Chapter 219: Rebirth
"This plaice mountain is the burial place of Ling Zun, and I'm so sorry that it was because of me that you had to return to this sad place in the past." Yu Yin explained to Zhong Daxuan apologetically.
"It's true that this is my sadness, but this was also my home!" Zhong Daxuan added slightly excitedly to correct Yu Yin's statement.
"Then you will inevitably have a psychological shadow! Brother Da Xuan, do you dare to say that when you were on the mountain in the first half of the morning, you didn't worry about the rocks suddenly rolling down? Yu Yin asked Zhong Daxuan pointedly.
"I don't dare to say because I am really worried, I am afraid. But when I think that you are on the verge of life and death, let alone some of the rocks have rolled down, even if the whole mountain has collapsed, as long as the friendship between us has not collapsed, then I am not afraid of anything. Zhong Daxuan said to Yu Yin fearlessly.
When Yu Yin heard this, although he was silent, he said over and over again in his heart: "Brother Da Xuan, thank you, thank you very much......"
And Zhong Daxuan, who had been standing at the door of the room, was walking towards the bed at the moment, untying the wood-colored pipa pouch on his back, and then handed it to Yu Yin with both hands, and said softly to Yu Yin: "This is for you." ”
At this moment, Yu Yin, who didn't know why, did not take the wood-colored pipa bag handed over by Zhong Daxuan at the first time, but inquired and asked Zhong Daxuan: "Brother Daxuan, this is ......"
When Zhong Daxuan heard this, he did not directly answer Yu Yin's question, but indirectly urged Yu Yin: "You can open it and take a look, take it quickly!" ”
Zhong Daxuan said, and handed the wood-colored pipa bag in his hand to Yu Yin.
In desperation, Yu Yin, who had to obey Zhong Daxuan's wishes, took the wood-colored pipa bag from Zhong Daxuan's hands with both hands, but at this moment, Yu Yin's heart was struggling! How he wanted to open it immediately, but he didn't dare to open it! How he wanted to take a look, but he didn't even dare to look at it!
Yu Yin's hands were trembling slightly unconsciously, but Yu Yin's heart was trembling violently unconsciously, in such a trembling from the inside out, in Zhong Daxuan's meaningful gaze, Yu Yin was puzzled, curious and expectant, and carefully opened the wood-colored pipa pouch in his arms, and for a moment, only to hear Yu Yin exclaim: "Winding the beam string!" ”
When Zhong Daxuan heard this, he smiled and said to Yu Yin: "It's around the beam, your father sent someone to hand it over to me, and then I asked someone to restore it to good condition; If you don't believe me, take a closer look. ”
"How could I not believe you? Brother Da Xu, what's more, this is really exactly the same as before! There is no trace of restoration at all! Who are you entrusting this to repair? The craftsmanship is so exquisite. Yu Yin asked Zhong Daxuan with praise.
Yu Yin, who was excited for a while, only cared about asking Zhong Daxuan about the situation of the restorer, but completely forgot the situation of blood and tears when he broke off the four strings of the beam.
"I'm the main student of the Gu Pavilion of the Void Pavilion on the top of the mountain." Zhong Daxuan told Yu Yindao truthfully.
"Gu Pavilion Master? She also cultivates the lute? Yu Yin asked Zhong Daxuan in surprise.
"Don't you just know how to repair the lute? She can also make a lute! Zhong Daxuan responded.
"But isn't she an engraver? Brother Da Xu. Yu Yin asked Zhong Daxuan in confusion.
"Are you a musician, then? Yu Yin. Zhong Daxuan asked Yu Yin rhetorically.
"Brother Da Xu, how many times have I said it! I'm not a musician, I'm just a performer. Yu Yin emphasized to Zhong Daxuan.
In the same way, she also said that she was not an engraver, that she was just an engraver. Zhong Daxuan said to Yu Yin.
"That's not right! Brother Da Xu, Plaice Mountain is far away from Jianji Mountain, you can't go back and forth overnight! What's more, it takes a lot of time to repair the winding strings! Yu Yin questioned Zhong Daxuan.
"I'm not an immortal, and I can't ride the clouds, so of course I can't go back and forth between Plaice Mountain and Kanji Mountain overnight." Zhong Daxuan said to Yu Yin.
"Then how did you ask the Gu Pavilion Master to repair this winding string? Brother Da Xu. Yu Yin asked Zhong Daxuan with deep puzzlement.
"Although I didn't go to Jianji Mountain, it doesn't mean that the Gu Pavilion Lord didn't come to this Plaice Mountain! Last night, after I settled you in this inn, I entrusted your sister to take care of you here; And I went to the foot of the Plaice Mountain alone, waiting for the arrival of the man sent by your father to wrap around the strings, and it was at that time that I happened to meet the lord of the valley and his disciples who had gone to the vicinity to deal with things. So I took advantage of this God-given opportunity to hand over the next coming winding string to the Gu Pavilion Master, and asked her to repair it. Zhong Daxuan said to Yu Yin.
"How can it all be so coincidental? Brother Da Xu, in this area of Quelibut Mountain, you actually met Sister Ah and Gu Pavilion Master successively. Why did strange people from all walks of life happen to appear near Plaice Mountain on the same day? Why do they seem to be rushing to help me? Yu Yin questioned Zhong Daxuan with deep confusion.
"Hey, who knows? Maybe they're all here for you! Zhong Daxuan joked with Yu Yin.
At this time, Yu Yin, who had already recovered from the surprise, instantly changed his face and asked Zhong Daxuan: "Then again, Brother Daxuan, why do you want to repair this winding string?" ”
"Yu Yin, do you know that what I really want to repair is not only your winding pipa, but also the friendship that has spread between us." Zhong Daxuan explained to Yu Yin with a serious expression.
"But on the night of the New Year, on Chinese New Year's Eve, if it weren't for my song "Purple Mo Red Dust", maybe the friendship between us would not have disappeared!" Yu Yin reluctantly sighed to Zhong Daxuan.
"Just as music is beautiful and innocent, so you are beautiful and innocent, and you are unbearable for everyone to hurt. None of us have done anything wrong, what is wrong is the gap between identity and environment. The friendship between us may be able to withstand the test of life and death, but it cannot withstand the wear and tear of distance. Zhong Daxuan also said helplessly to Yu Yin.
When Yu Yin heard this, he immediately confided his heart to Zhong Daxuan and said: "Brother Daxuan, the reason why I decided to break the four strings of the beam by myself is only because I thought that in my place, you and the music will be difficult to achieve both. Of course, no matter who I choose to give up, it will be me who will hurt after all. But for the sake of gain, for you, I still made a choice, it doesn't matter how much it hurts. ”
Just saying this, Yu Yin's heart couldn't help but ache faintly.
"But the pain of cutting flesh?" Zhong Daxuan asked Yu Yindao.
"No, it's the pain of losing your soul." Yu Yin replied.
"Have you ever imagined what kind of pain it would be if you chose to give up me?" Zhong Daxuan continued to ask Yu Yindao.
"Heart-rending pain." Yu Yin frowned, closed her eyes, and gritted her teeth in reply.
"Yu Yin, don't you understand until this moment why I resolutely decided to leave you on the night of the New Year, the moment the song ended on Chinese New Year's Eve?" Zhong Daxuan, who suddenly became excited, asked Yu Yindao.
"I don't understand, Brother Da Xuan, I really don't understand!" Yu Yin shook his head desperately and said to Zhong Daxuan.
Obviously, at the mention of separation, Yu Yin's emotions unconsciously became excited.
"I vividly remember that on the day of the vernal equinox last year, in the Fish Tears Pavilion, you said to me that you were like a delicate vase, and to embrace you in your arms meant to be afraid. But what if I say, 'In order to have you, I am willing to live in fear? However, it wasn't until the end of the song on New Year's Eve, Chinese New Year's Eve, that I realized how ridiculous and unattainable my previous thoughts were. A person like me, who is so ordinary that he can't be more ordinary, where is he qualified to embrace the moving you into his arms? Zhong Daxuan, who had struggled thousands of times in his heart, finally opened his mouth to confide in Yu Yin.
"Then why do you turn around and come back when you have turned away?" Yu Yin asked Zhong Daxuan.
When Zhong Daxuan heard this, he replied without thinking: "Because I am waiting for you to exit, and you are my way back!" What's more, I have successfully found a way to compromise, a way to unravel, and a way to let go. ”
"So what is it? Brother Da Xu. Yu Yin asked Zhong Daxuan curiously and urgently.
"It's an unspeakable method." Zhong Daxuan replied, "When I returned to reality after indulging in dreams for a long time, I realized that what I was so obsessed with that I couldn't let go of it was really nothing. If you want to come to this world, there is no hurdle that you can't get over, whether it is around you or in your heart, maybe just when you think you are at the end of the road, it is actually already bright. ”
When Yu Yin heard this, he said to Zhong Daxuan with deep sympathy: "Brother Daxuan, I also have a deep understanding of what you said, and it was in the first half of the morning, on your back. Although I was tired and panicked at the time, and I couldn't open my eyes anyway, my consciousness was exceptionally clear. At that time, I was thinking, if you were one step late, maybe I would have slept at the bottom of the broken dust forever, and everything would have come to an end, and those things that could not be ended would have ended. Naturally, I will not be able to experience the beauty of the rest of my life, and I will naturally not be able to see you again. But ......"
"But you didn't die, did you?" Zhong Daxuan took Yu Yin's words and said to Yu Yin.
"yes, I didn't die." Yu Yin continued to sigh to Zhong Daxuan, "I thought that this time I would not be able to overcome this hurdle no matter what, and I would definitely not survive; But I never expected it, but it didn't die. At that time, I was still thinking that since God didn't let me fall into tears, then I would live happily every day of my life. Even if the days ahead are not only beautiful, but also have many tribulations and trials, and even pain and misfortune, then it doesn't matter. Because at least I can see you again, the big brother I have been thinking about; Or rather, as long as I have you, I don't want anything for the rest, I don't ask for anything. Come to think of it, not dying is also a kind of rebirth! ”
Yu Yin said that as long as there is Zhong Daxuan for the rest of his life, he will not want anything and ask for nothing for the rest; He also said, come to think of it, if you don't die, it's also a kind of rebirth!
"Yes, it's not dead, it's also a kind of rebirth! I just wonder if you, after being reborn, still want me to find someone who won't make me feel tired, and then hold her arm to finish the journey? Zhong Daxuan jokingly asked Yu Yindao.