you, I am particularly envious, after you are gone, it will be my turn, very lucky, my talent phantom color is also cyan, I was relieved, although I didn't expect to be appreciated by my father, At least I won't be punished, and after that, when I can cultivate the Illusion Qi, I will have one more item in my daily training, refining medicine and cultivation, I have to make a lot of poison every day, and after making the poison, I will eat it myself,"

"Eat it yourself?" Su Lixia looked at her in disbelief, it is very likely that a novice refining poison will not be able to grasp the weight, and it is easy to be poisoned by herself on the spot, she has been testing the medicine herself since the first time she refined, which is too cruel, not to mention, she was still a child of a few years old at the time。。。。。。

"That's right, just eat it yourself." Luo Ning'an sneered and continued: "In this painful time after eating the poison, I still have to make an antidote, if I can't do it, then I can only wait for death." ”

Luo Ning'an looked at Su Lixia with a miserable smile, and said: "I don't feel any family affection in this family, I'm like a poison refining machine, I've been refining, I've been trying, I've been gambling with my own life to refine medicine, all the pills that help me cultivate, strengthen my body, and the pills I usually need to get sick are all refined by myself, because I don't have any way to survive except refining myself, my father won't ask me for a doctor, in my father's eyes, If an alchemist can't even cure some of his own colds, he's a waste."

"This kind of thing。。。。。。 How can it be。。。。。。 Su Lixia was speechless, she wanted to hug Luo Ning'an, but she didn't dare to touch her, she felt that Luo Ning'an was not at all like before, she was now like a hedgehog all the time, with thorns all over her body, if she wanted to get close to her, she would be stabbed if she wasn't careful.

"Otherwise, do you think that in the academy competition, in the level where the person who eats each other's poison and can detoxify himself within the specified time wins, why can I crush the other students and win, it is because I grew up in this situation since I was a child, I remember very clearly, the teachers were stunned at that time, I laughed at myself, looking at the other students who were rolling on the ground, how I didn't want to give them the antidote, let them also taste what I have always tasted!"

Su Lixia couldn't bear to look at her, closed her eyes in pain, and whispered, "An An。。。。。。 ”

"But 。。。。。。" Luo Ning'an shook her head lightly and said, "This is not in line with etiquette, I should treat them in time, detoxify, at that time, in my mind, my reason and desire were fighting, and finally 。。。。。。 Reason triumphed, and I detoxified them. You must feel that my life is so dark, right? ”

Su Lixia didn't speak, she could only keep her head down and not look at her, she was afraid that once she saw her eyes, she couldn't help but fall into it.

"But suddenly one day, I found that there was a light in my life!" Luo Ning'an lowered her head, looked at the cheeks of Feng Nanmo in her arms, the tenderness in her eyes seemed to be dripping water, and said: "My light is Nanmo, that day, I was still refining poison as usual, and after refining it, I still ate it as usual, everything was so normal, but after I ate the pill, there was an accident, I didn't grasp the amount of one of the herbs, the toxicity was a little violent, I fell to the ground on the spot, rolling in pain, shouting, at that time I had only one thought in my heart, I wanted to stand up, I have to refine the antidote to save my life, I have to stand up! But...... The tearing pain in my body made me unable to move, and slowly I felt that my body was getting lighter and lighter, and my consciousness was becoming more and more trance-like, at this time, Nanmo appeared, he helped me up, and used the small phantom qi in his body to heal me, suppressing the toxicity in my body, and his phantom qi slowly flowed into my body, and I instantly felt as if there was a clear stream to smooth out the pain in my body. Speaking of this, Luo Ning'an raised her hand and gently stroked Feng Nanmo's face, her eyes were even more gentle and pitying: "He is my life, and from that day on, he is the only light in my heart." ”

Su Lixia asked softly, "So, you were rescued?" ”

Luo Ning'an sneered and said, "How is it possible, how old was he at the time, and how much phantom qi could there be in his body, it was he who begged his father to cure me for poison, so that I could survive." When I opened my eyes, I thought I was in heaven, but I found that I was still in my room, and he was lying on the side of my bed, sleeping deeply, and I remembered in a trance that he had been begging my father to save me, so I was very grateful to him, and I only later learned that his father and my father were friends in trouble, and that time I came to see my father, so it was also at that time that we made a marriage contract. Luo Ning'an gently rubbed Feng Nanmo's cheek with her face.

"We have been playing together since that day, with him, my father is not as harsh on me as before, he takes me to play every day, takes me to catch fish, goes to the sea of flowers, goes to the market, we practice together, eat together, do everything together, that was my happiest time, later, he had to go back, we separated, before leaving he talked with my father for a long time, and after he left, my father did not treat me like before, although we couldn't see each other, But I kept writing to and from each other. At that time, the happiest thing for me every day was to receive his letters, and every day I looked forward to what he would say to me the next day, just like that, my life suddenly became brighter, all of which Nanmo brought to me, he is my God, my everything. When we met again, it was the day we entered Noras Academy, and the strange thing is that although we hadn't seen each other for a long time, there was no embarrassment or rustiness on the day of goodbye, we were still so happy, so tacitly understanding, he praised me for being beautiful, and I had to be happy for a long time。。。。。。。 ”

Su Lixia looked at her and didn't know what to say, so she had to kneel in front of her, lowered her head, and said, "I'm sorry, An An, I didn't stop him, it's all my fault." ”

Luo Ning'an raised her eyes, glanced at Su Lixia, and said slowly: "That's right, it's all your fault, why didn't you stop him, ah, I know, because Jun Ru slaughtered your Fengling City, you want to take revenge, Nanmo can just help you avenge when she goes, and you won't fall into the trap yourself, right?"

When Su Lixia heard Luo Ning'an say this, she quickly shook her head and denied it: "An An, I didn't think so!"

Luo Ning'an sneered, hugged Feng Nanmo's head and slowly approached her, and said, "Then what do you think?" With your rank, can you stop him? That's what you think!"

Su Lixia shook her head in a panic and said, "An An, I really don't." ”

Luo Ning'an approached Su Lixia, her hand slowly lifted her chin, and said, "Really not?" I don't believe it, how can you not be so insidious! Su Lixia, it's all your fault, you snatched all the light from my side! Nanmo is dead, uncle and aunt are dead, it's all because of you! You ruined all the light in my life with your own hands!"

Luo Ning'an suddenly seemed to be crazy, and laughed: "Hahahahahaha。。。。。。 ”

"Uncle and aunt? An An, what are you talking about? I didn't understand. Su Lixia asked suspiciously.

Luo Ning'an stared at her fiercely, her eyes were very ruthless, and she said, "It's all because of you!"

Su Lixia looked at her, suddenly, her pupils shrank suddenly, she grabbed Su Lixia's neck, her eyes became crazy, she looked at her, and said, "That's right, it's all because of you, it's all because of you!" Su Lixia, it's all your fault!"

"An An... Ahem。。。。。。 An An, you... You let go of me, we ... If you have something to say, it's good to say. Ahem, there must be some misunderstanding here。。。。。。 Su Lixia didn't expect Luo Ning'an, who had always been gentle and quiet, to have such a strong hand.

"Misunderstanding? What misunderstanding can there be!"