Qu Xiaotang said with a crying voice: "But I just want to go to him and let him tell me face to face what happened." Why did it become like this overnight? ”

"Xiaotang......" Liu Yongli wanted to say something, and Qu Xiaotang ran outside.

As if sensing Qu Xiaotang's mood, the sky suddenly became gloomy, and a light rain slowly fell.

Qu Xiaotang ran all the way to Xie's house.

To her surprise, there was no one in the Xie family at this moment. Even the security guards who usually guarded them are now gone.

Qu Xiaotang ran to the gate and shouted while knocking: "Xie Jingshuo, you come out for me." If you have something to say to me face to face, didn't we say that we would face it together? ”

However, she shouted for a long time, and no one answered her.

Qu Xiaotang slid on the ground and muttered to himself, "Why is this happening...... Wasn't it a dream last night? Xie Jingshuo, you obviously proposed to me, and you said that you would never leave me in this life. Where the hell have you been, why didn't you leave me with any news, why didn't you leave without saying a word? ”

"Qu Xiaotang." Shen Xin walked over wearing a long white dress and holding an umbrella.

"Shen Xin, do you know where Xie Jingshuo went? Can you tell me okay? Qu Xiaotang cried and pleaded.

Shen Xin sighed: "It's okay to tell you, Qu Xiaotang, you forgot about him." ”

"What did you say?" Qu Xiaotang suddenly stopped crying and looked at Shen Xin in a daze.

"I don't want to hide it from you, after today, I will go abroad with Xie Jingshuo. He's waiting for me abroad, and I'll be going to the airport in a moment. Before I go, I still think I should talk to you properly. Qu Xiaotang, don't wait for him, you can't wait. Shen Xin said these words ruthlessly.

Qu Xiaotang shook his head: "How is it possible?" Shen Xin, don't lie to me about these words. I know what kind of person you are. What the hell are you going on, and why do you have to hide it from me? ”

"Qu Xiaotang, don't know this. In short, we are all for your good. Forget about these in the future and live a good life. If there is a fate, let's see you again. After Shen Xin said these words, he turned around and left with an umbrella.

Qu Xiaotang watched Shen Xin disappear into the rain with tears in his eyes, and his heart ached like a knife. She clutched her chest and inadvertently saw the ring on her finger. She bit her lip and began to weep.

She remembered the bits and pieces of them in the past, remembered Xie Jingshuo's gentle hugging of herself, and the sentence I love you in her ear.

Obviously, he had already proposed to her.

They said that they would go to many places together, and they said that they would live together for the rest of their lives.

Qu Xiaotang knelt in the rain and cried heartbreakingly.

I don't know how long it took, but the rain stopped.

She was numb and didn't know where to go.

Suddenly, a shadow obscured me. Liu Yongli's face appeared in front of Qu Xiaotang, and she stretched out a hand towards Qu Xiaotang: "Xiaotang, let's go home." ”

Qu Xiaotang wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes and hugged Liu Yongli.

She didn't know how to deal with her family, and she didn't know how to continue her life for the rest of her life. Between her and him, there seems to be no future.

After returning home, Qu Xiaotang took a hot bath.

Liu Yongli brought her a bowl of ginger soup.

After drinking the soup, Qu Xiaotang lay on the bed holding the quilt. She looked out the window and suddenly remembered that she once joked that she was going to break up with Xie Jingshuo.

She remembers that it was a rainy day.

She especially hates wet and sticky rainy days.

I don't know what trivial things it was, Qu Xiaotang lost his temper with Xie Jingshuo and said that he wanted to break up with him.

Xie Jingshuo cooked for her without saying a word, and packed up her things again. Qu Xiaotang thought that he was also angry, and hurriedly wanted to step forward and tell him that it was a joke.

Unexpectedly, when he pulled Xie Jingshuo, he found that the corners of his eyes were a little red.

Qu Xiaotang's heart softened suddenly.

She hugged Xie Jingshuo and said a lot of soft and messy words.

Because she knows that in this life, she can't escape Xie Jingshuo. What a rare thing it is to love someone, it was not easy for her to go around and around with him, how could she be willing to let him go again?

Xie Jingshuo said, no matter what, don't say the word breakup.

Because once it is spoken, it is difficult to undo it.

She kept it in mind.

As long as it's what he's said, she'll take it to heart. Even if time goes by and the years change, she will never forget.

But now, he's gone.

No message, no goodbye, just left.

In the days to come, how will she forget.

When she was moved by Xie Jingshuo, it was the first time she felt that life was full of hope. She wrote such a sentence in a book, all the scenery she has seen in this life is inferior to you.

This book, she secretly put in Xie Jingshuo's room.

But he won't see it, and he won't know it.

Qu Xiaotang stretched out his hand and looked at the red rope on his wrist. That's the thought he gave him, and it's where all her thoughts are hidden in the future.

She had already been hurt once, and she didn't want to continue to suffer that unspeakable pain.

But she was still unwilling to let go, she wanted to wait, wait for him to change his mind, and wait for the day when he came back.

Even if he knew that this was a slim thing with no future, Qu Xiaotang didn't want to let go. Her heart ached, and she leaned her head against the window as she listened to the sound of water dripping from the eaves.

It seemed that she could still see Xie Jingshuo standing in front of her through this window, holding out a hand to herself.

Qu Xiaotang leaned out with tears in his eyes.

But it only captures a piece of nothingness.

Without him.

Not him.

In the future, no one will take her by the hand and take her to see the fireworks blooming by the river. There will be no one who will tuck the quilt for her, ask her about her warmth and coldness, accompany her to spend the dusk, and share her to the white head.

The person she loved the most finally let go of her hand.

I even forgot to say goodbye to her.