Chapter 125: Silence

"I understand, I understand. Qu Xiaotang, you have your own beliefs, I know all this. But people can't be resurrected from the dead, and you can't just sleep with them. The killer hasn't been found yet, and he may still be targeting people you know, and every time he commits a crime, he is trying to provoke you. So now you have to stand up and not give him the opportunity to continue provoking you. You are Qu Xiaotang, you have to be strong. Let's work a little harder, and strive to hit the killer with one blow and catch the murderer in one go. Luo Hao comforted.

Qu Xiaotang shook his head: "I can't do it." Once, twice, three times, all like that. That's not what I want. Officer Luo, can you understand my feelings? Those who were once alive in your life are the last ones to leave. But I still have to shout this kind of unknown slogan every day, and do some meaningless things. I feel like I'm nothing, it seems that Qu Xiaocheng is quite right, I just live in the aura of self. ”

"It's not like that. Qu Xiaotang, in my eyes, you have always been the sun that can illuminate others. The occurrence of those murders has nothing to do with you. It's just that because the murderer happened to commit the crime, you hit this muzzle. You can't deny yourself the good things you've done and get yourself stuck in a dead end. Luo Hao reassured.

Qu Xiaotang was silent for a moment, Luo Hao's words were not unreasonable. But these are human lives, and they are all a group of people who should live well.

It was her selfishness, it was her arrival, that broke the balance of all this.

How could she forgive herself so easily?

"Officer Law, I'm sorry. This week, you still don't come to me. I don't want to see you, and I don't want to see anything related to solving crimes. I'm not that strong and I want to have a quiet life too. I'm sorry, I'll go first. Qu Xiaotang stood up and walked towards the front in a reluctant manner.

"Qu Xiaotang," Luo Hao shouted, "No matter how long you need to come out, I will accompany you." A day, two days, or a week, I'll always be there. If you're tired, turn around and I'll keep you covered. ”

Qu Xiaotang smiled bitterly: "Shelter from the wind and rain? I don't deserve it. ”

With that, she walked straight forward.

Back at Xie's house, Xie Jingshuo was lying on the sofa in pajamas reading the newspaper, and when he saw Qu Xiaotang's eyes red and swollen walking in, he couldn't help but speak: "What's the matter, how did you become like this?" ”

"Xie Jingshuo, Cheng Kui is dead." Qu Xiaotang sat next to Xie Jingshuo, and she felt that her whole body was still trembling.

"What? How so? Xie Jingshuo put down the newspaper in his hand and looked at Qu Xiaotang.

Qu Xiaotang shook his head: "I also said that I was going to see her, and I also said that I would take her to Guicheng to have a look." Now it's all a joke, she didn't stick to it and just left us. It's a pity that I still have a lot to ask her, and I haven't caught the person who hurt her yet. ”

"Qu Xiaotang, don't blame yourself." Xie Jingshuo didn't know what to say to comfort her. He always knew that Qu Xiaotang took these things very seriously. She is a responsible person and an emotional person. For Cheng Kui's death, Qu Xiaotang must have been hit hard.

"You know me, there's no way I don't care about this stuff. Every time it's like this, how do I always feel that the murderer is provoking me. I'm going to accept my fate like this, so be it. Qu Xiaotang didn't know what to say. She suddenly felt so tired that she had lost all her strength.

"Qu Xiaotang, don't you want to catch this murderer with your own hands and watch him be brought to justice with your own hands? If you think about it carefully, if the next person he has to deal with is someone from the Qu family, or me, then can you watch all this coldly? I know it's too cruel for you, but if I don't tell you this, I'll let you continue to grieve. Will the murderer give you a chance to grieve? He wanted to cut us all down without a breather. Xie Jingshuo spoke seriously.

Qu Xiaotang thought for a while: "What you said does make sense, but I may need a little time to recover now." Xie Jingshuo, you can rest assured. I promised Cheng Aoi that I would definitely catch those murderers. But I need to think. You can rest assured, I, Qu Xiaotang, will not be defeated so easily! ”

"This is the Qu Xiaotang I know. It's okay, now we're trying to catch the murderer together and see him receive the punishment of the law with our own eyes. Xie Jingshuo looked at Qu Xiaotang seriously and said.

Qu Xiaotang nodded and leaned on Xie Jingshuo's shoulder.

In the next week, Qu Xiaotang didn't eat much, and locked himself in the room alone, and no one saw him.

A week later, the door opened.

Qu Xiaotang walked out of it in good spirits.

"I thought you needed a little more time." Xie Jingshuo walked out from the other end.