Even if you did something wrong in the past, I always feel that as long as I am sincerely by your side, I will definitely be able to make you change your mind and let go of those hatreds in the past. However, it is only now that I realize that I am very wrong, you are no longer the person who gave me warmth in the desert and did not hesitate to give up the last bit of water in your water bladder in order to save people. The young man back then, he would never hurt others for his own selfish interests. It's me wrong, it's me who was naïve. Jiang Chengjia's tears in his eyes flowed down.

Ning Nanwu didn't turn his head to look at her, sat quietly on the edge of the bed and stared at the dim candlelight in the room, and whispered: "Since you know that Lu Fuzi once left a bloody letter, you must also know something about Chang Mengjun's rebellion back then. ”

Jiang Chengjia leaned on the couch and closed her eyes, tears sliding down her cheeks from the corners of her eyes to her chin and dripping onto the futon.

"I know that in the case of Chang Mengjun, Lu Fuzi and General Yue Lao died unjustly, and they are still infamous for treason and rebellion, and I also know that you want to wash away their grievances. I know that the blood letter left by Lu Fuzi may carry the truth of the past, and you are desperate to find this blood letter, I can understand it. But what did the people of Linhe, Gu An, and the Jiang clan do wrong? Jiang Chengjia asked with tears in his eyes, "Could it be that Lu Fuzi, who has supported justice all his life, is brave and loyal, takes the world as his own responsibility, and loves the people as his own responsibility, is willing to see you, in order to avenge him and the old general Yue and hurt innocent people, loyal and righteous?" ”

"The teacher is indeed a man with lofty ideals, and he dedicated his heart to the country at home and for the country before his death. In the year of Yongning, China and North Korea united with the Xiongnu, the Qiang clan, and dozens of small countries around the Great Wei Dynasty to attack the Great Wei frontier at the same time, dozens of border cities were lost, and the Great Wei was defeated and retreated, seeing that the enemy army was about to attack the hinterland of the Central Plains from the north all the way south, it was he, a literati who had no power to restrain the chicken, was not afraid of hardships and dangers, and entered the military camp of the enemy coalition army with the Great Wei Jingjie in his hand, which separated the relationship between the Xiongnu, the Qiang clan and China and North Korea, resulting in the deployment of the coalition army's strategy and strategy, and recaptured the dozen or so cities lost by the Great Wei frontier. The aliens were expelled from the hinterland of the Central Plains.

In the first year of Yangjia, the thirty-seven-year-old emperor ascended the throne as the emperor, because the relatives inside and outside the court acted arbitrarily and alone, the power of the princes and princes became more and more huge, the government was unstable, the treasury was empty, and internal and external troubles emerged one after another. It was also Lu Fuzi, in order to consolidate the achievements of the new emperor and help the first emperor to gain a steady foothold in the fierce beast of the court, and with his own strength, he lobbied the princes of various countries, collected power and divided the domain, and was not afraid of being enemies with all the princes, and was loyal to the first emperor wholeheartedly, alleviating the power division of the year.

In the second year of Yangjia, the Marquis of Guangping, the Marquis of Zhongshan, the Marquis of Dongguan, the Marquis of Xiangyang, and the Marquis of Weixing, who were once prosperous, instigated the first emperor to implement harsh government, regardless of the national conditions, increased taxation, plundered people's wealth, and strengthened the policy of conscription, resulting in resentment and misery among the people. It is also Lu Fuzi who is not afraid of power, not afraid of angering the Son of Heaven, strong words, in front of the ministers to refute and scold the five marquis for what they did, he is dedicated to the country and the people, for the first emperor to do his best, loyalty. But what did he get in the end?

After the Chang Meng rebellion, what did the people who praised him as a loyal man, and those people who tried their best to protect him! Great Wei world, on this vast land! None of them stood behind Lu Fuzi. These so-called innocent people spat and insulted him, and even clamored for the Lu clan to disappear from Great Wei forever! Don't you think it's ridiculous that the people he loves and the people he protects leave him without a place to live even if he dies? ”

After Ning Nan said this, he turned around and stared at Jiang Chengjia with a pair of eyes full of anger.

"Your eyes are covered with hatred, and you can't see that there is still warmth in this world. Have you forgotten? After the Chang Mengjun case, how many protégés of Lu Fuzi and those who had received his favor collectively petitioned the imperial court to return the innocence of him and the old general Yue? Jiang Chengjia's heart was cold, looking at Ning Nan, who was a little crazy, and felt a little unreasonable, "I know, you are bent on revenge, but have you ever thought about whether Lu Fuzi is willing to do this?" Would you like to be hurt more or hurt more people because of this endless revenge? Is he willing to see all of this? ”

"What about the collective petition of Lu's protégés back then? Has the world done justice to them? What did they get in exchange? Same sin as Lu Fuzi! The nine clans will never be allowed to enter the official career! And what are the people who are desperately protecting by the furnace master doing? They cursed and cursed these generous protégés of the Lu family, and in order to save their lives, they even drove the protégés who had been kind to them out of Kyoto and their hometowns, and some were even forced to leave Dawei by them! ”

Ning Nan got up angrily, his eyes were red, and there were tears in the eyes of the Zheng man, "I'm not afraid that the world will spurn me, I'm not afraid of the open knife and secret gun in this game, I'm not afraid of being the enemy of others!" I only want justice in this world! Since no one can give it to me, then I have to fight for it myself, even if it will make me fall into hell, I will do it!

You say I'm hurting innocent people? Could it be that the thousands of lives of the Lu clan, the Yue clan, the Murong clan, and the Lu clan who were slaughtered back then were not innocent? Are the more than 10,000 soldiers who stayed in Kyoto and were implicated innocent? When Lu Fuzi protected the people of the world, the people of the world felt his kindness. When the Master was framed and guillotined, what did the people of the world do? ”

He tugged at his heart, wept angrily, gritted his teeth and said word by word: "People in the world, before the four clans were beheaded by the whole family, they pretended to be righteous people, added fuel to the fire, and the crowd was angry, and they jointly asked the emperor to immediately dispose of the four clans!" What do I have to pity for these people? ”

Jiang Chengjia stared at him in a daze, not knowing that the hatred in the hearts of the people in front of him was so deep. She didn't know what she should refute at this point. At this moment, in the face of Ning Nan's anger, she was speechless, as if her long-standing faith had collapsed and fallen at this moment. She thought there was some truth to what he said.

"As you say, I'm no longer the boy in the desert I used to be." Ning Nan turned his back worriedly, and the shadow was stretched for a long time in the candlelight.

He slowly suppressed his emotions, closed his eyes, and a line of tears fell from the corners of his eyes.

He calmed down for a long time, tried to endure the upsurge of tremors, and spoke again: "So, don't expect anything from me anymore. Don't try to change anything about me either. I'm so stubborn that no one can change it, not even you. If you figure it out, maybe you and I can still respect each other like guests, if you can't figure it out, then there is a dead end between us. ”

Ning Nan walked away worriedly, and the closed door was opened by him with a bang. Qian Shan, who had been waiting outside and had heard all their quarrels, couldn't help but be startled, shrank her head, leaned against the wall, and lowered her eyes.

I saw Ning Nan cross the threshold, stood in front of her, sighed deeply, and said, "Take care of your girl... Don't let her injuries get any worse. ”

Qian Shan trembled slightly, raised her head and looked at the man in front of her, only to see that he looked tired and depressed, and felt some pity in her heart. She answered, "Wow." "The first Chinese network

The man in the dark robe nodded at her slightly, turned around and left the north courtyard, and walked towards the newly built study in the backyard.

Qian Shan breathed a sigh of relief, and saw that Ning Nan was worried about walking away, so she turned around and went into the bedroom. As soon as he entered the door, he saw Jiang Chengjia sitting on the couch lifelessly, staring blankly at the candlelight burning on the opposite side of the bed.

She couldn't help but sigh and said, "Girl, things have become what they are now, even if you want to save them, you can't help it." It is better to think about how to rescue Jiang Taigong and his children and grandchildren from the dungeon. ”

Jiang Chengjia didn't seem to hear her voice, and his eyes were dull and motionless.

Qian Shan called again: "Girl? ”

Jiang Chengjia still didn't move, Qian Shan shook her head helplessly, turned around to get the bandages and medicine, and took another bowl of medicine that had been boiled and heated twice and walked towards the bed.

Smelling the strong smell of herbs, Jiang Chengjia suddenly asked, "Is there anything wrong with Tieyi?" ”

Qian Shan was stunned for a moment, didn't react, and took the food table in her hand (which is the current tray) before replying: "It's okay, it is said that the breeze was before the Linhe War... He took the iron coat out of the command office. ”

"How many days have I slept from a coma?" She asked.

Qian Shan sat down beside her, placed the dining table on the low table on the edge of the bed, and replied, "It's been three days." ”

Jiang Chengjia continued to ask: "Have you ever been in contact with the breeze?" Is Muyun safe? ”

Qian Shan paused for a long time, picked up the bowl of Chinese medicine on the dining table and handed it to Jiang Chengjia and said, "The girl drank the medicine, I will say." ”

Jiang Chengjia glanced at her, took the medicine bowl without saying a word, and drank it all.

Qian Shan took the empty medicine bowl and said, "Miss Muyun is very safe, the girl doesn't have to worry." She bent down and picked up the bandage to apply medicine to her back wound.

"Qianshan." Suddenly, Jiang Chengjia called her very solemnly.

She paused, looked up at Jiang Chengjia, frowned and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Jiang Chengjia said seriously: "You... Summoning a thousand inquiries. I want to see Aunt Yun Geng. ”

Qian Shan froze completely, hesitated for a while and asked, "Girl... Do you want to measure the catastrophe of your uncle's life? ”

Jiang Chengjia lowered his eyes, stared at the begonia jade bracelet in his hand, and said lightly: "Yes." ”

Qian Shan was a little panicked and said, "Girl! If you ask Aunt Yungeng to go out of the mountain to calculate the mortal life. 'M afraid... You're going to be backlashed. Back then, in order to find the place where her uncle's soul was reborn, Qianshan asked the elders to calculate that she had suffered from backlash, and Qianshan couldn't bear it when she accepted the backlash with her immortal body... Girl... You are now mortal, and the pain of repulsion will kill you! ”