Chapter 166: Emptiness
"Sister Wang, it used to be before, and now it is now, my heart always felt empty before, but now my heart is full, so full that it is about to overflow." Yu Yin explained to Gu Liangsheng.
"But if your heart is too full, what does it have to do with your stomach?" Gu Liangsheng asked Yu Yin inexplicably.
"Of course, it has a problem, in the past, I didn't know how to be hungry, and I always blindly filled the emptiness in my heart with food; But now it's different, and now I don't feel hungry at all, even if I don't eat. Yu Yin replied with happiness on her face.
When Gu Liang heard this, he sighed to Yu Yin in deep incomprehension: "I said Gu Liangyin, I really don't know what you have in your heart!" How can you save so much food? ”
Hearing the word "save rice", Yu Yin couldn't help but smile, and then instantly regained a serious expression, and replied: "Sister Wang, I have some feelings in my heart that even I can't explain. ”
After listening to Yu Yin's answer, Gu Liangsheng's momentum when he entered the Ruqi Palace also disappeared in an instant with Yu Yin's vague answer; And at this moment, in Gu Liangsheng's heart, there is only as lost and sad as Yu Yin at this moment.
"Sister Wang, when you just came in, did you pay attention to the guards outside?" Yu Yin asked Gu Liang coldly.
"Attention, how?" Gu Liangsheng asked Yu Yin rhetorically.
"Is it strict?" Yu Yin asked Gu Liang Sheng.
"On the contrary, it's very lax." Gu Liangsheng replied truthfully.
"Then do you think I can escape?" Yu Yin asked Gu Liang with deep apprehension.
"You can go whenever you want." Gu Liangsheng responded to Yu Yin disappreciatively.
"Why?" Yu Yin asked Gu Liang in confusion.
"Because since you were a child, you have never disobeyed your father's wishes, and your father will naturally not be wary of you. In my father's eyes, you don't have the courage to escape, and you have no reason to escape. Gu Liangsheng replied.
"It seems that the trust I have accumulated in my father since I was a child can finally come in handy. Although my courage was still lacking, I had a good reason for myself. Yu Yin said to Gu Liangsheng with great ambition and eagerness.
"Gu Liangyin, are you really determined to leave?" Gu Liangsheng asked Yu Yin for confirmation.
"Why not make up your mind? Sister Wang, I'm going to take action tonight. Yu Yin resolutely said to Gu Liangsheng.
When Gu Liang heard this, he said to Yu Yin with deep satisfaction: "Then it's decided, as soon as the third watch arrives tonight, I will come to Ruqi Palace to meet you, and we will escape together." ”
When Yu Yin heard this, he was surprised and asked Gu Liangsheng, "What do you mean by this?" Sister Wang, can't you go too? ”
"That's nature, I'm not like you, not only do I have a good reason, but I also have a lot of courage, from childhood to adulthood." Gu Liangsheng responded to Yu Yin without hesitation.
Obviously, Gu Liangsheng's decision without warning and on the spot made Yu Yin suddenly feel caught off guard, and at the same time, Yu Yin couldn't help but sigh deeply.
However, out of the usual banter and teasing between Gu Liangsheng and Yu Yin, the twin siblings of the living treasure, Yu Yin could only hear Yu Yin tease Gu Liangsheng uncontrollably: "Sister Wang, why do I think you are in a hurry to leave than me?" ”
"I'm in a hurry to leave, but aren't you also anxious to see your big brother?" Gu Liangsheng saw the move, and asked Yu Yin sharply.
"Yes, I can't wait to fly to Brother Da Xu's side immediately, but it's a pity that I didn't have wings." Yu Yin, who didn't know that he had been tricked, replied with a sense of loss.
"What a pity? Nothing is a pity. Don't say that you didn't have wings, even if you had wings and flew to your brother as you wished, it would be in vain. Gu Liangsheng said to Yu Yin matter-of-factly.
"Why?" Yu Yin asked knowingly to himself.
"Why? You, who have always been sensitive and wise, don't you know why? Forget it, since you've opened your mouth to ask me questions, I'll give you one more explanation! Because from the moment you confess to each other, your life and life are already incompatible. Gu Liangsheng ruthlessly revealed to Yu Yin the fact that he had always been unwilling to admit.
However, it is one thing to be aware of oneself, and quite another to be forced to admit it; The difference between the two is that the latter is more ruthless than the former, and even the qualification to have an empty dream is cruelly deprived.
And when Yu Yin's secret heart has been exposed naked by his real sister Gu Liangsheng, he is still desperately fluttering his incomplete and now fragmented wings, and in the endless struggle, he helplessly said to Gu Liangsheng: "I admit it, you are right, Sister Wang, but even if my life and even life with him have long been incompatible, I still can't let go of him in my heart." ”
Hearing what Yu Yin said, Gongsun Xianye's voice and smile poured out of Gu Liangsheng's mind uncontrollably, and then appeared in front of Gu Liangsheng's eyes.
At this moment, Gu Liangsheng couldn't help but think: Even if they are already incompatible, they still can't let go of him in their hearts - you know, who is not the only one who feels this way, Gu Liangyin? How can I not be the same with him, who is thousands of miles away? It's just that I don't know, is he the same for me, thousands of miles away?
It turned out that Gu Liangsheng, who ruthlessly exposed Yu Yin's secret thoughts, was also like Yu Yin in his heart, carrying too many secret things that he didn't dare to touch and was afraid to touch. It can be seen that Yu Yin is not the only one who is stupid in the world!
At this moment, Gu Liangsheng, who could only hear the extreme contradiction in his heart, asked Gu Liangyin, who was also in turmoil: "Then the reason why you chose to turn back is just because you can't let go?" Or do you have to turn back if you can't let go? ”
"Since I was a child, there has never been a shortage of people around me to accompany me, and you know this, Sister Wang, but I still can't find my sense of existence. Because whether it is my relatives, partners, or attendants around me, they all don't care if I go or stay. However, only he, my eldest brother, is the only one who regards my departure as the fall of the sky; For Brother Da Xu, when I am not by his side, it not only means that life is like a year, but also that time stands still. Yu Yin responded meaningfully to Gu Liang's voice.
"If so, what else is there to say? Tonight's third watch, I came to look for you, like outside the palace, not to be seen! Gu Liangsheng simply agreed with Yu Yin.
Having said that, since Yu Yin chose to give up his position as the head of the Void and Reality Hall, it means that he has already taken the initiative to unload his mission, which means that there is no need for him to return to the Heavenly Empire's Fuling Jinhong Water Heart Castle. However, he still took the risk of leaving home without permission, and chose to return to the Celestial Empire's Fuling Jinhong Water Heart Fort without hesitation, because he wanted to go back to fulfill his promise, and that was because he wanted to go back to settle an old grudge.
As for the truth that touches everyone's hearts, even though it is very cruel, very bitter, and very helpless, Yu Yin and all the people involved in it have never been able to let go of their attachment and even obsession.
In the sixteenth year of Kunqian, on the seventh day of the seventh month, he was beggar.
On this day, in the area of Fuling City in the Celestial Empire, the sky was clear and cloudless, at least from the perspective of the weather, it was an extremely ordinary day; But for everyone in Jinhong Water Heart Castle, it was an extraordinary day. Not only because of the convening of the virtual and real conference, but also because on this day, too many unexpected and even unbelievable things happened.
Early in the morning, the family members and maids in Jinhong Shuixin Fort were busy setting up seats and preparing refreshments in the front yard of the fort.
Zhong Daxuan, who got up early as usual, originally wanted to go to the front yard to help, but everyone had their own clear division of labor, and he was not good at stealing people's jobs, so he had to go to the annex in a huff, intending to find something to do to pass the time.
At this moment, in front of the Chunhe Building of the Annex, the disciples who were hundreds of miles deep were busy drying medicinal herbs. Originally, I was supposed to take advantage of today's good weather to spread out all the herbs that had been piled up and dried them, but the hearts of all the disciples were like grass growing in them, and they had already drifted to the venue in the front yard, so that the crowd was busy all morning, and there were not many herbs spread out on the ground.
Fortunately, Zhong Daxuan, who was down-to-earth and bored, came, and the disciples suddenly felt a lot more relaxed. Because in the past year, Zhong Daxuan didn't know how much work he had done for these passable disciples, so that everyone habitually relied on Zhong Daxuan, who was hand-to-hand and hard-working.
In fact, at this moment, Zhong Daxuan's heart is also like grass growing, but the grass in his heart and the grass in the hearts of those disciples are not floating in the same direction, and the grass in his heart is obviously drifting farther away; Or rather, the grass in his heart has been fluttering, not with the wind, but with Yu Yin's progress.
At this time, Baili Liushen was also rarely busy, because she had already expected in advance that her disciples would have no intention of listening to the lecture today, so she canceled today's morning class in advance.
Although Baili Liushen has always been informal, she has to use this little leisure time to freshen up today. Because she is about to attend an occasion that will decide the fate of many people, it is natural to take it seriously. Although I simply washed my face and my hair was only slightly tidied up, it was at least passable, at least much better than showing my head with on my face.
After freshening up, it gives people a refreshing feeling.