No one cares where you're from or what you're here for.

If there is a choice, Fan Ming will never choose to come to this era, he is willing to stay in his small 'kennel' and spend the son of a bitch's youth.

However, fate is often not in your own hands, and when you can't resist, you can only lie down and accept it silently.

In the faint light, Fan Ming opened his eyes, and huge cracks appeared one after another on the slightly yellowed mottled yellow mud walls in front of him, the roof was made of thatch, and his body was covered with a nearly blackened bedding.

In this thatched hut with a strong rancid smell, a breeze blew, and the fresh earthy smell wafted from the papier-mâché window, which he could only smell when he was a child in his grandmother's field.

According to probability, he has not yet thought that people can survive in this environment.

I can't believe that this is the environment he is in now, he couldn't help but smile bitterly, what kind of situation is this, isn't it just robbing a single business from a foreign investor, as for being so ruthless.

A wave of sleepiness hit him, and he fell asleep again.

……

I don't know how long it has passed, Fan Ming felt a chill on his body, as if someone was wiping his body for himself.

When I opened my eyes, it was pitch black in front of me, and it was already late at night, and I tried to open my mouth and say something, but I found that my throat was unusually dry and I couldn't make any sound.

In the darkness, the hand that was wiping his body gradually slid downward.

From his chest all the way down, he wiped it very carefully.

Just when he thought the hand would land on his intimate parts, he found that the hand paused slightly as it approached his center, and it went around and slid below his thighs.

Fan Ming faintly felt a sense of loss in his heart, because he could clearly feel that these hands were a pair of women's hands, very soft, and he also smelled a fragrance that was unique to a girl.

Outside the window, there was a cough of an old woman, and the sound of footsteps sounded, and the room fell silent again......

……

One day and one night, Fan Ming finally recognized that this was a world that did not belong to him.

Lying on this slightly damp clay kang, thinking about the past 20 years, like a movie picture, scenes flashed in his mind, and he found that the past life seemed to become extremely distant for this moment, as if it was in a dream.

His childhood life, like tens of thousands of ordinary people, was this kind of childhood with strong characteristics of the times.

The only difference is that he has a father who is an official and a grandfather who used to be an official, although he is not a big official, he has also witnessed the so-called officialdom, and has also witnessed the ups and downs of many officials and officials who have a direct or indirect relationship with his family.

In this special environment, Fan Ming 'smoothly' reached adolescence, and according to the requirements of his elders, he learned some knowledge beyond his age, including Chinese studies, history, calligraphy, philosophy, etc., and even thick black studies.

However, with the growth of adolescence, the rebellious psychology in his heart continued to grow, and the more the so-called family Fan Ming resisted.

All this made him extremely disgusted, and all this he had always hidden deep in the bottom of his heart.

Until the day of filling in the college entrance examination, the depression in his heart was finally released, in this era of universal reason, he chose to major in quantitative economics, and chose a far away from home in the northern ice city as his school, wanting to escape from this place where he grew up.

At the moment when the notice came down, he was silent in the face of the solemn eyes of his grandfather and father, as well as his mother's concerned and incomprehensible questioning, just quietly waiting for the reprimand, but nothing happened, and what was waiting for him was only his father's slightly curved back.

Refusing his mother's send-off, stepping on the train alone, and arriving alone in this strange city with a large bag of salutes, he secretly made up his mind to stand on his own feet, and he wanted to prove to his father that he was already a man who could control his own destiny.

Fan Ming, who is accustomed to seeing the warmth and coldness of the world, can deeply understand the cruelty of this world, fortunately, he is not a pampered kind of person, from a student full of illusions to a market regional manager, which has gone through a difficult process, which is not enough for outsiders.

In the four years of college life, when others were lying on the weak lawn enjoying the warm sunshine, he was already carrying a denim bag to distribute flyers, and while others were watching me, he was already pushing cups and changing lamps with customers.

From a white stunned green, polished into a fairly smooth granite in society, even he himself doesn't know why there is such a change.

Just when he thought he could reach the standard of being able to 'realize himself', suddenly he found that he suddenly couldn't find his way, and in the midst of indulging in the glamour, he released the madness that had been suppressed in his heart for many years, making fun, drinking, promiscuity, and anesthetizing himself in an illusory world.

What is the meaning of life? What do people live for?

This day was the twenty-four years that Fan Ming had struggled since he came to this world, and he received a number that he had rarely dialed for six years, which was from his family, and his heart trembled for no reason.

Picking up the phone, my grandfather passed away, and I kept reading his name before leaving, refusing to close my eyes.

Recalling the old man's eyes full of wisdom, Fan Ming's eyes moistened, and he suddenly came to his senses......

Leaving everything behind and returning home, he saw the gray hair on his mother's head, although his father's body was no longer upright and still stubbornly standing, but he was confused again, what was he doing, he didn't go home for six years, in order to fight with the family?

"Come back, you've grown up!"

This was the first thing his father said after seeing him, and it was this simple sentence that made his seven-foot man's eyes full of tears, and he knelt in front of his father with a bang, and tears couldn't help but flow down.

Parents are here, not far away! At this time, he suddenly remembered this ancient precept of the Chinese nation, and he suddenly woke up, it turns out that everything in this world is illusory, and the only thing that can last forever is true feelings.

Just when Fan Ming began to try to turn his gaze to the existence of beautiful things in this world, God seemed to not allow a mortal to be able to perceive the true meaning of life, and would not allow anyone to challenge his true meaning to enjoy it exclusively.

"Fuck his son of a bitch!" After saying goodbye to the only residual thought in his heart, Fan Ming fell into a deep sleep again.