"Sister Yan'er, then you say, do I still have a chance to catch Brother Da Xuan again? Will Heaven give me another chance to redeem myself? Yu Yin, who was deeply apprehensive, asked Shu Yan again and again.

"Before I answer your question, let me ask you a question, young master, do you regret it? Do you regret meeting Zhong Gongzi in the first place? Shu Yan will ask Zhong Daxuan the question yesterday, and ask Yu Yin again today.

"No regrets, never regretted it." Yu Yin replied without hesitation, as firm as Gu Liangsheng in the past and Zhong Daxuan yesterday, "Because in this world, except for him Zhong Daxuan, no one will understand the joys, sorrows and sorrows behind the music I compose, and no one will know the joys and sorrows in my heart." ”

"How nice it is to have no regrets! Young master, why are you so persistent with each other? Take a step back, wouldn't it be natural to open up the sea and the sky? Shu Yan said with emotion.

"Sister Yan'er, do you mean that Brother Da Xuan never regrets meeting me?" Yu Yin asked Shu Yandao.

"Yes, young master, Zhong Gongzi said that when he met you, he was able to discover his long-lost side; Because of you by his side, he was able to create a better version of himself invisibly. Shu Yan relayed Zhong Daxuan's words yesterday to Yu Yin.

When Yu Yin heard this, he subconsciously closed his eyes. Because he was afraid that Shu Yan, who was sitting opposite him, would feel his heartache from his eyes, and feel his heart like a knife!

When Yu Yin calmed down and reopened his eyes, he told Shu Yan something like this: "Sister Yan'er, do you know, I told Brother Da Xuan before that my biggest regret in Yu Yin's life is that I couldn't be by his side in the ten years when he was most lonely and helpless; And now, while I regret not being able to be by his side all the time, I also regret not being able to hold his hand all the time. ”

When Shu Yan heard this, she suddenly felt that the time was ripe, so she said to Yu Yin as promised: "Young master, you just asked me, do you still have a chance to catch your big brother again?" Will Heaven give you another chance to redeem it? Now I can answer you, you still have a chance, but it is not given to you by God, but Zhong Gongzi exchanged it for the rest of his life, even the next life, or even life after life. So when the opportunity comes, you must seize it! If not, the deadline for the next turn is not guaranteed, and it will be a lifetime. ”

This day, for Yu Yin, is really an unbearable day! Fortunately, Yu Yin's heart was not as weak as his body, otherwise, his heart would not be able to withstand this series of moves.

At this moment, Yu Yin tried his best to suppress his turbulent emotions and asked Shu Yan: "Sister Yan'er, it seems that you must have bothered to explain Brother Da Xu, right?" ”

"Yes, young master, I really can't hide anything from you! I just relayed a few words to you, and you heard the way out. Shu Yan praised Yu Yin as always.

"Sister Yan'er, then why don't you bother to bother and untie me too?" Yu Yin asked Shu Yandao.

"Young Master, where can I extricate you? You must know that Zhong Gongzi thought clearly, but he couldn't think clearly anyway; And you know everything, but you don't want to know it. Zhong Gongzi is a seeker of reality, but you are an escapist of reality. Shu Yan said to Yu Yin in a word.

"Sister Yan'er, although you can't explain me, I still want to thank you. When memories and reality are like a mess in my mind, thank you for tirelessly helping me sort out my mind and see the light of day. Yu Yin sincerely thanked Shu Yan.

"Young Master, have you ever wondered why you are repeatedly trapped in the mess of memory and reality, and it is difficult to get out?" Shu Yan asked Yu Yindao.

"Why? Sister Yan'er. Yu Yin asked Shu Yan incomprehensibly.

"Because you try not to let anyone feel disappointed! Because you always give hope to everyone at the right time! As everyone knows, although your intentions are good, the disappointment when your hopes are disappointed is far greater than the disappointment at the beginning! Shu Yan replied sharply.

"Sister Yan'er, in fact, I have always wanted to ask you, but I have never been able to ask." Yu Yin hesitated and said to Shu Yan.

"Do you want to ask now? Master. Shu Yan asked Yu Yindao.

"Yes, I want to ask now. Sister Yan'er, since you met me, have you ever regarded me as the third master of Mo for a moment? Yu Yin frowned and asked Shu Yan.

"Never, not even for a moment." Shu Yan replied resolutely.

How can you be so sure? Sister Yan'er. Yu Yin asked Shu Yandao.

"Because in my Shu Yan's heart, you are just a child, just a shadow, and always have been." Shu Yan replied calmly.

Just as Fang Cai Baili said, at this time, Yu Yin had already gotten the answer he wanted from Shu Yan; So he's leaving, and he doesn't know when he'll come back again, or if he'll come back.

On the eve of parting, Shu Yan sent Yu Yin far away, so far, from Bibo Pavilion to Yutear Xuan, and then from Yutear Xuan to the virtual real door, and then from the virtual real door to the gate of the fort, and finally from the gate of the fort to the street of Jinhong, so far that we still have to face the separation.

At the time of parting, Yu Yin wanted to turn around and leave several times, but he still couldn't hold back, and after hesitating repeatedly, he opened his mouth and asked Shu Yan: "Have you ever been desperate when you have lived in a dream for a long time?" ”

This is the first time that Yu Yin did not use honorifics when she spoke to Shu Yan, she neither called Shu Yan "Sister Yan'er", nor did she call Shu Yan "Aunt Yan", let alone "Second Aunt"; What he calls out is "you", just you.

When Shu Yan heard this, he gently pulled the scattered hair on his forehead behind his ears, and replied with a smile on his face and great happiness: "Living in a dream for a long time, it is inevitable that you will despair; But what I have always lived is not in my dreams, but in my heart. ”

Hearing this, Yu Yin nodded, and finally made up his mind to turn around and leave; However, Shu Yan suddenly called him again.

"Yu Yin, I want to know, in your heart, what kind of person is Bailimo?" Shu Yan asked Yu Yin coldly.

This is also the first time that Shu Yan directly called Yu Yin's name, instead of habitually calling Yu Yin "young master".

When Yu Yin heard this, he replied without thinking: "The Baili Mo in my heart, it doesn't matter what kind of person he is; The important thing is that he is the person in Shu Yan's memory. ”

Yu Yin said, turned away, and never looked back.

Shu Yan watched Yu Yin gradually move away, and at the same time, he didn't know how many times it was in his heart, but he said to himself for the last time: "He is Yu Yin, not Bailimo." ”

In the seventeen years since Bailimo's death, Shu Yan has gone through several gatherings and scattering, splitting and merging, and a marriage in name only; In the end, Shu Yan found that what she loved was always the original Bailimo, the Bailimo that never changed.

If the sky has eyes and the earth has spirits, I really hope that this heaven and earth can once again descend on a hundred miles of foam in Shu Yan's heart, which can be regarded as a reward for the kind people in the dark and hope for those who stick to it.

And Yu Yin, who was immersed in the past and couldn't extricate himself, unconsciously slowed down his pace on the way to the Netherworld Mountain, and stopped as much as possible in every place where Zhong Daxuan's figure might appear.

It's a pity that every place is full of memories and disappointments.

However, why did Yu Yin unconsciously go to the Netherworld Mountain?

Because this is the answer that Yu Yin obtained by traveling thousands of miles from the land of Qi outside the Vermilion Bird Pass to the Heavenly Empire's Fuling Jinhong Water Heart Castle - Netherworld Mountain—the place where everything began, and where everything began; But Yu Yin doesn't want it to be the place where everything ends, or the place where everything ends.

Six days later, in the seventeenth year of Kunqian, February 18.

Later, Yu Yin recalled the days when he rushed from Fuling Jinhong Water Heart Fort to Netherworld Mountain, and vaguely felt that the weather in the past few days was gloomy, and the top of his head was always gray, which made people who were already unable to find hope feel even more depressed.

Fortunately, there will never be darkness in the heavens and the earth, because there will always be a corner that you have not yet noticed, and there is great light; Fortunately, even if it is partially gloomy, it will not last long, as long as you wait patiently and bravely break through, you will definitely see the infinite light between heaven and earth.

The sky is high and the clouds are light, the mountains are high and the road is far away, and at dusk on this day, Yu Yin returned to the town near the Heavenly Dynasty Netherworld Mountain alone, and returned to the inn where he played "The Voice of the Musician" for Zhong Daxuan for the first time.

According to what Yu Yin wrote in the codex left for Zhong Daxuan last year, Yu Yin should have revisited this place with Zhong Daxuan a long time ago; However, due to various reasons, Yu Yin inadvertently ignored and forgot.

The town at dusk, as at the beginning, still has an indescribable comfort in the quiet, but it lacks the touching warmth.

At this moment, in the town near the Heavenly Empire's Netherworld Mountain, in the westernmost room on the second floor of the inn, Yu Yin, who was alone, was looking out of the window.

I saw that the round sun hanging in the west slowly set also seemed to be several times larger than usual. The bright fiery red, so red that it warmed people's hearts, and it was so red that it made people's eyes sour; It's just a pity that the surrounding sky is not set off, nor is it impregnated, and it is so red that it is lonely after all.

"Brother Da Xu, I'm back as promised, and where are you?" Yu Yin asked thousands of times in his heart.

Yes, Yu Yin did come back as promised, but it was inevitable that he came back too late, so that Zhong Daxuan's heart was half cold invisibly.