Chapter 203: Depression

After Zhong Daxuan heard this, he tried to calm down again, to exchange his heart for heart, so as to exchange the mood of his sweetheart.

"Don't look at Yu Yin, he usually smiles sweetly, but in fact, his heart is very bitter; Don't look at him, he always gives people positive strength, but in fact, he has also been depressed in his heart. I thought I could make his heart as sweet as his smile; But I didn't make it, and I probably never had the chance to do it. Zhong Daxuan said empathetically.

When Shu Yan heard this, he shook his head helplessly, and then asked Zhong Daxuan again and again: "Young Master Zhong, what kind of frustrating words are you talking about?" You are still alive, your Yu Yin is still alive, since you are all still alive and well, why don't you have a chance? ”

"Because when I was a child, I promised him that I would not let him be hurt in the slightest. But now, instead of fulfilling my promise, I have invisibly hurt him with my own hands, and I have hurt him deeply, deeply, so that he is completely damaged and exhausted. Zhong Daxuan replied with a twisted heart.

"Zhong Gongzi, although there is no regret medicine sold in this world, I still want to ask you, do you regret meeting him now?" Shu Yan asked Zhong Daxuan.

"No regrets, never regretted it." Zhong Daxuan replied without hesitation, as firm as Gu Liangsheng in the past, "Master Shu, just like you once said, you said that remembering your love for Third Master Mo will make you feel that you have really lived, and so do I." When I met Yu Yin, it also made me feel that I didn't live in vain, and I didn't come to the world in vain; When I met Yu Yin, I was able to discover my long-lost side; With Yu Yin by my side, I was able to create a better version of myself invisibly. ”

"Young Master Zhong, you only know that the young master has changed you invisibly; But I don't know that you are never the only one who is willing to pay, and the young master has always been careful to maintain the friendship between you. Shu Yan said to Zhong Daxuan earnestly.

"Master Shu, how do you know about things that even I, the person concerned, have not noticed?" Zhong Daxuan asked Shu Yandao inexplicably.

"Zhong Gongzi, as the saying goes, 'the authorities are confused, and the bystanders are clear', you who are deeply trapped in the situation are naturally not easy to perceive those crucial details, so I want you to know that changing a person's habits is far from being as easy as you think, at least you must first integrate into that person's life." Shu Yan answered Zhong Daxuan's questions.

When Zhong Daxuan heard this, he said to Shu Yan with understanding: "Master Shu, think about it carefully, maybe it is indeed me who ignored Yu Yin's silent dedication. You know, what he has integrated into is not only my life, but also my life! ”

"That being the case, Zhong Gongzi, have you ever thought that maybe from the moment you leave him in a negative mood, it means that you will never see him again, and you will never see him again for the rest of your life or even in the next life." Shu Yan said at the o'clock.

"No, it won't!" Zhong Daxuan subconsciously shouted.

"Now I know I'm in a hurry, Mr. Zhong, why not? Who is so great to tell you that you can't? Could it be you? What if you never get a chance to see him again? Shu Yan pressed Zhong Daxuan step by step.

Zhong Daxuan, who was driven to a dead end, finally fought back and said: "Master Shu, if I really never have a chance to see him again, then I will definitely use the rest of my life, even the next life, or even the next life, in exchange for a chance to see him again." ”

"Why bother? Zhong Gongzi, as long as you are willing to turn back, then everything can be happy. Shu Yan pointed out the maze for Zhong Daxuan.

"But is it too late to turn back now? Master Shu, will it be too late? Zhong Daxuan asked Shu Yan worriedly.

"Zhong Gongzi, as long as you are willing to turn back, it is never too late." Shu Yan replied categorically.

"Is it that simple? Master Shu. Zhong Daxuan suddenly asked Shu Yan in disbelief.

"As long as you want, it's as simple as that, Zhong Gongzi, but the premise is, do you want him?" Shu Yan asked Shu Yan rhetorically.

"Yes!" Zhong Daxuan replied categorically.

"Do you want to see him, then?" Shu Yan asked Zhong Daxuan.

"It's hard to say." Zhong Daxuan replied hesitantly.

"What's so bad about that? Zhong Gongzi, since you want to, go and see, in front of friendship, the so-called face is worthless! Remember, as long as you have the same mind, everything else can be overcome. Shu Yan said to Zhong Daxuan neatly.

When Zhong Daxuan heard this, he was deeply shocked.

After a while, Zhong Daxuan, who suddenly woke up in the shock, thanked Shu Yan from the bottom of his heart: "Thank you, Master Shu." ”

When Shu Yan heard this, he smiled, and asked Zhong Daxuan: "Zhong Gongzi, then tonight, can you move back to Yutear Xuan?" ”

When Zhong Daxuan heard this, he also laughed.

The seventeenth year of Kunqian, February 12, the spring equinox.

Early in the morning, in the Heavenly Empire's Fuling City, on Jinhong Street, in the main room of the Fish Tears Pavilion of Shuixin Fort, Zhong Daxuan, who was in the outhouse, changed into the chestnut fine plain pattern suit that he used to wear in this fort. At this moment, he is looking hopefully at the empty inner room, reminiscing about the extremely sentimental past.

After only one night's work, the energetic Zhong Daxuan of the past returned.

Before Zhong Daxuan left Jinhong Water Heart Fort, he deliberately paid attention to Shu Yan's expression who came to see him off.

I saw that although Shu Yan was full of smiles at this moment, behind the smile, there was still a trace of sadness that could not be hidden.

Zhong Daxuan, who turned around and slowly left, couldn't help but think in his heart: What kind of sadness is hidden behind the smile of Master Shu? Even the second master, who is as tender as water and has a heart as fine as hair, has never been able to erase it; I really don't know who else in this world can soothe that unconcealable sorrow?

As everyone knows, there will always be such a person, and he is almost there, he is almost there; Or rather, he's waiting, he's been waiting.

Because it was still early, in the Celestial Empire's Fuling City, the busy street market on weekdays had not yet begun to hustle and bustle. At this time, the curling smoke on the roofs of every house, and the fragrant smell of food wafting in the air, all show the busy figures of women in front of the pot.

Of course, there are also people who are busy outside, only to see a number of tables, chairs and benches placed in front of the restaurants on both sides of the street, and there are countless diners who come to cheer and satisfy their hunger.

However, Yu Yin was the only one walking alone on the streets of the city, and at this moment, he couldn't help but recall the scene when he and his eldest brother went shopping together on the day of the spring equinox last year.

It's a pity that things are people, and Yu Yin suddenly felt a sour feeling in his heart.

Zhong Daxuan left at dawn, and Yu Yin broke the dawn, I hope this miss is not a lifetime.

No, as soon as Yu Yin entered the gate of Jinhong Water Heart Fort, Bai Liwei gave him a slap in the face.

"You're back! What a coincidence! Zhong Gongzi just left with his front foot, and you came back with your back foot, did you meet him? I happened to see Yu Yin's Baili Wei, and greeted Yu Yin warmly.

When Yu Yin heard this, he subconsciously asked Bai Liwei, "Brother Da Xu, he's back, is he?" ”

"yes, didn't this just go again? Didn't you run into him when you came? Bai Liwei asked Yu Yin inexplicably.

Yu Yin, who was so anxious, didn't bother to answer Bai Liwei's boring question, only to hear him ask Bai Liwei again and again: "How long has he been gone?" In which direction? And how did it go? Second uncle, you should answer me quickly! ”

"He just left, and I don't know where he's going. As for how he walked, I think he either walked or rode a horse; After all, Zhong Gongzi is not you, he will not choose to take the car. Bai Liwei replied and analyzed one by one.

"Second uncle, as far as you answer, you might as well not answer me!" Yu Yin said like a child again.

"Look at what you're saying, Urushi, what do you want me to answer you? Or don't you want me to answer you? Bai Liwei asked Yu Yin with a little displeasure.

"Of course I want you to answer me, second uncle, but your answer is clearly a question and three don't know!" Yu Yin responded dissatisfiedly.

"But I didn't know! I've just come to this front yard; What's more, when I arrived here, Master Shu had already sent Zhong Gongzi out of the castle! Bai Liwei explained to Yu Yin.

"Second uncle, why didn't you say it earlier! So where is Sister Yan'er now? Yu Yin blurted out and asked.

"Sister Yan'er? You just came back, and you directly changed the title of Master Shu from 'second aunt' before you left to the current 'Sister Yan'er', could it be that when you were outside, you had already heard about me and Master Shu's parting ways? Oh, that's not right! It's been three months since I divorced my wife, and you've just returned to this Blessing City, so is it true that the incident of three months ago is still spreading in this Blessing City? Bai Liwei was surprised and asked Yu Yin again and again.

Faced with Baili Hui's questions, Yu Yin shook his head and replied helplessly: "Second uncle, the world outside is changing rapidly, who would be entangled in what happened three months ago?" And the reason why I changed my words and no longer called Sister Yan'er 'Second Aunt' was because of the 'Master Shu' that you called out again and again, Second Uncle! Aren't you indirectly telling me that you and Sister Yan'er have separated? Because what man in the world would call himself the title of a glued lady in front of others? ”