"If you don't know, forget it, it's not convenient for me to say too much. I'm here this time just to let you give me more things about my uncle, and there's nothing else to talk about. "Qu Xiaotang cut the railway.

Xie Jingshuo looked at her for a long time, and suddenly sat back on the sofa with a smile: "Okay, you beg me, I'll tell you when I'm happy." ”

"Xie Jingshuo, you!" Qu Xiaotang was angry and anxious.

"I said, find a way to make me happy. As for what to do, you can refer to what we have done before. Xie Jingshuo looked at Qu Xiaotang playfully.

Qu Xiaotang sneered: "Do you think I need to beg you?" Xie Jingshuo, if you don't want to tell me, someone will naturally be willing to tell me. I don't ask you, and I won't. ”

"Then please. Cloud City, Xicheng, who can you know? Qu Xiaotang, what can you do without me? Xie Jingshuo's words were like an alarm bell, knocking on Qu Xiaotang's heart.

Qu Xiaotang looked at Xie Jingshuo, and suddenly felt that the person in front of him was like a stranger he had never known or understood.

She couldn't read him anymore.

I don't know how to understand it.

Perhaps it was the last indulgence.

Qu Xiaotang gritted her teeth, and without waiting for Xie Jingshuo to react, she reached out and hooked his neck and kissed him on the lips.

Lips and teeth intertwined, Xie Jingshuo put his arms around her waist and deepened the kiss.

"Xiaotang, I want more." Xie Jingshuo bit Qu Xiaotang's earlobe and said softly.

Qu Xiaotang looked at Xie Jingshuo's movements towards him expressionlessly, and slowly closed his eyes.

The two were tightly entangled on the sofa, as if they were about to tell countless loves.

"Can you say it now?" Qu Xiaotang opened his mouth coldly.

Xie Jingshuo sat next to Qu Xiaotang: "Actually, I have been investigating my uncle's affairs. But I always felt that his affairs were not so simple. There may be something behind it that we can't imagine. ”

"Even if we can't control everything, I still have to find Xiaoyan's father. I don't know what the future holds, but I just want to do my best to help him. Qu Xiaotang sat up slowly.

"I know what you think. I've asked Ah Chang to write an email, and I've already sent it to Xiaoyan. Don't worry, I'll definitely help you. Xie Jingshuo said.

Qu Xiaotang nodded: "Thank you." Well, I want to tell you something. ”

"What's the matter?" Xie Jingshuo looked at her.

Qu Xiaotang slowly got dressed and walked off the sofa.

"Xie Jingshuo, I've thought about it for a long time, let's separate for the time being." Qu Xiaotang turned his back to him and said this.

Xie Jingshuo looked at Qu Xiaotang's back in disbelief: "You say...... What the? ”

"I don't want any more promises from you, and I don't want to wait for anything. Xie Jingshuo, I think we're going to stop here. Qu Xiaotang finished saying this indifferently.

"Qu Xiaotang......" Xie Jingshuo stepped forward and hugged Qu Xiaotang.

"I don't want to go on like this anymore. I don't want to come to you every time with a happy heart, only to get a cold and even incomprehensible response. I don't want to get along well one day and turn away from me the next day. I don't want you to be cold and hot from me. I don't want to feel sorry for you, I'm lost for you. Qu Xiaotang said these words flatly.

Xie Jingshuo hurriedly explained: "Xiaotang, I didn't mean that. I want you to care more about me, I don't know if you're willing to go on with me, I'm not sure what you really mean. Do you love me enough to live with me for the rest of your life? But I never thought of letting go of your hand, Xiaotang, I really love you. ”

"If you loved me, you wouldn't do this to me. Xie Jingshuo, you don't love me enough, in your heart, maybe your career and family interests are much more important than me, an insignificant person. I don't even know where I'll be in the ranks, and I wonder if it's going to be that important to you. When I doubted myself like this, you chose to push me away again and again. I don't want to look forward to it anymore, and I won't choose to love you anymore. After Qu Xiaotang said this, he felt inexplicably comfortable in his heart.

"I didn't. I just want to get it done and use my skills to be with you. I don't want you to suffer, I don't want you to be in danger. Qu Xiaotang, I really love you. If I had a choice, I just wanted you alone. Xie Jingshuo explained.

Qu Xiaotang shook his head: "Xie Jingshuo, don't continue." From the moment you made your decision without consulting me, we were doomed to never go back to the way we were. No matter how many times you say you love me and how many things you have done for me, I can never feel that anymore. You ask yourself if you love me, or if you are reluctant to let me go. ”

"I love you, of course I love you. I just don't want you to be upset. Xie Jingshuo didn't know what to say.

"But I'm sad now, from the moment you ran from Guicheng to Yunshi without saying a word and put me down, we have no future. Xie Jingshuo, have you thought about me? At that time, you didn't have me in your mind, but this so-called family interest. Yes, I can respect your decision. But I'm sorry for you, can you consider my feelings? Why do you always like to put everything you have above my thoughts? Qu Xiaotang pushed Xie Jingshuo away.

Xie Jingshuo looked at the hand that was let go, and said in frustration: "I didn't think so, I was just afraid that you would be hurt." Qu Xiaotang, I really love you. ”

"Love? Don't talk about it, I'm starting to doubt myself when you talk about it. If your love is like this to me, it hurts me so unscrupulously. Then I think we should not continue to love. Xie Jingshuo, let's separate. Think about it, whether you love me or not. As for the rest, we'll talk about that later. After Qu Xiaotang finished speaking, he left without looking back.

Xie Jingshuo wanted to step forward and grab her hand, but suddenly felt as if there was no reason to keep her.

Her joys and sorrows, he seems to have not been involved in it for a long time.

Qu Xiaotang is right, from beginning to end, he has been making decisions that he thinks are good. But I don't know what Qu Xiaotang really wants.

He couldn't give her what she needed.

What she didn't need, he imposed on her.

In the end, it's all because he doesn't have enough. He really loved her, but because of this, he was forced to let go of her hand again and again.

At this point, what else could he do to keep her?

He couldn't give her the security she wanted, and he couldn't give her a complete and clear answer about the future.

So, if she really thinks about it and wants to find her own future, then he should also let go. If the last love can be expressed in the form of fulfillment, then it can be regarded as complete.

At least in the end, she can be happy.

Xie Jingshuo clenched his fists and stood in place.