Chapter 186: Amorous is always ruthlessly annoyed (4)
Qing Ling tilted his head and looked at Luo Yao in a daze.
At this time, at the beginning of night, the lights in the garden suddenly brightened, reflecting on his handsome face, which set off the brilliance of his eyes and the charm of the charm.
Luo Yao was a little embarrassed by Qing Ling's staring, a slightly embarrassed smile escaped from her curved and beautiful lips, pinched her fingers, and asked softly, "What is Senior Sister looking at?" ”
Qing Ling came back to his senses, pursed the corners of his mouth slightly, turned his head away, and said, "Look at your good looks." ”
The two of them held hands and continued to walk forward.
Luo Yao teased: "I've known me for so many years, did my senior sister just find out that I am good-looking?" ”
Qing Ling thought about it, but replied very seriously: "In the past, in Chongwu, I just thought that your facial features were beautiful, but I didn't think you were good-looking. ”
Luo Yao was a little puzzled when he heard this.
Beautiful, good-looking, what's the difference between the two?
But as a man, he didn't care too much about his appearance, for a while, he only repeatedly recalled in his heart the delicate expression of the talented Qingling slightly pursed his lips, and for a while he felt that his heart was beating like a drum, as if he had given birth to some kind of indescribable agitation and longing, and for a while he felt that he was full of joy and incomparably gentle and charming......
The two walked for a while, and Qing Ling spoke: "I see that you don't look like your father. Then you...... Probably like your mother, right? ”
Luo Yao said, "Yes. Ning Yan and I both look more like our mothers. ”
Qing Ling said again: "But Ning Yan her, she just looks alike, right?" In terms of bloodline qualifications, are you more similar to the Jiuqiu Luo clan? Otherwise, why can you cultivate all five spirits, but you can't condense smoke? ”
Luo Yao bowed his jaw, "Not bad." Luo's bloodline is also a god and a demon, which is very unusual, generally speaking, the firstborn son will have a greater chance of inheriting the ability of the five spirits to cultivate. ”
He slowed down and looked at Qing Ling with some confusion, "Why did you suddenly ask about this?" ”
Qing Ling didn't answer immediately, and slowly walked out two steps, only then did he say "oh", and said: "It's nothing, I just heard that you people from the Jiuqiu Luo clan, because they inherit the bloodline of the ancient wolf god, are very loyal to their feelings, and in their lives, it is only possible to have one partner, once they decide to give sincerely, it is impossible to accept another person at all." ”
Luo Yao's feet froze, his fingers clenched unconsciously tightened, studying Qing Ling's expression, and he stopped talking.
Qing Ling looked up at him directly, and smiled a little unnaturally, "I just want to ask you, are you such a person?" Like your mother and uncle, you can only like one person, and once you lose it, you will be miserable, either aging or brutal and insane? ”
Luo Yao's lips pursed a few times, "I ......"
Eventually, he looked annoyed and anxious and said, "I don't know ......."
Qing Ling still stared at him for a moment, "Then you, after you like Ajing, can you completely let go of her?" ”
Luo Yao's calm and chic temperament on weekdays disappeared, and Liuli's eyes were full of embarrassment, "I didn't like Ajing...... Never. ”
The corners of Qing Ling's eyes were hot, and his eyelashes quickly flapped a few times, and he withdrew his hand from Luo Yao's palm.
She spent an entire afternoon in the garden thinking about all the possibilities.
She thought, regardless of whether the rumors of the Jiuqiu Luo clan were true or not, Xiao Qi was surnamed Baili after all, and he might not be like his mother and uncle.
Besides, there is more than one person he has liked in the past and can't be together, right? But haven't you seen him get old or crazy?
Therefore, such a legend should have nothing to do with him.
Even if it really has a relationship, then he is only half of the Jiuqiu Luo clan, maybe he is more affectionate than others, but it is not as tragic as wanting to die or live......
In her heart, she silently relived the bits and pieces of the past - when she gave him the sachet, when he said that he liked Ajing, and the story of the Terran girl who couldn't love her......
She struggled to control her emotions and even convinced herself that even if she ended up with the most unacceptable answer, she had to maintain her demeanor and try to understand.
But she never expected that the answer given by Luo Yao at this moment exceeded all the imagination she had prepared in her heart!
There is no shame in liking someone. She even dared to admit that she had liked her own brother, why did he suddenly change his words and cover it up so much?
Qing Ling tried his best to calm himself, but his voice was still a little trembling, and he stared at Luo Yao with disdain and shame, "No? You obviously admitted it yourself. ”
Luo Yao only felt that he was in a panic and powerless, and he couldn't care about his face anymore, and quickly explained: "At the beginning...... I just lied to you at the beginning. At first, it was a joke, and then it ...... Later just wanted to test your reactions. I...... Really never liked her. ”
"In the cave next to Zhuo Yuan, the Terran girl you told me. Have you liked it? ”
"That...... That one lied to you, too. Actually, I ......"
Qing Ling sneered and cut him off, his direct gaze turned cold and hateful, "Actually, you are a man who has no responsibility!" ”
She took a breath, suppressed her emotions, and didn't call herself too out of shape, "Even if you say that you really love all of you today, and you have never forgotten everything, I can respect you as a person who values love." Who would have thought that you would deny it, but you didn't hesitate at all. You said you lied to me at the beginning, but I think you're lying to me now! ”
Sneered, "It's all a lie anyway, what's the difference?" ”
Luo Yao's eyes were full of frustration and helplessness, and he stretched out his hand to touch Qing Ling, "You listen to me......"
Qing Ling waved his hand away, turned his head and walked forward.
She walked faster and faster, and her heart turned upside down, and the doubts and suspicions that had been pressed to the bottom of her heart suddenly poured out, making her sad and angry for a while, and her emotions were almost trance-like.
She remembered that he had used force inexplicably that night, and reluctantly took the initiative to kiss him, and afterwards said so many explicit hints, and even the jealousy she was ashamed to reveal confessed, but in the end he left without saying anything.
Qing Ling thinks that he is not an experienced person in love, but he also understands that in such a situation, as long as he really has her in his heart, he should not react like that!
She remembered that when the news of their engagement came, he came to confront her. She tried hard to persuade each other, listing the benefits of marriage to each other, but he said to himself coldly and contemptuously: "What does it have to do with me? Do you want to leverage each other with me? But what do you have? Senior sister, you think too highly of yourself! ”
Before leaving, I bumped into Ajing, and I didn't forget to say to her from afar, bitterly and helplessly: "I'm sorry." ”
That year, he took her to Zhanggu Peak to relax.
He told her, "My mother once told me that it is better to marry someone you don't like than to fall in love with someone who doesn't have her own in her heart." Otherwise, you will live a miserable life for the rest of your life. ”
Looking back now, it was probably because of their quirks in the Jiuqiu Luo clan that they gave the guidance......
So, in the end, he had to get engaged to her, marry her, and have to be tied to her, so he simply decided to be kind to her, and turned out the broken sachet she gave in the past and brought it to him, so that he could live without pain on the one hand, and on the other hand, he could also get some benefits, why not?
The more Qing Ling thought about it, the more she hated, and it was as if something had exploded in her heart, blowing her to pieces, and the pain almost made her cry.
Luo Yao chased after her and grabbed her arm.
Qing Ling couldn't help but say, and when he turned around, he slapped him in the face.
She held back her tears and said as coldly and calmly as she could: "What are you pulling me for?" Since you have asked for military power, Mu Chen has also promised you today, you should quickly pack up your things and go back to Daze! There are many people in Lingxiao City who play intrigue and trickery, and you are not the only one! ”
Luo Yao didn't dodge or dodge just now, and ate Qingling's palm raw. He still pulled her, and there was a begging in his tone, "Senior sister, can we calm down and talk?" If there's anything you want to ask, I'll explain it to you, okay? ”
"What do I do when I listen to your explanation? What do you think I meant by asking you about the quirks of the Jiuqiu Luo clan just now? You like whoever you like, what's my business? Do you think that I have a good impression of you, and I want to use this to find out your intentions? Qing Ling snorted, "People like you, either full of lies, or cowardly and pathetic, no matter which one it is, it makes me sick, and no one I fancy you will take a fancy to!" ”
She took advantage of Luo Yao's momentary distraction to break free, took a few steps back, raised her head and said, "I begged you a few times ago to let you form an alliance with Mu Chen, but you always disdained to shirk it, saying that what kind of tricks we use to drill camp power, and the grand ambitions we talk about are all nonsense. But now why did you take the initiative to vote for sincerity again? It's nothing more than the same as those people who gave gifts to my mansion today, seeing that the overall situation has been decided, and they are busy and anxious to curry favor with the new emperor......"
Luo Yao took a step closer towards Qingling, only to feel that the step seemed to be stepping on his heart, extremely heavy.
A heart is empty and empty, and every beating involves severe pain.
He looked at her, and finally realized that the choice he had made had become an irreparable mistake......
Luo Yao spoke softly, his tone was low and melancholy, and there was no longer the calmness and pride of the past, "It's not like this......"
Qing Ling took a step back as if he was distancing himself from him, his eyes overflowing with burning wetness, and he said disregardlessly: "It's not like this, what is that?" Don't tell me that you are now taking into account the hard work I am sandwiched between you and Mu Chen, and you plan to abandon your bottom line, regardless of the rights and interests of the family, regardless of moral fairness, and stand in the same camp with me no matter what? ”
She paused for a moment, her eyes entangled with incomparably complex and contradictory emotions, and then said slowly: "With your shrewdness, you won't be able to guess what kind of relationship the killing in the Wind City, the palace change in the Vermilion Bird Palace, and the people and purposes involved behind it have anything to do with Mu Chen...... "I haven't explained it to you, because I feel guilty in my heart." And you never ask me, are you sure that I have not played any role in this? ”
"Or ......"
She stared at him, "It doesn't matter to you what kind of person I am, what you want is just your share of interests!" ”
The night is heavy, and the glazed lanterns cast dappled light and shadows among the flowers and trees.
The elongated projection of the tall branches, lying diagonally on the bluestone pavement, was like an impassable boundary separating her from him.
Qing Ling turned around slowly, hiding the first tears that fell.
"You go back to Daze."