On the city tower, Qin Zi'an was dressed in red like fire, watching Nalan Jinyu's figure from afar, 100,000 troops, under the leadership of Nalan Jinyu and the three brothers of the Qin family, went all the way north, went to say goodbye, I don't know when to see you again, Qin Zi'an's eyes were hazy, his eyes were full of tears, the wind was blowing, the wind blew up Qin Zi'an's skirt, the red skirt fluttered in the wind, like a bewitching flower, a little tear slowly dripped and drifted in the wind.

Nalan Jinyu is gone, Qin Zi'an has returned to Qin Mansion in Xiangyang City, why? Because they didn't get married, and they have been staying in Yongning Palace, they have no name and no share, and they shouldn't, soon, the gossip that Qin Zi'an lost her virginity was gradually forgotten, and the focus of people's conversation after tea and dinner was on the battlefield, whether they won today, how many battles they fought, how many people died, and who was injured, Qin Zi'an lingered with the teahouse every day, just hoping to hear more news about them.

Time flies, years have passed, it has been more than two months since Nalan Jinyu and the three brothers of the Qin family went north, and in recent days, Qin Zi'an has not gone out, not because he doesn't care about their situation, but because Qin Zi'an is a little weak.

In recent days, Qin Zi'an often feels tired, dizzy, sleepy, and occasionally nauseous and vomiting, and the monthly letter has exceeded the original days, Qin Zi'an has been lying in bed all day long, and the second Qin family is always anxious and angry, "How many days have this been, it has been like this, if you want me to see it, it is better to call Lang Zhong to take a look." Qin Xuyao was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot, but his daughter was stubborn and stubborn, she wanted to die or live, and she refused to look at Lang Zhong for anything, Qin Xuyao was so anxious that it was useless to stomp her feet, "Okay, okay, don't worry, in my opinion, maybe it's okay, I'll go to Zi'an's room to take a look and ask her." Song Qingnian was a gentle character, and while comforting Qin Xuyao, he walked towards Qin Zi'an's room.

Qin Zi'an was leaning on the bed reading a book, Song Qingnian knocked on the door and walked in, seeing that she was still in good spirits, she sat on the edge of the bed and took Qin Zi'an's hand, "Zi'an, you see that you have been so uncomfortable these days, you tell your mother the truth, you and King Yongning, aren't you," Speaking of this, Song Qingnian paused and stared at Qin Zi'an's eyes, "You and King Yongning, are you a round house?" You haven't come this month, is it that the monthly letter has not come? After all, Song Qingnian is a person who has come over, Qin Zi'an's various performances these days are confirming that she is pregnant, but she can't get Qin Zi'an's affirmation, she can only guess, hearing Song Qingnian's words, Qin Zi'an raised his head suddenly, looked at Song Qingnian who was a little anxious with a look of disbelief, carefully recalled the feelings of these days, unconsciously, the corners of Qin Zi'an's mouth turned up, with a smile, he put his hand gently on his lower abdomen, kept stroking, feeling, a little life is being born here, A child that belongs to her and Nalan Jinyu.

Song Qingnian saw Qin Zi'an's reaction like this, thinking that his guess these days was right, after thinking about it again and again, Song Qingnian grabbed Qin Zi'an's hand and said to Qin Zi'an with a pleading meaning, "Zi'an, this child, you can't stay." ”

Qin Zi'an stared at her eyes in disbelief, looking at the gentle mother in her memory in front of her, she couldn't believe that her mother, who had always been gentle and dignified, would say such a thing, she would actually want to kill an unformed child in her womb! "Mother, you, how can you say such a thing?" Two lines of tears flowed from Qin Zi'an's eyes, and he retreated to the corner of the bed little by little, keeping a distance from Song Qingnian.

Song Qingnian was also distressed when she saw her reaction, but she still patiently explained to Qin Zi'an little by little, why this child couldn't stay, "Zi'an, King Yongning went to the battlefield, you know, nine deaths on the battlefield, in case, I mean in case, in case something happens to him and he can't come back, what should you do with the child alone?" Moreover, and you are not married, it is true that this child is the heir of the emperor, but you have no name and no share, you ......"

"Enough! I don't want to hear it! I don't want to hear that! He'll be back! He'll definitely be back! Qin Zi'an shrank in the corner of the bed, hugged the quilt and broke down crying, she didn't believe it, she couldn't believe it, and she didn't dare to think about it, "My brothers are here, they will all be fine, they will all come back." Qin Zi'an covered himself in the quilt, "I want to sleep, I'm so tired." Song Qingnian couldn't help her, and she didn't dare to continue, her three sons were all on the battlefield, I don't know if I should come back, if something happens to this daughter again, won't it cost her her life.

"What!" Qin Xuyao suddenly stood up from the chair, stared at Song Qingnian with shocked eyes, a little incredulous, and after a while, slowly sat down again, "I should have thought of it a long time ago, I should have known it a long time ago." The hall was so quiet that it seemed to be audible if a needle dropped, I don't know how long it took, Song Qingnian slowly spoke, his eyes were red, "Or, or let Zi'an leave this kid behind." Qin Xuyao's face was ugly, "What are you talking about!" She is a girl's house, and King Yongning doesn't know if she can come back, what if you let her take a child?! Song Qingnian hurriedly explained, "Oh, listen to me, the three sons have all gone to the battlefield, you also know how dangerous the sword on the battlefield is, it is nine deaths, and I don't know if they can come back, I don't want my daughter to have an accident," Song Qingnian cried as she spoke, the more she cried, the more fierce she became, "Let's let her keep this child, after all, she is the imperial heir, and the royal family will not treat her badly." ”

Qin Xuyao looked at Song Qingnian's sadness crying, angry and distressed, frowned and hugged her, and sighed, "Alas, what can I do?" Just do as you say, tomorrow morning, call a Lang Zhong to take a look at what needs to be paid attention to, but don't go wrong. Song Qingnian nodded, suddenly remembered something, and asked tentatively, "Do you want to tell the emperor and the queen about this matter?" Qin Xuyao thought about it and thought about it again, "It's better not to do it first, although King Yongning is the only prince, but after all, there are many concubines in the harem, if other people know, I'm afraid that someone will be unfavorable to the child in Zi'an's womb." Song Qingnian nodded and agreed, "It's still your thoughtfulness, I'll ask Lang Zhong to come tomorrow." ”

Late at night, Qin Zi'an sat in front of the window, looking at the plum blossoms in the yard, the plum blossoms had already budded, and they would open in a few days, Qin Zi'an gently stroked his lower abdomen, smiling, and the whole person was full of happiness, "Baby, mom loves you so much, really loves you so much, but your dad doesn't know your existence yet, from today on, let's pray for him together, hoping that he can return safely as soon as possible, okay?" ”

Winter is coming, Xiangyang City ushered in the first winter snow, and at this time, it has been half a year since Nalan Jinyu left, Qin Zi'an's lower abdomen gradually bulged, and ordinary clothes could no longer cover it, but fortunately, it was winter, and the clothes he wore were thick enough, and he could still cover the child in his womb.

Qin Zi'an has not been stable in the past six months, and is often awakened by nightmares, dreaming that Nalan Jinyu was injured, or unconscious, or died on the battlefield, and when he woke up, he was surrounded by sadness, so he had to stroke his stomach and talk to the child in his womb, comforting himself, it was just a dream, occasionally going to the street to hear other people's remarks who were injured, who died tragically on the battlefield, Qin Zi'an would be worried for a while, until he heard the good news that they had won the battle, and he was happy for a while.

"The love is across the mountains and seas, the mountains and seas are not flat, the sea has boats to cross, the mountains have roads to do, this love over the mountains and seas, the mountains and seas can be flat." Qin Zi'an read out the verses recorded in the book in her hand, feeling these words repeatedly in her mind, and suddenly, an idea popped up in her mind, go find him! "Although Jinyu and I are separated from the mountains and seas, although I can't directly cross the mountains and seas, but for this love, I can also cross the sea by boat, no matter how dangerous the mountain road is, I can also find a way through, and the mountains and seas can't stop my footsteps!" Yes, go find him! However, as soon as she stood up, she dispelled this sudden thought, Qin Zi'an looked at her bulging belly, and sat down slowly, "Where can I go with you for my mother?" I can do anything, but you can't, I want you to come into this world safely, and we will wait here for your father to come and take us home......"

And at this moment, in the uninhabited valley, the cold wind gusts, heavy snow, in a piece of snow white, you can vaguely see a few tents, the surrounding is strictly guarded, the bonfire is lit, the smell of barbecue wafts far away, attracting a lot of lone wolves, in the tent, Nalan Jinyu is sitting in the middle, Qin Zimu, Qin Zirui and Qin Zifeng, the three of them are sitting on the left and right sides of Nalan Jinyu, there is a sumptuous meal on the table, no one is moving, quiet as if time stands still.

"After eating this meal, we are going to return to the court, this time the teacher is victorious, all thanks to the help of the three, I, Nalan Jinyu, thank you." After Nalan Jinyu finished speaking, he got up and bowed to the three of them, and the three of them were flattered, and hurriedly got up and said, "Don't do it!" In addition to the position of general, you are still His Royal Highness the King of Yongning, and you must not salute us and break the rules. Qin Zimu spoke, and Qin Zirui and Qin Zifeng also nodded.

"This is a mistake, there is no dignity and humility in the army, everyone here is my Yongning Continent's warriors, and it is a great blessing for the country to have you." Nalan Jinyu raised her eyes and said seriously, Qin Zi'an's gentle smile appeared in front of her.

"Little guy, I'm coming back, I must miss me, I miss you too, I think about it so much......" Nalan Jinyu thought about Qin Zi'an's appearance, and the corners of her mouth unconsciously smiled.