CHAPTER XXXIX
There was no tombstone left on that small mound, because they were afraid that there would be tomb robbers digging Xu Yingyue's tomb for some money, and they would leave after a month, and no one would take care of it, and in the end, they were afraid that Xu Yingyue would not be at peace after her death, and her corpse would be exposed in the wilderness.
As for the future worship, in their opinion, they will never return here, not because of Xu Yingyue, but because their lives are about to drift, and they don't know if they can come back.
After that incident, it seemed that only Xu Huanqing was sad for a few days, and the others seemed to have nothing to do. Now I probably have some impressions of Xu Jiaban except for Xu Huanqing and Xu Yuanyuan, I'm afraid no one remembers the name Xu Yingyue anymore.
Xu Yuan stood at the door and looked at the people in the courtyard, feeling a little chilled and a little throbbing in his heart.
It's not because of anything else, it's just because she lives too clearly in this chaotic world, and she sees the world too clearly, so she is sad.
But if she was more vulgar and numb with those people, she would have less pain in this cold world that had nothing to do with her.
Xu Yuanyue also understands the difference between herself and Xu Yingyue, if it weren't for her reputation in Yanjing, those people would come to see the play for her name, I'm afraid that she would also end up with Xu Yingyue - if the person is gone, it will run away ruthlessly and unjustly.
The rain never ends, and the wind never ends.
False fame and fortune are just for a moment, just like the characters in the playbook, you sing and I will appear.
If Xu Yuanxuan loses power one day, then everything today is just a palace of yellow sand, and it will be dispersed as soon as the wind blows. Rather than this, it is better not to have it in the first place.
Xu Qingfeng inadvertently glanced at the door, and saw Xu Yuanxuan standing at the door in a daze, so he squeezed out the crowd of people in a daze, staggered to Xu Yuanyuan, held Xu Yuanyuan's hand and said: "Yuanxuan, you are back, we thought you lost it, and we were about to report to the official." ”
As soon as Xu Qingfeng's words fell, the others looked out of the door, Xu Yuan was really standing outside the door, and everyone was suddenly startled, and their eyes shone as if they were seeing a new student. But Xu Huan could feel the difference in the eyes of those people, some were happy, and some were disappointed.
When they saw Xu Yuanyuan, they also saw Chen Zhiheng standing behind Xu Yuanyuan with a horse, and they probably guessed what happened today.
Today, Chen Zhiheng took Xu out of the room.
They looked at Xu Yuanxuan and Chen Zhiheng with a little subtle eyes, jealousy, anger, and some wonder. They secretly speculated in their hearts whether Xu Yuanyuan and Chen Zhiheng were a couple.
Before Xu Zhiheng could react, Xu Qingfeng had already walked past Xu Yuanxuan and walked in front of Chen Zhiheng, and grabbed Chen Zhiheng's collar, his eyes seemed to be as fierce as he wanted to devour Chen Zhiheng, and said: "It didn't matter if you trespassed into the backstage before, but now you kidnap my junior sister while there is no one in the Xu family's compound, so it is unforgivable." ”
As soon as the words fell, Xu Qingfeng raised his other empty hand and clenched his fist to hit Chen Zhiheng, saying that it was too late and that was fast, Xu Yuan rushed over with an arrow step, and was between Xu Qingfeng and Chen Zhiheng, she raised her head, stared straight at Xu Qingfeng and said: "Senior brother, in this matter, Chen Gongzi did not force me, I voluntarily went out with him." ”
Xu Yuan was between Chen Zhiheng and Xu Qingfeng, Xu Qingfeng was not easy to fight, and Xu Yuanyuan said so, and Chen Zhiheng was also a frequent visitor to Miaoyin Pavilion, so he didn't want to offend, so he gave up.
Xu Qingfeng pulled Xu Yuanhuan over, then walked towards the courtyard, crossed the threshold of the gate, and wanted to close the door, but when he closed the door, he didn't forget to say: "Warn you, don't come to my junior sister Xu Yuanxuan in the future, otherwise don't blame me for being unkind." With that, he closed the door.
Because Xu Qingfeng was a little angry when he closed the door, he used too much strength, and the copper knock outside the door also shook and made a "bang" sound, Chen Zhiheng heard it very clearly.
Chen Zhiheng was not angry at Xu Qingfeng's rude behavior just now, because he felt that as long as he could go out with Xu Yuanyuan once, it would be worth being scolded, and he also took Xu Yuanyuan away without informing others, and he was also at fault first, and it was understandable that others would kill him.
A group of people in the courtyard surrounded Xu Yuan, looking up and down, there was no injury on the body, there was no change on the whole, but wearing this plain dress felt very different, a little more refined temperament, a little more transparent and clear, like a white and flawless, bright as the sky hanging on the white platform, and her daily quiet temperament is a perfect match.
Xu Yurong recognized that the plain dress was given by Mrs. Cao, and when she went up, she held Xu Yuan's hand and said, "I used to look at the clothes that were too plain, but now I wear them on you." I thought it was the embroidery lady in Mrs. Cao's house who was to deal with the work, but now that I look at you, I know that it is so ingenious. ”
Xu Xuan saw the tears in the corners of Xu Yurong's eyes, and knew that she must have cried just now.
Xu Yuanyuan knew that in addition to Xu Huanqing, Xu Yurong was the only one in the Xu family class who really cared about her. Others, too, just took a fancy to her value and her reputation in Yanjing.
Xu Yuan put her arms around Xu Yurong and leaned her chin on Xu Yurong's fragrant shoulder, she just wanted a moment of comfort, because she thought of Xu Yingyue, and her mind came up with Xu Yingyue's swollen face blistered by the cold and biting river water, and she also remembered the half of the mung bean cake that Xu Yingyue broke for her before, and now no one in the entire Xu family class remembers that Xu Yingyue has come to the world except for her and Xu Huanqing.
This world is too ruthless, only talking about fame and fortune, not about human feelings.
The moon hung high above the thin clouds, and the clear light that shone down was a miserable white on the cold bluestone slab, too cold, too sad, just like the pathetic human nature.
Xu Yuanxuan only felt that there was something pressing her now, she closed her eyes, and a faint dark fragrance floated, which made her feel relieved for a moment, as if it was the taste of childhood, she opened her eyes again, and it turned out to be the petals of the white magnolia in the yard that exuded a faint fragrance.
The people in the courtyard looked at Xu Xuan's appearance like this, and when she was tired, they didn't want to say anything and dispersed.
Anyway, for them, those superficial concerns are good enough, don't give them their sincerity, all this is just a superficial effort to please people.
Xu Huanqing was still sitting under the eaves, holding the splashed ink fan and slowly fanning the wind, and it was not hot on this day, but it was still a little cold, which seemed quite puzzling to outsiders.
But Xu Huanqing's heart is like a mirror, since Lu Qingmei's incident, he feels that everything in the world is flashy after all, gathering is a common thing, and scattering is also a common thing. It's just that Xu Huanqing doesn't know when this Xu family class will disperse, and why this Xu family class will disperse.
Xu curled back to the room without even washing, so she lay on the bed and fell asleep, Xu Yurong only thought that she was tired and covered her with a thin quilt.
At night, Xu Yingyue really dreamed of Xu Yingyue, Xu Yingyue was wearing the blue clothes, the blue clothes she wore when she left.
Xu Yingyue seemed to have returned to the age of seven, Xu Yingyue asked her to sit on the chair next to the table, Xu Yingyue was still so kind, she took out an oiled paper bag from her arms, opened the oiled paper bag, and inside it was a neatly arranged mung bean cake, Xu Yingyue handed Xu Yuanxuan a piece in the middle, with a smile on her face.
Xu Yingyue hasn't seen such a smile for a long time, because she hasn't seen Xu Yingyue for nine years, and the current Xu Yingyue is still the original Xu Yingyue, but she is no longer the original Xu Yingyue, she knows the world more sophisticated than when she was a child, knows the warmth and coldness, knows the coldness, and knows the hearts of the people.
Xu Yingyue took the piece of mung bean cake handed over by Xu Yingyue, she didn't stuff it directly into her mouth like when she was a child, but was stunned there, she looked at Xu Yingyue's eyes were full of tears, because Xu Yingyue was one of the few people who treated her well when Xu Yingyue was a child, and those people ignored Xu Yuanyuan because she didn't like to talk when she first came, and she was very indifferent, so they ignored Xu Yuanyuan, and even grabbed Xu Yuanyuan to eat.
Thinking back to those days, Xu Yuan was thinking about the current days, their attitude towards her was simply very different, and at this moment she only felt a little cold in her heart, as if she had entered an ice cellar and was frozen.
Sometimes Xu Jiaban doesn't get much reward, because he wanders around, he has to rent a yard every time he goes to a place, and because the rent is not long, the rent is raised very high by the landlord, so the remaining living expenses are not much, and sometimes there are not many meals. Xu Huanqing also tried his best, except for some necessary expenses, the rest were used to buy vegetables and cook for the children.
That day, because she didn't earn much silver, there was less food, and Xu Yuanxuan was relatively thin when she was a child, and the meals were snatched up by the big brothers, and the brothers also said that she didn't have to sing on stage, and eating so much was just a waste of food.
Xu Yuanyuan didn't know if the senior brother who once said that she was wasting food when she ate would still say that she was wasting food. She thought in her heart that those senior brothers should be hypocritically flattering herself, saying that she was the hero of the Xu family.
At that time, Xu Yingyue passed by, and when she saw Xu Yuanxuan sitting alone under the eaves, she took out an oiled paper bag from her arms, which contained only a small mung bean cake, Xu Yingyue broke half of it for Xu Yuanyuan, and the other piece was stuffed into her mouth.
Xu curled down the eaves and devoured it directly, not so much to eat, but to swallow it more appropriately.
She didn't know if the half of the mung bean cake was delicious, but she knew that she was very hungry, and there seemed to be a giant beast roaring in her stomach, and when her stomach ached, it was as if the giant beast was sometimes jumping in her stomach, and sometimes it was biting at her empty stomach.
Xu Yingyue just squatted beside her, gently touched her head, and looked at her with a smile.
Compared with Xu Yingyue's smile, Xu Yingyue is a little sad now, and before she knows it, tears are forced to the corners of her eyes, and they are almost about to gush out.
Xu Yingyue saw that Xu Yuanyuan didn't eat it, so she snatched the mung bean cake that Xu Yuanyuan had held in her hand for a long time but had not been sent to her mouth for a long time, and broke it into two pieces, one was handed to Xu Yuanyuan, and the other was stuffed into her mouth, just like Xu Yuanyuan remembered in the depths of her memory.