Chapter 286: Trust
"Xiaotang, I'm sorry. In the past two years, I have still wronged you. Originally, I wanted to protect you, but I said the same thing in front of my mother. But in the end, I hurt you. Xie Jingshuo blamed himself a little.
Qu Xiaotang took Xie Jingshuo's hand: "You still have to promise me, no matter what happens in the future, you can't hide it from me like now." This is the only exception, after which there is no future. So Xie Jingshuo, you have to promise me, and you have to be good to me. Otherwise, I'll be unhappy, so I'll just break up with you and go back. ”
"Okay, I see what you mean. Xiaotang, you have given me trust, and I will naturally not disappoint you. Growing up, I was always a disappointing child. But now, I don't want to disappoint you. Qu Xiaotang, I want you to wait for me. In this life, I belong only to you. Xie Jingshuo's eyes were too hot, so that Qu Xiaotang couldn't tell whether it was reality or a dream for a while.
"Xie Jingshuo, I already thank you very much. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have come to Cloud City so bravely. I didn't even know that I could abandon thousands of troops for one person just to get an answer from you. Only you can give me the most correct answer. Qu Xiaotang said to Xie Jingshuo.
Xie Jingshuo was silent for a moment, and suddenly spoke: "Actually, I have always been reluctant to face it, because when I knew that my mother was the one who did evil with Li Tie, I really couldn't accept it. I can't see her and Li Tie in love together, and sometimes I can't even go to Li Yan to communicate face-to-face. Because as long as I think that Li Yan is the child she gave birth to with her father and Li Tie, I can't forgive her, and I can't forgive myself. ”
But Li Yan was innocent, and she never even thought of doing evil with her father. Xie Jingshuo, you can't implicate your anger on Li Yan because of this. Qu Xiaotang persuaded.
"I know what you mean, and I understand that none of this has anything to do with Li Yan. But I just can't accept it, as long as I think of how loving my mother and Li Tie were, I would feel that everything my father did seemed ridiculous. He loved my mother so much, but at the end of the day, what did my mother do? Xie Jingshuo didn't know how to continue.
Qu Xiaotang understood what Xie Jingshuo meant, he carried too many things in his heart, and he also carried too many burdens.
"Maybe you and Li Yan have the same place, and neither of you can accept what Li Tie did. You are even tempted to escape from all this, to return to your own normal life. But now, there are more important things waiting to be done. We can't amplify it all because of this little bit of emotion, so what's the difference between it and Li Tie. Qu Xiaotang persuaded.
"I see what you mean, maybe for so long, I've been spinning around this dead end by myself, but I haven't thought about how to get out. Today, you reminded me of this, and I suddenly understood how to get out of this misunderstanding. You're right, Li Yan is Li Yan, and Li Tie is Li Tie, they are completely different people. Xie Jingshuo suddenly opened his mouth and subconsciously looked at Qu Xiaotang.
Qu Xiaotang praised: "Of course, it's best if you can figure it out for yourself." But Xie Jingshuo, you have to promise me. Whatever you do, talk to me. Because I love you, I said I would always believe in you. You say you have a hard time, then I'll wait. One day, you are willing to tell all your grievances in person. ”
"Don't worry, Qu Xiaotang, I won't let you wait too long. You've already done so much for me, how can I be willing to let you suffer for me again? Endure all this? Xie Jingshuo said.
"If you really think so, don't be afraid to do what you want to do. Xie Jingshuo, you will always be my pride. Qu Xiaotang smiled wantonly, but it made Xie Jingshuo's heart tremble slightly.
All the while, he felt like he was alone.
It's like walking alone on a bridge and crossing a single-plank bridge. He had thought that no one would understand him, or even accept all of his actions.
He was ready to be alone.
He never asked for anything, and he never thought that he would get Qu Xiaotang's understanding and experience.
But Qu Xiaotang said that no matter what, she chose to believe in herself.
Trust is a beautiful word in itself. When the person you love the most chooses to trust you, everything seems to be worth mentioning.
He had the courage to rekindle because he knew very well that he was no longer alone. Behind him, with the people he loves, it is equivalent to having the courage to stand against the whole world.
Even if he doesn't have a chance of winning.
At this moment, it is as happy as having the whole world.
"By the way, Xie Jingshuo, there is one thing I don't know how to tell you." Qu Xiaotang hesitated, looking at Xie Jingshuo's face, she didn't know how to speak.
Xie Jingshuo was in a good mood now, and hurriedly pestered Qu Xiaotang and asked, "What's the matter?" Did you go behind my back and do something? ”
"Am I such a person? Xie Jingshuo, please recognize yourself well, and then look at me standing in front of you. Now you need to hold my hand, so please pay attention to what you say. If I'm upset, I won't play with you. Qu Xiaotang pretended to be angry and looked at Xie Jingshuo.
Knowing that Qu Xiaotang was lying to himself, Xie Jingshuo still pretended to take the bait: "Okay, my eldest lady, do you have something you want to say?" ”
"Of course I have a lot to say, but I don't know where to start. Xie Jingshuo, I don't know if you've heard about that second uncle. Qu Xiaotang looked at Xie Jingshuo and said.
Xie Jingshuo nodded: "I have heard a little about the second uncle, did you go to the restaurant together that day, and then when Luo Hao and Shen Xin proposed, they suddenly said that someone had killed someone." ”
"Yes, everything was planned. Suddenly, someone came and said something was wrong. Qu Xiaotang recalled the situation at that time and felt a little uncomfortable.
So at that time, everyone was suspecting that it was the second uncle who killed Lin Yang. But I didn't think so, but I thought that Li Tie sent someone to do it. Xie Jingshuo calmly analyzed.
"Actually, I'm the same as you guessed, and I don't believe that the second uncle did it. But everyone is suspicious of the second uncle, and the second uncle is missing at this time, don't you think everything is too coincidental? It's like there's someone who's been manipulating everything behind the scenes, but won't let you know. Qu Xiaotang sighed.
Xie Jingshuo was also very helpless, it was the first time he had encountered such a thing.
"Then did you find the second uncle later?" Xie Jingshuo asked.
"Found it. But the second uncle was fed sleeping pills, and now I don't know if he has woken up. I feel that Li Tie's gang did it, and then I want to blame the second uncle for all this. The second uncle is a member of our Qu family, and in this way, Li Tie is equivalent to overthrowing the people of the Qu family. This kind of mind is simply too vicious. Qu Xiaotang was a little angry.
Xie Jingshuo nodded approvingly: "Li Tie's wrist is indeed very powerful, I have had a few heart-to-heart exchanges with him, but I have not succeeded. It stands to reason that I am my mother's son, and he likes my mother, so he will naturally obey everything I say. It's not that you just listen to your words, it's just that it will give me some face. But I feel that he always has some inexplicable alienation with me, that is, no matter how I go, it is impossible for me to go to his heart. Because he doesn't trust me, and he won't give me everything this group says to rest assured. ”
"I don't think this Li Tie is really a simple character. At the beginning, it was impossible to bring down the Qu family, the Luo family and the Xie family alone. It stands to reason that a man with a relatively simple brain like Li Tie would not seem to do such a thing at all. Qu Xiaotang didn't know what to say about Li Tie.
Xie Jingshuo hugged her waist: "Okay, let's not talk about him anymore." Qu Xiaotang, we can go back when the time comes. ”
"That's what you want me to leave right now? Xie Jingshuo, you didn't say that at first. Qu Xiaotang was a little unhappy.
"Of course I didn't mean that." Xie Jingshuo was helpless.
"I know you don't mean that, but sometimes I always expect something from you. Xie Jingshuo, I really, really care about you. Qu Xiaotang smiled and hooked Xie Jingshuo's neck.
Xie Jingshuo hugged her, immersed in the beauty of this moment. He didn't know what the outcome would be tomorrow or even a long, long time later, but he knew that, at least for the moment, he was unwilling to let go of her hand.
No matter how many people are in the way.