Volume 1 Chapter 4 May I Still Be Me
"Lan Jinse, don't come unharmed."
I heard someone call me, and I looked back to see a man in a huge black cloak, but with a somewhat thin figure. The man's voice was mellow and deep, slightly inconsistent with his figure. A huge black cloak covered his entire body, and his face was covered by a wide hat.
I don't seem to know the person in front of me, or even have no impression at all.
"What? Asked me to come here to meet, but you didn't dare to show your true face? I don't seem to know you, and even more so, I've never seen you, so how can I come from and be unharmed? I opened the folding fan, sat on the chair next to me leisurely, and fanned the fan for a while, intending to look at the person in front of me, helplessly, the huge cloak covered all my vision, and my spiritual sense could not penetrate it. Strange as it sounds, I didn't recognize the cloak he was wearing.
Look closely, the black cloak is full of color, and the dark lines form a huge disc shape, which looks like a grinding disc used by the underworld to crush evil spirits, and it doesn't look like it, giving people a feeling that it is not depressing, I am puzzled, I think I have lived for tens of millions of years, how can there be treasures that I can't recognize? Could it be that some man of God did it recently? There is no sign of Lingbao in the present world? I was wondering, but the man spoke, and a word woke up the dreamer.
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I walked in a daze, the sky was drizzling, I didn't know how I got back to the Demon Realm, the moment I saw Zhuang Xiaosheng, I fainted. When I woke up, I had a splitting headache, and even my eyes were hurting.
Yu Ling sat in front of my bed, her face was full of anxiety and worry, seeing me wake up, Yu Ling's face was happy, "Zhuang Xiaosheng, come here, Jin Se is awake!" β
Xiaosheng hurriedly put down the towel in his hand and ran over to grab my hand, "How are you, is there anything wrong, is there anything uncomfortable?" β
I looked at Mo Yuling and Zhuang Xiaosheng, these were obviously two extremely familiar faces, but I looked a little strange, as if I hadn't seen them for a long time, and they were blurred.
I looked at them, and I felt kind, but I was extremely remorseful, and tears flowed down my face. Seeing this, Yu Ling hurriedly wiped my tears, "What's wrong with you, why are you crying?" β
I heard that I cried even more fiercely, I couldn't really hear what Xiaosheng said, I cried more and more fiercely, louder and louder, and even later listened to Yu Ling, at that time the whole palace could hear my cry, it was really a shame.
I gradually calmed down, Xiaosheng wiped away my tears for me, with a worried face, his tone was soft and soft, with a little distress, "Why did you cry like this, what happened, didn't you go to the world, didn't you have fun?" Or who bullied you, you tell me, I'm going to catch him and feed the snakes. β
I laughed out loud, "You have to feed the snakes for everything, and those snakes are about to die of fat from you." β
Xiaosheng saw me smiling, so he went to pour water for me, Yu Ling sat down, looked at me and frowned, "How are you?" Do you feel anything uncomfortable? β
I took the water handed over by Xiaosheng, drank it all in one go, then took a few deep breaths and looked at them with a smile, "I'm fine, I'm just tired and have a headache." β
Yu Ling glared at me, exchanged glances with Xiaosheng, and then withdrew, "If you have a headache, I'll go out first, you can rest well, just get some sleep, I'll make you something to eat, and you can eat it when you wake up." β
I nodded and watched her leave, a little reluctant, as if I would never see her again.
Xiaosheng helped me rub my temples, and kept muttering, "It's not bad, I look like a girl, and I know how to cry when it hurts." In the future, don't cry like this anymore, your voice is hoarseγγγγγ β
I lay down and fell asleep to the sound of his chattering, and so, I dreamed, a dream so long, that for a long, long time, I could not come out of it, so real, terribleγγγγγ
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Where is this? How did I get here?
It was pitch black and I couldn't see my fingers, I walked for a long time, and I didn't see the light, as if, I was in the void at the moment, surrounded by darkness, there was not a sound in the darkness, I could clearly hear my own heartbeat, and the sound of blood flowing. It was as if the darkness was going to devour me, to tear me down, leaving no flesh behind.
There was a small spot of light in the distance, small, that gave me a glimmer of hope that if I walked over, I would be able to leave, right?
I walked towards that point of light, walked for a long, long time, I don't know how far I walked, but I was tired, very tired, there was no time here, I didn't know how long I had been here, whether the people outside would be in a hurry.
The point of light is getting bigger and bigger, getting used to the dark eyes, the pain of being pierced by the light, I raised my hand to cover my eyes, and when I woke up, I was swallowed by a piece of light, as if there was a wind blowing me to the unknown place. I was so tired, I was tired even lifting my fingers, and the unexplained scar on my chest became more and more painful, and blood began to seep out, staining the moon-white dress red.
There were more and more blood stains, and the moon-white dress was gradually dyed red, and I couldn't open my eyes, so sleepy, so tired, I just wanted to just go to sleep and never wake up again.
Suddenly, a pain in my chest woke me up, I looked down, it was a fist-sized blood hole, the whole pierced me, I fell heavily to the ground, a bloodstained saber in front of me came into view, I couldn't move, my heart was full of despair, a person walked towards me, I could only see his shoes, pale yellow, embroidered with a golden dragon, I looked at him, it was Lin Huanian.
"Lan Jinse, Demon Venerable of the Demon Realm, slaughtering gods and destroying immortals, punish several crimes, and be punished!"
I listened to his words, word by word, like an invisible knife, piercing my heart one by one, "I can't anymore... Never again. Falling in love with you ... I hope.. I don't want to. See you again . . . β
After I finished speaking, my body lost control, and it turned out to be Zhu Sendai.
Lin Huanian, you are so ruthless, I laughed, and cried, ten thousand heavenly thunders fell, slashed on my body, I didn't even feel pain, I watched the heavenly thunder slash towards the demon world, where the living beings were devastated, white bones were everywhere, my people!
I watched Xiaosheng be pierced through his heart by ten thousand arrows in order to save me, and his soul was scattered, I watched Yu Ling dying under the thunder, and I watched Mingxuan, who was supposed to be the king of Hades, fall into the river......
The pain in the body is not at all less than one ten-thousandth of the heart, I listened to Lin Huanian say that the demon world is easy to remove from the six worlds, the demon world is self-proclaimed, the underworld has lost more than half, and the ghost world has disappeared.
I'm in pain!
I hate it!
Gradually, I couldn't feel the pain, I couldn't cry, I felt my soul float up, I looked down at this Lin Huanian in the air, I want to remember you, remember your face, never again, never again, fall in love with you......
I wandered around the world, afloat, I didn't know where I was going, where I was going, until a pair of gentle hands lifted me up, "Go, go, O bitter one, and use your three hundred years of love to overcome the boundless pain......"
The voice seemed to come from the void, and I gradually lost consciousness, and as a reincarnation disk rotated, the world reshuffled the cards with my love calamity, three hundred years of pain.
Will I ever fall in love with you again when it all comes all over again?