Chapter 63: Everything is bitter, and love words are the most important
Han Yan saw that Shen Changge had a look of embarrassment on his face, and she already understood his intentions, she couldn't help but feel a little lost, but she also understood it in her heart, she smiled freely, and then said slowly: "Little Hou Ye doesn't have to have any psychological burden, Han Yan is just telling his mind at the moment according to the truth, not that Xiao Hou Ye will give a clear answer now." ”
When Shen Changge heard this, although he also admired her wanton chic in his heart, but in the end, she was still young, and he couldn't delay her inexorably, so he hurriedly folded his hands on the top of his head and bowed to her, the meaning was self-evident.
Han Zhuo's face was already red, but Han Yan just smiled, and then returned Shen Changge's feminine salute.
Han Zhuo felt really embarrassed, so he said to Shen Changge: "Little Hou Ye, my brother and sister still have some clan affairs to deal with in a hurry, and they can't delay it any longer at this moment, say goodbye!" ”
After speaking, he pulled the cold smoke to leave.
Shen Changge hurriedly clasped his hands into fists and bowed and said, "Little grandfather, little county lord go slowly!" ”
Han Yan still turned his head to Shen Changge as he walked: "Little Hou Ye, please remember my words today, if you still want to discuss marriage in the future, then please Xiao Hou Ye must think about Han Yan first." ”
Shen Changge couldn't help but shake his head when he heard this, and smiled and hugged her again!
Not long after walking out of the inn, Han Zhuo immediately complained to Han Yan: "What the hell are you doing today? Obviously, he saw that the woman was nearby, and he deliberately told Shen Changge such a lot! ”
Han Yan said in surprise: "Oh, it turns out that you can see that I did it on purpose, I thought you couldn't see it with your elm head?" ”
"You are really more and more presumptuous, I am your brother, you dare to make such a mockery of me!" Han Zhuo pretended to be angry.
When Han Yan heard this, he immediately hugged his fists and said: "Brother is above, please accept the worship of my little sister!" ”
"It's not serious, seriously, what the hell are you doing!" Han Zhuo smiled helplessly.
"What the hell can I do, it's just that Shen Changge's love is really pitiful, and I can't help but want to help him!"
Han Yan's mood was obviously a little low.
"Haven't you admired him since childhood? Why do you want to help him with this again. ”
Han Zhuo didn't understand.
Hanyan smiled bitterly: "You also saw the scene last night, how much he cared about that woman, if he hadn't been forced to report to his home, I would have almost not recognized him." ”
Han Zhuo was puzzled, looking at her suspiciously, waiting for the following.
She then said with relief: "But it is also because of this that I have seen his most affectionate side, and he is indeed worthy of the future husband that Master has chosen for me. ”
Han Zhuo was pleasantly surprised: "You mean, Shen Changge is the future husband that Nanshan Sanren picked for you?" Nanshan's predecessors have passed through heaven and earth, have world-class talents, and can pinch and calculate, so he will not be wrong when he says it. ”
Han Yan said with a gloomy expression: "My Han Yan is the daughter of the chosen one, the only female disciple of Nanshan Sanren, in the eyes of my future husband, I can naturally only have me alone in my heart, since Shen Changge has a heart, then even if I admire him again, I will not intervene, after all, the marriage of a bad person is detrimental to his own blessings." It's a pity that Shen Changge finally has a deep relationship with that woman, and there is no fate! ”
Speaking of this, she couldn't help but sigh: "Everything is fate, no one can help it, now I just hope that I am not good at learning and see the wrong appearance, I hope she can escape this catastrophe!" If she really can't escape, I also hope that she can understand Shen Changge's infatuation with her! ”
After saying that, she ignored Han Zhuo's still puzzled expression and walked straight away.
In the past few days, after the doctor's continuous recuperation, Qingxuan's body has gradually improved, but she still leans against the window in a daze most of the time every day, often does not say a word all day, and her personality has become increasingly cold and withdrawn, and even Shen Changge has begun to be cold and alienated.
She never mentioned Ye Hu again, and the countless reasons why Ye Hu couldn't come to see her that Shen Changge had thought of before were ultimately useless.
They have been living in the inn for more than a month, Shen Changge knows that his father must be very worried about his safety at this time, he also knows that the border general will stay in other countries for a long time and will not return, and his father will definitely punish him heavily after he returns, but he does not regret it at all, he can be with Qing Xuan for a month, he already feels that this life is enough, although Qing Xuan has been almost unwilling to say a word to him for some reason recently, but it is good for him to be able to protect her from afar!
But the current problem is that the silver he brought with him has long been spent, and he had to pawn even his mother's relics a few days ago, he doesn't want to wronged Qingxuan, all the items are the best, and now they can only be supported by hardship.
The most important thing is that what Qingxuan needs now is to recuperate, and the inn is still too noisy after all.
Today, he saw that Qing Xuan seemed to be in a good mood, so he proposed to her: "Qing Xuan, let's go back to Yongzhou City, I'll send you home first." ”
Qing Xuan was stunned for a long time when he heard this, and then sighed lightly: "Home? Where else do I have a home in Yongzhou City! It's just Hago's home! ”
Then she was silent for a long time before she said quietly: "Brother Shen, I'm sorry!" I haven't been telling you the truth, in fact, Ye Hu and I have separated! ”
By the end, she was speechless.
Shen Changge's heart was sour, and he immediately said to her: "Qingxuan, I bought the small courtyard in Yongzhou City, and the deed is still in my hand, which was originally the wedding gift I gave you, and it has never been just Ye Hu's home." ”
Qing Xuan smiled reluctantly when he heard this, but he couldn't help but cry.
In the end, she still followed Shen Changge, they took a carriage, stopped and stopped all the way, and when they arrived at Yongzhou City, it was already a month later.
Qing Xuan returned to the small courtyard, and the familiar scene suddenly made her burst into tears again.
The flowers and trees in the courtyard are still lush, the screen benches in the hall have not changed, and the pavilions and pavilions in the backyard, the small bridges and flowing water, are also the same as in the past. But in the end, it's all different!
A cold wind hit, and Qing Xuan couldn't help but tighten his collar.
Shen Changge saw that she had been standing in the courtyard, and her expression was gloomy, so he pointed in the direction of the front hall and said to her: "Qingxuan, who do you see is that?"
Qing Xuan looked up and saw a little boy about ten years old and a little girl of seven or eight years old, who were standing in the main hall and smiling at her at the moment.
The boy had bright eyes, a strong suit, a sword about the height of him on his back, a maturity that did not match his age, and the girl next to him combed a pair of flat buns and wore a pink gauze skirt, looking very smart and cute.
Qing Xuan looked at them for a long time and still didn't remember who they were, so she shook her head at Shen Changge, and the little boy's expression immediately turned from joy to disappointment when he saw this.
He hurriedly ran to Qing Xuan and bowed deeply to Qing Xuan.
"Sister, I'm Fang Da, the little little guy you saved in the teahouse, don't you remember me?"
After Yue Ruyi's death, it was the first time that someone called Sister Qingxuan, and those unbearable past events suddenly overflowed into her heart again, Qingxuan immediately collapsed, she screamed loudly as if she had seen a ghost.
"Ah...... Yes...... Ah......, I'm not your sister, don't call me sister, don't call me sister, don't call ........."
Fang Da and Shen Changge looked at each other, and Fang Yao behind him was already so frightened by Qing Xuan's appearance that she was about to cry.
Shen Changge hurriedly pulled Qing Xuan into his side, then patted her on the back, and comforted her softly: "It's okay, if you don't like it, forget it, you won't call it in the future......"
After that, he helped Qing Xuan out of the room, and finally waited until she fell asleep before he walked out of the door, but at a glance he saw that Fang Da was still standing in the courtyard, his back was straight, and he was carrying the sword that was about the same height as him, which Ye Hu gave him before leaving, and he was so tight that he carried it all the time.
When he saw Shen Changge come out, he hurriedly asked, "Brother Shen, sister, no, Doctor Qingxuan, how is she?" ”
This child is only ten years old, but he should not be mature at this age, he touched his head, and then said softly: "Doctor Qingxuan, it's not that I don't like you to call her sister, she is just sick, so don't take it to heart." ”
"I don't blame her, she is a good person, in order to save me, she was captured by those bad people, it must be the bad people who bullied her, she is like this, you can't blame her."
Every word he says, every word he says, every glance.
Shen Changge didn't know what to say to this child who had already experienced a lot at a young age and was extremely precocious.
He sighed in his heart, the truth that a ten-year-old child still understands, why don't you understand Ye Hu! Or you don't want to understand at all!
Shen Changge was about to go back to the barracks to resume his father's job, and before leaving, he explained that Fang Da must take good care of Qing Xuan, saying that he would come back in the evening to have dinner together.
But Fonda waited until the next day and was nowhere to be seen.
Qing Xuan woke up shortly after Shen Changge left, and she asked Fang Da, "Where did Shen Changge go?" ”
Fang Da told the truth, and Qing Xuan has been silent ever since.
Aunt Li cooked the meal and Fang Da personally brought it into the room, but Qing Xuan didn't eat a bite, she just stared at the window in a daze, these days, she has become accustomed to Shen Changge being by her side, he was suddenly not with her for a while, but he began to panic again, and couldn't help but want to find a place to hide again.
She knew that she was sick, suffering from a very serious mental illness, but like almost all doctors, she could not cure herself.
She tried her best to adjust her emotions, afraid that her hysterical appearance when she became ill would scare the two children in the hospital, but her heart did not know why she had been panicking since she came back.
Ever since they returned to the courtyard, Fonda called her sister, as soon as she closed her eyes, it was as if she could hear Yue Ruyi calling her in her ear, she screamed loudly in fright, she didn't dare to close her eyes anymore, she just kept her eyes open and looked out the window all night.
Fangda called in a few doctors and prescribed a lot of medications, but to no avail.
Shen Changge hadn't seen her for seven days, Qing Xuan felt that she couldn't hold on any longer, and there was always a voice in her ear reminding her all the time: "It's so painful to live, why do you still want to live, it's a hundred years to die...... ”
That night, while everyone was asleep, she hung a white silk on the door frame, ready to learn about the remnants of life, but when she thought that the two children would be frightened when they saw her death the next day, she relieved herself.