In fact, Shen Zhimeng couldn't tell what she felt in her heart, after hearing Su Mian say the previous things, she didn't feel the slightest feeling in her heart, but she always inevitably put herself in the position of the person in Su Mian's narrative to think about the problem, this kind of thinking is easy to get into a thinking misunderstanding, even if she knows that her current state is not right, Shen Zhimeng also knows that she can't change it for a while.

The two of them didn't talk much along the way, or it was Su Mian who was unilaterally starting the topic, and until the two of them went back to the shop for dinner, Shen Zhimeng didn't answer Su Mian's question directly.

Sitting on the table, seeing that Shen Zhimeng had no chance to deliberately change the topic, let alone leave directly, Su Mian continued to speak, "Ah Meng, I don't want to say anything else now, I just want to ask you one word, just because of the things I just said, because you think my attitude is not good enough, so you decided to ignore me for the rest of your life?" ”

"I didn't ignore you, didn't we just go out for a walk together, and I'm also talking about what I should have said to you." Shen Zhimeng said lightly, "Isn't this state better than what you once thought, Brother Su, after all, I know those things, and there is no way to treat Brother Su as a stranger again!" ”

"Ah Meng, you know I don't want to hear these words!" Su Mian said helplessly, "At the beginning, if it was empathy, I think you would make the same decision as me!" ”

"If I were you, I would be open and honest about it, and then the two of us discussed, if there are contradictions and differences, we can solve them, but blindly pushing the other person away, in my opinion, is not a good way!" Shen Zhimeng said, "If you chose to push me away because you didn't like me at the beginning, or because you felt that the gap between our ideas was too big, then I can accept it, after all, these factors can directly affect the relationship between the two of us, but you just made a choice for me because of your own physical condition, do you really think that this matter is just not handled well?" ”

After Shen Zhimeng's words were asked, Su Mian also fell silent, but his eyes were still on her body, motionless.

"Well, since you don't have anything to say now, I'll go ahead and ask you. You just talked about empathy, okay, then let's start with this matter, if my body is in a condition now, don't say now, I am not in good health, if I learn that I only have a few months to live because of a coincidence, and then I choose to hide the news from you, and unilaterally cut off contact with you, and after you came to the door, I said something hurtful and rejected you, would you feel comfortable? Shen Zhimeng's tone was full of sarcasm, "Brother Su, although I don't have much feeling for you now, but I still know your temperament, if this kind of thing really happens, you don't need to say that you can understand, if it really comes to that kind of situation, your approach will only be more extreme than mine, okay, this is only one thing, let's talk about you on the other hand, about your matter, my approach is to forget about you directly, you feel unfair, even if it is in this situation, after you and I have described these things." I can still hear your feelings, right? ”

Although he didn't want to admit it, Su Mian nodded lightly, "Yes." ”

"Okay, then since that's the case, we can continue to talk about it, let's continue with the example I just gave, I unilaterally rejected you, and then you made a more radical move, and then, I found out that the news I knew was false, and then I stayed by your side for some unspeakable reasons, but I didn't explain everything to you clearly, do you think you can accept it?" Shen Zhimeng opened his mouth and said, "Don't you think this can be regarded as another kind of deception? ”

After Shen Zhimeng's words were completely finished, Su Mian was completely silent, in fact, during the period when Shen Zhimeng lost his memory, he had heard many people comment on him, and some people said that they couldn't understand that it was obviously a matter of two people, why should one person make a decision, and some people said that if he was sacrificing, he would be able to think clearly about his approach. But in everyone's comments, he forgot the most important point, he and Shen Zhimeng should be one, he unilaterally separated this one, and never listened to Shen Zhimeng's opinion, so this is bound to make Shen Zhimeng very dissatisfied, and among all these opinions, the most important should be Shen Zhimeng.

"Brother Su, if I were you, I should be smart to shut my mouth now, give me enough time to digest this matter, although I have made it clear all the things that happened at the beginning, but I am a human being, not a god, and it takes time to digest this matter, because I don't have those emotions at the beginning, so I can stand very objectively from an angle and analyze all these things, and you, if you continue with this attitude, it will only increase my resistance to these things." Shen Zhimeng slowly spoke, "My words have come to this point, I believe that Brother Su, you should also understand what I mean, right?" ”

After Shen Zhimeng's words were finished, Su Mian nodded heavily, "Understood." "Ask for TXT

"Well, since you can understand what I mean, then I think we can live in peace next, after all, I still have so long to go, we can't look at each other badly, it's not good for anyone, isn't it?" When Shen Zhimeng said this, he smiled lightly, and then continued, "Only you and I know about this matter now, so I hope that the discussion about this matter will stop here, no matter whether I want to open this matter in the future, I will tell you my thoughts, but I don't want you to spread this news to the capital, it is a matter for the two of us." ”

There are so many things in front of him, Su Mian nodded, and naturally this one thing is not bad.

After all, no one ate this meal well, and the two of them just hastily filled their stomachs and rushed back to the Medical Immortal Valley. Maybe it was because of what happened today that Shen Zhimeng couldn't react, and after she went back, she directly locked herself in the room and stopped wandering around, which surprised the others in the Medical Immortal Valley for a long time.

Perhaps sensing some of the more dreary atmosphere in China, Yun Shen couldn't help but find Su Mian and asked, "You obviously just went out with Ah Meng for a while, why did you come back and become like this, I always feel that you and her are in a bad mood?" ”

"When Feng Cheng was here before, Ah Meng once asked him if we had something to hide from her, at that time, Feng Cheng only admitted that there was something, but did not say the specific situation, but at that time I also expressed my attitude with Feng Cheng, if Ah Meng took the initiative to come and ask me, I would not do anything to hide it." Su Mian slowly spoke, "But what I didn't expect was that this time because of what we went out, Ah Meng's method turned the topic around this, you know, she has already spoken, how can I be willing to refuse her!" ”

"So you're going to tell her everything that happened?" Yun Shen asked.

Su Mian nodded, "Yes, all things, some of the more specific places, may just be a summary, but I have finished talking about the key points she should know, and I haven't hidden anything at all!" ”

"You know that she forgot that you were your own choice, and you have been thinking about it for a long time, what is the use of you bringing up these things again? It's just that it just adds to her dislike for you! Yun Shen sighed, "Besides, you also know what her current body is, and you still talk about these things to disturb her thoughts, if something really happens during the treatment process at that time, won't you kill her?" ”

"If she came in so serious and asked you all about it, would you be willing to refuse her?" Su Mian smiled self-deprecatingly, "Actually, me and you, and Han Luyun, the three of us really met her, who has a way to really refuse!" ”

"Okay, then let's not talk about this for now, you told her everything, what about her, what is her attitude?" Yun Shen turned the page on this matter for the time being, and then asked about other things.

When talking about this matter, Su Mian smiled bitterly, "What attitude can there be, it's just better than a few years ago, she said that she needs time to think, because she doesn't have the memories of the past now, and she doesn't have the influence of those feelings, so she can calmly analyze everything from an angle, but after so many days, I don't think she has dissected anything!" ”

"At least she can continue to live here, it should be the most fortunate thing for you!" Yun Shen opened his mouth and said, "If she is like her a few years ago, it is estimated that she will move away immediately after knowing about this matter, and say anything about curing the disease, maybe she won't even value her own life!" ”

"So, what I'm most afraid of now is that after she thinks these things through, she will come and tell me that she doesn't want to continue to be treated because of what happened before!" Su Mian slowly spoke, "No matter who she marries, no matter what she forgets, I can accept it, I have time to wait for her slowly, but she doesn't count her body, in my life, there is probably no way to accept it!" ”