Chapter 10: Memories

Closing his eyes and thinking of Bang Yue again, Liu Xuanyu can always remember the scene when the two first met, looking at each other through the window, as if they had been looking at each other for ten thousand years.

He has been wandering with his father since he was a child, and he has seen countless people, and he has also developed the ability to observe words and feelings.

Therefore, he has a degree of work, coupled with talent, and he is very liked by his elders when he is a child, which does not make him pampered and arrogant, but becomes more and more humble, and often follows his father to humbly ask for advice to do business.

When he was a little older, the suave and talented Liu Xuanyu became more and more attractive to girls from all families, and even the pampered and arrogant Princess Yongle fell in love with him at first sight, and threatened that Liu Xuanyu had to be.

Fortunately, Liu Xuanyu was able to argue well, and it took a lot of time to push it off.

also fooled Princess Yongle into his confidant and friend.

In his life, he wants to live seriously, live as envied by everyone, and play the world, and be the person who "takes the flowers and reviews them lazily".

So he didn't spend a lot of time on emotional matters.

Until, he met Wen Bangyue.

Before that, his father liked to listen to operas, and he followed his father in and out of Xuanchang a few times, and then met Lu Yangyang.

Lu Yangyang's charm often hooks men's hearts, so there are also a lot of drama fans, but Liu Xuanyu has no interest in her at all, maybe women have seen a lot, and they generally can't get into the eyes easily.

Lu Yangyang also said: "Brother, you don't like men, you can't be tempted like me, there is no heavenly reason." ”

Liu Xuanyu immediately laughed a little angrily: "You only like men, if you don't like it, you don't like it, how can there be so many reasons." ”

Rao is like this, Lu Yangyang also pestered him, and even said to the outside world that the two of them were together.

Liu Xuanyu was too lazy to care, anyway, it had no effect on him, until that day, he strayed into a courtyard.

The yard was not large, but there was an old poplar tree in the center, with a towering trunk and lush branches.

As soon as Liu Xuanyue raised her head, it was Wen Bangyue in the window.

He didn't know how the years were quiet, and he would look at her, but he suddenly thought that if he kept looking at it like this, he would look at it for ten thousand years.

That's it, that's it.

It was March, the breeze was not dry, and the stars were shining.

Liu Xuanyu later quietly pulled her sleeve, thinking that she would see her surprised expression, but when she turned around, she raised her eyebrows and asked silently, what's wrong.

His heart beat inexplicably, and he panicked.

It was a throbbing he had never had when he was a troubled teenager.

This throbbing began like this.

"I am the young master of the Liu family, Liu Xuanyu."

"Wen Bangyue."

He asked curiously, "How to write?" ”

Bang Yue naturally pulled his palm and lowered his head to write his name.

Liu Xuanyu's heart fell, and her eyes fell on the shadow of the moonlight on her side neck, almost forgetting to breathe.

Then, Liu Xuanyu wrote down this person thoroughly in his heart. He even had the impulse to tie Bang Yue to his side, and he didn't allow her to go anywhere.

It's just that within a few days, Bang Yue began to avoid him.

Lu Yangyang said cool words on the side: "If you want me to say, you are worried about who is not good, but you are worried about Mr. Excerpt of our drama team, she seems to have someone in her heart, brother, you have no drama." ”

Liu Xuanyu didn't believe it, and even thought that even if he had, he would be able to squeeze that person's position down.

This is his innate pride.

Later, the two got closer and closer, and Liu Xuanyu slowly realized that she was different, her weakness and armor.

But after all, she is still a little girl, and her heart is the same as that of ordinary girls, she will lie down in front of the stall and be reluctant to leave when she sees delicious food, and the brilliance in her eyes is even brighter than when she sees him.

At this time, he couldn't help but laugh, and bought all the delicious food and served it with both hands.

She would bite into the butter cake and muffled to say, "Thank you, no one has been so nice to me for a long time." ”

"Is that good?"

"Count, you will buy me food when I am hungry, I can see at a glance that I am sad, once I was sick, and insisted on instructing them in playing, it was you who suddenly rushed up and forcibly carried me to the hospital." Bang Yue smiled and narrowed her eyes: "Isn't this good?" ”

He watched her go out of his mind, he had been pampered since he was a child, and he never knew that in the eyes of some people, these were rare gentleness. This gave him the idea of treating her like this for the rest of his life.

So he asked, "Would you like to be so good to you all the time?" ”

Poked the window paper, and he was so nervous that he subconsciously swallowed his saliva.

Seeing Bang Yue nodded heavily: "It's okay, you have bothered to chase me for so long, and I should give you an explanation today." Liu Xuanyu, listen, I seem to like you, maybe from yesterday, or from last month, in short, not today. ”

Liu Xuanyu couldn't cry or laugh, his little Bangyue was always so special.

Bang Yuesheng is very good-looking, often holding a high bun, two strands of green silk will be scattered at random next to her cheeks, and there is no extra embellishment on the bun, only with an agate green bead hairpin, which makes her delicate eyebrows more watery.

So he always has a sense of gain and loss.

It's strange to say, just at that glance, I can't fit anything else in my heart from now on, thinking that this is fate, good fate.

Otherwise, even her sometimes rare gentle smile would make his heart hurt like a pinprick.

It's a pity that he has met so many warblers and Yanyan, and he has never taken that person seriously to his heart.

So as long as he misunderstands Bang Yue, he will look at her mercilessly, looking at her with the attitude of a proud person, indifferent and resolute. In fact, he was flustered in his heart and couldn't express it, so he could only disguise his panic with indifference.

In Bang Yue's opinion, it was he who didn't believe her.

As everyone knows, he doesn't know how to deal with it. A person who is handy in business, he is very clumsy when it comes to love.

Until the end of summer, Gu Xiuran appeared.

He has no reason to hate Gu Xiuran, and thinks that he has one thing on the surface but another behind him, so when he sees Bang Yue standing with him, he will declare his sovereignty like a child.

Bang Yue is his, and it can only be his.

The more time passed, the more this idea stuck in his mind.

That's why there is endless entanglement.

"Bang Yue, do you love me or not?"

At this time, most of Bang Yue ignored him, and he was annoyed by being entangled, so he threw away the pen, stuck his waist and said: "Liu Xuanyu, you are not finished, I still have to catch up with the script, which girl's family will always talk about love, love is not tired?" ”

Liu Xuanyu was unhappy, and sat alone and played by himself.

Bang Yue couldn't stand it anymore, so she had to say slowly: "Love, what I love the most is our family Xuanyu." ”

The dimming light in Liu Xuanyu's eyes suddenly lit up again.

How can it be?

None of his friends remembered his birthday, but Bang Yue did remember it clearly, and gave him a surprise on that day, a paper boat full of candles and lanterns came all the way to him.

She pulled him down, stood on tiptoe and kissed him on the forehead, and her ears were red.

He looked at her and thought that he would be her for the rest of his life.

Only then did he not tolerate sand in his eyes, Gu Xiuran could not be tolerated, and he could not tolerate Bang Yue not answering that he loved him.

Unexpectedly, there were unforeseen circumstances.

The shadow puppet show made him feel a storm, and the rain did not stop.

He couldn't understand why Bang Yue went out with Gu Xiuran, and why he lied to himself.

That night, he tossed and turned and couldn't sleep for a long time, thinking that he would never pay attention to her in the future, but he couldn't help but look at her, and he didn't speak awkwardly, so he sat quietly aside.

Lu Yangyang said: "She is such a water-based poplar person, I warned you a long time ago, but you didn't listen." ”

Liu Xuanyu lowered his eyes: "Don't let me hear you say anything about her." ”

No one can say.

Lu Yangyang sighed disdainfully: "Even if I don't say it, those things don't exist, you can just go to the people in the troupe and ask if Gu Xiuran comes to her every day." ”

"That doesn't prove anything."

It really can't be proven, but then he went around and around, and when Liu Xuanyu saw the dress, he was so sad that he couldn't help himself.

Bang Yue couldn't explain clearly, and she was almost incoherent.

He actually didn't remember the scene very well, only remembered that the autumn wind was biting, and even his heart was cold, and when he came back to his senses, he had left Bang Yue there alone to face the wind and rain alone, and he walked to the most prosperous neighborhood of the Grand Canal, walking along the hustle and bustle.

It went all the way to the second half of the night.

When I went back, my body temperature suddenly increased, and the doctor said that I was infected with wind chill and needed to lie down and rest.

This has always been a tough body, but he fell ill, and I don't know if it's because of the wind and cold, or because of the knot.

Within two days, there was news that Bang Yue was kicked out by the troupe.

Liu Xuanyu sat up from the bed in shock, causing a heart-rending cough before he reluctantly asked, "What's the matter?" ”

The family Ding said while soothing him: "There is news over there, saying that he was kicked out by the troupe two days ago, and then he disappeared...... Eh, where are you going, young master? ”

Liu Xuanyu couldn't care about being sick at the moment, how could he be stupid enough to believe that Bang Yue really did the thing of leaking the script, and then he thought about it carefully, and the pertinence of that matter was particularly obvious, like a design in advance, pointing all the spearheads at Bang Yue.

It's just that the knot in his heart that he can't get over is the custom-made clothes.

Let him be jealous and go crazy.

But he can't take care of so much at the moment, thinking of Bang Yue being alone and wandering outside, he can't take care of anything.

So he dragged his sick body and searched for a moment in the huge capital.

Teahouses, inns, opera gardens, and even the alleys in the depths, he didn't let go, but no, no!

At first, Jia Ding felt that he was crazy, and he was frightened: "Young master, you can't do this anymore, your body can't hold on."

"She must be angry with me, that's why she hid, it must be so, I have to find her!"

Liu Xuanyu insisted on going his own way, searching aimlessly in the capital.

One day, after searching for a long time, his body was overwhelmed and weak, so he went into a nearby restaurant, intending to take a break at will.

The shopkeeper recognized that it was the son of the Liu family, and immediately smiled and said, "Young Master Liu hasn't patronized the shop for a long time, I'm afraid I'm too busy to know the southeast and northwest." Hungry or thirsty, why don't you take a seat first? ”

Liu Xuanyu was absent-minded, leaned on the side of the cabinet and said, "No, I just came in to ask for a cup of tea, and I still have something to do."

"Okay, young master."

After resting for a while, Liu Xuanyu riveted his strength and went downstairs to go out, just as a veiled girl came in, bowing her head and passing by him.

In an instant, a strange feeling swept over me.

When he turned back, the girl had gone upstairs, and he could only see the corner of her dress.

As everyone knows, the girl wearing the veil walked up to the shopkeeper, lifted the veil, and smiled playfully: "Shopkeeper, where is the food I just ordered?" ”

"You have it for the girl."

"Is it the cheapest?"

The shopkeeper wondered, "Yes, but does the girl plan to use them at noon?" It's too little. ”

Bang Yue sighed: "There's no way to be wrong, it's been unstable recently, and there are people who don't have a meal, so it's okay."

Liu Xuanyu walked out of the teahouse, and after walking fifty meters, the more he thought about it, the more wrong he became, so he returned to the restaurant and asked the shopkeeper straight to the point: "Did a girl come just now, and did she register her name?" ”

The shopkeeper was stunned for a moment: "There is no registration, but I remember her name, Bang Yue, it seems to be this." ”

In an instant, Liu Xuanyu seemed to have been struck by lightning, and his face turned pale and took a small step back, no matter what the shopkeeper said, he couldn't hear it.

Then, he ran out frantically, ran downstairs and fell, and he didn't care about the bruised nose and swollen face, and struggled to get up and ran out.

However, where is her shadow outside, she has long since melted into the vast sea of people and disappeared.

"Bang Yue, Bang Yue!"

Liu Xuanyu shouted, the body that had been consumed by him for a long time finally couldn't hold on, his knees weakened, and he knelt on the ground.

embarrassed, when was he so embarrassed, even passers-by looked at him with a trace of pity.

But even so, he didn't care, as long as he could find her, what would it matter if he was bitter.

"Young Master Liu, what are you...... What's wrong? ”

A familiar and extremely annoying voice suddenly came from his ears, Liu Xuanyu opened his eyes, slowly stood up, and faced Gu Xiuran, he returned to his previous arrogance, looking at each other expressionlessly, quite condescendingly.

"Gu Xiuran, tell me honestly, what's going on with that dress?"

A trace of surprise flashed in Gu Xiuran's eyes, and he smiled: "Young Master Liu, the wood has become a boat, it is me and Bang Yue who are sorry for you, she wrote a letter to you, saying that she did something sorry for you, and she never wanted to see you again, I hope you will be happy for the rest of your life, and Lu Wan'an from before." ”

Liu Xuanyu took the letter and didn't move for a long time.

He recognized the handwriting on the letter.

Gu Xiuran saw that the blood on his face had receded, and there were bruises on his face, and he hesitated to hand the forged letter to him.

This matter was not called by Lu Yangyang, he did it himself.

Liu Xuanyu took the letter, and when his eyes fell on the four characters of Weiyang in front of him, he smiled slowly.

When you are born, you must be happy in life.

The young master of the Liu family held a banquet on the Wangyue Platform in the capital, and the red carpet was paved with ten miles of stairs, delicious food and wine, friends and confidants, and even the restaurant girls and dancers were invited to help the fun. The staggered phantoms are grand and extravagant.

People who are familiar with him are all infatuated and gone, and the suave and affectionate man is back.

But knowing his best friend, he said cautiously in private: "What's the trouble, for a woman to toss himself into this picture, Father Liu knows, it's time to feel sorry for you." ”

"I do." Liu Xuanyu raised her head and drank it all, her voice was bitter: "I really love her, she is different from other women." But why? I treat her so well, I can't wait to dig out my heart and offer it, and she has to fall in love with someone else. ”

Saying that, Liu Xuanyu turned around to receive others, because he was a little drunk, so his eyes showed unusual excitement. When the wine was happy, the sky was already slightly bright, everyone was a little drunk and lying on the ground and sleeping, some of the good drinks were not poured for a thousand glasses, some singers were held in the arms of the rich, and secretly had feelings, only Liu Xuanyu, there were many little girls around her, but she whispered to her best friend.

"As soon as we get drunk, after tomorrow, in my Liu Xuanyu's heart, there will be no more insiders." As he spoke, Liu Xuanyu tilted his head and fell on his friend's shoulder.

The friend was stunned.

He actually felt that something cold seemed to slip through his neck, could it be Liu Xuanyu's tears, who had never had a heart and lungs?

No one knows.

After drinking all night, my friend woke up after dawn, and the wind lantern on the lookout platform had been extinguished for a long time.

"I'm so sleepy, let's go home and continue sleeping." Liu Xuanyu said.

The friend hesitated, but still spoke: "Xuanyu, Wen Bangyue's matter ......"

He wanted to open his mouth to say a few more words of comfort, but he heard Liu Xuanyu cast a puzzled look: "Who is Wen Bangyue?" Then he smiled: "I don't know." ”

The friend was a little uncomfortable by Liu Xuanyu's breezy smile, but found that there was a trace of bitterness in his smile.

Soon, it disappeared with the wind.

In fact, there was something Liu Xuanyu buried deep in her heart, and she didn't have time to tell her.

Bang Yue, I like your days, I am very happy.

It's just that joy is not there anymore.